Beloved enemy, how very cold-hearted!
bairii piya baDa bedardi dil ka dard na jaane
Beloved enemy, so unfeeling; you can't know my heartache!
saudaa'ii harjaa'ii zulmii raam duhaa'ii
Cold-blooded exacter of debts, I appeal to God above!
kaise kahuu.n kaa.n se kahuu.n haa'e raam
How can I tell, whom should I tell, O God,
dil ka dard na jaane no one knows the pain in my heart!
na jaane... No one knows...
bairii piya baDa re bedardii bairii piya baDa be
Beloved enemy, how cold-hearted!
tuu duur jo thaa to paas yeh thaa
You who were distant was always near
ab paas yeh hai to duur hai kyo.n
now that you are near, why are you distant ?
na jaane... Who knows...
*Net
FINALLY, the IP I knew, The IP that had passion, grit , intensity and fireworks is BACK !!😃..and what a comeback [ I know I am exaggerating , but I did not expect it to recover from its coma so soon] ...Kudos to Barun Sobti and Sanaya for igniting the spark ..both regained their form although I still say the intense fire was lacking in Barun.
A Girl caught between the devil and Hard rock..Devil she can fight, injure him in return but any fight against Rock is bound to hurt her , leaving her with grievous injury...she has to extricate herself from the rock with extreme care, careful that she not dislodge it and injure the innocent members standing by who are unaware of the menace and at the same time she must ward off the angry devil .
Leaving aside the incredulous fact that A small time fancy dress competition pays 5lacs for winner ..what captured my attention was the first hint thrown to Arnav and Nani ..and the emphasis on 'Anjaane'...Till date all of khushi's good acts have remained out of the purview of Arnav., he has always clubbed her as a good hearted, clumsy dimwit with a propensity for trouble but today arnav realized that there is a part of Khushi that he has been unaware off .. He has realized that Khushi blew him away for a reason and that reason was unselfish ...Nani emphasized that Khushi won bec she was not aware of the circumstance , once she was cognizant of the fact, she quietly corrected without making a hullabaloo ...tomorrow when question arises on her silence ..Todays incident will be a pointer to her psyche with Nani understanding the reason , along with Arnav..I loved the CV's for not bringing Anjali into this circle as she must react wildly and should not show any comprehension of Khushi's acts ...
Arnav does a quick head count and realizes Khushi and Shyam are missing, He goes in search of Khushi , finds her with Shyam ..watches her canoodling with Shyam, quietly slips away ...
Barun and sanaya were quite good here ...When Arnav realizes that Khushi is not here , his alert mind jumps to note the absence of Shyam too..He connects the obvious dots, If we thought his concern was purely brotherly that he was safeguarding Anjali's territory then we were soon disabused of this notion for we saw that his concern was for himself, his wife , his territory ..A man who prided on his control stops his phone convo abruptly spotting Khushi with Shaym..The painful ghosts that he tries to bury rears its head again as he watches helpless,powerless the girl he loves chatting animatedly with another man..All the riches of the world cannot buy her love, he knows this , does not fight against it, leaves the field defeated ...The Mighty Arnav Singh Raizada retires unable to bear the loss of unrequited love...Arnav's character was very well brought out by Barun here, He is a man used to winning, with his own ethics ..He married Khushi in haste, not thinking much about Khushi's feelings but only about his sisters ...when he erroneously believed that Khushi loves Shyam , his conscience did twinge for forcing a girl into marriage but he hid it under the brotherly act but now truth has begun to haunt him, it was not for his sister that he married but for himself for somewhere in the deepest corner of his heart, there lay a teensy hope that she may come to like him if not love him but that feelings were never allowed any growth adn wehn today he saw her with Shyam, he retreats quietly, honoring her wish, hiding his pain ..his sister forgotten , the reason for marriage forgotten only anguish love lost, love never won prevalent within him..
Loved the fact that Arnav was not gulled by Shyam into thinking that he is on a straight path , his Shyam manohar kahan hai proved that he never brought the ' I will be the whitest of whitest angel ' sermon and todays action of Shyam has only accentuated Arnav's distrust and conviction..Arnav has been kept quite sharp and intelligent regards Shyam but he goes off loop where Khushi is involved... Love the CV's for clearly delineating the fact that Shyam means nothing to Arnav so Arnav sees him for what he he is but Khushi means everything to him and emotions cloud his judgement !!
I also loved the acceptance of Payal by Maami, Maami the grounded one, the shrewd one has figured out Payal .. now she will prove to be a valuable ally to Payal when the time comes ..it was quite encouraging to see Akash following his mom towards Payal after being opposite to her ...
Shyam who thinks he knows the truth thinks Khushi is a fair game now and his advances has become very bold ..His effrontery to catch hold of Khushi's hand right in the middle of the hall, in front of everyone bespeaks about his nerve , his growing recklessness, and obsession ..Abhaas was darn good here !!
What a beautiful way of saying that at crunch ..Shyam will lose both the trophies ..Anjali and Khushi ,his so called Love and his ATM choosing to side with Arnav and leaving him alone and stranded ..Another point is when Arnav narrows down the clues , Will Anjali hinder the process and send Arnav into another blind alley..
The Raizada's reach home ..Khushi ahead doing porter duty , followed by Anjali..A brief moment of affectionate exchange between the two ladies witnessed by Arnav, the exchange triggering his ire and he moves to confront Khushi...
Hee_Haw.. Triangle back again !!.. A crystal clear pointer that Khushi and Anjali are his strength .. the past and and his future propping him up ..Anjali acknowledging that Khushi is a diamond, relinquishing her role and handing the mantle to Khushi ..Nani already approving her as her own..
I liked the fact that Anjali faces Khushi and with full awareness approves her and walks away from the scene leaving Khushi and Arnav alone.. as if understanding that Chotte is in safe hands now , it is only after her departure Arnav approaches Khushi, still harboring lively suspicion and it is up to Khushi to heal him..
Arnav demands to know the whereabouts of Khushi, Khushi tries to be flippant with her answer which does not go well with Arnav who knows the truth ..He pulls out the Husband card but Khushi will not bow down meekly, she retaliates spurring his anger , forcing him to draw out another card, this time his rights but Khushi swots this one away too..Arnav then tries to intimidate her which only earns a earful for him..when things does not go as he planned , Arnav delivers a sneaky , below the belt blow , he hits her where it hurts the most..He mocks her emotions, questions the motive behind her caring acts ...
Loved this scene for various reason's. ..Earlier I had said that Arnav turns back from the duo defeated, subdued but now after witnessing the mutual love between Anjali and Khushi, fury rises like bile ..fury at the duplicity,audacity of the girl who is hoodwinking his sister, rage that he loves this cheat, despite knowing the truth still cant stop himself from loving her ,loathing her and her deception, his blood boiling at her treachery..Arnav stalks towards her , for he is a honest man who cant abide deceit ...Here we see the first traces of change in Arnav Singh Raizada..On another day too he had witnessed a moment between Shyam and Khushi, had walked away from them and took a series of rash actions which left Khushi and her family bruised , leaving Khushi floundering in wilderness ...On this day too, he witnesses a intimate moment between Shyam and Khushi , walks away quietly but his wrath is fueled when he presumes that Khushi is lying again but this time he does not judge her ...He seeks answers, wants to know the truth from her and waits for her answers which are not forthcoming..Khushi has had enough and refuses to answer him anymore ..which fans his suspicion and his agile mind begins to think the worst of her intentions again as he connects the dots and comes up with a wrong picture , trying to provoke her Khushi is stunned by this unjustified accusation but still refuses to raise to the bait ..Arnav erupts and throws down the things that she had collected ..does it suggest that in his search for answers, Arnav will break down anything that stands in his way ,even his own near and dear ones ..looks like it ..Also loved it for Khushi's feisty spirit , her indomitable will refusing to be cowed anymore, and a brief pause when his words hurts her ..
A segment which belonged to both Sanaya Irani and Barun Sobti with an edge to Sobti for the voice modulation..
I CANT"S LET YOU GO, KHUSHI !! ..That one sentence showed how helplessly he loves her ...he hates her, is contemptuous of her, is disgusted by her, has derision for her but yet cant let go of her bec he loves her beyond reason, beyond, right, beyond wrong, beyond everything ,Much though I love Khushi's Independent streak, her courage, I so wish that she gets some brains too or at least one which is functional instead of flickering ON now and then..cos now is the time when her starter should be exploding wondering WHY ?? WHY cant he let her go ??...Also loved the fact that he stops her when she is moving away from him...
Driven by irrational jealousy, fears Arnav again taunts her , attacking her character , Khushi flutters like a butterfly impaled by a sharp pin under the onslaught of his acidic tongue ..Khushi leaves him but is followed by the persistent Arnav who is hell bent on getting answers from her ..Khushi who had been writhing and agonizing under the fusillade of Arnav's hate finally snaps retorts that she does not understand his question and eggs him further on telling him to do his usual stuff of taunting under unreasonable anger ..Arnav who had been listening silently , is provoked enuf to retort that he has a reason, a strong and valid one ...
Everything gets thrown out and broken in this relationship dynamics.. The family jewel gets broken and is torn to pieces ...and it is Khushi who slowly begins to collect the broken pieces and begins to put them together , binding them again and bringing the jewels under one box.. does it suggest that there will be a strain in the family with members scattering if not physically then at least emotionally And Khushi will be the one who will bring rapprochement or does it suggest that Khushi who had been successfully guarding the secret will spill out the contents which will create chaos but then Khushi will be the one who will safely gather everything and make them whole..
The second thing I liked in this scenes was the subtle shift in the equation ..Arnav it will be who was demanding answers but few short , sharp questions by Khushi and Arnav gets defensive and is on the verge of divulging the truth
Arnav reveals that he had to marry to save somebody's life which draws a look of sheer disbelief from Khushi who asserts that the selfish ASR cannot ever think about the welfare of anyone ..seeking to intimidate her Arnav steps forwards, pushing Khushi to the edge where she is in the imminent danger of falling, Arnav hand streaks out and prevents Khushi's fall but Khushi is beyond caring and is reckless , she incites him for further aggression ...Prey to his anger, Arnav chooses to oblige her but at last minute saves her ...
Loved the play of expression on both Sanaya and Baruns face ..The ruthlessness, the contempt , the hatred ,implacability watching her minutely for her reactions while Khushi trust that he will not follow thru falls apart as he begins to release his hold, her look of disbelief , turning to resignation and acceptance as the final moment comes closer ..
The first day she came into his life, in his office ...he gave her the option of either saving herself or falling down ...Khushi chose to fall and she did fall into the trap of Shyam, fall from the pedestal Arnav had placed her , Fall from grace in front of her family , fall into bad times and today again she dared him to throw her down.. Arnav again took her on her decision , he begin to release his hold on her but one glance at her terrified face adn he pulled her back from the morass he had thrown her into ...Arnav Singh RAizada , her tormentor and Protector..Today he chose to impose his decision rather than listening to her wish , his decision which brings her back to terra firma from limbo .. which restores the balance that had gone for a toss..The circle gets closed ..
That RV BG..Why the hell was it there when ASR BG would have been more appropriate ??
The episode ended with Khushi swearing to get all the answers from him !! Will She ??
A darn Good episode which fills me with Glee as finally the MU has begun to heat up ..the anger , the feelings of betrayal that had been buried inside Arnav turning him into a volcano waiting to erupt has begun sending out smokes, lava of pure hatred, contempt , disgust has to flow out completely cleaning his heart, healing his mind, purging his soul ..reinstating calm, hope,understanding,optimism above all love , this explosion is necessary for Arnav to be reborn..he has to be cleansed of the boiling lava for only then can u access the pure diamonds hidden in the shafts . yes it will singe Khushi, burn Khushi, even incinerate her but Khushi is a Phoenix who will always be reborn under the power of Arnav's love and Arnav's love can come about only when his heart is lustrated & freed from the searing negative emotions which only Khushi can achieve
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