Par khauf yeh bhi kahin par sataaye
Gar yeh bhi tootey toh phir hoga kya re
Mujhe raas aati hain khushiyaan kahan re
Inside the bedroom Hearing that one sentence Riddhima loses all her courage and completly breaks down. It wasn't only the vase on the nightstand that broke but her heart also broke into million pieces. She never ever even in her wildest dreams had thought that this day will come when her Sid will decide to leave her alone. Sure She knows pretty well that it's her fault she unintentionally ignored him and pushed him beyond his limit of patience, She took him for granted she sort of put him on backseat because she thought that he knows what he means to her and how much she loves him. She always believed that whatever may come he'll always stand on her side; No matter how much she annoys him irritates him, tests him he'll be there holding her hand this is why it's hurting way more than anything else, but she also knows that she tested him a lot and and he cant take it anymore.
She knows she went overboard last night and said things that are way beyond his tolerance level. She once again hurted him a lot and broken him into pieces but it wasn't intentional. She later did realized that what she had just done. She cursed herself too for saying what she said. How could she just tell him to leave as she never wants to see his face again. How can she just say she doesn't want to hear his voice again How just how? what's making her even more mad is his answer how he just simply said OK if that's what you want that let it be this way. I 'll leave and quietly left the room leaving her shattered she was expecting her Batmeez modi to rebel an dsay no i will never ever leave but all he said is ok . Now she knows she can't take those words back. She's regretting every word that came out of her mouth. It's beyond her understanding how he accepted defeat so easily.
She haven't seen his face since the fight and it is becoming impossible for her to stay in that room . She wants to get out and stop him but her King size ego is coming in between again after all she in her full khunass told him she never wants to see his face again( which is a total lie as her every parts want him to be around her 24 hrs).
There's a knock on the door , she wants to answer but she can't because if she does he'll figure out she's crying and she does not want to make it any harder for him to leave and does not want him to hurt even a little more. She has given him enough pain and so she doesn't want him to hear her cry.
Outside sid is waiting for the answer but there's only silence. He tells himself yeah right why would she answer when she clearly told you she doesn't wanna see ur face or listen your voice but he also cannot just leave like this he had to talk one last time and hear her one last time. He once again knocks and this time even takes her name"Riddhima"
Listening him calling her taking her name the rest of her defences also go down the hill and it seems like her tears will never ever stop now she quickly puts her both hands on her mouth tightly so he cant listen to her sobs. He calls her again and says Riddhima Just wanted to tell you that i m leaving just as you wanted. You will never have to see this face or listen this voice again , just when he says this her eyes automatically reaches their Wedding picture and it felt like someone is cutting her heart into million pieces and than she hears him again lastly want to tell you I love you and than there was silence and noise of footsteps and than the car's roaring engine's noise.
Khwaabon ki har taaberon mein
Tu hi to har din dikha hai
Dhundli ujli tasveeron mein
Tere hi to hai khusboo mujh mein haan
Tere hi to hai khusboo mujh mein haan
Ab tu hi to har su har jagah
Ab tu hi to har su har jagah
Suddenly her alter ego appears in front of her and questions her why is she so sad now and so lifeless she should be happy as this is exactly what she wanted. Now she has noone to care about she's free of everything and she should be extremely happy and enjoy while here she looks like a zombie who's life has been sucked out of her body and continues taunting her that she wasn't even like this when armaan left her than why now. She can't listen anymore she puts her hands on her ears and yells stop it. I know i screwed up. i lost my most precious thing and you know what's worst I myself am the reason i myself told him off and snatched my biggest happiness from myself . i hate myself for this and i cannot forgive myself for doing this.I simply cannot just plz stop now. to this the alter ego laughs and says s it's not late yet. you realized your mistake it's time to go and amend your mistake go and stop him before you lose him forever. riddhima looks up and wipes her tears and takes a deep breath and closes her eyes and sees his face and his words echoing main jaa raha hoon hamesh ahamesha ke liye. She quickly opens her eyes and says Nahi main tumhein jaane hi nahi doongi and picks up the keys from the table and runs towards her car.
To be continued ..........
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