Chapter 32

Siddhant : will think of another plan...

Prem was sitting in Sid's lap was watching all this with confusion he looked at Sid gaining his attention asked " hey..wait..they all know it.."

Siddhant narrowed his eyebrows thinking about what prem is talking so asked " means about what.."

Prem : areey about bhabhi...

All smiled hearing bhabhi from him , Siddhant nodded yes and said " hmm.. that's what we were discussing and you thought it as meeting "

Prem turned towards everyone then said " ohh...so you all will help us.."

Everyone nodded yes making him smile..

Prem turned towards Sid saying " I want to say something..."

Siddhant made Prem comfortable in his lap and asked while looking into his eyes " what happened ..say.."

Prem : actually after whatever happened I went to my friend she was sitting alone and was crying.."

Everyone was shocked hearing that Roli cried..

Siddhant : she cried...???   .. he asked being confused still thinking no she haven't..

Prem : yes Papa she was crying and when I asked to share with me she told she was missing her family and was feeling alone..

Siddhant's eyes brimmed with tears hearing the word ' Alone ' ..from the first day he has told her that he is always there for her and every time whenever he told this she asks just one question " you will never leave me right " and today knowingly or unknowingly he created a distance between them which is going to be hard for him to travel on it and get near her again...

Prem looked at Sid who was looking aimlessly with teary eyes , prem cupped his face and said " Papa don't feel bad I told her that I am with her and even told her that you too are there to help her in any moment and then she became fine , she also told at last that now she isn't feeling alone..."

Siddhant felt so happy knowing she became fine , he hugged Prem tightly and kissed on his head saying " thank you baccha ...thank you so much to handle her and also to be there with her when she felt she was alone..thank you baby ... love you ..."

Prem broke the hug and said " she is my friend Papa and you only taught me we should never leave our friends Alone... that's what I did... but papa I did a mistake.." Prem speaks in low voice thinking about Sid reaction..

Everyone gets confused after hearing it and they were looking at Prem keenly to Know what he did and Prem told them without making any eye contact with Siddhant.." Papa woh ..woh actually bhabhi asked me if I miss my mother .. I was not knowing what to say and over that I didn't want to make more mess so I lied to her.." 

Siddhant lift prem's face and made him look at him and asks " what lie did you told.."

Prem started stammering " woh.. Papa .. I woh.."

Amar holds prem's shoulder supporting him then said " hey don't get afraid ...tell us what you have told "

Prem nodded then looking at Sid he replied " The same which we decided to tell if this situation comes in case of Naina.."

There was a silence for a minute then again prem said " sorry Papa I wasn't knowing what to do that's why I told this lie.. sorry if I did any mistake.. I know I shouldn't have gone to her then this wouldn't have been happened.."

Siddhant cupped his face then kissing his forehead said " no baby you haven't done any mistake , don't be sorry..we will handle it ok..and I must say you did a good job by going to her when she really needed someone .."

Prem looked at him and asked " you are not angry naa .."

Siddhant : of course not beta ..and why would I be..

Amar ruffling prem's hairs said " you became too big baby... started handling the situations very maturally we are proud of you not angry "

Siddhant kissed prem's forehead then said " hmm ... I already told you naa my baby is the best.." 

Everyone sitting there smiled over this and nodded yes on Sid's comment accepting Prem is the best...

Prem : so what will we do next...

Amar : hmm that's the main problem.. this can only be solved when you will talk to her but the way she is ignoring you it's impossible...

Siddhant made a sad face as he remembers how Roli was trying to ignore him , he with a low voice says "  yaa..but I have to talk to her..."

Adi : yeah you are right ... let's see how you get opportunity to talk to her ..They just nodded on it and prayed it should happen soon before the misunderstanding becomes worse and after that they went to there work...

Amar went to his cabin , Adi Ravi and Rishu went to there table giving a glance over Roli who was sitting digging her head to computer screen showing as if she is so engrossed in her work and also Adi and Ravi gave a angry glare at Naina , who was looking in the file absent mindly... Siddhant with Prem went to his cabin...

SIDDHANT'S CABIN

Siddhant entered the cabin with prem and closed the door , Prem went to the the room which was present in his cabin , especially made for his stay with a king-size bed in middle and one Side a set of sofa and otherside was the area especially made for Prem to play it holds a big TV , video games etc ..the room has two of it's wall made of glass , one which shows the backside of the office and the other one seprates the cabin with room so that Siddhant can have an eye on what Prem is doing .... 

Prem was little disturbed because of the events which took place he silently went to bed and sits over it thinking something deeply ..

Siddhant looked at Prem he thought let him stay alone for sometime then will talk to him as he thinks he would've been tired due to the things happened.. Sid turned towards his table and was about to sit but he noticed something on his table...

He noticed that the paper weight cum pen holder which was a gift from prem to him , it was having a little sculpture inside a snow glass globe of a man holding a boy's hand and in the other hand that boy was holding a bunch of heart shaped balloon on which it was written " I LOVE YOU PAPA "..and outside it there was space to keep two pens ...in one of it he used to keep his favorite pen and in other one he keeps the pen which his father has given him on the day he was given the post of MD of this company...

but now it consists only one of it and other was exchanged with the normal pen Which he used to keep with others in wooden pen holder kept beside it...

by seeing it he can clearly understand that someone has entered into his cabin and had touched his things ..he became confused to think who it might be and for what... suddenly he remembered that maybe someone is trying to plot against them regarding Khanna's project so he called Amar to his cabin...

Prem got up from the bed and came out of the room and then went to Sid to ask " Papa ..can I go to my friend .. I won't disturb her promise " he said pinching his neck ..

Siddhant felt it's good to send him out he was not sure the one who entered the cabin may have done something maybe to hurt him so he allowed Prem to go and also asked him to send Adi Ravi and Rishu too as they were working on the backup of this project so they should also be careful for this...

When Prem went out Siddhant sitting on his chair opened the camera recording of his cabin to check who entered the room and when he saw he became shocked to see the person in his cabin...

All entered the cabin with a question on there face but became more confused after seeing Siddhant looking at the screen with a shock ...

Adi Ravi and Rishu stands in front of him while Amar moved to Sid and keeping his hand on Sid's shoulder he asked " what happened Siddhant why you called us urgently any problem.. and why are you sitting in shock is anything happened.."

Siddhant looked at Amar blankly , holding Amar's hand he told " when I came inside I found my table disturbed which shows someone came inside my cabin that's why I called you all I thought it's related to our project but..." 

Everyone with a confusion asked " but ..what.."

Siddhant didn't spoke anything he just lift his hand and pointed towards the screen on which the video was running...

Amar moved his eyes towards the screen and he too was shocked to the core and his face shows disgust... Adi and others too came near Sid and looked at the screen and there eyes too became wide in shock..

Video _____

Naina took the photo frame which was on his table having a photo of him with his whole family ..and she was caressing Sid's photo for a while and then kissed it...( Siddhant and everyone present there showed disgust on this act of her , Siddhant was getting goosebumps in all over his body and felt if it is burning as he saw  her lustful touch on him , he closed his eyes to get out of that feeling , he was so angry on her he thinks to give her a tight slap and tell that he loves Roli not her and only Roli have rights to touch him not her...) ..Naina looking at photo again, said " I Know Siddhant Sir you are lying.. you know I love you alot and I will make this to confess from you soon , just wait for sometime then you will be mine just mine..." ( Everyone present there clutched there fist in anger seeing her , Siddhant holds Amar's hand tightly and turned his face from the screen closing his eyes trying to overcome of the disgust feelings, Ravi and Adi were burning in anger as they know what else she has done..) She gave a evil smirk and then she took the photo near her face to kiss it again but before that she heard some footsteps near the door and got afraid and in hurry she kept the  frame on table making the wooden pen holder to fall and also a pen from those two pens they all mixed up and she without seeing hurriedly put the pens in the holder that is how the pen got exchanged..after keeping all things on its place she left the cabin silently..

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There was complete silence for sometime and then Siddhant spoke " I won't leave her.. I will throw her out today.. how dare she do like this .. I will kill her... how dare she touch me ..who gave her rights to do that I won't leave her.."

He moved towards the door in all anger but was stopped by Amar..

Amar holds his hand and said " hey Siddhant wait..what are you going to do..."

Siddhant : didn't you see Amar what she did...how dare she..and over that what she said I will confess to her ..never .. I just hate her  , I hate her .. she don't have any place in my heart , in my life and not even in my office too..

Amar holds Sid by shoulder then told " Siddhant see , I Know that whatever she did was wrong so wrong but just think once if she is saying this that she will make you confess then I am sure she is having some plans and we don't know that , it may be anything ...seeing the confidence on her face I can say she can go to any length to get you and for that we have to stop her and if you will throw her out she may take it in any way and after that she may try to hurt you or maybe our family... Are you getting me what I am trying to say , yes we will stop her but not now first we have to know about all her plans then we will directly make her to get arrested "

Adi : yes sir Amar sir is saying right...if she will get arrested then she won't be able to come near you..but if she will be left free she can do anything to make you come on her way ..

Siddhant got convinced by Amar and hugged him to reduce his anger and knowing about what might be going inside him Amar to hugged him and strokes his back making him calm and he said " don't worry Siddhant everything will be fine..and I promise you I will never let her get success in her plans " Siddhant hugged him more  giving him a gratitude while otherside Ravi was trying to know what she did from starting so he replayed the video by adjusting the timing before half an hour almost after the time of lunch but mistakenly he went more back before lunch and started it but after seeing he with a shock gulping his saliva whispers " Sid Sir..."

Everyone looked at him then went to see what happened and this time they gets to know that Roli was standing on the door when they were talking about Sid's fake marriage and looking at her face they can understand that she is taking it seriously thinking it as a real story....

Amar : Siddhant you have to talk to her now..

Roli was working in the computer which was in front of her but her mind was somewhere else , it was still roaming around the dreadful event which took place since morning..her mind was rewinding everything what happens from morning...

" Yes.. prem is my son... " 

" So what ..she is his love .. it's his wish how to call her.."

" Don't think that if you got letters it means Papa loves you , he loves someone else not you..."

" Her name was Sameeksha pandey.."

" Sid loves her one-sided.."

" She was mother of his child..."

" He had decided she is his wife.."

Roli closed her ears with her palms tightly trying to prevent from hearing these talks but she forgot that it's her inner voice and it started ringing in her ears more loudly than before making her remind that she is nothing to him and the guy she loved already have a girl in his heart and she has no place in his life ...when Roli was unable to hold herself more from bursting out she puts her head down on the table and started shedding silent tears that is when prem reached to her...

Prem went and called her " friend...are you ok.."

But he didn't get any response , he moved towards her and puts his hand over her head then caressing her hair asks " friend .. what happened.."

After feeling a soft , gentle and caring touch Roli got goosebumps feeling it she woke up to see who it is and found prem near her who was looking at her with tensed face...

Prem looked at her face which was pale , her bloodshot eyes were showing a feeling of being lost , missing and also of being alone...

Prem was continuously looking into her eyes to read her expression , her feelings , her loneliness but he is not that much big , he got failed to see the struggle Roli was facing to overcome the feeling of loneliness or precisely can say the rejection... not directly but yaa she was rejected because for her , her love doesn't loves her back...

A tiny drop of tear rolled down of her eyes slightly twinkling on her cheeks failing her every attempt to hold it back , prem was dazed to see those tears again in her eyes he moved towards her and looking into her eyes he wiped her tears softly making her feel the touch of care and love , seeing  the tension on his face something triggers inside her , she don't know why this father and son always make her remember of her family , make her feel that they are around her sometime in the form of Sid or sometime in Prem...

she was looking at prem continuously , prem cupped her cheek and asked in a soft and feeble voice " what happened friend.. you ok naa.."

Roli doesn't have the strength to say anything she just nodded no slightly keeping her eyes away from him , prem made her look at him and again asked " won't you tell me.."

And it was enough now she can't hold herself now prem's caring voice was breaking the walls inside her she just pulled prem into a tight hug and leaned on his shoulder finding some peace seeing it prem too hugged her and started caressing her hair softly and was talking to her..." What happened..why are you crying..is everything ok.."

Roli wanted to tell whatever is running in her mind but stopped as she can't tell all these to a kid , she handled herself then breaking the hug looking at prem said " uhh.. it's nothing just headache that's it.."

Prem puts his hands over her head and started pressing it little asking " should I give you a massage , you will feel better.."

Roli took both of his hands then kissed it and keeping her chin over it she replied " no need Prem , it will be fine.. I am ok " and she gave a pleasant but fake smile to convince him and it did the work as Prem is small to configure it as fake or real , he too smiled looking her smiling ..

At that time everyone came out of Sid's cabin and looked at the duo who were smiling seeing each other , but for Siddhant he can see the pain which was hiding behind that smile , something pricked his heart seeing her still smiling...

They all went up to roli's chair gaining everyone's attention..

After reaching there they were not knowing how to start the conversation , Siddhant was continuously gazing at Roli but she didn't even tried to look at him , she looked at everyone Adi, Ravi , Rishu and even to Amar but not him , which hurts him alot , tears started forming in his eyes seeing her ignoring him ..

Prem went to Amar and called him down to speak , Amar took prem in his arms then asks what and then prem whispers in his ears " bhaiya , she was crying as she is having headache ( Amar gave a look at Roli and she too looked at him , he could find the traces of tear in her eyes , he thinks it's necessary for them to talk while prem continues ) so can you give her half day leave.. please , she is not well.."

Amar found a better idea and he speaks " Roli , prem told you are having headache ( hearing it Siddhant immediately looked at her asking the same with his eyes , she too looked at him but she didn't felt like answering him and turned against him making his heart ached..) it's ok take a leave today and resume from tommorow.."

Roli : no sir it's ok .. it's just a little headache it will fine..

Amar looked at Adi Ravi and Rishu asking for there help to make her agree ...

Rishu went near Roli and keeping her hand on her shoulder she told " no Roli , you should take rest you are continuously working on the computer since morning and it may become severe it is better you take leave and Take rest for today...."

Roli started to say but before that Ravi speaks " no Roli health is first , work can be done anytime and don't take tension about work that we will handle ,it will be better if you take rest today and come back tommorow "

Roli : but sir..

Adi : Roli all others try to make excuses to get leave while you are denying when you are given it from front.. take it or you want us to give you an order to take leave..

Roli was in fix , she can't deny them , well it's not that she is so workaholic to do her job even when she is not well the only thing because of which she is denying was that in home she will feel more lonely and already her conscience was disturbing her and it will surely kill her if she stays alone , to overcome from that feeling she wants to stay in the office to keep herself busy which can't be done in home , but after seeing everyone pressurizing her she slightly whispers " ok.."

Amar puts prem down after whispering in his ears " now it's your turn .."

Prem went near Roli and holding her one hand he said " don't worry friend , Papa will drop you at your house.."

Roli felt a jerk after hearing the words that Siddhant is going to leave her she with a fear looked at Siddhant who was already looking at her and was waiting for her answer and his eyes were requesting her to say yes , she swiftly moved her eyes from him and says " no need for anyone to drop me , I can go by myself .."

Amar : no Roli it's not good to go alone when you are not well that too using public transport , it's ok Sid will drop you..

Prem : yes friend , you don't worry..( prem turned towards Siddhant then asks ) papa will you drop my friend to her house ..

Siddhant looked at Roli then nodded yes but Roli was still fearing to go with Sid , whatever happened today after that she doesn't want to have any conversation with Siddhant and for her nothing is left between them to talk over...

she again tried to deny but before that Sid went to her , he took her bag and placed it on her shoulder and then holds her wrist and took her out from there , others sighed in relief as finally now they can talk except one it is Naina she was fuming in anger after seeing the way Sid held roli's hand...

PARKING LOT

Siddhant took Roli down and all the while she was looking at her hand which was in his hold , tears started flowing down her eyes . How she wished it to happen , she wanted him to hold her , hold her in his arms for forever...

She looked at her hand and Siddhant dreamily but suddenly her expression changed as she again remembered everything about him and tears started flowing uncontrollably , she holds his hand making him stop he turned to look at her , she held his hand and freed herself from it saying " no need for you to come I can go by myself.."

Siddhant looked at her intently then said looking straight into her eyes " I will come taking my car stay here.."

Roli looked down and  was standing silently waiting for him to come don't know why she is still obeying his orders...

Siddhant came and she sits inside the car beside him..

Before starting the car both looked at each other and have an eyelock for a moment but Roli broke it soon , he was still looking at her .. when she found Sid haven't started yet she looked at him again , he asked from her to start and she nodded then again turned towards window , Siddhant started the car and moved out of the office towards her house...

Siddhant was glancing at Roli then and there thinking how to start the conversation while she was just gazing outside the window behaving as if no one else is present there ...

Sid's eyes becomes wet seeing her like this he slowed down the speed and slowly forwarded his hand towards roli's to hold it but took it back thinking of her reaction , he again tried and forwarded his hand but again took it back with hesitation , Roli was noticing his every move a drop of tear slipped out of her eyes seeing his hesitation , she remembered every moment when he has hold her from the first day but today he was unable to and she too felt her hands so heavy to move it towards him ..

Siddhant took a breath and then he finally forwarded his hand towards her but before he could touch it Roli took her hand away and also shrinks her body to the maximum extent possible as if she don't want the touch of his hand over her , she leaned on the window glass still looking outside showing her disinterest over him which was surely breaking him , he took his hand back and looked in front trying to concentrate on driving but his welled up eyes were making his vision blurry he wiped those tears which was noticed by her but she left it unnoticed , somewhere she too was having pain in her heart to see him in tears by corner of her eyes she looked at Sid who was driving looking in front and also was wiping his tears then and there she took a deep breath controlling herself not to cry and turned towards window ... 

Siddhant looked at Roli she was in the same state as she was before leaning on the window without any expression...

Siddhant collected some strength to speak and says " Roli... I.. I want to talk to you.." 

Somehow the words slipped out from his mouth but Roli she didn't showed any reaction , she was sitting very casually as if she forgets that her name is Roli and he is talking to her ...

Siddhant with a pleasing and feeble voice spoke " Roli..please listen to me.."

Roli turned her face totally away from him and rudely says " there is nothing left to talk..."

Siddhant : but Roli.. I really want to talk to you , there is something you need to Know..

Roli's tears started to scroll down because for her she is thinking now what he wanted to tell and it sure she doesn't have strength to hear something else about his marriage and all , she closed her eyes to handle herself and then says " can you stay silent and if not then please leave me here itself I will go by myself .."

Siddhant stopped the car in corner and turned towards her to talk " Roli please yarr...hear me once ..just once I swear I won't say anything after that .. it's necessary Roli "

Roli looked away from him and said " I told you right I don't want to hear anything.."

Siddhant took her hand and kept in between his , Roli looked at her hand and then to him who was pleading to her " Roli please just once.. I will explain you.."

Roli felt irritated thinking now what explanation will he give for having a son , for having a wife .. what explanation did he have about the relationship they share and also his eyes , his tears were making her weak and this time she doesn't want to give in ...she took her hand then said " I don't want any explanations ...also not your help ..just leave me alone.." saying this she opened the lock and went out of the car and started calling for a cab to reach her house...

Siddhant was sitting lazily in the car his hand were still in the same position as Roli left and he was gazing at that only , tears were flowing continuously from his eyes and fell on his hand making him come into Trance he looked up and saw Roli wasn't there ...

Siddhant runs out of the car and went in search of her , he saw her trying to get in the cab , he runs towards it to stop her ..