The rain drops falls on the sand as a pair of eyes also wets them. The photo in his hands and the pain in his eyes can tell anyone that how much he missed that one person who left him . He know how he hurted her he cried as the rain drops touched his face mingles with his tears as he smiledpainfully caressing her photo. He so Badly wanted and prayed that like how the rainy night took their relation away that same night they both reunite he wants her back he wants her to breathe and survive in this world.
Malhar Badly missed the day she left him that night when they indulged in such a bad fight the same night when this much rainfall down but their hearts burns same like today . He cursed himself for thwt day how due to him he lost how hurtful words he say which hurt her soul so Badly that he can see the different emotion in her eyes at that day he had seen her angry , happy and what not but this side of hers he had never seen. She lost herself that day when he questions her intention for his sister. Yes according to her swara hurted her aai and she is so angry but she goes to heat the milk for her little son who had been wailing out for his night meal . In this when the power goes off and swara got that attack he knows nothing and when she comes to check the switch she see swara unable to get fresh air so she helped her to reach the room but all think that she hurted her .
She doesn't get affected much from other thinking but her husband who claim to understand her now and now repenting for his past actions deed questions her so Badly and accused her of so worst crime that she lost faith in her relationship and at that night only she had left him without telling anyone anything. He tried to search her when he comes to know about this from swara next day about whole incident but she had never contact anyone after that . She left everything . He feared and even slowly get to know about his real family dynamics and make them arrested for radheshyam murder case but still he cannot find about his wife . He feels low in his eyes that being s police officer still he cannot find his own wife .
He knows that he had hurted her and she will never trust him again but he wants that one more rainy night comes and they meet . He prayed as he seen the rain drops Falling on the sand and wetting it . He smiled remembering about the previous incident which took about some months ago .
" Pillu .. pillu dekh kaise baarish ki boondein gir rahi ha .., kitna filmy mausam haina ..aur romantic bhu hayee ek cup coffee aur snacks aur saath main bass tu samajh aage ki baat bache nhi sunte ..." She talked with her son who seemed to be hearing all her talk as he giggled loudly .
The sound of their talking made malhar alert who is coming after a long tiring day at he police station as he comes slowly in the room he sees her playing in the room ans that aesthetic view of her playing with the rain drops and her hairs waving in the air . It catched him so Badly that he losse his all senses and stared her with an unknown desire for the first time in his marriage he had seen her with that perspective emotion .
He wants these moment back in his life with his little family moksh ., His Kalyani and him . His own little family whom he can cherished forever. His eyes drop a tear as he recieved the phone call.
" Moksh so gaya hai . Jaldi aajana maine khana bahar laga diya hai .."
Ji..maai.." befor he can put the phone he knows it got cut from other side he knows she is angry and why she will not he had hurted her daughter not once twice but so many time and he do every time new thing when he cannot match her eyes. After that incident she never had a proper talk with him nor she even slapped him she just handover moksh as his responsibility now . He felt more miserable when he see how due to his stupidity a son has to live away from hus mother. She takes care of moksh and give him his food except that she never told him anything . He closed his eyes in pain every day is getting tough for him to stay away from her .
He left the police station and started to drive his car but due to break it got halted and he checks the key, he sees an known figure passing through the street . He gets shocked as he sees her.., his kalyani after so long bag in a hand trying to cover her from rain in a light blue kurti and pants he sees her . He moves his car fast to her and stops in front for her. Kalysni got scared seeing the sudden motion of him but realizing him her face shows the emotions of their one month separation but she covered it and started to move making him baffled as he didn't understand anything first her coming to this city again and now seeing him is the worst nightmare for her . Shedont want to see his face again in this life . She is totally broken how did he manage to lower her in his eyes everytime more . Everytime she thinks that they will do better he just proved her wrong.
Marrying him is forceable but after that she accept hjm as husband in every manner why it's so hard for him to accept her as his wife . She turned a good mother for her son moksh , she dones her 100 percent ro be his wife in every manner though she wants ro even have pleasure him and arranged a decent night setup plan for it but he denied it neither it goes overboard she expressed her views and he his but that's not her problem she did her best to be his wife then why can't he see this his family suddenly from nowhere his family comes and with a lot of problems and secrets still she welcomes them but he just made her villain . That day when he question he broke her and she left that home no how can she Live there where she didn't have any respect. She leaves him for good. Her eyes flow numerable tears and it got mixed with heavy rain drops as she hurriedly sits in the auto rickshaw. Malhar seeing her sitting comes our of his thoughts and started to run to catch cursing himself as she left he drives his car behind her rickshaw. As she pays the drives malhar comes out of the car and feels confused as she comes to his old house where he and his kaka used to live before his marriage. Why did she come here and how she knows this place as he never told her about this many questions arised in his mind .
But he halted his thinking as he runs to catch her before she locked the door .
" kalyani...ruko ..." for the first time he speaks her name with this soft voice which melts her heart a little already no she cannot be weak like this for wjat she came here she has to do it and then she will go from this city permanently.
He grabbed her by waist as she didnt listen as she is busy in unlocking the door .
" kalyani...kalyani meri taraf dekho to main jaanta hoon tum naaraz ho infant I know tum mujhse nafrat karti hoo lekin plsss ek baar mudke dekho to mujhe ..." He said emotionally her face hardened thinking all those incidents but heart cried listening him still she doesn't move a inch from her place .
Kalyani loved him a lot but no today she will not back out or gets weak in front of him and make him know how vulnerable she feels in this one month staying away from son and father duo. But still she managed to survive
When she didn't turn herself he softly made her turn and seeing her face he gets to know that she still feels for him . She also feels sane what he feels in this one month . They both cannot stay away from each other .
" I am sorry ..." He cried ..." I am really sorry pls main jaanta hoon meri galtiya maaf karne layak nhi hai par pls maaf kar do ...maaf kar do mujhe bhatak gaya tha bhool gaya tha ki main Kitna galat tha aut tumharw saath kya kya galat kiya tha maine ..jiss parivaar ke liye tumse jhagda sab kiya sabne dhoka diya ...kalyani tum sahi thi tumne kuch nhi Kiya aur main humesha ki tarah galat ..." He cried incosably.
Listening him for the first time in the night she sees him properly and seeing him so vulnerable she forgot all her pain and anger and just wants to grab him in her arms . But she took her hands out of his and spoke
" kya karne aaye hai aap yahan ., hmm..boliyr naa abb kya chahiye aapko shaanti nhi mili aapko har ilzam lagake mujhe Jaleel karke jo abb yahan bhi aagaye ..mujhe aapki maafi aapka gussa kisise kuch matlab nhi hai aapko jo karna hai jaise karna hai..vaise kariye main uss din jab ghar chodke aayi thi naa tab saare rishte naate sab chodke aayi thi so pls jaiyeeee ...aur Haan main aaapko kabhi maaf nhi karungi ." She turns but she feels someone hold her hand she sees again.
And sees him sitting on the his knees as he cried incosably.
" har gunah ki naafi nhi hoti main jaanta hoon main sab chahke bhi abb kuch nhi sudhar paa raha hon kalyani naa tumhein bhola paa raha ho naa apne badsaloke tareeke jo tumhare prati kiye ...kalyani main swarthi nhi tha lekin abb hoon mujhe tum chahiye tum munhe apni jindagi main chahiye...tumhari har ehsaas ki meri jindag7 main kitni jarrorat ye jabse tumne mujhe choda hai tabse main jaanta hoon ...pls maaf kar do ek baar aur ...kalyani naar lo Peet lo lekin pks ghar vapas chalo pagalo ki tarah ek mahine tumhari talash ki tum nhi mil rahi thi to mera dil ghabra tha ..."
Lekin tumhare jaane ke baad do din baad maai ne aakar sirf ek baat kahi ki tum mujhse nhi milna chahti ho naa kabji vaps aaogi aur agr maine aut dhondhne ki koshish ki to tum apne aap lo kuch kar logi...kalyani ne meri galti bohot hai lekin plss haath jodta hon ek baar mere nhi to moksh ke baare main sochp pls..."
She closed her eyes feeling the pain behind his each and every word if she truly Says then she forgive him the day when she got to know he knows the truth and he repent it but she can't come back then she goes pune and only Informed her mother about this and just sees her son through video call by her mother and feels relaxed as she sees how her mother took care of him . She knows he still search her but this time the things broke something badly inside her which didn't let her meet him but you know love overpowers anger everytime only seeing his face she forgive him for everything.
" aap jayenge yaha se yaa main jaao main sirf apne baba ki vase ki file lene aayi thi yaha jo kaka handle kar rahe hai unhe insaaf milna chahiye naa jo ketki ne kiya unke saath to isliye mujhe yahan iss shehar main vapas aana pada varna main iss shehar se iss ghar se kabhi naa milo ..." her word told him her pain and he closed his eyes he knows he Badly hurted her.
He stands up and goes behind and stand in the heavy rain making her confused and shocked
" tum nhi maane wali theeke tumhare marzi lekin main tumhein yahan se leke jaunga aur vo bhi tumhari marzi ke saath jab main yahi isd baarish main khada hoon ..."
She wants to scold him but seeing him humming the song with his charming smile it add fuel to her anger and she turned to go
" meri biwi hai roothi roothi ...aree meri biwi hai roothi roothi koi upaay to laoo koi upaay loo ..." singing this he teased her more making her hard to go no he will be sick if she let him stand there what she will do now.
Her heart says that he truly changed and loved her Like she do but mind says what If he do something same like this and questions her intention again no she can't take this risk again this time she will not be able to handle this as in second Chance the trust is more important than the love though and they both neither have love nor trust then how will this relation survive without this. But as he sneezed all the thoughts gone as she runs to him
" pagal ho gaye hai aap bimar padna hai aapko .., baacho ke jaise jidd kar rwhe hai aap ..chup chap andar chaliye bohot hogayi aapki manmani ..chaliye andar ..." she grabbed his hand but he pulled her towards him as he puts the curls behind her ear as the rain wets them more in it making the environment more cold as she grabbed his shirt and sees him.
" main jaanta tum bhi mujhse pyaar karti hoon aur maaf karne ko tayyar ho par tumhare andar kaafi gharbrahatein hai ..kalyani sach poocho to main itna swarthi ho gaya ki jinn batao se chid thi mujhe ji maine tumhein apne liye aur moksh je liye roka hai aaj vo sab sahi lagta Hai kyunki main rokna chahta hon tumhein apne pass ...plss kya ek aakhiri mauka Dene ko tayyar ho iss rishte ko agr tum nhi ho to main chala jaata ho main jabardastu nhi chahta kalyani kuch bhi ..."
Waiting for an answer when she dint reply he sadly started to leave but gets stopped when she spoke next words
" aur agr main kaho ki main iss rishte ko ek mauka dena chahti hoon lekin mujhe aapka bharosha aur pyaar chahiye to kya aap denge kya jaise main aapko apna pati maanti hoon vaise aap bui mujhe apni patni manege.."
He gets close to her and sees her intensely
" moksh ki kasam khata hon kalyani aajke baad tumhein iss rishte se kabhi shikayat nhi hogi aur naa iss cheez ka afsoos hoga ki tunne iss rishte ko doosra mauka diya main bhaorhsa karungq kalywni I promise main apni Sab galtiyo ko badlunga unhe sudharunga ..kalyani main tumhein immature baachi bulata tha leki savh pocho to main bhi koj mature nhi tha balki rishto ke maiyne samajh tumhein mujhse jyaada hai..."he breathes heavily as he puts his nose on hers and confessed his heart out
" I love you Mrs. Rane ..I really really loved you ..main tumhare bina nhi reh sakta kalyani nhi reh sakta pls vapas aajao apne malharji ke pass ..."
Kalyani cries listening him and says
" I love you too Mr. Rane ..itna ki aap bho nhi karte samjhe aur aglj baar mujhse Aisa waisa kuch kqha naa to mooh tod doongi aapka ..." they both laughed but the rain evoke the emotion inside them as she lowers her eyes and he grabbed her waist tightly as she takes her lips in his as he touched her soft petals and their tongues mingles each other and feels the sweetness of each other . They got passionate as he ruffles his hairs and they both breathes heavily its heaven as she gets her first kiss in such a romantic weather.
The lighting thundered and malhar carried his wife in his arms to get this night memorable them .
One more part left...
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