Chapter 19

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Maan is all shocked…. Ohh 3months, he had never imagined that Geet can leave him and go away for 3 months…

 

How can Geet decide to leave him and stay away from him for so long… this was a long time and she did not inform him….

 

"I can't believe, she went for so long without informing me… nahi Geet aisa nahi ker saktee… I am missing something"

 

He tried to remember their recent conversation…. He realizes that it has been a long time they have not even spoken to each other…. He again feels a deep pain… he feels like punishing himself in anyways for whatever mess he has created…..

 

It was almost morning and he goes to sleep then…. It was tough to hold the sleep after whole night of wake ness that too with so many emotions….

 

Next morning Annie leaves for her college and time passes by…. When it's 12 noon Dadima gets worried about Maan…. In recent days it has been common that Maan has irregular timings….. she worries if there is any issue somewhere…..

She goes to his room and checks… he is in deep sleep… she gets worried that Maan who is always so punctual of timing is having such irregular timings….

 

She checks his mobile… there are so many missed calls from office… She calls Adi and informs him that Maan is off from office today and that his secretary should cancel all his appointment….

 

She caresses his forhead

 

Dadima:"Maan bete… come on get up, kya hua hai appko.."

 

Maan wakes up on that and sees the time…. It's more than noon

 

"Ohh I had an important meeting Dadima…." Maan never misses anything about his office and he was surprised how could he do that…

 

He immediately calls the client and settles the matter…. As for business is concerned no one can challenge Maan or his sincerity and so the client was Ok.

 

Dadima is worried but Maan assures her that she should not worry but she asks him to promise that he will be back on his normal timings.

 

Dadima:"hamara dil ghabra jata hai aise.. hum aise akele nahi sambhal payenge.. agar aisa chalta raha to hume Geet ko wapas bulana parega"

 

Maan:"No no Dadima… I am fine and I promise you abb aisa nahi hoga" and the Dadima left.

 

With that Maan mind again went to why did Geet not inform him and he tried to remember their conversation and after along thought he remembers that Geet once wanted to talk to him regarding her assignment in office but he just denied listening to her…..

 

"Damm it…. Its all my doing, I have spoiled everything from my own hand…. Aaj agar maine uskee baat sunee hote tou……."

 

But he has already given his word to Geet that he will not visit London and also how much pain Geet will have if he goes there… the pain that he doesn't trust her… No he is not ready to give her any more pain just too sooth himself.

 

But he has no trust on Yash "why is that boy with Geet…."

 

He arranges some secret resource for London to keep an eye on Yash. He goes to office and keeps himself busy…. He is busy in office and have some relief there but still Geet is always dominating his thought… she is everywhere with him these days in his thought….

 

The moment he comes home his mind automatically starts revising their life in past and the more he thinks the more he goes under guilt and then the stronger his decision that he will keep Geet happy now in anycase…. He cries as he so much wish to undo past which he cannot… he is in continuous restless ness and pain…

 

Geet on the other hand is all confused as how Maan's tone was changed and how on her saying he had dropped the idea of visiting her…. She is pretty sure he has something in his mind as after all that have happened she cannot believe that he was in real acting according to her wish. She has earlier too seen his changed behavior and how he has treated her after that… he was definitely trying some other trap as he can not bear her mind in peace.

 

"Only I wish if you had not hated me so much Maan… uske saath bhi main jee latee"

 

"But still he is not coming here…. I can live 3 months in peace and then God knows what he is planning…. " she will be strong she decided and deal with the situation strongly then.

 

"But what if he keeps calling…. I have to stop making him call me again and again… I will not let him take away my peace for these 3 months"

 

On the other hand Maan feels the urge to talk to Geet… at least he can talk to her and start making this better… he can take the step

 

That time Meera is only at home and she receives Maan's phone. She tells him that Geet is having a very busy schedule and when she comes back she give her his message…

 

Meera gives message to Geet and also says that she informed Maan about her busy schedule.

 

Geet did not call him back…..

 

After 2 hrs Maan called back again

 

"Hello…."

 

"Maan here Geet… how are you… we can talk right" he is in so guilty feeling that he feels the need to take her pemission while Geet feels more suffocated by his new changed tone…. She is sure he is angry on her leaving and he is planning something.

 

"Maan actually the schedule here is very busy and Meera had loads of work at home too so only if we can talk occasionally… she may get disturbed"

 

Maan cannot deny any of her request… he feels the pain with her words… Such words from Geet he had never expected.

 

"It's OK, I will not disturb you guys…."

 

Geet feels pain on her side too….she herself cannot believe how she can say such words to Maan….. how can she stop him from even calling her but then she needed to be safe… if she be weak at this moment he will be able to break her is such manner that it will be impossible for her to get her strength back…..

 

Geet rushes to her washroom and keeps crying for hours for the words she had said to Maan… it was painful to act hard on him…. She herself did not know as how long can she be so hard on him… she in no case can imagine to give him pain in return but she was some where sure that her words can only make him angry from inside but she did not have that effect on him as to give him pain.

 

"Only if your this gesture was true Maan" she wishes from all her heart, she can bow down to any of his wishes even now but she was sure he was playing…

 

His bowing down on knees for marriage proposal and then what he had done with her never goes away from her mind… how can she trust…..

 

Then few days' passes… it is very hard for him to carry on like that but he takes it all as his due for all the pain he has given to Geet…. Every night he holds her dress and talks to her… makes several promises to her believing she is hearing him and in the daytime he keeps himself hell busy with work….

 

He had found out about Yash….. he knows he is safe but still have a small sour feeling for him somewhere….

 

10 days have passed in pain, restlessness and guilt for Maan… Geet tries to be busy with friends and work but somewhere she has a pain too but she tries to avoid it.

 

Then one day Maan decides its geeting hard this way and after a long thought he decides that only if he can keep himself busy for Geet he can have some kind of mental rest.

 

Next to be continued

 

Precap: Maan plans Big for Geet