Line is from this song.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vx7YkKpt-J4
Part 1
Past
Pallavi Sawant she was always ambitious and wants to achieve big in her life. She was living with her brother and sister in law in Kolhapur. They lost their parents in earlier age. Her brother was always supportive her dreams and struggled for her well being that’s why she wants to achieve big in her life and give better life to her brother and she is lucky she got really good sister in law who is there for her treated her like her sister. Her brother was not happy when she got admission in Mumbai’s college. They never live apart since their parent’s death and he was also worried because she will be alone in Mumbai. He can’t leave Kolhapur because living in Mumbai is not affordable for them. He already took a loan for her education. After lots of thinking and pestering from his sister and wife he had given up.
In Mumbai pallavi was living in hostel and doing part time job to help her brother in financial way. She knows her brother condition is not good financially. She was nervous and scared first because she was new in this city and alone. She never lives without her brother but with the time she was getting used to it. She decided she will always concentrate on her study and career and there will be no place for love in her life. But life already has some other plans for her. There was one student in her class Mandar Deshmukh. He was handsome and other girls were dying for him but he chased her and proposed her. First she rejected but he never gave up and finally one day she accepted his proposal. Actually thanks to their common friend mansi who was really persuasive and help her to realised her feelings for mandar.
They were together for last two years and everything was doing well. She was never happy the way she feels with mandar. She started to dream about her marriage with him.
Today was her birthday and mandar had plan something special for her. Their close friends were there in party and it was grand. She is not used to such kind of attention but mandar is spoiling her. Before cake cutting mandar proposed her for engagement and seals their future with each other for forever. Mandar was nervous what if she will reject her but to his surprise she accepted and they hugged tightly. Their friends know she won’t reject him that’s why they already brought congratulation cake for them.
She was on cloud nine. She wished her brother and sister in law was here to celebrate with her. Everything was perfect. She can’t wait to introduce to them. They will be really happy for her. Next two weeks was totally bliss and she still can’t believe this is reality. If this is dream she doesn’t want to wake up anytime soon. Mandar and her are inseparable.
But this is life and it has other plan. There is someone who was jealous and angry with pallavi and that person wants to destroy her.
It was one month anniversary of mandar and pallavi engagement. Their friends throw party for them. All were busy in party. She was feeling thirsty and went for water. It has been more than half an hour but she didn’t return. Mandar was searching for her and calling her but her phone was not reachable. When she asked Anjali she informed that pallavi left because she was not feeling well and her phone was switched off. Mandar believed her and started to enjoy party.
Next morning Pallavi woke up and having headache. She was feeling weird. She can’t remember how she reached to her hostel room. She remembered that she left for water and after water she felt weird and someone helped her after that she doesn’t remember anything. She tried to call mandar but he was not answering her call. She is feeling something uneasy. She got ready as soon as possible and left for college. Everyone was looking at weird way. Some was making fun of her and some was looking at her disgusting way. She can’t get it what is happening. When she entered into college she got a shocked of her life. There was nude pic of her with some guy. She was feeling disgusting and sick. It can’t be possible. She never did like that. She was searching for mandar and mansi. She can’t face the way others were looking at her. She needs her love and best friend who will console her. She needs to calm down first before anything and she just want to hug mandar. She was searching for them and tries to call them but no one was answering her. After lots of effort she found them. When she saw him she ran towards him and hugged him and started to cry. She realised that Mandar didn’t hugged her back. When she broke the hug she looked at his eyes but he was not looking at her. Pallavi needed assurance from him but he took back step and said sorry that they can’t continue because his father who was trustee of college doesn’t want them to continue after all this fiasco. He said he trust her but can’t support her. He apologized to her and returns the ring and left her. Mansi who was also there she also apologised to her and left. This broke her totally. She started to cry loudly.
Peon informed her that principle is calling her. When she reached in office he asked her to leave and hostel today only because of her college’s reputation was at stake. She begs him to give her some time to prove her innocence because she didn’t do anything. He always has soft corner for her and he believes that she can’t do like this but it was because of trustee and board of director he had to do that. She had good reputation in college that’s why he reassured that he will give her 2 weeks times to prove her innocence and if she will not able to prove that she will have to leave college and hostel both and she can’t give exams too and she won’t be able to take admission in any other college.
She doesn’t know she should feel relief or hurt. One night change everything. Till yesterday she had everything in her life but today she lost herself too. She can’t call her brother because it will break him. She decided not to break down and she had to prove her innocence.
Today
Today two weeks completed. She attended college and tried to be strong but they were looking at like shit. She looked at mandar for support but he didn’t even look at her. Mansi and other friends were changing track whenever they saw her. She tried everything to search the truth and prove herself but everything was in vain. When she reached to principle office and looking at her he knows she couldn’t do that and he gave her letter. She took that letter and left office. She was walking on corridor blankly and don't know where to go. Everyone was looking at her.
There was call from her brother. He was really happy and proud of her and he was talking. When he realised that she is not replying he asked is everything all right. She said yes just tired because of study and all. He asked her to take rest and they will come to meet her very soon. He loves her and proud of her and he cut the call.
Her brother is going to hurt after knowing what happen with his sister. She has no strength to fight anymore. She ran towards college terrace.
Kaisi woh muraad thi jo aaj jal gayi
Pariyon ke zehan mein jo aag ban gayi
Dekhi na thi sapnon khyalon mein kabhi
Aisi zindagi se mulakaat ban gayi
“Sab kuch khatam ho gaya aur ab mujhe bhi khatam hona hain. Aaj mainesab kuch kho diya hain. Pyar, dosti topehle hi kho chuki hu aaj to respect bhi kho di. Ab nahi sahi jati logo kibaatein unki uss nazar se mujhe dekhna. Aaj main haar gayi. “
She was standing near the edge of college’s terrace. There was time when her eyes was full of happiness and dreams now it has nothing just emptiness.
Teri aankhon ki lehak ko na jaane
Na jaane kaisi raat mil gayi
Na jaane kaisi raat mil gayi
Na jaane kaisi raat mil gayi
She was remembering everything about her life. Her dada vahini, her love Mandar and her best friend mansi. Everything about her life. Everything is ended. Other students shouting not to jump but she was in her world.
I am sorry dada vahini. I am sorry to let you down. I don't want to be reason for your humiliation.
And she jump
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