Sid,
You always knew how much i want this marriage to work - irrespective of the fact whether Armaan was there or not, i considered you my life-partner , mu husband and the only man in life once i got married to you. But you had no faith in me, right? Or should i say that you had too much faith in your guesswork where my happiness lay, hmmmm?
Today , when i came looking for you to talk to you , to ask you why you wanted to divorce you , to tell you that we can still have a happy ending if you are willing to give us a chance , to know what triggered the divorce decision.... and now, i wish i had never gone to that locker room. I wish i had never heard Armaan ask me with irritation and shock - Kaisi patni ho tum, Riddhima? Ek taraf tum Siddhanth ko apna pati maanti ho aur doosri taraf jaakar usse ye kehti ho ki tum mujhse pyar karti ho?
Yes, that is what he slapped me with and the punch in my heart was so loud that for sometime i could not comprehend what he was saying.... i went blank.... totally blank. Did you, ... did you really do that Sid? You... i mean... that is what you think? That is why you want to divorce me?....
My head was swimming Sid....and my heart aching at every beat. My hands are still shivering......this ... is this really true, Sid? Is it?
I walked out of the locker room....thinking about what you did and what you told Armaan. Why Sid? Why did you do this to me? Here , i am trying to sort out everything , trying to save our marriage... but you?.... Am i really so unwanted and unworthy in your life, Sid? That you are leaving no stone unturned to push me away from yourself ? Just because i didn't answer you on that day , you went ahead and told all this to Armaan? Sid.....i need your support and your compassion during this time.... not your assumptions and your decisions....I give the fight up, Sid. I give up.
You really want to get rid of me, Sid. Don't you? Fine, i will not trap you.I will not force you to be with me. It is a divorce that you want, right? You want to throw me out of your life and i am going to make it easier for you.....
If you have decided to leave me in the middle of this sea.....so be it. Perhaps you never needed me and i should accept that truth...... should i?
Heartbreak dialogue : Kyun Sid? Kyun kiya tumne aisa....πππππππππππππ
Love and luck to everyone always,β€οΈ
GOD bless everyone.π€
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