Where's my Killer Taunts? :-(

Just when I went like "Armaan.. Cool down.." He started crying.. !! And I was like "NNNOOOO NOOOO NOOOO.. Don't cry man.. !! You've cried enough.. " And I actually like his aggressiveness better.. !! The way those tears rolled down his eyes.. I hate Riddhima for making him cry.. :-( I love the way he is always trying to be mean/stubborn/unaffected/rude/obsessive and then he just breaks down.. He's always expected to put up a fake exterior.. Its RIDICULOUS that Riddhima can't see the damn tears and continues her damn rants even she knows hold no water.. !!

Now some people might think that Armaan was a little agressive.. He's even turning "obsessive".. But THAT'S Armaan Mallik for you- The guy who is ALWAYS misunderstood.. He has a golden heart that has been stabbed to pieces, trampled over upon and pelted by insults and stones!

After all of this, he's kept a fast for her.. Like he ALWAYS does! My heart went out to him.. He's kept a fast for her.. But she was feeding Sid.. Because well, "patis" have that right you know? And he's not "pati" so she won't even break his fast perhaps.. And this time, no drama of fainting will help I guess.. Coz everyone would have left and gone by then! :-(

The problem with Riddhima is that she always goes into the stubborn mode.. "I hate you.. I hate you.. I LOVE YOU!" Or "We're just friends"! Its ONLY AND ONLY when Armaan does something major her better senses kick in and her heart takes over! I think Armaan is completely justified in what he's doing.. No, he doesn't care for "society norms"! ALL he cares for is her happiness.. When he thought she was happy.. He would sit in one corner and cry.. Take out his frustration on walls and talk to himself telling him things would be okay.. What with nobody around on whom he could lean his shoulders and burst out crying.. Even men cry.. Just because they're men, doesn't mean they don't have feelings or that they're stone! BUT now that he knows she hasn't move on.. He's not going to do any of that.. Because its not NEEDED! And I'm happy atleast SOMEONE considers life too precious to waste over compromising..! Even if SR stay together, WHERE is the happiness.. !? Armaan hasn't moved on.. Riddhima hasn't moved on.. They've both tried.. And they can't.. !! Just be get together and be HAPPY.. !!

I don't understand Riddhima's stand right now, SHE SHOULD TELL SID! If she doesn't feel guilty.. She never does coz its an old characteristic of hers you know.. Then atleast Armaan does.. Everytime Sid comes and talks to him normally, he feels a pang of guilt.. He would have told him, only if "patniji" wouldn't be acting like that.. She won't tell Sid.. And she won't even let Armaan tell Sid.. !! I hope she tells Sid soon.. Or Armaan puts his foot down and tells him himself! Sid really needs to know.. And I am SOO SUREE Sid will come and say- "Chalo.. Sab neeche bulaa rahein hain?!" Is it just me.. Or is he being EXTRA blind/dumb and deaf to the whole thing? :/ Can't he SEE they are both crying? That he's holding her.. Can't he feel the tension.. !?

Looking forward for Monday.. !! Lets see if what happens when they break their fasts.. !! I swear I will sneak into Riddhima's house at night and give her a choke slam if she is mean to him.. ! 😊