Did my heart make it to you?βΊοΈ
He used her "hand" to open and shut the frig and held it on the handle
After pouring himself a glass of milk
She pulled hard
Freeing, walking to the stove, filling water setting it to boil, Mahavir was making eggs
She made a face, he turned off the gas "Peeche BBQ supplies ka kitchen hai waha bana lein kya?"
She shook her head
"FYI Mahavir she wont talk" dude stared at the help
"Aapke liye poha bana dein kya?"
"Curry patta hai? Amma curry patta daalkar Iyer, mera matlab ghar par aise banati hain" she whispered
"Dher saara hai... aur kya banayen? halwa banayen kya, woh kesar rang waala jaise amma banati hain"
She smiled shaking her head shyly "Subah subah?"
"Arey Samyukta did ROJAHEEN halwa khati thi" he informed
"To pooch kyon raha hai beta bana le" Ranjan ordered
She added elaichi and adrak in Dad's chai
R&B stole the WSJ supplement flipping through to the last but one page
"Aap ke liye chai?"
"Hai" she smiled
When she poured, her stomach rumbled she set the saucepan down clumsily, her face contorting
"Aap baithein" Mahavir ordered
She took Dad's chai over
"Baith beta" Ranjan said
she shook her head
"Maun vrat hai kya?" he asked
"Nahi" she mumbled
R&B pushed his half filled coffee mug towards her, asking for a refill
She looked at him thoughtfully
"Shes nauseous beta" Ranjan defended her
"Its good shes taking time off" R&B provoked her
Ranjan nodded smugly
"You my dear have the Bhalla talent for chai"
II sipped hers unwillingly
"subah jyaada hai puttar nausea?" he asked caringly
She nodded
"Soyi raat ko?" he asked
She bend down, not answering at first
"Zyaada nahi" she mumbled
Ranjan exhaled teesra mahina kab hoyega shuru puttar?" he asked looking at both of them
She counted and before she could speak R&B did
"October 1st" he said
Ranjan nodded satisfied
"Chalo phir 4 hafte" "So jaayin puttar" he begged her
"I have to go" she mumbled
she left her unfinished cup of chai, went up threw it all up and curled up on the living room couch on the 2nd floor and took a nap
When he came up after 8:30 she was fast asleep.
He draped a extra blanket and shut out the lights she had left on
Her pink and blue USBs lay on the chest of drawer by the wall under a Tyagaraja portrait in a waterford crystal bowl where he usually threw his keys in
His keys lay on the side.
She woke startled at 10, wondering what time it was
She thought of Akka first thing, and then thought of what happened last night
She sighed and moaned shutting her eyes again
The house was still, she heard faint phone conversation.. French
HES HOME
Hes probably used to "his women" taking longish naps during the day
And going to spas later or shopping
Sam probably hung out with them or came to check on them?
He probably didnt care what they did with his money or his house... chilled
He probably watched soccer games and drank beer and took them to Mihir's for poker
Or to Tan's
Did they love Nandu like she does?
she sighed getting up
Amma had dropped off Tamil mags, she opened Kumudam and read some gossip
He was on the phone he came by to grab water from the living room/bar frig
She set her feet down, off the coffee table
He opened the cap and sipped watching her be polite
She threw the book back on the couch and went to take a quick shower
Poha made her stomach rumble with hunger
She showered slowly getting out and for the first time, noticed the slight bulge
She stared astounded at her reflection, he skinny sunken belly had grown a bulge, 7 weeks? 8 weeks?
OMG!!!!
OMG!!!!
She walked gently to her closet and wore a skinny tee, and paraded her belly for herself
"All mine" she whispered
Patting and soothing the beginnings of motherhood
"I will show Akka" she whispered
She wore a gauzy sleeveless ivory kurta and a rainbow patterened chudidar with a long flowing silk dupatta with ruby jhumkas and a red bindi
She gently removed choora from her right wrist and wore them back
The notes and post its she had placed to craft a border, some were soaked some were intact
She picked off a couple
And left them on the counter
Picked up her things and went down, ate for three people
Passed by the lounge and realized she hadnt combed her hair when she saw her reflection in the tall mirror
She sprinted not so gently careening into him at the foot of 2nd floor, as she hit her playlist,
the home speakers picked up the song over wi fi and it blared
Hariharan knew what it was all about actually,He sang for herπ³
Mudhan Mudhalil Paarthen , Kaadhal Vandhadhe
The first time I saw you I fell in love
Enai Marandhu Endhan Nizhal Pogudhe
My shadow seems to leave me
Ennil Indru Naane Illai , Kaadhal Pola Yedhum Illai
Looks like I no longer exist in me; Nothing quite like love
Ennil Indru Naane Illai , Kaadhal Pola Yedhum Illai
Enge Endhan Idhayam Anbae ? Vandhu Serndhadha ?
Where is my heart? Did it happen to reach you?
Mudhan Mudhalil Paarthen , Kaadhal Vandhadhe
She wandered the 2nd floor lounge forgetting what she was supposed to pick up
Then wandered to the sun room packed her laptop, he leaned on the lounge wall, one foot up saw her walk back and forth in a daze
She looked stunningly beautiful to him
If only he understood the language he would know what the home speakers had picked up
Nandhavanam Idho Inge daan , Naan Endhan Jeevanai Nerinil Paarthen
The garden of love exists right here, I happened to witness my life
Nallavale Anbae Unnaal daan , Naalaigal Mel Oru Nambikkai Konden
Oh! noble one, because of you I begin to have faith in my tomorrows
Nodikkoru Tharam Unnai Ninaikka Vaithaai
You made me think of you every waking minute
Adikkadi Ennudal Silirkka Vaithaai
Frequently you make me shudder in ecstasy
Nodikkoru Tharam Unnai Ninaikka Vaithaai
Adikkadi Ennudal Silirkka Vaithaai
Mudhal Paarvai Nenjil Endrum Uyir Vaazhume !
The first glance lives forever
Uyir Vaazhumeyy !!
Oh! does it live for ever!!!!
Mudhan Mudhalil Paarthen , Kaadhal Vandhadhe
She started walking down the stairs, placed her laptop bag half way through on the stairs
Went up walked into the bathroom and picked up a hair brush picked up her other stuff and went down
Utharave Indri Ulle Vaa , Nee Vandha Nerathil Naan Illai Ennil
Oh! Please come on in unannounced, the moment you entered I no longer exist within myself
Andha Nodi Anbe En Jeevan , Verengu Ponadhu Paaradi Unnil
At that moment my life merged with yours
Unnai Kanda Nimishathil Uraindhu Nindren
I froze the moment I saw you
Marubadi Oru Murai Pirandhu Vandhen
I was reborn once again
Unai Kanda Nimishathil Uraindhu Nindren
Marubadi Oru Murai Pirandhu Vandhen
Set it all on the lounge sofa
And unraveled her braid combing gently
Stretching, displaying to him that miniscule bulge for the first time
As he walked down the grand staircase
En Swasa Kaatril Ellam Un Nyabaham ... !
Every breath I take is filled your memories
Un Nyabaham !!
Mudhan Mudhalil Paarthen , Kaadhal Vandhadhe
Enai Marandhu Endhan Nizhal Pogudhe
Ennil Indru Naane Illai , Kaadhal Pola Yedhum Illai
Ennil Indru Naane Illai , Kaadhal Pola Yedhum Illai
Enge Endhan Idhayam Anbae ? Vandhu Serndhadha ?
Mudhan Mudhalil Paarthen , Kaadhal Vandhadhe
Enai Marandhu Endhan Nizhal Pogudhe
When she was done she wandered over to the powder room and emptied her brush washed her hand
Picked up a bottle of water from the bar and drank thirstily
When she was done she set it down on the runner table below the Monet
He pinned her to the wall without touching her,
Just placing two hands on either side of her head... on the wall
Her braid was up front, the long silky rope, in perfect size clumps and uniform links
She wore ruby nose rings and ruby jhumkas, and a gorgeous outfit.
ITS NEVER GOING TO BE "OK"
I AM NOT GOING TO LISTEN TO YOU TELL ME HOW MANY THERE WERE AND WHAT ALL YOU DID WITH THEM
ERMMM DONT FORGET "WHAT HE DID "TO" THEM DI"
SHUT UP
I WAS CAREFULLY AVOIDING "NOT" SAYING THAT
"OH?" SORRY THEN
WE THOUGHT SINCE YOU ARE ALL ABOUT BEING HONEST
SHUT UP!!!
"Isnt this supposed to inside?" he asked looking at the dangling gold pendants, sparkling like two curved Ms
She gave him a look of "Really? Is that why you pinned me to the wall?"
He picked it up and took forever to tuck them in "bed" inside her kurta between the distinctly "swelling" mounds
Breathing carefully on her ear and cheek, she was burning hot on her cheek as she held back moans
She had her hand linked behind her back her nails digging into her wrist as she held herself down
She let out dry choking air... when his hand came out
She smelled like Mysore Sandal soap and Ponds powder
Even her kajal had a deep scent
"II" he coaxed softly
She looked up...
"Uh" she began
I CANNOT BE COOL ABOUT IT
I CANT
IF YOU EXPECT ME TO SAY
WHICH ONE U LIKED MOST
WHO WAS THE HOTTEST
WHO ALWAYS HAD MANICURED NAILS
WHO HAD MULTIPLE ORGASMS
I CANT
I CANT
FORGET IT!!!
I CANT!!
A agonized groan escaped her as the thought crossed her mind
"I have all day" he promised smugly
He was sure it was a conspiracy now, his Dad walked down the grand staircase on the phone
R&B had a "SHE HASNT SAID A WORD TO ME IN OVER TWELVE FRICKIN HOURS. I WAS GETTING HER TO FINALLY SAY SOMETHING. DONT YOU HAVE A COMPANY TO RUN?"
Ranjan had a "I have the same question for YOU" look
"I canceled three frickin meetings, I have been unable to concentrate.
She looks at me like I ran over a newborn kitten. You have no idea what these saucer like eyes do to you. Umm... its torture old man!!"
II didnt dare to meet Ranjan's eyes,
AYYYO!!!!
ITS 11? HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE AT WORK
NOT FIND HIS DAUGHTER IN LAW PINNED TO THE WALL BY HIS SON
I SHOULD JUST GO TO WORK WITH YOU
I WOULDNT HAVE TO HEAR HIM TELL ME ABOUT "HIS WOMEN"
HIS "CHOICE" IN WOMEN DI
SHUT UP!!!
Ranjan smiled and walked out the door
He leaned on her forehead and tossed "Do u want me to say something?" he asked somberly
Wondering where the heck her arms were...
Smooth as butter they were tucked behind her
He reached and felt her lower belly gently, when she had careened into him she had instinctively held her belly
As if he planned to punch her
NOW he would touch all he wanted, YEP!!!
"Gotta do something" he plotted. He was beginning to forget that voice, he exaggerated to himself
She brought her hand out and held his left wrist just as it caressed the almost non existent mound
"Raman" she whimpered almost inaudibly, arresting his caress, with angst
like she mentally said that name every waking momentπ³
"Good grief!!!" R&B gasped on her neck at that intensely private address, he had never heard it outside of bed
"Do u need a ride beta?" Ranjan asked from where she usually put on and took off her sandals
Edited by Nisha0604 - 8 years ago
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