i would usually cry, thinking about the pain of the woman who carried that baby for so many months in a her womb, her dreams, the sweet expectations...
i would actually weep, not cry.. cz that is how it has been for every single time before today whenever i have come across this situation..
and today while watching this...
for a tiny moment i felt dreadful cz i am human too..but the very next memory that flashed in to my head was
'is she in the same room that she tried to abort the baby in?'
u know this is so so bad!!
i don't want to be a cynic like this!! cz it is not who i am! never was!! but the show has handled such a sensitive heartwrenching situation in such a manner that i am left trying to force myself to feel for her, her loss..
is this what should be happening? cz i can't believe i watched the episode and a miscarriage and didn't shed a single tear..i just couldn't get in touch with it to feel the pain that should accompany such a monstrous moment...
the poor baby never deserved this!! it was sick!! i was more angry with the way things were handled as i was confused as to what i should feel for the mother for her loss!!
i felt bad only in general, not in a personal sense to the character...which i guess was a huge minus
as for Shyam...i have no words...sick!!🤢
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