Tanthya has had a nervous breakdown and has been heavily sedated and hypnotized ...while in the hypnotized state it became very clear that she is seriously traumatized by something called pratigya,and some weird lalaland called Kriya and also there were frequent reference to the supreme lord Krishna .....and she was also constantly agreeing to something by chirping yesyes .....A plea to all the well wishers of Tanthya ...if you can collect all the random thoughts, paranoia and self induced delusion's of Tanthya and give a coherent pattern to it...,it will aid us in treating Tanthya...
Beware if you are expecting the usual hilarious,ridiculous and irreverent posts..then u r in for a letdown ...
ENTER AT UR PERIL :
Krishna Krishna Krishna ........[this is the name she keeps chanting,is she religious? ,has she joined hippies ...presenting her thought patterns below ]
wow ! Hooo-hay !! finally the mist is clearing ..I see Nirvana ..the promised land !!π ...we are finally beginning ....Bootiful....now I know ebberything..why dough nuts are round ...is that Venus ? what is Mars doing in Venus??π Good God ! there is Beethoven symphony going on in Venus and it is conducted by Mozart !!!... π²hey Look !!Loook ,Look at that desert ,it is made of Badam halwa ...π³now why does it remind me of mera ? of course she was Krishna's param bhakth !!Silly me ...of course Krishna's devotee....Krishna.., Krishna...π
Tanthya's Inner Conscience takes over ...from here it is only Tanthya's inner self talking ...
Hello frns ,
after being under stress, my mistress has gone in for detox ..but she has importuned me [Self importantly clears the throat ] ME to take over ...... I am going to do her bidding ..
Today was the day when many things become clear ...The duality of Krishna's thoughts, the reason for him being a poodle of Pratigya for so long...etc,etc
Krishna's law is very simple and is based on love .....
LOVE....
Love is said to be a positive emo , it gives happiness ,it makes hardships bearable ...but it cant be denied love also destroys...when one falls in love ,love manages to change ur core , it alters you , all the previous laws and rights goes for a toss....it can make a thief out a gentleman or turn a vilest hardcore scoundrel into a respectable man ...π³
Reverting back to Krishna ...Krishna's love is based on loyalty and trust ...any breach in this and the betrayer is automatically eligible for death ....this is one half of Krishna.
when the storm subsides, be it the storm of betrayal,anger or falsehood ..when it blows over...there still is and will be Love ...like the rock of Gibraltar ...this too is an unshakable truth of Krishna ....one might say the other half of Krishna ...
Two half's...and not related at all ...and still this 2 half's sit comfortably in Krishna ...This is the duality of Krishna ....
Krishna is the Ocean of Loveπ...and just like ocean ..there will be ebbing tides and high tides ..constant churning and just as storms, hurricanes cyclones rise over ocean, giving rise to waves so high that it destroys everything in it is wake, batters down anything in its path and this destruction will continue untill the hurricane lasts and once it blows over the ocean return to its tranquility , the tides return to its normality..the ocean has changed but is still unchanged, the ocean has swallowed many unpalatable and dangerous things , but once it absorbs this unpalatable things,,it retaines its calm and resumes its serenity, its unflappability ...it continues inexorably until eternity and so does Krishna's love..
Krishna's Love too will witness hurricanes, will lash out but like the ocean his love too has enough depth to absorb the unpalatable truths and accept the truth ...
today there was an allusion to Krishna as "Saarthi" ...this makes things clearer ..for I have always wondered what was the role of Krishna in Pratigya ...was he going to the poodle of Pratigya , or was he going to be her project ,was he there as a link to another world, to the feudal world ...but by saying that he was saarthi...they have given another dimension to Krishna.
Krishna was a saarthi alright,but he was also the puppet master,A suthradhar who held the threads of all character's and made them act according to his dictum. He was the life and soul of Mahabarata , his presence enveloped the Gita ... Similarly Krishna is the heart and soul of Pratigya..his presence is felt even in his absence !!
when prior to the Mahabharata war, he would be sent as an emissary by the pandavas for one final negotiations and compromise...but Krishna in his wisdom will decide that war is the best thing to rid this world of evil but even though he feels so , he will not impose it but try to fulfill Pandavas wish but at the same time he will not give kauravas any leeway to accept the compromise ...
result :Triumph of Good
Krishna as saarthi means Pratigya will be Arjuna ...and let us not forget that Arjuna was always guided and helped by Krishna in all sphere...., be it in war, be it in love or be it in politics and administration ....Krishna was always there ...Although It would look like arjuna did what his heart bid...a careful look would ensure that Arjuna could do so because Krishna ensured it ...Any minor deviation and Krishna would take the reins firmly ...
example..when Arjuna throws down his gandiva and refuses to fight against his own kith and kin ...Krishna will not say ..OK let us not fight ..instead he will remind him of his duties to truth and cajole him gently but firmly to fight ..so to at the time of Karna's death..it will be Krishna's taunts and his command to Arjuna that will steady the wavering hands of Arjuna and the fatal arrow will be released and hit its mark ....Arjuna may have fought the war but it was Krishna's skillful charioteering that ensured Arjuna's Success ..So too with Kriya ..Pratigya is fighting a battle and winning bec of Krishna's handling of his homestead..
Krishna never felt demeaned, when he was asked to act as the negotiator or messenger Boy or even as a driver to Arjuna ..Similarly Krishna too never feels demeaned to be a driver to Pratigya or inquiring about her father's case from the Lawyer or even while giving unsolicited advise to Pratigya....
next we come to the reason why Krishna was acting as the willing Poodle of Pratigya and ignoring SS ...[the Psychiatrist said yesyes..he doesn't watch MKAP]..according to Krishna's lights , he has already fulfilled his part of bargain to SS..he and his wife were marched across the L&B of Allahabad,portrayed as a loyal family, was forced to give interviews , was forced to pledge that his family was fully supportive of Pratigya and that Pratigya was treated like queen...and Pratigya did this without a murmur ...for him and his family ,in other words he has been a dutiful son and Pratigya was a dutiful DIL and now it is his turn...to help her out and he is doing it ....
oooops, Tanthya is awakening !!! I have to go .....if she is hypnotized again some time in future ..I will come back to resume my discourse !
apologize for the long and sober post...and hope Tanthya understands that sometimes seriousness and sobriety is needed and frivolousness and humor are inadequate tools to write one's views..
Tanthya's Note...I had written It long back !!..but still Krishna continues to fascinate me..will add my updated thoughts soon..π
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