Chapter 37

A:’’riddhima tumhara dimag kharab hain kya? Kya karne ja rahi hi tum?’’

He shouted on her and riddhima who is still in her own world was taken back with his sudden shout but nevertheless she replied to him

R:’’par maine kya kiya hain armaan?’’

She asked trying hard to control over her tears while all four of them was shocked too with his sudden outburst

A:’’kya kiya hain matlab subh se tumhari tabiyat thek nahin aur you are going to have cheese itna heavy food jis se tumhari tabiyat aur bhi kharab ho jaye han?’’

He asked her as he saw that cheese in her plate and riddhima was shocked surprised everything with his care and scolding.

R;’’umm sorry armaan maine dhayan nahin diya mera dhayan kahin aur tha.’’

She answered him and everybody is relieved seeing him shouting for such a small reason.

A:’’han vo tou dikh hi raha hain mujhe agar main na rokta tou madam ap tou kha hi rahi thi. Bilkul hi choti bachi ho tum bilkul bhi apna dhayan nahin rakha jata tumse. Chalo I have ordered soup for you tum please use hi pena.’’

He said and riddhima nodded like a small kid. All the gang has a wide smile on their faces seeing them bickering like two lovable persons. And only one question in their heart they love each other why they are not going to confess each other and stayed happily. Alas but seeing them like this they have the faith that it will happen soon in future.

An;’’acha armaan ab use dantna band kar lets have dinner aur vaise bhi look at her face she is too scared of you.’’

M:’’aur nahin tou kya bhabhi yeh hero bahut dant deta hain riddhima ko.’’

Ra:’’han bhabhi muski thek keh rahi hain agar main aise chillata na muskaan par tou yeh kabki chod kar chali gayi hoti mujhe.’’

Rahul added and riddhima lowered her head while armaan was like is it true. Does he scold her too much?

At:’’if that’s true armaan tujhe aisa nahin karna chahiye bhai this is very bad. Biwiyon ko tou humesha pyaar karna chahiye unki izzat karni chahiye. After all vo sirf humare liye apna sab kuch chod kar ati hain. Aur badle mein kya mangti hain sirf pyar hi na tou vo pyar par unka haq hota hain. Aur ladkiyan tiu humesha hi respect karni chahiye.’’

He said and armaan looked at his bhai then nods his head

A:’’ji bhai.’’

And then his mind takes him back to memory lane where he actually scolds her too much.

A(in his heart):’’maine riddhima ko sach mein bahut hurt kiya hain. Bahut chillaya hain maine us par shuruwat se jabki uski koi galati bhi nahin thi. Maine use shuru se hi bina kisi galati ki saza di hain par aab aur nahin main use aur saza nahin dunga. Jane kyun mujhe apne gusse mein kuch samajh nahin ata. Is matter mein mom sahi kehti hain mujhe peace ki zarurat hain. Pata nahin yeh gussa aur is gusse mein maine riddhima ko tou bahut pareshan kiya hain jo ki main aage se nahin karunga. Ab meri koshish yehi rahegi ki humare aane vale time mein main use hurt na karun aur use vo khushi dun jo vo deserve karti hain. Is shadi ka tou pata nahin kya sach hain aur kya future hain par main apni is pyari si dost ko ab humesha khush rakhunga, jab tak yeh mere sath hain. Par kya riddhima sachi mein chali jayegi 8 months bad.’’

He was in his thoughts when everyone called him as they have finished their dinner.

M:’’aab kya plan hain dinner ho gaya concert bhi ho gaya.’’

A:’’han par abhi neend nahin aa rahi hain.’’

An:’’guys main tou room mein jaungi aarav is sleepy tum log enjoy karo.’’

At:’’even I will be off to sleep guys kal ki thakan abhi puri tarah utri nahin hain.’’

R:’’bhabhi ap ruko na aarav ko main sula deti hun.’’

She offered caressing little aarav’s hairs as he is already in half sleep in her lap.

An:’’nahin riddhima thank you so much bacha but after putting him to sleep main bhi rest karungi.’’

Thinking they must be tired they too did not force them much. So atul anajali and aarav retired to their room so now muskaan asked

Mu:’’so hero kya plan hain aab?’’

A:’’tum batao kyun raool?’’

He said shrugging his shoulders.

Ra:’’armaan walk par chalein vahan fort ke end tak vahan par vo matka kulfi vala hain na vo khakar ate hain? Bol muskaan aur bhabhi u must try it, uske jaise kulfi apnein delhi mein bhi nahin khai hogi kabhie.’’

He suggested and both armaan and muskaan nods as it was the famous ice cream seller.

R:’’par bhayiya main kya karungi vahan jakar?’’

Ra:’’kyu bhabhi kya hua apki tabiyat abhi bhi achi nahin hain kya?’’

R:’’nahin bhayiya I am fine par armaan mujhe kulfi kahan khane denge.’’

She said disapprovingly and armaan looked at her sullen face

Ra:’’kya yar armaan tune tou bhabhi ko patient hi bana diya hain.’’

A:’’maine kya kiya yar tabiyat uski aisi thi main tou uske bhale ke liye hi keh raha hun.’’

Ra;’’I know tu unke bhale ke liye keh raha hain par vo bhi thek keh rahi hain, tumhari shadi ke bad vo pehli bar tere sath kahin ayi hain. Agar unhone enjoy hi nahin kiya tou kya fayda ane ka?’’

He said and armaan then realized they have come together for the first time after their wedding. So he doesn’t even know when he nods his head. 

Mu:’’chalo ab jaldi se chalte hain is se pehle hero fir se apna mind badle.’’

All of them smiled at her enthusiasm as they walked while talking anything and everything towards the end of the fort. Armaan can see she is feeling chilly in that crop top. As they reached at the end to the ice cream seller. Rahul went for ordering everyone

Ra:’’bhabhi muskan malai khayegi main rabdi armaan apni favourite kesar pista ap kausni lengi?’’

R:’’bhayiya main rose lungi.’’

She said as she checked the flavours list and armaan looked at her, again the difference between their choices,

Mu:’’armaan tu aur rdizi sachi poles apart ho you hate rose and she love it.’’

She said putting his feelings in the words and then Rahul completed 

Ra:’’well muski that’s y they says opposite attracts and here you go with your kulfis.’’

As everyone relished their kulfis armaan looks at her from the corner of his eyes she is enjoying it so much. Armaan smiled seeing her cute little face. And he saw some of the ice cream is on her nose, as she is sitting close to him he offered her handkerchief, riddhima looked at him confused

A:’’vo tumhare nose par ice cream laga hain saf kar lo.’’

Before riddhima can say anything Rahul called armaan

Ra:’’acha armaan main aur muski vapis ja rahein hain tu bhabhi ko vo love fountain dikha le.  Bhabhi apko vo dekhna chahiye its so beautiful.’’

A:’’tum bhi chalo na raool maza ayega yar.’’

Mu:’’nahin hero mujhe thand si lag rahi so please. Agar tabiyat kharab ho gayi na tou band baj jayegi next week mere 2 clients hain urgent.’’

She said so armaan nods and then they left leaving armaan riddhima alone.

Riddhima still has the ice cream on her nose. Armaan softly get her handkerchief and then wiped her nose ever so softly making her look into his eyes. As the green eyes caught the blue ones they shared a beautiful eye lock. Today green eyes show love and only love for blue ones as she realized her love for him and blue eyes show the desire and passion in them. Desire for her and passion for that unseen feeling he don’t know yet. 

R(in her heart):’’kya main kabhi bhi armaan ko keh paungi ki main unse pyaar kar baithi hun. Kya vo kabhi mujhe samjhenge? Kya vo kabhie humare is rishte ko apnayege? Main kya kabhi unhein apnein dill ki bat bata bhi paungi ya nahin ki yeh dill aab sirf unke liye dhadkata hain aur unse beinteha mohabbat karta hain. Main yeh rishta kabhi bhi todna nahin chahti hun ab. Humesha unke sath rehna chati hun kabhi bhi unse dur nahin jana chahti hun. Yeh rishta apni antim saans tak nibhana chahti hun main. Par shayad main yeh unko kabhie nahin keh paungi par ek bat jo main aur mera bhagwan donow jante hain ab riddhima sirf armaan ki hain sirf armaan ka haq hain riddhima par.’’

As she thinks about her love and his reaction a sudden sorrow comes in her eyes. Armaan is trying hard to read the emotions in her eyes but being the practical armaan mallik he obviously doesn’t read her eyes. As their trance breaks with some people’s voice passing there 

by. Then only armaan come back to his senses and then he asked from riddhima

A:’’riddhima tumhe dekhna hain vo lover’s fountain.’’

R:’’umm armaan jaise apko thek lage.’’

A:’’tou fir agar tum tired nahin ho tou chalte hain tum yahan pehli bar ayi ho tou tumhe dekhna chahiye.’’

R:’’sure armaan main tired nahin hun.’’

And then both walked towards the lover fountain while talking about anything and everything. Armaan can see that there is smile on her lips that is there all the time. He is happy and somewhere contended seeing that smile on her lips. Soon they reached near lovers fountain. 

Riddhima looked at the lover fountain in awe it was beautiful beyond words. It has a couple dancing in the water and when it danced color changed in the water. It has the famous “humko humise chura lo’’ playing in the background. Riddhima loved it from the time she laid her eyes on it. Armaan can see that radiant smile on her lips and he himself did not know when he got lost in that smile. He just wished that smile will always be on her lips. His trance breaks as riddhima called him saying

R:’’armaan dekhiye na kitna sundar hain yeh.’’

Riddhima speaks while admiring the fountain as some of droplets fall on her face

R:’’hain na armaan?’’

A:’’han bahut bahut sundar.’’

He said looking at her, admiring her and he himself does not know when his hand moved ahead and start wiping that water droplet from her cheeks, riddhima looked at him in surprise as she feels his warm hand on her cheeks. She gasped with his touch she feels on her cheeks. She feels him so so close to herself that her heart start racing badly. She does not know when her hands lands on his chest holding from his shirt and feeling her so close to himself, armaan loosened his control more and more. He puts one of her fringe behind her ear, riddhima clutched his shirt feeling his strong cologne near herself. Armaan can feel her hot breaths near his lips and before it could lead to something else their trance breaks with voice near them

S:’’ guys chalo wish mangte hain.’’

And that breaks them apart riddhima immediately moved a little away from him then to break the ice riddhima speaks up

R:’’armaan yeh kya keh rahein hain.’’

A:’’umm actually riddhima yahan na kehte hain job hi wish karo coin fenk kar vo mill jata hain. Tou yeh sab log usi ke bare mein bat kar rahein hain.’’

R:’’main bhi try karun?’’

A:’’ok par tumhe kya chahiye?’’

He asked seeing her enthusiasm 

R:’’kuch bahut apna so please aap ek coin denge mujhe.’’

Armaan nodded at her childlike request and he does not have any heart to say no to her so he get a coin from his pocket and give her. Riddhima closed her eyes and wished something in her heart and then threw the coin in fountain like others, and then she looked towards armaan who was looking keenly towards her

R:’’kya hua armaan aap aise kya dekh rahein hain?’’

A:’’kuch bhi nahin aab chalein hum riddhima.’’

R:’’han chaliye acha armaan aap kuch nahin mangna chahte?’’

A:’’nahin abhi tou nahin kabhi future mein zarurat padi tab dekhenge abhi mere pas sab kuch hain.’’

He said honestly with a big smile on his face. Riddhima nodded hearing his genuine reply, and then they go back towards the fort as it was now quite late. As soon they reached to their room armaan told to riddhima

A:’’riddhima tum jaldi se kuch warm pehen lo I guess is dress mein tumhe thand lag rahi hogi. Main tab take k extra bedding bolta hun lagane ko.’’

He said and riddhima looked at him confusingly

R:’’extra bedding kyun armaan?’’

A:’’dekho na riddhima yahan par koi sofa nahin hain sonein ke liye tou isliye main extra bedding bol deta hun.’’

 R:’’armaan extra bedding rehne dete hain we can share the bed.’’

Hearing her armaan has shock written all over his face somehow he managed to come out from his shock so he asked

A:’’riddhima tum yeh kya keh rahi ho I mean hum kaise bed share kar sakte hain.’’

R:’’armaan ap thek keh rahein hain par dekhiye na yahan mausam kitna sard hain hum mein se jo bhi zamen par letega uski tabiyat kharab honein ka dar hain.’’

A:’’riddhima uski chinta mat karo tum main soyunga extra bed oar tumhe tou vaise bhi main sone nahin dene vala tha aakhir aj tumhari tabiyat bhi kharab rahi hain.’’

R:’’armaan main akele meri bat nahin kar rahi hun humari bat kar rahi hun tou please aap bhi niche nahin soyenge aur dusri bat subh koi humare room mein aa gaya tou sab bahut galat sochenge. Unki nazar mein tou hum husband wife hain na.’’

She said as a matter of fact and armaan knows she is saying somewhere right but he did not want that for his family and friends she has to do the sacrifice so he

A:’’riddhima koi bat nahin kuch manage ho jayega tum tension mat lo.’’

But he is cut short in between

R:’’nahin armaan please aap bhi jante hain ki main job hi keh rahi hun vo thek keh rahi hun. Tou please aur main janti hun ap mere karan mana kar rahe hain par trust me armaan I am ok with it main apko soch samajh kar hi yeh sab keh rahi hun so please armaan.’’

She said with lots of emotions in her voice and she has something strong in her voice that armaan don’t know when he nods his head in yes and hearing him riddhima has a smile on her face 

R:’’thank you armaan main abhi change karke ati hun.’’

She said and rushed to washroom 

A:’’riddhima tumhari baat man tou li hain maine par mujhe bahut ajeeb sa lag raha hain aur dar bhi lag raha hain. Tumhare sath ek bed par riddhima its going to be tough for me. Mera tumhare pas rehne par khud par control nahin rehta hain tou tumhare itnein pas honein par kahin main kuch galat na kar dun jiska hum humesha pachtava rahe.’’

He sighed thinking the circumstances as he knows his body his desires were always out of control around her and he himself don’t know why. His train of thoughts breaks with the sound of door opening as the door opens he saw riddhima was coming wearing pink sweat shirt with lowers. She was looking so cute in that attire of hers. Feeling his gaze upon herself riddhima called him try to break his thoughts

R:’’armaan aap bhi change kar lijiye rat kafi ho gayi hain.’’

And armaan breaks his gaze then he nods and left from there to get change here riddhima was in her thoughts

R:’’nahin janti sahi kiya ya galat ek bed par sonein ko keh kar, par itna janti hun ki armaan ap par bahut bharosa karti hun aur janti hun ap mera yeh bharosa kabhi nahin todenge. Par main itna bhi janti hun ki ap abhi bahut uljhan mein honge mere comfortness ko lekar kash main apko vishwas dila pati ki main bahut comfortable hun apke sath. Mujhe koi dar nahin hain shayad yeh mere pyaar mere sindoor ka aap par vishwas hain.’’

With that thoughts she placed a line of pillows in between the bed so that armaan can feel less awakard and then armaan comes finding her already lying on one side of bed.

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