annie rolled her eyes again, "hume bhai ko batana hi hoga geet...hum unse..."
"kya batayenge annie.." shouted geet as she turned to look at annie wid tears..
she broke down, "kya batayenge... ke unk geet marnewali hai..."
"ke unki geet ka dil kamjor hai..ya fir kuch usse bhi bhayanak.."
"ke unke geet..baby ka khayal nahi rakh pa rahi..."
"ke doc unse unke baby ko chhin lena chahte hai.."
"kya batayenge...bolo.."
"jawab do..." geet shouted in pain n tears while annie stood rooted on her place wid tears in her eyes...
thats when they heard...
"...GEET..."
they were frozen!
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Shocked out of breaths, geet and annie turned around to find maan at d door.
horrified, geet looked at maan's eyes whoch said it all. he have heard everything... his eyes were blank he looked lost. he looked out of senses. he looked frozen. he looked like some cut all his senses off.. he wasn't reacting which scared geet all d more...
"bhai...wo.." annie started scared...
startled, maan came back to his senses. his eyes suddenly turned bloody as he ran in and held geet arms roughly, "k...kya keh..kya keh rahi thi tum..."
"maan.." breathed geet hoarsely as she felt maan's scared voice for the 1st time ever.. she never heard him so scared or helpless...it shattered her all d more...
"annie.." maan went to annie and shook her harshly..he looked worn out n shocked, "bolo..kya baat kar rahe the tum dono..."
he went back to geet and held her shoulder, tears rolled out of his eyes..his senses were no more in his control, "tum aisa kyu kaha..ke tum humare baby ka khayal nahi rakh payi..."
geet broke down as she felt maan shattering deep within.. she could feel those certain fears in his cracked voice. she feared his break down.. she could die again n again but couldn't handle him break down.. his pain was something worse than death for her.
"tum ne kaha abhi..suna mene..." more tears rolled down as he went to annie again..he looked a person who have lost his mental ability..he turned weird n scary..."kyu kaha aisa geet ne annie..bolo.."
annie moved backward as she hide her face in her palms and started to shed tears..
maan looked at her confused n scared and he didn't realise he was crying so badly...
he went to geet, "damn it geet bolo.. kya keh rahi thi tum abhi... bolo jaan plzz..." geet tried to touch his face shattered but maan moved backwards not letting her touch him... heartbroken..geet just started at him..
maan was going mad.he groaned in impatience..."speak up geet... bolo...tumhe meri kasam hai..."
No... her heart screamed out..
geet couldn't deny that... her maan ki kasam was something she couldn't ignore or reject..
falling on her knees, geet hide her face into hers pams as she started to cry badly, "maan... im sorry..."
"sorry.." mumbled maan in confusion not understanding why was she saying sorry.. bending in front of her..he pulled her face to look at him.."kya matlab..."
geet continued to cry.. leaving her, maan went to annie and made her look at him angrily, "annie.. dnt test my patience..mujhse bardasht nahi ho raha...say it.."
"bhai.." sniffed annie as she decided to say it all. she understood that maan deserved to know... and only maan could make some way out of it...
"us din jab me avantika aunty ke clinic geet ko lekar gayi...unhone geet ke kuch check ups kiye...bina mujhe bataye..."
"kya...kya matlab.." maan's confidence was giving up as d fear started to engulf his senses completely..
"wo..unhe geet ki heart beats shayad normal nahi lagi..jaise ki ek normal pregnant woman ki hoti hai..isliye unhone geet ke kuch check ups kiya..."
"aur.." mumbled maan holding his breaths
"tumhara geet ka dil kamjor hai maan..." cried geet making annie shut completely..
maan recoiled in horror. his eyes pricked wid unshed tears as he started at geet motionless. it was like she was speaking some alien language he couldn't understand...
annie continued, "avantika aunty ko doubt hai ke geet is a victim of congenital heart disease.."
maan was mum.. and so was geet..
annie continued, "im sorry hume aapko pehle hi bata dena chahiye tha..par geet..." sighing she continued, "aunty havn't come to any conclusion yet.. she wanted to do some checks of geet..par geet maan hi nahi rahi thi.. avantika aunty ko geet ke parents se bhi baat karni hai regarding her childhood.."
annie waited for maan or geet to react..but both were muted on their spots..
annie went further, "aunty still has lots of doubts.. aap ko geet ko manana hoga bhai..to get d check ups done.. doc vil definitely find some way out of it...treatment shuru karni hi hogi.. geet ki zidd ko aap hi todana hoga bhai..."
"annie leave.." thats all maan mumbled..
annie knew they needed some time alone.. she gave her best to tell maan as much as possible.. she trusted her brother that he would make everything right.. without another word.. she left..
no... thats all maan's heart mumbled in severe pain...
aisa nahi ho sakta... thats all maan's heart mumbled as his throat chocked up wid unbearable emotions...
maan fell on his knees in front of geet...
"mujhe kuchh huva hai maan.." geet mumbled wid fear..
"pata nahi kya..par kuch huva hai.."
"mujhe apse door nahi jana maan... mujhe apse dur nahi jana.." cried geet as she clung onto him and hugged him to her dear life...
her tears wet his shirt but he remained motionless... "humare baby ko kuch nahi hoga na maan.. bolo na.." cried geet as she felt d worse of fears stir in her nerves..
she cried n cried loudly but maan was motionless.. he was frozen.. it was only his eyes that continued to shade those tears that screamed his pain out..
"kuchh bolo na maan.. ur tears twinge my heart.." her maan wasn't speaking.. she made him upset.. her maan was hurt.. her maan was broken... her maan was in tears.. couldn't something be worst than this... she hated this moment.. she hated this situation.. she hated herself for have hurt him..
she hugged him tight as possible..her heart craved for him to hug her back titght and hide her in his embrace but his hands remained unmoved.
"maan..kuch toh bolo.." she looked up in his eyes to bring him to senses...
it was then maan voiced, "tumne mujhse chhupaya geet?"
his words sent daggers through her heart...her hold loosened on him and she went numb on her place. her eyes left his as they stared at nothing...
standing up, he picked her up in his arms as he walked out of the room..
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geet was taken in for check ups wid Dr.avantika and some Dr.Mathur.
after some while, they returned but didn't bring geet along as they wanted to talk with maan in personal.. geet sat outside wid annie which she thought was better option..maan's eyes were blank yet they were bloody red. geet didn't have the courage to look at maan.
avantika started, "maan dekho..i know atleast mujhe tumhe batana chahiye tha.."
"come to the case doctor.." maan made it clear..
avatika sighed, "i did some more check ups.. Dr.Mathur is a heart specialist. he confirmed it. geet's heart is weak..and this didn't happen all of sudden. she is a patient of conginetal heart disease. some prob might have occured during her developing in her mother's uterus.. it's not surprising that she never had any symptoms of it. one born with this condition although it may not have been diagnosed until later in childhood or even adulthood.."
"i know.. it is random. her symtoms started showing all of sudden bcoz of her pregnancy.. her body and her heart is not capable enough to carry baby maan..."
maan started at avantika scarified and frozen as he understood what she meant.. no..no.. not his baby... not his mishty n princess...
"maybe...uske parents ko bhi iske bare me pehle se pata ho...ya na bhi pata ho..bcoz she might havn't been in for those symtoms before... but still i want to talk to parents to confirm things..." avatika stopped relaising maan was lost...
"maan r u listening.?."
"yes.." mumbled maan lost.
"many people who suffer with this condition might never know whar caused it. maybe rubella or some other viral infection suffered by her mother during the first trimester of pregnency can be the reason behind it."
"how to fix it.." maan questioned keep check on his outburst. he might just explode any moment.
avantika sighed understanding maan's condition, "there have been major advances in disgnosis and surgery that have made it possible to repair most defects...but.."
"but what.." maan's heart raced up..
"maan.. we cant treat her or do any surgery wid her being pregnant... i mean..we cn't even give medications they can affect d baby.."
maan's silence was more painfull that his tears...
avantika had to hit d nail, "we vil have to abort baby maan."
No! that was it.. and maan broke down in tears completely.. he shouted n screamed but no voice came out of his throat knowing his mishty was sitting outside and she would be frightened wid d site...
avantika instantly stood up to console maan.. she patted his back, "plzz calm down maan.. think practically.. after geet gets absolutely fine.. u can think of baby again..."
maan continued to cry.. his baby and his mishty..both were in danger and he couldn't do anything.. his mishty such big thing from him.. she didn't trust him.. but within he knew she was scraed for his breakdown thats why she might have not tell him.. but still he couldn't forgive her for this.. damn it.. this was aboout his mishty and his baby's life.. how could anyone hide this from him...
he broke down completely.. he cried till his eyes gave.. he cried till his throat gave.. everything gave up.. yet his heart had pain that was unbearable.. he wished this to be a bad dream and he would get out of it... he wished this to be a nightmare of his life...
plzz not his mishty.. plzz not is baby..their dream.. how vil his geet handle this news.. how vil he handle this.. his princess had just come in their life.. in his mishty's tummy and this cruel world already wants to snatch it away. his mishty is ill.. how could she get ill.. his love is just his.. even god is not allowed to take decision of her life without his permission.. how can god do this to my geet.. y..god..y did u do this..
he was a failure!
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music...
coming out f d cabin, he picked geet up in his arms as he walked out...
piya... (piya mose...) ..piya...
geet's eyes continued to stare at him but she couldn't reach his eyes today..she couldn't reach his heart today.. his eyes never looked at her and it felt horrible.
mora... (piya)... mora...piya...
making her sit in the passenger sit, he got himself in (annie sit behind..need not mension now..just feel geet n maan.) as he zoomed off... he didn't react at all while geet's heart was crying out for him..
mora piya...(mora..) ...piya mora...
who would believe this was the same person who was crying his heart out a few mins ago. maan was blank. maan wasn't reacting. he wasn't looking at geet when geet needed him d most.
mora piya... maanat nahi... mora piya...
"maan.." mumbled geet as a tear simply rolled down through d edge of her eye... she craved for him to look at her.. to tell her that he is not upset wid her for hiding this from him.. to take her in his arms and say that he vil make everything right...
but maan didn't react...
mora piya...
turning her face, she started out of window as she ate her tears within...
mora piya mose bolat nahi...
mora piya mose bolat nahi...
as they returned home, he once again picked her up as he got her in but it was impossible to get his one look... how unpredictable.. the maan who would look at nothing but his mishty was adament on not giving her single look..
dwar jiya ke...
ho..dwar jiya ke kholat nahi...
mora piya mose bolat nahi...
mora piya mose bolat nahi...
he commanded annie to discuss this family as he wasn't in the right state nor did he left geet to be part of it. once they were up, geet found herself on her bed wid duvet covered properly...
she expected maan to take her in his protective arms..
but leaving her alone.. he walked off..
music...
once he was in d balcony, he broke down.. he cried his heart out.. he wished to die.. this was more horrible than death.. to be away from his jaan when she needed him d most...
but he had no option.. she hide such a big thing from him.. how could she? damn this was about his mishty and his baby... he deserved to know...
but these were lies... he knew whatever she do.. he could never be upset wid her.. his jana was so innocent that she feared his break down.. she feared this state he was in now.. she knew he could not handle it..
but.. to convince her.. he hav to pull this act off..
darpan dekhu... rup niharu...
darpan dekhu... rup niharu...
aur sola sringar karu...
fer najariya betha meri..
kaise ankhiya char karu
walking over d mirror, she looked at herself.. her maan wasn't lookinga t her.. her maan wasn't talking to her.. she hurt her maan so badly that she made him upset wid her.. it felt like her existance was shaken up with him ignoring her...
she was nothing without him..
who vil she get ready for.. who vil she smile for.. who vil she cry for.. it just maan deep within her.. its just maan she existed for.. n without her life was meaningless...
koi jatan ab...
koi jatan ab...kaam na aave...
use kachu sohat nahi...
she went towards the balcony.. she could just go there and hug him to her dear life.. she would slap him to hug.. she would schout at him to talk to her.. she would cry in front of him to make him console her.. she would do anything so that her maan vil b abck to her...
but her courage didn't dare...
mora piya mose bolat nahi...
mora piya mose bolat nahi...
falling on her knees, she sat near d balcony door waiting for her maan to make her his like he alwz did...
falling on his knees, maan sat near d balcnony door from outside but couldn't go in knwoing he vil not be able to ignore her eyes for long time... d need in her eyes for him peirced his heart all d more...
love is not easy!
music...
maan sttod in front of geet. geet stood in front of maan...
maan wasn't looking at geet. she could feel something was coming up.. she waited for d bomb to blast...
finally he said it, "we vil have to let go our baby geet." as he closed his eyes tight..
geet hissed wid disbelieve.. her eyes looked at him horrified as she trembled backwards in utter shock.. did maan really utter those words... no.. this cnt be possible.. how can maan even think about it.. its their baby.. their dream.. their princess for heaven sake.. she never denied him but today.. it was just not possible...
a new layes of tears rolled down as she hugged him tightly and hide her face deep in his neck wanting to melt him into her so that she could control this siatuation.. maan closed his bloody red eyes in pain as he didn't hug her back knowing she would make him weak..
they hated d siatuation.
"mene apki koi baat nahi taali maan... but..aaj...mujhse nahi hoga maan..." cried geet breaking down completely in his arms.. "plzz hug me..plzz..."
maan wanted to crush her into him.. he wanted to kiss her senseless to stop her tars.. her tears tore his heart apart.. but this was for geet n baby...he would never forgive himself for what he is going to do wid their baby.. but he cnt risk geet's life right now... he was lost in d battle anyway.. "tumhe ye karna hi hoga geet..." mumbled maan keeping hard control to keep his voice from cracking.. his throat was jammed wid unbearable pain...
pushing his away harshly, geet cried loudly, "nahi matlab nahi... its our baby maan.. i vil not let anything happen to our baby..."
Turning around, mana let d tear roll down that was hurting his eyes since long..he wiped it off immediately, "humare paas koi aur option nahi hai geet..."
geet groaned in frustration, it was then she said it, "agar humare bachhe ko kuch bhi huva toh...aap mera mara muh dekhenge.."
"GEET..." shouted maan flabbergasted.
it was for d 1st time.. he started directly at her... geet words ripped his soul apart.. how could she just utter such words.. it was not like he was liking with d thinsg going on.. he was in pain as much as her.. he knew her pain was msuch more... but he can't risk her life.. why dnt she understand.. he knew his baby is their dream.. his dream.. what do he do.. he was trapped ...
not able to bear..maan walked off leaving a guilty geet behind..knowing how much her words hurted him...
humari ek... muskan pe wo to...
humari ek...muskan pe wo to...
apni jaan luta tha...
jag bisarake..atho pehariya..
more hi gun gata tha..
these days..she never found him looking at her...
there were days when he would go crazy around her... he wouldn't keep himself away from her...
she would alwz find herself being kissed, hugged, crushed, licked and what not...
she was his mishty and he wouldn't let go of her even for a second..
but today...
it seemed like he couldn't stand in d same place wid her..
he was avoiding her so badly..and it killed her within..
she hurt him so much that... how do she console him...she had no idea.. he was in deep pain..she knew...yet she could do nothing to make his pain disappear...
she wanted to hug him, kiss him.. but he never gave any chance...
bha gayi ka...
bha gayi ka koi sautan wo ke..
mora kachu bhavat nahi...
maan would cry for every single min when he would be alone.. when no would be noticing him..
he would just want to rush to his jaan and take her in his arms.. to want to kiss her senseless till she would stop crying...
wish,, he would some magician who could vanish all her pain...
plz god hurt him much as possible.. but dnt hurt his geet.. he couldn't bear it...
watching her in pain... her disease.. why his mishty god.. why his geet...
plzz give me pain but keep her safe...
u snatched away everything from me.. but i cnt let geet go away from me...
plzz mercy on me...
plzz...
these would maan would utter in every passing moment..
mora piya mose bolat nahi...
mora piya mose bolat nahi...
hurting his sweat shirt, she shed her painfull tears, "maan jao na maan..."
d very moment, maan walked in d room n caught her..
her tears peirced his heart big time, he kept staring at her..
she kept staring at him...
dwar jiya ke...ho..dwar jiya ke kholat nahi...
mora piya mose bolat nahi...
mora piya mose bolat nahi...
mora piya mose bolat nahi...
she walked towards him...he walked towards.. they were like magnets for each other..
how much they try to keep away.. but their love which was beyond limits didn't allow them to do so...
he had to bow in front of her..
she was to bow in front of him..
it was simultaneous.. it was natural n it was mutual..
she hugged him..
he hugged her..
she kissed him..
he kissed her..
she cried..
n he cried...
... for the cracked fragments of their once beautifull life !
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