•| Only If I Could
• 1] If I could, I wouldn't bring time machine in existence and change our past. Only if I could.
I miss you so much. So much. I guess somewhere deep down, I always knew I would. I don't know about you though. Perhaps, you might not even be thinking about me anymore, but l... my nights still end with reading our earlier messages and my days begin with tears that roll down my cheeks without my consent when you disappear from my sight once my dreams are broken. I miss you so much. Just so much.
Putting back the cap of my pen, I shut my small purple journal. The one that he had gifted me. My lips broke into a small smile as I went down memory lane, reminiscing the day he had brought that for me.
Everyone can't write, Prerna. You can and that's precious. I want you to pen down your beautiful words in this diary and lock them for me so that whenever you are comfortable enough, I would have them here to read.
"Mr. Bajaj," I murmured quietly as I pulled the duvet all over myself, crying silently. His mere name brought millions of memories in front of my eyes... the ones that I had treasured and hidden in my heart.
It had been months since my eyes adored him, last.
It had been months since my ears heard his soothing voice, last.
It had been months since his hand caressed my hair, last.
It had been months since I found solace, last.
It had been months since I felt love, last.
It had been months since I had to push him away from me for his own good. My heart had broken into millions of pieces when had I said what I had to, to him that had him shut himself from me sooner than I had expected to. Perhaps, because the accusation that I had made on him was the last one he could even thought of, from me.
If I could, I would bring time travel in existence and change our past, Mr. Bajaj. Only if I could.
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