Chapter 34

" PAPA  LIKES  YOU " 

Roli freezes there itself , she didn't moved further , her hand became cold , her heart was beating at another pace she was trying to recollect the words what he just said , did he means Siddhant loves me , is it really true ... The mere thought was giving immense pleasure to her , she haven't lost him he is still hers , he too loves her , she is not alone , he is there , he was always there .. tears were flowing down her cheeks thinking about Siddhant loves her , she took a long Breath and turned towards Prem , she looked in to his eyes and asked through nodding her head " really ?? "

Prem wipes his tears and hold her hands tightly , he squeezes her hand little in happiness and nodded yes then in small voice confirmed " Yes he does you know what ..."

Roli sat on her knees keeping his hands in her and was ready to listen him while Prem pauses , he was not knowing what to say , how to say because Naina too came up there in search of Roli as she needed to discuss something about the project , while searching for Roli she landed up here in the garden after seeing Roli with prem she got confused what they are doing so to Know about that she hides herself behind the flower bed but Prem notices her and stopped in middle now the dilemma is if Naina is hearing then he should not tell the truth to Roli which may create problem again as then Naina too may try to seek chance for herself , this Time he really wanted to tell everything to Roli from the first day as he can't see both of them in pain but now again he need to hide everything ... 

He was looking here and there to think what should he do , Roli cupped his face then made him look at her and asked " tell me Prem " eagerness could be seen in her voice , she was very excited , very eager to know that Siddhant loves her.. Prem looked at her face he saw some sort of glow in her face but unfortunately he can't tell her the truth now ,he make up his mind then gazing on the grasses he answered " you know what Papa loves me so much that's why he always supports me , he never complains , he thinks I won't do any mistake ... But I did my friend .. I did the biggest mistake because of that he is crying and also ( he paused and looked at Roli sharply trying to tell her ' also you ' ) .. I made him cry I am a bad boy ... I should not do that I might have asked him before ..." Prem hides his face in between his palms and started crying thinking again he told lie...

Roli was giving confused look at Prem she don't know why he suddenly changed his talk and started something else when he was going to tell that Siddhant loves me , wait did he really told that or it was my illusion , may be he was telling about himself and I thought he is talking about me and Siddhant .. Roli smiled drily thinking where she went thinking about herself with Siddhant while he was just talking about him , the only truth is Siddhant loves someone else , his wife , she doesn't have any place in his heart ...

Roli looked at Prem who was crying , whatever it is she felt bad after seeing Prem in such broken condition , she doesn't know what happens between the two that he is crying this much and why he is saying again and again that he made Siddhant cry ... Should I talk to him ?? ... No no .. I won't why should I talk to him , I won't be able to stand in front of him , I can't control myself ... She decided not to go Siddhant , she came out of her thought and pulled Prem in her hug to console him as she was unable to see him crying like that... 

When Naina got confirmed there is nothing as she thinks she came out and stood in front of Roli ,Roli looked at her , firstly after seeing her she got irritated but still she can't show her haterade , so she just make up a smile and asked " yes , Naina you here ...you  Want anything " 

Prem got to know that Naina came out he raised his head up from her shoulder then looked at Naina he gave a killing look at Naina , Naina felt annoyed seeing his reaction but she was least bothered about it but still showing herself as a concerned woman she forwards her hand to caress his hairs but prem didn't let her touch him and hid himself in Roli shoulder ... Roli was not much shocked on this as she was expecting that after whatever happened that day he hates Naina ... Naina felt it as her insult that Prem is not even letting her to touch him , she unknowingly started sowing the seeds of haterade towards Prem in her heart because for her he became a headache...still making an innocent face she asked " what happened Prem why are you crying .."

Prem presses himself more in roli and answers without even turning or any interest " that's none of your business .. you see your work , I laugh or cry .. I live or die it doesn't matter to you so please stay away from me and also from my papa he don't feel good when you go near him, by the way I can't understand why are you behind my Papa when he told he doesn't loves you .. and also Miss you haven't returned those letters yet return it soon , it Should be at it's right place " completing it Prem looks at Roli ..

Roli gets confused what that look means.. why he looked at me like this when he said it should be at it's correct place , leave it Roli don't think much it's nothing you are overthinking that's it ...

Naina gritted her teeth seeing the way Prem is ordering her , she was glaring at prem but prem doesn't seems to be affected by it , Naina then looked at Roli and said " I want some info about accounts that's why came here while searching you , I am going come soon I need to forward the file to Amar Sir.. " saying this Naina turned and went after giving a look at Prem ..

After her leaving Roli too gets up to go thinking now there is nothing to wait here but again was held by Prem , Roli didn't asked anything nor did turned but just stopped as he holds her hand .." please friend talk to Papa once , there is something you should know I was about to tell you that but she came ( Roli turned towards him trying to understand what he meant by it ) yes , I stopped because of her , whenever you try to talk to Papa make sure she is not around you otherwise more problem will be created , don't know what she wants... But I Know what you want ( Roli looked at him surprisingly thinking what does he wants to say ) I know everything , everything from day one Papa never hides anything from me , he used to share everything with me but now a days he is just crying and crying and also you too ... I can't see you both like this .. please friend , please talk to him once , everything will be fine again please it is my request for me just listen to him what he wants to say ..." 

Roli slowly took her hands and went inside living Prem alone in the garden , after few minutes Amar came there and sat beside him " baby it's not your mistake ok , forget it "

Prem hugs him and cries then says cryingly " if I have not sent the letters then this might not have happened , see they are crying because of my stupidity "

Amar cups his face then asks softly " ok tell me why you sent those letters ,to help Siddhant right ( Prem shakes yes ) hmm , so you sent with good intention only right ( prem again nodded yes ) then how come my baby became bad boy , he is Good boy only "

Prem : but it went to wrong hand 

Amar smiled then wiped his tears and clarified " see you got confused with the name that's why all this happened and if anyone should be blamed then it's me ( Prem interrupted " no how come you " ) I am baby because I was the one who told you wrong name and all these happened "

Prem : no Bhai it wasn't your mistake , you told that mistakenly ..

Amar : and in the same way you too did it mistakenly as you were not confirmed with the names and the confusion created by me only , so ultimately who is at fault ...

Prem can't see that Amar is taking blame on himself when he didn't even heard the question properly , he knows if he continues to blame himself then Amar will also blame himself so he looked down and slowly said " no one is at fault .. it was because of confusion "

Amar kissed his forehead as now finally he was able to make Prem agree it was not his fault , he said " hmm.. now you said it correct .. don't blame yourself unnecessarily baby , there is no mistake of yours ok ... Ok now come Siddhant is so worried about you "

Prem nodded and whispers " hmm " then standing on the ground he stretches his hand asking him to pick him up , Amar smiled and took him in his arms then went to Siddhant ....

TWO DAYS LATER 

It was the weekend so no office Roli was lying on her cot and was thinking about something deeply on what Prem said to her that day ... She was not sure what should she do that is when her phone rings , it was from Maahi Ravi's wife she called her to remind her about the timings of party , as planned Ravi has arranged a party at his house giving the same reason Maahi's promotion as that time he promised to give dinner at his house , he called everyone so that Roli won't feel awkward if he calls just there gang and as everyone is called so to keep up his reputation and prestige she need to join the party but she fears , she fears to face Siddhant as for the first time she is going to meet him somewhere else then office what if he tried to talk to her then she can't rush away stating any work... Of course what work she has at Ravi's house , she first thought that she won't go but now Maahi specially called her and now she can't deny ...

Roli was getting ready but there was a sort of fear inside her , she remembers prem's talk and thought " should I talk to him once ?? .. should I give him a chance ?? ..  " with this query in her mind she went to attend the party ...

RAVI'S HOUSE ( party )

Everyone were present there , all the collogues , Siddhant , Amar and unfortunately Naina too.. Roli was yet to come .. firstly she started from the home late and also she was unable to locate the place , Roli called Maahi and asked for the route .. Maahi asks her the current location and told to stay there itself she herself will come to pick her as she may be lost on the route and being evening it's not good for her ... Roli agreed and was waiting for her...

After sometime Roli felt as if someone is coming near her , she raised her head to see who the person is , she was expecting for Maahi but was shocked to see Siddhant there ...

After talking to Roli Maahi came to gang searching for Sid .. 

Maahi : where's Siddhant Sir ...

" Yes , Maahi tell me " Siddhant came from behind ..

Maahi : sir actually Roli is srtuck in middle she is unable to locate you go and bring her...

Siddhant : what me..??

Adi : of course you ... See sir she came till here so she will surely join you to reach in this party , you won't get such opportunity again , no one will be there to disturb you both just you and her and also this party itself is just to make you both talk..

Amar : yes Siddhant this is a good chance go and talk..

Siddhant finally agreed and went to bring Roli..

Roli was shocked , for what she was fearing that only happened he is standing in front of him , she was unable to decide what she should do , she was just standing in shock both were looking at each other without blink , none of them uttered anything but there eyes were telling alot ...there heart was hearing everything .. there eyes started shedding tears ... They were standing there for how long they don't know , after sometime when Siddhant came to conscious he noticed they should go , he forwarded his hand to hold hers , he was about to touch her hand but she took it behind hiding from him to hold.. a tear fell from his eyes seeing this , he wiped that and then turned to go and said " alright if you don't like I won't hold .. now come " she silently started walking beside him with a proper gap between them making Sid to cry seeing it ...

Siddhant kept his hand in his pocket which was on her side , just to control himself because if it is out then he may surely hold her hand , he looked at front and started the conversation because he knows Roli have to listen him without any other option  .. " before we used to hold our hands and sit together for hours but today you don't even want me to even touch you why ?? ... Before we used to like the silence between us but today it is killing us why ?? ... Before you used to be happy looking into my eyes and also lose yourself in it but today you don't even want to look at me why ?? ... Before you I used to drop you at your hostel daily but today you are hesitating to go this small distance why ?? ... before you..( Siddhant got choked because of his crying , Roli also started shedding tears hearing his question , she too don't know what are the answers of those questions , Siddhant adjusted his throat clearing the lump he continues again ) before you used to trust me blindly what happened to that trust... Before you were able to hear my heart but what happened to you today why are you not able to read it ... And what you said time pass , Roli just rewind all those moments and ask from your heart that it was just a time pass , tell me Roli do you feel whatever relationship we shared was just a time pass , tell me did you anytime felt that I am with you just for Time pass ...( Roli nodded no with tears Sid holds her shoulders then said ) Roli not only you I too am equally affected by whatever is happening between us , Roli before how much understanding we were having then how come this much distance between us ..  tell me Roli why are you silent .. please speak something "

Roli : what you want me to tell ..

Siddhant : the fear which you had inside you..just share with me why are you afraid to accept me ...

Roli looked at him and was thinking " how did he know , yes of course I am afraid , afraid to lose him , what if he leaves me and go then , after all he loves his wife so much "

Siddhant tapped her shoulder " Roli what are you thinking tell me why are you afraid "

Roli was gazing down on the road tears were scrolling down her cheeks she couldn't hold herself more and slowly spoke " after my family's death you are the only person who cared me , who talks to me , I was getting attracted towards you , one or the other way you used to remind me of my family , after them I became all alone , I was longing for love , for care , for attention which was given by you , I started seeing my family in you and that day when I got to know about your marriage and prem being your son I was shattered to know that you have your own family , you belongs to someone else not me , I won't be able to get place in your heart it means I am nothing to you and you will leave me and go , and again I will be left alone ..." Roli started crying after telling whatever was inside her mind haunting her all these days ...

Siddhant could understand what made her behave like that , the fear of losing him , he moved forward and hugged her , Roli too hugged him and cried in between his sobs she asks " you won't leave me right " 

" Never ... I have told you thousands of time that you are not alone I am with you always , always " assures Sid making Roli relax a bit .. Siddhant caresses her back and consoles her after sometime when she was ok she looked at themselves , they were on the roadside and were hugging each other tightly , Roli blushed hard and moved away from him and downed her eyes , Siddhant admired her blushing face in moon light , he got happy after seeing his Roli back .. Siddhant tucked her hair ringlets behind her ears then made her to look at him , they both have a beautiful eyelock , Siddhant moves forward to her face Roli downed her eyelids feeling shy , she blushed and was wondering what Sid is doing they both are outside on the road , she looked at him again to stop him but before that Sid cupped her face and kissed on her forehead , a happy tear fell from her eyes , she leaned on Sid and cries hugging him tight , she can't explain how happy she is feeling getting her Siddhant back... 

Siddhant broke the hug and said " let's join the party it will look odd if won't go after sometime will take you somewhere I have lots of things to tell you "

Roli nodded and then Rosid went to Ravi's house hand in hand to join the party...

RJ  PALACE

It was a bungalow of none other than rajveer which is in outskirts made up by black money and is at the place where none goes frequently...

Shourya was inside it talking to his PA ...

PA : sir I can't understand if your target is Siddhant Bharadwaj then why are you behind that kid .. what is his name , yeah Prem ..

Shourya : because I want to see him in tears , he shed blood tears , he beat my dad right now you see how I snatch everything from him , I will kill him slowly slowly ... First that Prem then his sister janhavi , then Amar and at last his parents  but not him ... I will leave him to live alone without anyone in there memory with one thinking that because of him all of them died... I will bring him on road , he will wait for his death but death won't also give any mercy to him , he should know right that he tried to mess with shourya... Then only I will be satisfied...so today is prem's day , look Sid and Amar are out of the house , I want prem's death news in tommorow's news paper ... Got it....

Precap :

Attack on Prem ....

Roli was busy in her work , she took the bunch of file and was going while counting it so she didn't noticed the person coming in front while other too was busy on phone so didn't noticed Roli and both bumped after composing themselves they look at each while Roli was shocked to the core ... She shockingly mumbles " Sam "

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A/N : hey guys.. thank you so much for your lovely comments and support .. I am planning for a break for almost two months or maybe more as I am going to have my exams so I won't be able to update ... You guys have to wait for next update till I get free from my exam stuff... Will meet you guys later after my exams ...

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