SS:Realisations Part 5 Page 16 UPDATED :) - Page 10

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Arnav signed as he realised he needed to tell Khushi the truth, the truth of how he turned from the cheerful boy who was the apple of hs mothers eye to the ruthless and stone-hearted ASR. What the tale of his life was. He saw Akash trying to secretly talk to Payal and quickly gave him a message to take the SUV when he goes home and drop another car here, he was going to go home later. He needed to have this conversation with Khushi first. He walked with her arm to arm,Khushi was staring at him intently trying to unsuccessfully figure out what was going in his mind. They reached a little road with a bench, infront was an isolated park. Arnav sat and Khushi held his arm waiting, until he was ready. She knew she was going to hear about it today and she was worried.

"It started..it was when" Arnav gulped.Khushi rubbed his arm soothing him as he began to speak.

"12 years ago,2^nd May was the worst day of my life, that day I lost the two people I loved the most in the world. My mum and dad, It was a pooja Khushi, it was pooja, surely nothing would go wrong in a pooja?, mum had finished getting me ready and I was heading downstairs with di, when suddenly Chopra entered, I don't know what happened after that Khushi, all I remember was mums crying face hiding me and di in a closet and dad sheilding mum from Chopra's wrath, in a few minutes it was all over. He..He.." Arnav began to sob and Khushi looked dumb-founded,she became teary as she soothed Arnav. "He shot him Khushi. He shot him"

FLASHBACK:

"No, No don't shoot him, please don't"" screamed a helpless and sobbing Rajpreetni Raizadah who begged for her husbands life but to no avail. He had pulled the trigger and had shot Rishabh Raizadah who had fallen flat on the floor. Anjali and Arnav felt the life being sucked out of them as they watched their father die and their mother forcing a bullet down her throat.

"NOOO MAAA!" screamed Anjali who jumped out out of the closet. She was right in time for her mother who told her she was sorry, sobs came out of Anjali's face as the evil man who looked at her smirked. Thugs entered the room and beat her to such an extent that her leg broke and she became permanantly paralysed. Arav had sat there paralysed, Not being able to move,stood in shock,horror as his family was being destroyed. He could not more,he just sat there defeated. He could not hear nor see until he collapsed and saw utter darkness.

CURRENT DAY:

Arnav had tears in his eyes and Khushi consoled him, she was too shocked to speak, Arnav had suffered so much, Anjali di, ofcourse Arnav as in such a state, he had the most traumatised childhood a child could ever have.

"Not everyone has a good childhood Khushi, some have horrific ones and every day, when I see Anjali di, it reminds me that I couldn't,I never did anything to stop it, it reminds me of how my mum left us,all alone delibrately, she could have stayed,made it all better,that's why I hate woman. There cheap and just..loving but not all woman are Khushi,not all woman are"

"Arnavji, that day whatever happened, it was not your fault"

"It was Khushi, it was. Chopra, he was a don. The police were all looking for him and because of me, my dad got involved with him. As a child, I was stubborn, mum always told me to tell on bad people, I saw Chopra and his gang loading guns onto a boat and told dad who informed the police. It turns out Chopra used his networks and discovered it was dad who grassed on them, it was my fault."

Khushi sat there be-wildered. She couldn't do this anymore, she didn't want to hear anymore, it was oo painful, it was too much for her to handle. She stood up and Arnav watched her. He got up too and she hugged him.

Arnavji, please don't say that, whatever happened was NOT your fault, it was fate, it was all wrtten by devi maiyya, im so sorry you had to go through this!"

Arnav stiffened. "Khushi, it happened during a pooja, where was your devi maiyya than?,where was she when my father was getting shot?,where was she when Anjali was being beaten up?, Where was she?, Khushi the sooner you accept it the better, Devi maiyya does not exist..because if she did,my parants would be alive today."

Today was the day Khushi realised what her Arnav went through.

"Arnavji, when and how a person dies is all decided by devi maiyya, Arnavji, death is a cycle in this life, every sould, every body has to taste death in this life regardless whether they want to or not. Arnavji, remember this, always count your blessings, you had your parants till a very young age, but imagine those people who are born without seeing their parants face, we all need to go back to god one day where we will be judged."

Arnav stared at Khushi intently absorbing her words as they went through, for the first time he was counting his blessings, he was becoming thankful for everything he had. Yes he had lost his parants but he had his di who never blamed him for what happened but looked at him as if he was the victim, looked at him as if him responding was not his fault, he had his wonderful nani who took control over the house for the better. Otherwise the family would have shattered. Okay yes nani was obnoxious sometimes but her decisions were for the best, He couldn't argue with that. He had Akash and ofcourse, he had his Khushi who brought Khushi, happiness into everything. He admired her, his beautiful and amazing Khushi who had been through so much since her childhood aswell. He watched her retreating figure as she went to the nech and started to shuffle through her purse looking for something, she brought it out and walked across to him.

"Arnavji, this is the most precious thing to me and today im going to give it to you, Arnaji, you know whenever I do something or am happy or sad, I always talk to this devi maiyya statue in particular because I've had it since childhood. This will be your good luck carm Arnavji, just try it and remember your never alone Arnavji" Khushi gently kissed Arnav on the cheek and held his hand. She wiped his tears and embraced him in a hug. His happiness reached massive lengths today because for the first time, he felt something he had never felt after a long time.He felt there was someone who controlled life, someone who was watching us, someone who controlled our fate. And that someone was responsible for giving him Khushi.

As he embraced Khushi, he whispered a silent "Thank you" to both Khushi and to her devi maiyya.

Hope everyone enjoyed it!😃

Heres what i was listening to when i made it:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5W-kjg7UCjc

Amazing update, it was emotional

loved the part how Khushi gave Arnav her childhood DM, it was touching

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Hehe thanks!😛

it was brilliant update

cont. soon

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