Chapter 40

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It was night and they were having dinner in beautiful launge of hotel.

Maan was still lost "Chote Thakur, I am upset wih you one one matter" Geet tried to divert him.

 

Maan looked at her "Achcha, if we calculate that then you will be stuck" he smiled, knowing very well she was diverting him.

 

Then suddenly came from him "Geet, What did Dad exactly tell you 3 years back that made you take the such step."

 

Geet held her ears "Sorry, I know I have hurt you a lot"

 

"Its not only me Geet, you have hurt yourself. What did he say?"

 

"woo... " "Ok, leave it. I understand."

 

 

 

It was night time, Geet changed and came to the room, Maan was already in bed but was looking at his laptop.

 

Geet started roaming in the room "kyun bharosa nahi mujhpe"

 

"No, Chote Thakur, its not that" she came near him but Maan held her wrist and pulled her to bed

 

"But I don't trust myself with you"  Geet smiled "I am always all yours"

 

"Achcha, Shadi ke pehle SR ka irada kaisa hai" Geet blushed at that, how her Chote Thakur was speaking.

 

"Bolo, all boldness gone" with that Geet looked at him confidently

 

"Now all I care is our love, rest is for you to care. Be careful, kahin Shadi ke pehle aapka hee..." 

 

and soon she bit her lips, what has she gone crazy. Staying in hostel, that too medical hostel has made her bold on these topics. Girls talk all crazy and weird things in hostel but this coming in front of him, made her shy on her own boldness. She hid her face and turned to run away feeling shame at her bold words but Maan held her tight

 

"Complete it" Geet moved her head for no. Finding his loose grip, Geet just ran away from him, took the other side of bed and covered herself from head to toe...

 

"Kaichee ke tarah juban chalti hai teree. Chote Thakur hain woo, kuch hosh bhi hai, hostel nahi hai tera" She scolded herself, murmerring.

 

Maan smiled and then closed his eyes. Single layer of tears dropped, how much they have missed in life and accusing himself big time for the incident that happened with Dev. Why the hell did he grow expectation from their relation, expectation are root cause of all pain.

 

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Maan took his side and slept.

 

Leave me. Don't touch me. But he kept on pushing her, manhandling her and at last she was able to push him.

 

Geet sat down breathing heavily. She has again dreamt of that incident. She wanted to erase that memory. Nothing major had happened and she had been successful in saving her self that day but the only thought that what would have happened if Dev had not come in sense. Rajendra's phone call had saved her Or else what could have happened.

 

Her breaths were heavy with fear and maan sensed it. His eye immediately opened in alert and saw her disrupted condition.

 

 He immediately brought her closer and cocooned her in his embrace.

"Chote Thakur" and she hugged him tight as if to hide herself in secure boundaries of his embrace..

 

"What happened Geet ?", he asked rubbing her back.

 

"woo.. woo that incident, its not leaving me" she cried in helplessness.

 

"it's all my fault, mere wahan hote huee bhi. But nothing happened, you saved yourself, be proud of yourself" he tried to make her feel confident

 

He brought her even closer; shifting her in his lap; rubbing her hair and soothing her.

 

In his arms, feeling the ultimate security, Geet dozed off. Maan laid her on bed but she was not leaving him. He lay beside her, letting her be comfortable. But in all this, being so close to her and just being a protector was not easy for him. Maan controlled, he had always done that.

 

Girls go to their mother in such situation, but Geet knew very well, if she speaks to her mother against Dev her mother will only scold her and ask her to shut up. So it was only in chote Thakur that she searched for all kind of relief and Maan was there for all.

 

Next morning when Geet woke up, she was so filled with shy, realizing how she was sleeping cocooned in him.

 

"Geet tu bhi na" she hit her head and blushed hard. Then for a while she kept looking at him. Maybe he slept long after her.

 

She threaded his hair with her fingers, feeling the satisfaction of his nearness.

 

Geet soon realized what day it was, "Ohh no" but she found her bag pack was there. She selected a dress and went to the bathroom.

 

Ohh wow, the bathroom here was so far better than hostel. She knew she had some time so she relaxed there and got freshen up in leisure.

 

When she came out after half an hour Maan had his head dipped in newspaper. He looked up to find her all ready for going somewhere out.

 

He raised his eyebrow, question her plan. Geet came near

 

"Chote Thakur, I am feeling much better today." "So you are ready for outing"

 

"Nahi.. woo college" "No day of college in this condition" he declared

 

"Not whole day, It's just an hour of class. We have a very famous Doctor coming and today will be his special demonstration on Anesthesia. Bas 1 hour please."

 

"hmm.. ok. How much time do we have in hand"  "I will go on my own" but Maan kept looking at her "1/2 an hour My class starts in an hour." Maan immediately got down from bed.

 

While Maan went to get ready Geet was busy absorbing the love he holds for her. But it was now her turn to make him feel loved. She has to now wash away all his pain... she was lost in her thoughts when Maan came out wrapped in towel and bare top.

 

His beautiful, well toned body and water dripping thru it, took all her senses. She hesitated for a moment but their eyes met and she wanted to let him know badly how she felt about him.

 

Geet went near him, Maan stood still where he was, waiting to see her move, somewhere expecting something again.

 

Geet came to him and glued herself to his bare front. Her warm touch on his wet skin burned him but he controlled. Geet slowly moved her wide opened palm on his skin, it was such innocent way to feel his closeness yet it was so sensual for him. Her hot breath fell on his skin, it was getting hard for him to control but Maan stayed rooted. And when she moved her lips to whisper "Chote Thakur", her lips rubbed on his skin and he was completely gone. Maan closed his eyes tight and tied his fist.

 

She mercilessly rubbed her hand on his back to feel her Chote Thakur this way "You are mine Chote Thakur" She confirmed "I love you".

 

Maan separated her slowly from him; it was getting impossible to take anymore "I am yours, completely yours."  

 

"I am also your, completely yours Chote Thakur"

 

"Haan haan bilkul" but Geet did not see such confidence in him.

 

"come on lets go or you will get late" but Geet held his wrist

 

"You don't trust" a thin firm of tears formed on her eyes. Maan held her and placed her on the wall. Wiped her tears from his fingers "don't do this" he showed her tears on his finger tip "it truly hurts"

 

"Chote Thakur, what should I do to make you trust on me. I will do anything but I can't take this insecurity in you and that too because of me. I want you to feel I am your strength."

 

 

"Do nahi, hazaroon manongee. You just say it." "Just two" he confirmed and Geet nodded for yes. "Ok then, get ready for it after college"

 

All the while on the way to college, Geet kept pocking him to tell his two conditions but Maan was not budging.

 

He dropped Geet in college and left. All Geet's friend's were surprised to see her and professor was impressed to see her. They came to know that Maan had dropped her.

 

After the class ended, her friends captured her.

 

"Kyun? " Geet pouted her face as she saw Maan's jeep on the gate. She was so eager to know conditions he is going to put but her friends, really they irritate sometimes

 

"you guys are useless" she said in irritation "yeah, that's what you will think of us now but we are not letting you go there. He has to give us time first." Said one girl as boys captured Geet

 

"Akhir, abb jiju hain hamare" said other and they teased her.

 

Maan smiled from far, he felt contended as how her friends loved her.

 

Girls then ran to Maan and captured his whole jeep and him while boys took Geet away.

 

After an hour of troubling the duo, they handled Geet to him.

 

On the way back, Maan took her to beach "Chote Thakur Boliye na."

 

"Why are you in rush, we have all our times. Enjoy the beach for now." Geet pouted

 

"Aap na bohut bure ho" Maan just kept smiling within. They walked along the beach quietly; while Maan was calm on one side the curiosity was killing her. Maan was especially excited about one of his wish, how will it feel when she fulfills it, he could not imagine.

 

 

"What can it be that I fulfill and it will give confidence to Chote Thakur on our love?"

 

But when she turned to look at him, his face was calm. It was after so long that she had got to see this calmness on his face. How troubled she had been to not find this calmness in his face. She promised herself, however hard his promises will be, she will fulfill them as now nothing mattered more than this calmness in his face. Nothing mattered more than his happiness. Now nothing was right or wrong for her, only thing that keeps him happy was right for her.

 

After beach Maan took her to a grand restaurant and they had their dinner their. Whole while Maan's eyes were fixed on her. Maan asked Geet to order the food and helped her too. This was first time he had brought her like this. She was blushing badly with the whole scenario. First time after three years when she had met him and seeing him today was vast difference. She had never thought this kind of day can even come in her life, the way Maan had been aloof.

 

As soup, starter and main course got served, Maan's one hand was completely on one of Geet's. He was rubbing it ever so softly. But the effect was not soft, the redness of her cheeks were only growing, there were storm of desire going on inside her and her heart beat was so loud she felt she could hear it but Maan was just smiling and enjoying his effect on her.

 

All the while one thing going on his mind - Will she be able to fulfill those simple wishes of him. If she can do that then according to him no power can break their tie no one can take her away from him ever. She badly and insanely loves him, he can see that in her each act and word but those two simple wishes of him will confirm her passion and determination to their relation.

 

Next:  Maan's two simple wishes... Are they so simple for her?

-Anu