Originally posted by: FollowYourHeart
OMG didn't i tell u when i left yesterday that the SF cene Paddy might make u cry in it???/?
The way he said that god he had tears but again AGAIN he was smiling and YET AGAIN that smile wsnt for MEREDITH he just u know just realizing over and over again that SHE IS THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE makes him so happpyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy so happpy so happy that even in the saddest moments even when he feels its all slipping he cant help but smile feel blessed to love her
and u know naps Derke is all abt LOVE and this realization that HE MIGH BE FAILING HER it broke him changed him like Denny had said to Mer Der is waiting and if she dosn't makes it it wld change the person who he freaking is its like loving her has made him who he is u know loving her is his bible his religion his faith his everything so when he freaking feels he is failing her there is nothing much left to hold on u know?....and the most beautiful part is he doesn't blames her for all this...he doesn't he might scream and be rude when angry but after that impulsive moment he alway ALWAYS ends up blaming his own freaking self...thats its not HER its HIM who failed HER and THEM...u know?
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