A new os , on Kria's feelings towards the news that she could never dance. In this rey had taken her home , and the doctor had not yet told them about the New York based spine surgeon.
Dhuaan
Rey bought kria inside the room , on the wheelchair. Kria was broken and it was clear from her face , rey looked at kria , and she masked a smile on her face. Kria was going to get up to sit on the bed , when rey stopped her , reminding her that she couldn't walk , her heart broke. He placed her on the bed and spoke.
"Kria ...am sorry!"
Rey spoke , but she stopped him , and held his hand.
"I am fine Rey! Dare you say sorry again."
"Kria.."
He started speaking, but she held his mouth.
"Ssh , you're getting late Rey , you need to go the academy."
"I am not leaving you alone!"
"Rey , of course you're not leaving me alone , you'll be back in few hours! And waise bhi I'll fall asleep. Toh goo.."
"Kria.."
"Rey"
Rey sighed , he kissed her forehead , and went.
She forwarded her hand to stop him , but she couldn't. She wanted him here , but she could break down any moment , and she didn't want this to happen especially in front of Rey.
She took her laptop , and looked at her dance videos.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJc2yV_sfPY
Music
Kria Ghai was defined by dance! How could she not stay without dancing? Why was god being so cruel to her? Maybe she had never respected her talent , after coming back to Mumbai. Maybe this was her punishment.
She let out a sob.
Dhuaan dhuaan si hai zindagi
Dhundhla sa hai,
khwaab kahin
Kho gayi jaane
kahaan woh khushi
Dikhti nahi hai
roshni
She closed her eyes. Remembering how she had entered St.louis , with the passion in her eyes . Dance had connected her to everybody in her team , and now it was going away. It pained her heart , she wanted to cry out loud. But was afraid , afraid that someone would listen . Her happiness had gone away , her life was gone away. She was trapped in a dark room ,with no way to go out.
Kaise din the, aur kaisi thi
woh raatein
Jab karte the hum
sapno se hi baatein
Gum ho gayi hai woh
hasi
She smiled remembering the time , when she used to dance like nobody was
watching. With the kids , with her team , with rey. She would dance , to remove
her pain , dance to emote her joy , dance to express! It was her language. And
now she felt dumb!
Hmm.. hmm.. hm..
Hmm.. hmm.. hm..
(Instrumental Break)
Kria opened her eyes , and tried to
reach to the water glass kept beside , she couldn't seem to move her legs. She
forced herself to reach the glass , and then threw it down crying badly. Why
her! She could stay without walking for few months , but dance? She'll die
without it. She sobbed crying.
Ho na kinara haan na sahara
haan
Jaane kahaan main
jaa raha
Chalte chalte, hey
raah par kyun
Ruk si gayi hai
zindagi
She looked at the mirror beside her bed , what was she going to besides dance?
She had only learnt one thing , and that was dance. She couldn't stop it! She
just couldn't stop her life! She remembered her accident , and broke down
again.
Dhuaan dhuaan si hai zindagi
Dhundhla sa hai,
khwaab kahin
Kho gayi jaane
kahaan woh khushi
Dikhti nahi hai
roshni
Rey walked inside , and saw her state. He had heard the glass break and immediately ran inside. His heart broke! It was all because of him , because of his one bloody mistake. He moved back , he couldn't see her this broken , he couldn't see her this weak! He wanted to console her. He knew she needs him , but he even knew she never wanted him to see her in this state as well. He hid behind the wall and fell on his knees. Why her god!
(Instrumental Break)
Kria remembered the amazing times when she used to dance carefree , and the times when dance got her close to her love. (Imagine the same flashback which was showed in D3. Sorry don't have the link.)
Yaari ka aisa asar tha, na
koyi fikra na darr tha
Zinda dili se jeete
the hum
Ab waqt hum se
khafa hai
Jeene ki ab na
wajah hai
Yeh kaisa toofan aa
gaya
Chup chup ke rone
main laga
"I wanna dance!" , Kria screamed in pain. Rey opened his eyes and looked in , she was so broken. He remembered the ever so smiling kria , and his heart pained. Kria looked around , her life was going to be so blank without dance! Everything had been so perfect , she had her dance , and she didn't even had to hide her pain from rey.
She wiped her tears , but that was of no use as they rolled down again.
Dhuaan dhuaan si hai zindagi
Dhundhla sa hai,
khwaab kahin
Kho gayi jaane
kahaan woh khushi
Dikhti nahi hai
roshni
Rey walked in , not able to take it. Kria looked up , he came to her pulling her into a tight hug. She couldn't take it anymore and sobbed in his arms.
"Ssh , you will dance Kria! I promise you that."
"Pakka?"
She asked. She knew the doctor had said that there were no hopes , it scared her. He nods kissing her forehead. Kria closed her eyes , wishing that she would be taken out of that dark room soon , thinking about this she fell into a deep sleep , remembering the happy times.
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Hope you guys liked it. I really don't know how it turned out to be . Sorry if it sucks!
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