~ SS ~ Dead Love ~ Thd 2 ~ Ch 24 on Pg 133 Updated 13/04/14 - Page 11

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Recap :

Hameeda - Lekin humein bhi ye baat samajh nahi aayi Jodha Beta ke Jalal to khud aapke saath nahi gaye the..
phir vo wahan kaise pahuch gaye..Khair jo bhi hai..Acha hi hai! Humein muaf kar dijiye beta, humein aapke saath
aur sainik bhejne chahiye the..haina!

Jodha looked at Hameeda lovingly - Nahi Ammi Jaan! Aise mat kahiye! Aapke rehte humein kabhi kuch nahi ho sakta!
Vo..Kya aap humare liye thode Aam ke aachar mangwa sakti hain..Humein bahut man kar raha hai!

Hameeda smiled and said - Beshak Jodha Beta! Hum abhi mangwate hain!

Hameeda left the room and Jodha sat back alone. Her mind was still engrossed in "him"!! It was enough now!
Why was he trying to protect her, save her NOW? She wanted her answers! She couldn't bear more!

Chapter 15 :

Jodha's increasing uneasiness, tension and anxiety reached their peak. She hated him for what he had done to her. She never wanted to see his face or even think about him after "that" night but why all of a sudden, her mind kept thinking of his "new" actions.

* Jalal's Chamber *

He dropped down on the ground. A lone tear rolled down his eyes and his chest felt heavy. It seemed like he was suffocating poorly and there was none to save him from this.
It seemed like there was none to snatch him out of the guilt river he was drowning in.
He raised his hands up towards Allah and closed his eyes.

"Why did I commit IT? WHY?" He almost shouted with immense pain.

He was shivering with his guilt. He just could not take more of it.

"I have not only done a grave sin..rather crime by "hurting her" but also have never tried to make it to her..I feel so helpless".. He continued his feelings to Allah.

"She must have felt so broken that night, Oh my God, (He grabbed his hair with his own hands pulling them tightly), What have I done? After the crime, I turned stone-hearted and tried to show my stronger side..Was I fooling myself? Why did I run from the reality? (He slapped himself hard..)

He silently cried all broken..He wept and wept not realising that It was all heard by one person..
After sometime he wiped off his tears..

He said to Allah in a soft teary voice, "She thinks that..Now I have started showing concern for her because She is pregnant! (Tears again started flowing involuntarily from his eyes)..
You know na, I...I st..I started loving her long back when i realised my mistake..(His throat started choking..His voice became husky)..Ya Allah ! I will never ever forgive myself for killing the purest of pure souls..But the truth is I love her..The crime which I have done compelled me to realise what I truly am..SHe is right..I am a monster..I am a butcher..But now I'll not run from reality.. I wont be able to face her..And I wont be able to ever give her any explaination..not because I don't want to..but because How will I ever meet her eyes?(He cried silently)..

Now He cleared his throat, looked up again to Allah and smiled with tears in his eyes " She has given me the most beautiful gift..I know She'll never forgive me, but now I'll try my best of best to give her all that she deserves! Ya Allah, please do help me.. She must be wondering How come I reached to Jungle and saved her, when I didn't even bid her adieu before the journey..
(Now he gave an innocent smile) How would I leave her alone for a second? SHe's my love and I'll always protect her from all the worries and hardships..

He finally got up from the ground, smiled determinedly to himself and said, " I so much wish that I could apologise to you by meeting your eyes! But..What if I didnt have courage..
But..Now Jodha! Now I'll let you know how much I love you and our baby..And that I always loved you even before knowing that you were pregnant!

He turned around to go out of his room when his eyes met hers. There she was. Standing at the door.
He witnessed a teary eyed Jodha, who was looking straight into his eyes. Her face had the same pain that he was currently feeling inside him.
He was SHOCKED. Both of them looked at each other silently for sometime. Both had equal amount of tears in their eyes.

.As the luck would have had it, SHe had heard everything.
Jodha had come to ask him an innumerable questions, but SHe had got much more answers than she wanted.

Jodha had never imagined that he felt this way. For the first time, She got to know of his feelings..Tears continued to roll down her eyes..
Jalal never imagined in his wildest of dreams that Jodha will ever come to him, What was she doing here?

Before, Jalal could proceed to her, Jodha stepped backward and ran to her chamber..

No Precap! Sorry the chapter was small. But I wanted to stop it here.😳 Moreover, I again need to delve more into this story. Still thinking of storyline! Sorry for a poor chapter! I don't think I lived upto mark!😕
I resumed to writing after a long time. So, beforehand apologies for writing errors.😳
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OMG OMG OMG!!!!... 😲
It was AWSM!!!... 👏
Y did u make it short?!?!...>.<
I wanted to see Jodha's reaction
God I'm even more excited for ur next update!!!...
Pls pls update soon 🤣
Love ya <3

Originally posted by: daisydee425

superb update

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Hey nancy! I hope ur exams went well. I missed u and ur updates. I am so happy to c u back especially with an update. Although, this is a short chapter, I like it because it shows jalal's inner feelings and on top of that jodha heard it all.

wooowww super and waitng for the next update

Originally posted by: Jodha_Akbar_Luv

OMG OMG OMG!!!!... 😲
It was AWSM!!!... 👏
Y did u make it short?!?!...>.<
I wanted to see Jodha's reaction
God I'm even more excited for ur next update!!!...
Pls pls update soon 🤣
Love ya <3

Awww...!!😳

Originally posted by: ashpat

Hey nancy! I hope ur exams went well. I missed u and ur updates. I am so happy to c u back especially with an update. Although, this is a short chapter, I like it because it shows jalal's inner feelings and on top of that jodha heard it all.

So thank u so much for pm.

Aww Ayesha! Missed you more! Always wait for your reviews! Love u babes!😳😳😃