Ridhima
.....as she put her signature on the divorce papers......her marriage to Sid flashed before her eyes.......Every wedding vow she took.....Every promise she made........
And now you have made me sign.......
Have I not told him time and time again....that he is my present and my future... ..and that I have accepted my past and that is where it will stay.......why wont he beleive me.......he keeps asking me...... questioning me again and again.......how much more does he want me to defend myself......if he has no faith in me so be it...I will not force him to stay with me.....I wanted honesty and faith in our relationship together.....and I tried to do all I can to keep my end....but I guess he and I were never meant to be....
I failed to stand by the man I had loved and today......... I have failed failed yet again.....this time the I will never heal........
Armaan
She still loves me....Sid told me that she did ...why wont she tell me.....I just want to hear her say it.... just once....but she wont say it.........is it possible that she will still come back to me........knowing that she still love me...makes me want to hope again........
Yet I see tears in her eyes...I see the hurt and the pain...and I cannot understand why it is...and I want to hold her and make everything allright....but I am helplessly standing by.....and its breaking my heart..... but I dont know how to help her.......I dont understand her ......she used to be an open book to me and now I cant read her.........
I accepted our fate that we were never meant to be.....but I still dream silently........that maybe .... maybe....we might be ...... but in my heart I fear that it may never be.
Sidhant
I wanted to talk to her...but she stubbornly refused.....how can I not get angry.....but I still tried to reason and talk to her......to tell her that I just wanted to make it easy for her ......and I was going about it wrong......
Maybe I should not have sent her the papers the way I did.........that before sending them I should have asked her if she wanted to divorce me.....its too late now...its done....but I still wanted to talk......to let her know that I am here and that I dont want to leave her if she wants to stay....and maybe she would tell me that she wants to stay.......
But she walked away...and I could not even stop her...I wanted to so badly ...but when she looked at me...I saw the pain which I gave her.......and she silenced me.....
By bringing armaan between us today I realized the wall she built .......and no matter how hard I try .....I will never break through .......she took away the one thing we had between us......we used to be able to talk so easily today I have lost that too......
I dint want to beleive that there was no hope....and when I saw the papers armaan gave me.....I died....died because....my hopes died.......the only consolation is that atleast she will be happy.
Dr Shashank
My daughter is broken...how is that right.....she is unhappy.....she does not want this divorce....
Sid and Armaan are not at fault but she is hurting because of them....
As a father her happiness is paramount to me.......and I will be there for her to protect her, stand by her and give her her happiness back.......
This is just my take on what happened today. I hope you enjoyed reading it .
No intention to heart anyones feelings......and please no bashing
Cheersπ
Edited by moviebuff05 - 14 years ago
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