This OS is about AJ realising his love for Guddan when Guddan is about to die.Guddan's condition makes him realize that his relation with Guddan is not only friendship but more than that.Infact,it's love. (I'm very bad at writing,so please bear it 🙏)
So here it goes-
Guddan please wake up, please baby please.Why are you doing this to me? Please don't make me beg, please get up.Tears were rolling from his eyes watching Guddan lying on the death bed.He wass cursing himself for her condition.He was doing all efforts to wake her up but there was no improvement in her health till now. He was afraid of losing her. But why?? Why was he feeling like hell seeing Guddan in this condition?? So many questions were popping in his mind. Suddenly a voice came into his ears-" Because you love her damn it". He suddenly stood up with a jerk and came to reality but he did remember words he just listened. He started question himself.How's that possible?? How can I love someone else than Antra. It can't be true. He started denying all these things and began to make himself believe that he only loves Antra Guddan is just his friend. She can't take Antra place in my life.I can't break Antra's trust by loving someone else. He was blabbering all these things when his mother entered the hospital room. She listened to all his talks which he was doing before she came there.
Dadi- Lalla tu theek toh hai na.
AJ- Maa yeh sab kya ho Gaya Guddan ko and started crying 😭
Dadi- Hausla rakh Lalla, Guddan ko kuch nahi hoga. Jab tak tu uske saath hai use kuch nahi ho sakta. Tu bilkul chinta mat kar ,Kanha ji sab theek karenge .
AJ- Maa yeh sab mere saath hi kyun hota hai. Jab bhi Maine kisi ke kareeb jaata hoon woh Insaan mujhse door kyun ho jaata hai. Pehle Antra aur ab Guddan. Am I that bad that nobody wants to live with me and started crying vigorously hugging his mother.
Dadi- Nahi Lalla Aisa kuch nahi hai.Tujh jaisa jeewan saathi badi kismat se milta hai. Tu Aisa bilkul mat soch .She started caressing his hair. She was feeling so bad seeing her Lalla in this condition.
AJ- Maa mujhe apne aap se nafrat ho rahi hai.Aaj Guddan ke saath jo bhi ho Raha hai sab meri wajah se ho Raha hai. Na woh mujhe bachane aati na uske saath yeh sab hota. Sab meri galti hai. Agar ab use kuch ho Gaya toh main Zinda nahi reh paayunga. Pata nahi kyun par ek Ajeeb si aadat ho gayi hai mujhe uski. Ek pal bhi use na dekhoon toh Dil Ko sukoon nahi milta. Agar meri dost mujhse door ho gayi toh main toh Jeete jee mar jaunga.
Dadi- Ek baat puchhu Lalla, mujhe Sach Sach batana.
AJ- kya maa??
Dadi- kya Guddan sirf teri ek achhi dost hai uske ilaawa kuch nahi.
AJ- Maa yeh aap kya keh Rahi. Woh sirf meri dost hai uske ilaawa kuch nahi and turned his face in the other direction.
Dadi- Lalla,meri taraf dekh aur Bata,kya woh sirf teri dost hai,kya tu uske liye Dosti ke ilaawa kuch mehsoos nahi karta. Bol Lalla bol
AJ- Maa ,aap jaanti hai mere paas iss baat ka jawaab nahi. Aap jaanti hain main Antra ko kabhi Dhokha nahi de sakta🙄 . Par pata nahi kyun maa jabse Guddan meri zindagi mein aayi hai tabse mujhe aisa lagne Laga hai ki main Antra ko Dhokha de Raha. My life has started to revolve around Guddan only. I don't know what it is.Use Zara sa bhi kuch ho jaata hai toh meri Jaan nikal jaati. Uski aankhon mein aansoo main bardaasht nahi Kar sakta. Jab bhi use rote huye dekhta hoon toh Aisa lagta hai jaise kisi ne mere Dil mein kuch chubho diya ho.
(Note-Guddan has gained consciousness and listening to AJ's and dadi's talks silently without opening her eyes)
Dadi- Aur tujhe Abhi bhi yahi lagta hai ki yeh sirf Dosti hai pyaar nahi. Kisko Dhokha de Raha tu Lalla. Teri aankhon mein saaf saaf dikhayi deta hai ki tu Guddan se kitna pyaar karta hai. Tu chahe jitna Marzi inkaar Kar le iss baat se par yahi sach hai ki tu Guddan se bahut pyaar karta hai. Tune Antra ke Bina jeena seekh liya tha par tu Guddan ke Bina nahi reh sakta. Agar tujhe yakeen nahi hai toh apni aankhein bandh Kar aur dekh tujhe kiska chehra dikhai deta hai.
(AJ closed his eyes and got shocked to see Guddan smiling in his mind. There wasn't any glimpse of Antra in his subconsciousness. It was all Guddan.He opened his eyes in shock)
AJ - Yeh kaise ho sakta hai maa ??
Dadi- kyun Guddan dikhi kya tujhe??
AJ- Haan maa,par yeh kaise mumkin ho sakta hai. Hum dono mein Zameen aasmaan ka farak. Hum dono ki toh Umar mein bhi itna farak hai. She doesn't deserve me. She deserves someone who is of her own age. She doesn't deserve this uncle.( He is saying all this with teary eyes)
(Guddan was listening all this and crying silently hearing these words from her Jindal sahab's mouth)
Dadi- Lalla tu hosh mein toh hai. Tu yeh sab kya keh Raha. Agar Guddan ko yeh sab pata chalega toh use kitna dukh hoga.
AJ- Nahi maa,Maine decide Kiya hai ki main ab use aur dukh nahi doonga aur usse humesha humesha ke liye door chala jaunga. Maine uske bagair rehna bardaasht Kar sakta hoon par agar meri wajah se use kuch ho jaaye,yeh bilkul nahi dekh sakta. Maine decide Kiya hai ki main uski bhalai ke liye use divorce de Dunga aur humesha humesha ke liye uski zindagi se chala jaunga.
Dadi- par lalla...
AJ- Nahi maa,ab aap mujhe nahi rokengi.
(Guddan who was listening all this, opened her eyes when she heard the word divorce from his mouth?
Guddan- Bus Jindal saab bus,bahut bol liya aapne aur bahut sun liya humne
AJ- Guddan tum theek toh ho,tumhe kahin Dard toh nahi ho Raha and hugged her tightly.
Guddan- Aapko kya farak padhta hai Jindal Saab,hum theek hai ya nahi and pushed him away
AJ- Guddan,tum yeh sab kya keh Rahi. Dekho please tum rest karo doctor ne tumhe rest karne ko kaha hai
Guddan- Hume koi aaraam nahi karna. Aap jao yahaan se,Hume aapse koi baat nahi karni. Waise bhi toh aap humse door hi jaane wale the na. Toh aapko meri chinta karne ki koi zaroorat nahi hai.
AJ- Guddan yeh tum ky kyaa..
Guddan- Bus Jindal Saab,ab hum kuch nahi Sunna chahte. Ab jab aapne Hume divorce Dene ka faisla Kar hi liya hai toh hum ab kuch nahi kahenge. Aap jaayein SA(Tears started rolling down from her eyes)
AJ- Guddan please tum Rona bandh karo,tum jaanti ho na main tumhe rote huye nahi dekh sakta.
Guddan- Jhooth sab jhooth. Agar Aisa hota toh aap itni badi baat Yoon hi na bol dete. Aap jaanti hain aapki iss baat ne Hume Jeete jee maar diya hai.Aapko kisne haq diya aap hamari zindagi ka faisla karein.
AJ- Guddan please chup ho jao please (with teary eyes)
Guddan- Nahi Jindal Saab,jab hamari aapki zindagi mein koi jagah hi nahi toh aapko kya farak padhta hai hum jeetein ya marein. Aapne toh Hume hamesha hamesha ke liye chhodne ka faisla Kar liya hai na😭😭.
AJ- Guddan main yeh Jo bhi Kar hoon sab tumahri bhalai ke liye Kar Raha hoon. Tum mere saath kabhi khush nahi reh paayogi .Jabse tumne mujhse shaadi ki hai tumne sirf museebatein hi jheli hain. Aur main nahi chahta ki tum meri wajah se yeh sab aur sahi.
Guddan- Jindal Saab,kitni aasaani se aapne decide Kar liya mujhe apni zindagi se nikaalne ka par kabhi yeh nahi socha ki mujh par kya beetegi. Sab kuch khud hi decide Kar liya. Kya mera koi haq nahi hai aapki zindagi par. Kya hamari koi ahmiyat nahi hai aapki zindagi mein
AJ- Nahi Guddan Aisa nahi hai. Tumhe poora haq hai meri har cheez par,mere parivaar par aur sabse zyaada mujh par haq hai tumahra.
Guddan- Agar Aisa hai toh aapne yeh kaise soch liya aapki zindagi se jaakar hum khush reh paayeinge. Kaise soch liya aapne ke hum aapko deserve nahi karte. Kaise soch liya aapne ki aap hamare laayak nahi hain. Jabse hum iss Ghar mein aaye hain,tabse humne sirf aapko apna Maana hai. Sabse zyaada aapki izzat ki hai aur sabse zyaada aapse pya....
AJ- Kya kahaa tumne?? Ek Baar phir se bolo na please 🙏
Guddan- kuch nahi kaha humne. Aur hamare kuch kehne se kya farak padhta hai.Aapko toh kuch mehsoos hi nahi hota jo hum kehna chahte. Aapne toh bus faisla Suna diya. Aapne kabhi hamare Dil ki baat samjhne ki koshish bhi ki hai. Hum jab subah uthte Hain toh sabse pehle aapka chehra dekhte hain,aur sone se pehle aapka chehra dekhkar sote hain. Aapki ek chhoti si smile ke liye kuch bhi karne ki tyaar hote hain,aap office se thode sa bhi late ho jaate hain toh bechain ho jaate hain hum. Par yeh sab aapko batane se kya faayda. Aap toh humse pyaar nahi karte na . Humara chale jaana hi theek hai. Aap papers tyaar karwa lijiye ,hum sign karne ke liye tyaar hain(saying this,she turned her face away from him and started crying)
(AJ couldn't see this condition of Guddan and he also started crying)
AJ- Guddan please mujhe maaf kar do ,Maine tumahra bahut Dil dukhaya hai, please Rona bandh Kar do please 🙏. Main kabhi samajh hi nahi pata tumhare Dil mein kya hai. Humesha yahi sochta Raha ki tumahre kareeb jaana galat hai. Par pata nahi kyun har baar main tumahre aur kareeb aata Raha aur na jaane kab tumse pyaar kar baitha. Haan Guddan,main tumse bahut pyaar karta hoon aur tumhare Bina nahi jee sakta. Aur iss baat ka andaaza mujhe aaj hua hai jab tum humesha humesha ke liye mujhse door jaane wali thi( by saying this,he hugged Guddan tightly, Guddan also hugged him back)
Guddan- Jindal saab please mat royiye. Hum bhi aapse door nahi reh sakte kyunki hum bhi aapse bahut pyaar karte hain. Aapke Bina ek pal bhi Zinda nahi reh sakte .Aapse Milne se pehle hum sirf saansein le rahe the par aapse Milne ke Baad hi iss Dil ne dhadkana seekha hai.Kyunki iss Dil ki dhadkan sirf aap hain aur ek Dil uski dhadkan ke Bina zinda nahi reh sakta😭
AJ- I love you Guddan
Guddan- I love you too Jindal Saab ❤️
(AJ kissed her forehead and took her in a never ending hug like there is no tomorrow 😊)
The End 😀
(Sorry guys, I'm writing it for first time,so please bhool chook maaf kar Dena.Likes and comments are welcome. Chappalein aur ande bhi challenge 😂)
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