18.1.12- Krishna remembers Radha and all the Gopis

In the next scene He FEELS as if the Gopis of Vrindavan are still waiting for Him eagerly, as if they all appear and narrate different expressions of love in front of Him... Then he visualises Radha who is quiet, He feels as if she is angry with Him. The other Gopis mention that since Krishna asked her not to cry, so she hides her pain and remains 'in' Krishna, in every moment of her life. Krishna FEELS for Radha.

Sudama remembers the words of Uddhava and feels may be he is actually binding the Lord with his emotions.So he decides to leave. But JV comes and after knowing the reason, she asks him to stay for some more time. She also says, as Krishna is the Creator of this world, how can He fall under its spell, and start forgetting His duty? It is impossible! On the other hand, it is Uddhava who is falling in the trap of the Lord.

Krishna remembers Radha and Uddhava comes there, sees Him in that state. As one drop of tear falls from His eye, Uddhava catches it and says if it would have touched the ground, then the whole creation would have submerged in it. Now Uddhava asks the reason of Krishna's sadness. Krishna explains about the anger (or pain) of Radha. Uddava says that he knows that Radha and Krishna are not different, they are very much one and the same. Krishna asks Uddhava to suggest a way to get out of this pain, as Uddhava is a Wise person. Uddhava says - yes, Knowledge is indeed like a rock which never gets immersed in the waves of emotion. His Guru- Brihaspati has said that Krishna is the Avataar of Narayan, so he just worships Krishna. Now Krishna asks Uddhava when he worships Him, what does he see in his mind? Uddhava answers that he sees a 'Powerful Light' as the object of his worship. Krishna explains that is the reason he is unable to realise the emotion of Gopis. Uddhava says why Krishna enjoys the suffering/ pain of the Gopis? Sudama enters the room and says that it is not a feeling of suffering but a feeling of Love for the Gopis, towards Krishna.