MayRa FF *love or hate* bringing back Mayas memory.. 4 part ff

Hey guys just wrote an ff with current Mayra situation..I have sided out Vikram and MJ.. just wanted to write pure Mayra 

Part 1

He was drunk driving through the streets of Mumbai.. tired of searching Maya and no ways to find her anymore frustrated Rudra rendered drunk.. driving he  remembers the moments the moment he went behind Maya and said those words “i love u Maya..and I know u love me too" and Maya saved him from water and and confessing her love.. tears rolled down his eyes thinking whether it was all a lie.. ..he remembered that Maya hugged rishi in her house she also when they met in his office.. why dint rishi say anything to him and then the video of rishi saying maya was the girl he loved.. he felt terrible and closed his eyes and tears rolled down his eyes.. suddenly he opened his eyes to see someone in front of the car and he is about to hit that person..

He manages his car and skids it to the side and stops it..he breathes hard in stress thinking he might have hit someone.. suddenly he comes out and runs to see a woman.. she has legs bleeding badly and trying to get up.. rudra heart beat rises and he sits down and gently holds her and lifts her up.. he is shocked to see Maya.. 

She Is bruised on her face and is in a mess....he gets worried seeing her in that condition..he puts his hand on her face and touches her wounds in worry..maya is crying..she looks at him and feels strange..like as if she knows him....

Rudra worry suddenly changes to anger when he remembers Rishis video suddenly..he moves his hands away ..maya holds his hands "please bacha lo mujhe..woh peeche aa raha hai" she says teary eyed.

rudra looks at her angry but suddenly Vikram comes there..maya sees him and gets scared and hides behind Rudra..shivering holding his jacket .. rudra gets glimpses of the time Maya was crying under the table scared and hugged him in fear...

Vikram removes a gun from his pocket and holds in front of Rudra.. seeing this rudra protective instinct rise and he pushes Maya behind him.. rudra moved ahead and tries to grab the gun and they both end up in a fight and Vikram manages to push Rudra on the side.. rudra hurts his head..Vikram holds Maya and she tries to break free..he slaps her hard and she falls on the ground .. rudra sees that and boils in anger..he gets up and holds Vikram neck and pins him on the car bonnet..he struggles to breathe but Rudra angst just takes over him..maya sees this and worries ..rudra pushes Vikram aside on the floor and holds Mayas hand and puts her into the car and they escape

Part 2

Rudra takes Maya to Ruan office..Maya looks around.. rudra looks at her and wonders.he takes her into his cabin and locks it from inside...maya looks at him and thinks of what to say..

She slowly says "thank u"..rudra looks at her in disbelief and thinks of what to do as he is still in anger but she is injured so much.. he raises his hand to grab her and question but he sees her bleeding feet and bleeding lip and bruised face.. he goes close to her and Maya gets scared and holds her arm and pins to the wall..he goes close to her face and slowly touches her bruise near her eyes and she closes her eyes in pain.. 

"Aap mujhe jaante hain"  she questions Rudra.. he is confused at her question..kya he asks her..kya bakwaas kar rahi ho ..tum mujhe nahi jaanti he questions her holding her arm in anger..

She holds her forehead in pain and teary eyed  mujhe kuch yaad nahi

rudra doesnt trust her and pins her harder yeh sab kyun kiya Maya..he questions angrily

Maya starts crying.. mujhe kuch yaad nahi.. she says and falls on her knees and folds her hand

Rudra let's go of her and teary eyed wonders if she is telling the truth or not..

He walks away and sits on his office chair..maya is still weeping.. rudra feels frustrated but notices the cuts and hurts in her feet  he goes out and gets a first aid box ..he sits down on front of Maya and she suddenly gets scared and moves back..  he pulls her feet and cleans her wounds and applies antiseptic.. she screams in pain and holds his hand tightly...

Rudra remembers the time Maya had hurt her feet with glass and he held her hand while applying the medicine and Maya dint feel and any pain. He tries to brush away his thoughts.. 

Maya keeps her eyes closed with tears flowing while Rudra bandages her leg.. he gets up after that and extends his hand..maya looks at him and extends her hand too and he helps her get up and sit on the sofa. He sees the bruises on her face and tends them too..

She lies down on the sofa and Rudra lies down on his office chair next to her and questions yeh chot kaise lagi 

Maya narrates what happened.. that Vikram had placed bear trap outside the door and she stepped into it and weeps.. Rudra looks in shock and clasps  the chair in anger.. 

She further narrates.. she managed to free her feet from the trap and Vikram held her and put her back into the house and tried to molest her.. when she tried to resist he hit her many times and finally she hit him with a vase and ran away..

rudras blood boils listening to Mayas ordeal... tears flow his eyes... he doesnt understand wether to hate Maya or not.. her hurts are painful for him to see even when he hates her.. 

Maya sleeps off on the sofa teary eyed.. rudra keeps seeing her.. he recalls all their moments.. he goes close to her and touches her bruised cheeks unable to bear that someone could even hit her  

he sleeps on his chair and thinks what he will do next..rishis death takes over his mind again and again

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Next morning

Rudra wakes up to see Maya still sleeping.. they can't stay there because staff will come any time.. he thinks what to do..

He wakes her up and tells her that they need to go.. they leave and reach ananyas house

Maya feels scared and clueless.. but still she feels strange that around Rudra who is actually unknown to her she actually feels protected..she keeps looking at him while he opens the house and walks inside..she just follows him..she suddenly trips and falls and Rudra holds her and they both fall down..  rudra falls over her and Maya looks into his eyes and suddenly remembers the time they fell in the same way in Rudra office when he was trying to save her from media... Rudra suddenly gets up and picks her up.. he asks her to wear something from the closet  

Maya inquisitively asks her..kya Yeh kiska ghar hai ? 

Meri dost ka  he says

Maya nods her head and freshens up and picks up a nice simple dress and wears it..suddenly she screams with a headache.. rudra runs to her and she is holding her head crying in pain and she passes out.. rudra is taken aback..he Carries her and puts her in the bed and wonders ..

He calls a doctor friend to come and check Maya and if her claim to not remember anyone is anyway true.. 

The doctor comes and checks her and then done does some blood tests and they wait for the results..

The results come and the doctor is startled.. she tells Rudra normally logon ko amnesia kisi chot ya accident se hota hai but Maya has no such damage or hurt to her brain.. ..only other way is if any kind of medicine is given in overdose .. her blood reports are showing some chemical being given in very high dose which can affect the brain badly.. 

Rudra is shocked... kya yeh kabhi theek nahi hogi

Ho sakta hai kuch din iss medicine ko na lene se uska effect kam ho jaaye and she regains her memory the doctor explains

Rudra feels a little relieved... he thanks the doctor and she leaves..

He sits next to Maya and thinks nahi Maya.. rishi ko maarne ki Keemat tum zaroor chukaogi..memory ho ya na ho

Part 3

Maya wakes up and Rudra is sitting there, she looks at him thinking what happened.. he asks her if she is fine..she smiles and says yes..

He comes close to her and says chalo yahan se jaana padega

Maya is startled..  then they leave from there and reach Roy mansion

Maya looks on and get flashes of the place..it seems like she knows the place..Rudra enters first and Maya keeps seeing around and finally bumps into him.. he looks at her angrily.. 

She apologises and questions yeh jagah .. she feels strange

Rudra holds her hand gently and takes her inside and to his room.. Maya feels awkward when she enters...she feels so familiar.. she starts having a headache..she sits down on the couch holding her head and teary eyed..

Rudra keeps looking at her.. finally she lifts her eyes to see him with tears in her eyes 

Meri biwi ho tum Rudra says authoritatively 

Maya is shocked..  she tries to recall but unable to... she looks around. She doesnt feel sure..

She questions him mujhe kuch yaad nahi aa raha..hum pati patni hai? ..koi tanveer she tries to ask

Rudra goes close to her and holds her arms tight humara koi tasveer nahi hai.. humaari shaadi rishikesh mein Hui thi bhagwan mahadev ke saamne .. kiwi tasveer ya saboot la mohotaj nahi hai humara rishta.. man na hai toh maano.. nahi toh nahi.. he  says and leaves her arms and sits on the bed..

Maya is taken aback.. she remembers how Vikram had been trying to prove their marriage with so many things.. she never felt any connect to him.. but with Rudra the connection she is feeling is surreal.. it cant be a lie..she has nowhere to go even.. 

Rudra manages MJ who is tensed seeing Maya in their house and tells him that she is memory lost... MJ allied with Vikram and he gets pissed off at Vikram for letting Maya vanish..

That night Maya asleep on the bed suddenly wakes up and  sees around..  she notices Rudra sleeping on the couch... she slowly gets up and goes close to him and stares at him and closes her eyes to recall..she can recall blurry bits but it definitely connects him.. she takes a blanket and puts it on him ..

Next morning

Rudra is out with work and Maya is alone in the room.. she tries to search the cupboard for any clues.. she find the white shirt which has ber foot print.. neatly folded and kept.. she looks at it and recalls the past when Rudra had made her walk on it.. although its hazy but she feels so true..  she is in tears... she finds the black thread which she had given Rudra and she gets flashes of rishikesh which rudra mentioned..she feels overwhelmed... 

she leaves those things and goes to the balcony.. she starts leaping from the balcony.. suddenly a hand grabs and pulls her back.. yeh kya kar rahi ho girl jaogi.. she sees in shock and it is Rudra.. she holds his collar and so close to him teary eyed.. he looks into her eyes and gets into an  array of emotions.. he suddenly holds her tight from the waist like they both dont wanna let go ..

They both leap and share an intimate kiss..  rudra moves his hands into her hair and Maya grabs his collar from the back.. closed eyes and tear flows out of both their eyes..  maya gets flashes of their kiss that they shared on her terrace and the hazy images gets  clearer... 

Suddenly Rudra snaps out of the kiss..and slowly moves her away.  And he feels strange as he is still hovering over rishis death and amidst his hate he is also stuck with love.. 

He starts to walk away.. maya suddenly says Rudra and holds his hand..

She is surprised and he turns back.. he realises that her memory is starting to bounce back.. and his anger grows  

Maya feels strange as she recalled his name and she feels happy 

Rudra goes to another room and gets angry.. the last thing he wants is to fall weak in his love again.. he goes to the room and takes the shirt with mayas foot print and goes and burns it .. remembering their moments he pledges to kill Maya and avenge Rishis death..

That night

Maya sleeps in the bed again and she sees Rudra settling in the couch.. she feels awkward to talk to him esp after the kiss they shared..anyways she asks him to sleep in the bed itself.. 

So jao Maya he says coldly and sleeps off . Maya keeps looking and him and sleeps off

Part 4

Next morning 

Rudra is gerring ready to office.. maya is standing behind him..

Kya Hua he asks her coldly..

Aisa kya Hua hhai.she questions.. agar hum pati Patni hai toh tum mujhse naraaz kyun ho...theek se baat nahi karte.. Saath buster pe nahi soye .. kal she paises thinking of the kiss tum gussa ho  Gaye aur woh shirt bhi jala di she asks teary eyed..

He only recalls Rishis death.. but he has to be patient till Maya can recall or he plays his plans.. 

He starts to walk away..  she blocks his way and he pushes her aside.. 

She follows him outside the house and goes into the lift too and way to his car.. they pass by the pool side and Maya trying to grab Rudra slips .. suddenly Rudra holds her but they both fall into the deep end of the pool.. maya suddenly comes out of the water and looks around and sees Rudra struggling in the water.. she starts to  recall moments in rishikesh when Rudra fell in the water..she clearly recalls his selflessness to let her live...she is teary eyed and she swims to him and saves him.. he gasps and holds her and they come to the edge of the pool.. maya suddenly higs him..recalling their love says I love u Rudra she  says and hugs him.. 

Rudra is taken aback.. he is teary eyed too remembers the time he had proposed her on that bridge and stopped her from leaving.. he pushes her aside and gets put of the water and leaves.

Maya remembers a few things between them..most importantly recalls how much she loves him..

Next morning 

Maya showers and comes out and sees Rudra sitting on the sofa .. she comes close to him and asks again please batao na Rudra.. kya Hua hai

he just gets up to go and she holds his hand tum hi ne kahan tha na tumhara pyaar hi mera bandhan hai..aaj woh pyaar kahan gaya Rudra.. she questions authoritatively..

tumne kabhi pyaar kiya bhi tha Maya? He questions her in anger

 I love u Rudra.. pyaar jhoota nahi hai  she says cupping his face..

Theek hai phir chalo Rudra grabs her hand and takes her...

They reach the same building where rishi had died and he takes her on top of the building.. 

Kuch yaad aaya tumhe he questions

She tries to recall but still blurry.. she looks at Rudra

He takes out a similar knife which Maya had used to slit Rishis hand.. she gives it to her..  kuch yaad aaya  again he questions.. 

She holds the knife and is lost in thoughts.. 

Mujhse pyaar karti ho Maya? ..then prove it..he says holding out her wrist and holding the knife in her hand pointing the wrist..

Maya is taken aback.. Rudra smirks that she wont do it and walks away..

Maya looks at the knife and recalls rishi and the whole incident of killing him exactly in the same place.. she sulks in her tears..she remembers that Rudra came to know about it... she recalls everything.. she regains her memory and finds herself in a spot that she never wanted to be in.. she closes her eyes and weeps.. 

Rudra keeps looking at her from a distance teary eyed and in anger and they both keep staring one another.. maya is guilt ridden completely but she loves Rudra.. she looks down at the knife and closes her eyes and realises that dying in Rudra hands is anyday worth for her.. 

In the next second she slots her wrist... Rudra is in shock and he looks on.. he keeps seeing Mayas weist bleeding and he is stuck between his hate as he remembers how he found rishi in a pool of blood on the same terrace.. maya falls on the floor as blood keeps flowing from her hand.. 

Rudra slowly starts walking to her and gets close to her and he is teary eyed but still consumed in hate and she holds his trouser with the other hand and he sits down and she says Wada kiya tha ki jab maut aayega toh meri aankhon mein sirf tumhara chehra hoga aur meri haaton mein tumhara haath  Rudra recalls their wedding vows that Maya had made such a vow..he cries..

I am sorry Rudra.. mujhse nafrat mat karna she says and teary eyed she shuts her eyes.. 

Rudra suddenly over comes his hate and revenge seeing Maya shut her eyes... 

Maya mamayaaaa..he screams but she doesnt open her eyes..  he sees the pool of blood and he is drawn into the truth that Maya will die...his love finely takes over.. 

He lifts her runs down to his car..in a hurry he drives to the hospital...

He puts maya on the stretcher as they take her inside..her hands and body feels lifeless..  rudra loses his mind and cries as she is taken inside by the doctor.. he recalls all their good times and how much they lived each other.. he never tried asking why she killed rishi even.. 

He sits there praying she doesnt die.. the doctor comes and holds his shoulder... she is fine now 

his words bring back life into him...he goes to see her in the room and as she goes closer to her she opens her eyes..

I am sorry Maya rudra says

Maya nahi...Manvi she says teary eyed.. Shocked Rudra looks at her 

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End ***

Wowww❤️!!! Beautiful and very touching story👏

Hope we could get this story in the serial as well...

Wow Namu its so beautiful.👏

This is the best MayRa story so touching and beautiful..

Amazing..👍🏼

You made my Sunday..🤗

I wish they show something like this in the show..

You must write for the show yaar.. they need to learn from you..

Hain? Why did you stop there?

I want to read how Maya will tell Rudra the truth that how she became Maya from Manvi

Btw I have read the whole story but a little bit busy right now to write a detailed comment

Will be back 

This is beautifully written Namu❤️

I love the way how you blended both Rudra's hate and love towards Maya😃

 I'm waiting for Rudra to know her past but you ended it😭

Nevertheless this FF is well balanced and much needed at this time ❤️

Awesome , Thank u soo much for not killing Maya. 

Wow, beautifully written and well balanced emotions of MayRa. Couldn't have expected a better plot to continue teh current story👏So wish the track goes this way.

This made my day.😳