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Hi All,
So has the forum Settled down or still quivering like a tightly drawn Bow 😊 ...
"Loving is a feeling that brings both joy and pain to my heart. Joy from being with you, being filled with an emotion so deep and tender that no other feeling can compare. Pain from knowing that I'm so in love, that I'm more vulnerable than I've ever"
Arnav , well he just proved Khushi right, didn't he..when in anger, he just reacts without thinking & he did , dumped her in the middle of the road and scampered away in a flurry ..The great Arnav singh Raizada might have considered Discretion better part of valor and run away to maintain a distance not so fate which is determined to bring this two totally different individuals together ..And like a Ocean which can never resist a pull of the moon for howmuchever it tries to flee from its grasp in the form of waves ..Arnav finds himself again and again thrown back to Khushi ...A Khushi who has begun to make him vulnerable, A Khushi who has awakened a hitherto dormant feelings , a feelings which he had kept screened from the world, Khushi is lifting that veil and he watches helplessly as feelings beyond his control take over. Arnav is engaged in a fight, a fight which he is bound to lose ..
"But some emotions don't make a lot of noise. It's hard to hear pride. Caring is real faint - like a heartbeat. And pure love - why, some days it's so quiet, you don't even know it's there."
As soon as Arnav gets the sad news, what does Arnav do..he rushes over , without being told to do so by his sister, drawn by a need to be with a girl who has touched his heart in so many tiny ways as to make counting impossible [ overcoming his instinctive drive for flight from emotions ] ..Their tragic past forming a bond and tugging at him ..Arnav more than anyone knows how vulnerable Khushi would be feeling, How susceptible she would be... He rushes to be with her..to be the pillar on which she can lean on .. A broken Khushi, fighting her own demons, her own fears yet putting a very brave face in front of her family rushes away unable to bear the weight of her sorrow All She wants is for someone on whom to lean on , Someone with whom she can bare her fears , one who will understand, Someone from whom she can draw her own strength,someone who has the puissance to withstand her anguish , who can channelize his strength/his power into her !!Khushi seeks her Goddess for strength unaware that the omnipotent Goddess has already sent her a protector to be her support , her pillar .. There in the darkest Night of Khushi's life stands her Sun, quietly glowing , radiating power, strength..Arnav has come, to the hospital..to be with her, to half her fears ..to increase her courage, to renew her hope .. A desolate Khushi senses him, turns spots him looking her, his eyes mirroring her anguish, anguish brought on by the knowledge that he can do nothing to wipe that precious pearl drops glistening on her cheeks, Khushi is confused and does not know where she stands with him , She looks at him, not bothering to wear her mask, showing him her weakness, not afraid of being ridiculed..she waits for him to say something, anything .. Arnav utters word, one word which holds a lots of meaning to himand to her , he calls her Khushi [Not KKG ]..propelled by that one word, Khushi stands up from her seat , shuffles towards him hesitantly, fear of being rebuffed writ large in her eyes but as she begins to near him, her urge to seek his sanctuary overpowers her, throwing caution to winds she rushes to him, into his waiting arms, her trepidation gushes out , she confesses her weakness, tells him that she can not bear this burden alone, Arnav closes his eyes involuntarily on hearing the raw pain and anxiety in her voice , His arms move to enclose her in his arms and to drive away all her worries but years of careful training [ of not getting involved] kicks in and he hesitates, unable to succor her but wanting to, desperately wanting too..he is a man torn between his emotions, instinct and his innate fear of losing control.. ..
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The way Arnav closes his eyes when Khushi says,"Hum poori tarah se toot gaye hain "" Wah !!
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