It was 3rd year of my Senior Year. She was
sitting next to me, busy reading her book. She was my Best friend. I stared at
her, lost in her beauty, waiting for her to look at me' buh it was like I did
not even exist for her, I did buh maybe 'just as a friend..' . I just waited there and & wished she was
mine. But I knew she only took me as her
'friend'.
It was a Tuesday, and she was missing. I looked everywhere
and asked her friends if Priya was there
and they replied 'she is absent' I was really sad as my day was incomplete
widout her. I took ma fone to call her and tell her 'Priya ' I miss you' ' but I
stopped as' I was too shy to tell her.
Next morning she walks up to me and asked me for the notes
she missed the other day. I was really happy seeing her so I handed her the
notes n said 'here' she replied 'thnks.., thnks a lot aditya. You're my Best
friend' and gave me a kiss on ma cheek. I just couldn't say anything, as I was
standing there and blushin. I just wanted to tell her how much she means to me
and how I don't want to stay 'just friends' anymore. But I stop'. Why? Its cuz I
was shy' I was scared to lose her. I thaught If I tell her this, I might lose
her forever, and I sure didn't wanted to lose her as she meant everything for me.
But' she did not see me at that way.
Months passed away. It was 11:30pm, I was half asleep when
ma fone rang. I check it was an unknown number. I don't usually answer strange
numbers, this time ma heart just said I should really answer it. And when I did,
it was Priya. She was in tears' mumbling on and on about how her boyfriend
broke her heart. At that time I jst wanted to ask her who that jerk was who
made MY PRIYA cry' but' I stopped'why? I thaught it might be rong as she might
not like me cuming between them'so I stopped.
She asked me to come over at her place as she didn't wanted
to be alone, as she really need some1 at the moment, how she feels so lonely,
as he family ain't home. I did'as I just
couldn't say NO to her. I went to her place, rang her bell' she opened the door
and gave me a tight hug saying 'Aditya thanks 'thanks a lot for coming'' I just
wanted to hold her tight and never let her go' but I let go her'why? It's cuz I
was shy'
She took me in, as I sat next to her on the sofa. Lost in
her, staring at her beautiful eyes and wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, she
decided to sleep' she looked at me and said 'thanks Aditya for coming' I feel
so nice' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to kiss her back. Wanted her
to know that I don't want to be 'just friends'' I love you'but as usual I was
too shy to tell her so I just gave her a smile.
She slept on my shoulders; I was lost in her, as she looked
even more innocent while sleeping. I didn't wanted to disturb or brake her sleep,
so I slowly carried her to her room, made her sleep on her bed and gave her a
kiss on her cheek and said 'I love you my angel' and I left.
Time passed. It was a day before prom, Priya walked to my
locker and said 'my date is sick' she said sadly. I was actually happy from
inside as I remembered our promise we made when we were in grade 9, that if
none of us had a date thn we'd go together'but 'JUST AS BEST FRIENDS' tho still
I was happy to spent this beautiful night with the gurl I love. Even tho'she
doesn't feel same for me. As this was the chance for me, I told her 'im not
going either' as I don't have a date'
she looked at me and said 'seems like u forgot our promise we made few years
back' 'What promise?' I said. 'that if neither of us have a date than we'll go
to our prom together' she replied. I acted strange 'oh yes! So that mean your
ma date'?" I said. 'Of course! I would love to go with my Best friend' replied
priya in excitement.
It was the night. I rang her door bell, waiting for her to
open to open the door and I could give this beautiful flower to her.
She opened the door and asked 'how am I looking?' I just couldn't
answer as I was lost in her beauty. Can anyone look this beautiful? I asked ma
self. 'Aditya'How am I looking?' she repeated her question. 'erm' b..Beautiful''
I said, staring at her beauty. 'Aww thanks a lot aditya' she hugged me and gave
me a kiss on ma cheek 'you're my best friend' she said. I lost my smile as do I
only wanna be her best friend? ... 'Shall we go?' she said and we left.
After everything was over. We had a great night together and
were really happy as we were announced as the Promo king and queen of the
night, we left. We were standing at her front door step. I stared at her and
smiled at her, she looked at me n smiled. At this time I just wanted her to be
mine forever' but she doesn't think about me like that, I knew it. Then she
said ' aditya I had the best time of my life' and ' and I never thaught I would
ever win this crown..but I did! Thanks to u! '.Aditya Thanks ! Thanks A lot for
everything u did for me.' She hugged me and gave me a kiss on ma cheek, I again
wanted to tell her that I don't wanna stay ' JUST FRIENDS' as I love you'but'I was
too shy and dunno why but I just couldn't tell her.
A day passed. And thn a week'thn
a month. Before I could blink, it was the graduation day. I watched her, when
she was on the stage happy getting her diploma. I again wished lookin at her
that wish she was mine' but I stopped again as I knew she takes me just as her 'FRIEND'.
Before every1 went home, she came to me. She cried as she hugged me, 'you're my
best friend'will never forget u.' and gave me a kiss on my cheek. I just wanted
to hold her tight and tell her that she is more thn 'just a friend' for me'but'again
I had to control ma feelings and saw her walk away from me.
Years passed away, and every
single day I thaught about her, 'what is she doing? How is she? Does she even
miss me ?' as I was just thinkin about her, ma door bell rang and it was post
man. I just couldn't stop smiling as it
was priya's Letter. I opened it in hurry'and when I opened it 'I lost ma smile.
Was happy at the fact she remembers me and after somany years I got her letter
where she invited me for her wedding. I was really sad. 'shall I go?' I decided
I should'as she never gave me permission to love her, it was me! Just because I liked her didn't mean she did
same way.
I went to the church, the
church where was getting married. I watched her getting married and watched her
say 'I do' and saw her kissing the groom. I watched her getting married to
another man. While watching her getting married, I just could control ma tears
and walked away. She saw me walking away and she walked towards me and said 'you
came!...thnks a lot for cuming! I really wanted my best friend to be wid me.' She
kissed me on ma cheek' and when she did, the tears dropped!. She looked at me
and asked 'you crying?' and I replied ' No'i'I'm just happy for u' 'Awww' she
hugged me 'u r a true friend aditya! No one can ever take ur place in ma heart!
U r ! will always stay my best friend!' as she said this ! I just wanted to hug
her and tell her !! I DON'T want to be ur friend!! I want u n only u ! buh it was too late. I held her hand and took to her to her groom and
said 'may u both stay happy forever'' and walked away.
Years passed. My life was
shattered as I looked down to the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'BEST
FRIEND'. Just couldn't believe ma eyes ! that when I last met her! She was
happy and Now' ! some times god can be really cruel.
At the moment, they read a
diary entry, which she wrote in her high school times. 'I stared at aditya,
wishing he was mine. But'but he doesn't notice me like that, I knew it he doesn't
like me. I wanted to tell aditya how much he meant for me and how I don't want
to stay 'JUST FRIENDs' ' I love him but I dnt have guts to walk to him and tell
him. I wish I would just tell him how much I love him'.i wish he walked to me
and tell me he loves me .. but somethings are good if we keep thm to our self.'
'. As they read this I couldn't control ma tears and thaught to ma self 'I Wish
I told her now' and shouted 'PRIYAAAAAAAAAAAAA'
and cried ma heart out.
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