"I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling!!!!!
Tied up in ancient history
I didn't believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling!!!!!!
"nahi mom,kuch nahi...bash eun hi..."shilpa said to her mom trying to hide her tears .
mom :"no beta,can I call the doctor?
shilpa hid her face into her pillow..."plz.mom, mai akele rahna chahti hun..maine apni mobile switch off rakhi hai,koi mujhko puche to mana kar dena"
mom:"okay beta,but agar wo tera friend karan ka aaye toh?..aur wo toh phone karega hi...tumhe apni saadi mein personally invite karega na...".
again shilpa's eyes filled with tears..."mom,plz.usey kah dena mai beemar hun...
mom : "tab toh apni saadi chorkar yahan aa jayega...yaad hai,jab tu 'dmg' ki shooting mein thori late bhi ho jati,to kaise bhaga bhaga aata tha….
Shilpa said with a choked voice:"nahi ma,wo aisa nahi karega...wo ab samajhdaar ho gaya hai...
...
karan ab samajhdar ho gaya hai. wo ab koi aisa kaam nahi karega,jo uske image or future ko spoil karey.wo ab "shubhash bhatt" ka son in law banne ja raha hai...
per shilpa itni nasamajh kaise ban gayi hai? wo to janti hai ki yahan Mumbai mein "love" nahi hota,sirf "compromise" hota hai.ye baat wahi to karan ko samjhati thi,jab wo delhi se apne sapno ko lekar mumbai aaya tha.
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flashback
"hi.karan ..kya kar rahe ho?aise chup sa sabse alag keun baithe ho?o'achcha,samjhi...feer se wahi open aankhon se sapna?"shilpa singing …...
karan looked at shilpa and smiled..."inhi sapno ko lekar toh yahan aaya tha shilpa,mujhe 1 number bollywood actor banna hai,…like sharukh or amitabh ."
shilpa :"mai janti hun karan tum bahut talented ho,but itna high fly karne ki mat socho.ush place par pahunchne ke liye 'godfather' chahiye."
karan : "to kya tum sapna nahi dekhti?'
shilpa(carelessly) : "haan,dekhti hun...keunki meri didi khud ek bari actress hai"
shilpa's words hurt karan but soon he replied : "i will also get that place shilpa. promise...and for it i will do whatever possible ...mai apni manzil paakar rahunga…..
...
tears flowing from shilpa's eyes...karan ne kar dikhaya...aaj wo 3 film mein ek saath kaam kar raha hai...aur surely wo sab super hit honge,keunki unke director "subhash bhatt"hain,but karan ne iske liye kya kimat chukai!!!
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flash back
the most beautiful scene of "dmg"
riddhima :" I ..I …
arman tried to touch her…..
riddhima (crying) : " I …mai tumse …mai tumse….I hate you arman…I hate you….
Arman (eyes filled with tears) : "but I love you….
Riddhima(came close to arman) : "hate you…I hate you….
Arman trying to hold her hand…"but I love you…..
Riddhima came more close to arman …"I…I….
Suddenly she hugged arman tightly and said in her sob..."I love you arman…I love you….
"cut!!"…..the scene was finished…"perfect !!'...the whole dmg team were clapping but karan and shilpa had lost in each other eyes!!!...they forgot that they are shooting a scene….they forgot the world!..they forgot that they are karan –shilpa…..shilpa was feeling that she is dr.riddhima who loves her dr.arman ….and karan forgot about himself…he was overwhelming to see the most beautiful creation of the god! His shona!…his angel!who's presence makes his world brighter!..brighter than the sunshine!!!……………..
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
"yes,they were in love….they were in love to each other….they are made for each other….its their destiny….so they met in this set….
But there is no place of love in karan's life….he will have to fulfil his dream…..
karan came back from his thought to feel someone's hand on his shoulder...she is 'nisha bhatt"...the daughter of famous directer "subhash bhatt"...
nisha: ' hi,handsome...amazing shot yaar!..wo arman-riddhima ka confession!!...mindblowing!!..by the way,mujhe apni riddhima I mean shilpa se nahi milaoge?...
karan (a bit sigh) ; shayad wo ghar chali gayi ho...
camera man came..."karan,are you ready? tumhara ek shot baaki hai...
nisha : "okay karan,mai yahin hun...tumhare shot khatam hone ke baad sath sath ghar chalenge...papa ne tumhe bulaya hai...saadi ki date fix karna hai.
...
shilpa came in set to say karan bye...
nisha : "hey,you shilpa na...riddhima in dmg?..tumhari shooting khatam ho gayi?
shilpa :" ya...
nisha : " i am nisha...nisha bhatt.subhash bhatt's daughter and karan's fiance...
shilpa stunned to hear this!...karan 's fiance!!
Nisha was continuing her words…."actually mujhe karan ko dekhte hi pyar ho gaya tha.he is so hot yaar!!.maine papa se kaha 'mujhe karan chahiye..at any cost".at first karan was not agreed,but mere papa ke aagey kisi ki nahi chalti.and now he is mine….only mine."
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Shilpa quits dmg
"shilpa,tum ja rahi ho"
"Haan karan, isimein humari bhalai hai.aur tum bhi to ab chale jaoge na….
Karan (with moist eyes) : " mat jao na shona, mai tumhare bina kuch nahi kar sakta.'
Shilpa(with chocked voice) : "ab nisha ke sath sab kuch karne ki aadat daal lo karan,hum dono ke raste alag hain……good bye karan…shayad hum kabhi na milen….
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine
I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling!!!
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Now…..
"shilpu,tu usey kah keun nahi deti?"
"Nahi di,usne kaafi sapne dekhe hain di aur nisha uska sapna pura kar sakti hai,mai nahi.mai to khud hi apna future nahi bana payi,bas struggle kar rahi hun."
Suddenly a voice came towards door.."dono milkar struggle karna better hoga na shona?"
Shilpa and shakshi surprised to see karan…."tum!tumhari to aaj sadi hai na?"
"mai toh apni shona ke bina kuch nahi kar sakta…maine saadi cancel kar di."
"Kyaaa!!!!!"they shouted !..
"karan tum pagal ho kya? Tumhara dimag kharab hai?"shilpa shouted angrily.
"nahi,kharab ho gaya tha jo tumhe kho raha tha,apni jindagi ke bina jine ki koshish ki thi." Karan said confidently.
Shakshi smiled…"ok karan, ab ish pagli ko sambhalo…kal se ro rokar bura haal hai."…she left the room.
Karan opened his arm .." I love my shilpa".
Shilpa got up from bed and jumped into his arm and uttered in her sob…."you are mine karan..only mine..i knew it...you are only mine"....
I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling!
I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling!!
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
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Now karan was sitting on the bed and shilpa in his lap,closing her eyes …resting her head on his shoulder,touching his cheeks with her soft lips…..her right hand was around karan's waist and karan's both hands encircling her ….
Karan: " shona,ek prob ho gayi. Mere paas toh ghar bhi nahi hai,mai saadi ke baad tumhe kahan rakhunga?"
Shilpa opened her eyes and gave a sweet smile…"apne dill mein."
But soon she worried for him.."karan,ab kya hoga? Ab to shayad tumhe wo film se bhi nikal den."
Karan(mischieviously) : "hmm….ek kaam karenge…gaum(village ) mein humari jamin (land)hai,mai wahan kheti (ploughing)karunga….tum mere liye khana le aaogi,apne hathon se khilaogi,feer mai bansuri bazaunga…yaad hai na shona,wo 'dmg' mein "heer-raanjha" wala scene?"
Shilpa(smiled) : "hmmm…sab yaad hai.ek ek dialogue."
Karan(suddenly tensed): 'but mujhe khilaogi to tumhare itne khubsurat nails kharab ho jayenge na."
Shilpa :'tum mere liye apne sapne chor sakte ho aur mai apne nails nahi?but tumne aisa keun kiya karan?sirf mere liye…."
Karan kissed her hairs.."dark night mein sapne dikhte hain kya?..tumhare bina toh meri duniya andheri ho gayi thi shilpa,I had lost my dreams shona,I had lost my sunshine…
….. It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.
Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine…………….
Love u all
punam
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