PART : 32 :~
After anahida and sadaf left and asad closed the door behind them he leaned on the door his eyes have become red immediately he kept his face between in hands and started to sob loudly his hands were in his hair his eyes red and swollen he looked weary ...
he came back on his feet and started to walk towards their room but he felt like he couldn't lift up his feet what was happening to him ? ... he was guilty !!!
guilty for making his love suffer guilty for hurting her at every point of their life guilty for making her feel scorn for herself he loved her and only her but it was not good that he keep hurting her no ! he was not like his father who would not be able to save his marraige and let go his love so easily ...
he gathered all his will power and strength and went to their room where he found "her" lying like a corpse on the bed he felt like someone pierced needles through his heart he cant see her like this he cannot let her be sick he cannot give her any stress ...
after all she was with his child a life that would change their lives forever and they will be called " ammi " n "abbu "...
he went near her and sat next to her his eyes again started to moisten up quickly he caressed her hair and took her weak hands in his strong ones ... he kissed her hands and said ...
A:" Zoya ... mai khud ko express krne me kitna kachha hu tum to ye jaanti ho na ...m..mai tumse bahut mohabbat krta hu ye bhi tum jaanti ho ... tho phir tumhe mujhpar vishwaas kyu nhi hai ?...mujhe... mujhe bahut dard hota hai tumhe aisi halat me dekh kar... aur usse bhi bura ye lagta hai ki tum iss halat me sirf meri wajah se ho ... "
he took a pause and looked towards zoya who was still in deep slumber he sighed and continued ...
A:" I AM SORRY ZOYA !!!... i m really really sorry har cheez k liye tumhe ... dukh pahunchaane ke liye tumhe dard dene ke liye ... tumhaari baaten na maane ke liye i m really sorry ... "
he stayed there for sometime and then it was the alarm clock that brought him out of his thoughts he quickly jerked up and looked at his watch it was 9:00 the time of dinner and zoya has not eaten anything but she couldn't eat anything that was kept because she was not conscious he decided to feed her soup he could make it atleast for once he could try for her suddenly an idea struck his mind he quickly changed into his tracks and tee ( imagine asad yesterday )...
he came out kept pillows by her side and adjusted her blanket so that she doesn't feel cold and then he stormed towards the kitchen and started working ...
after an hour asad was able to make a soup for some fun he made a ghost on top just to lighten her mood ...
but as he entered all his hopes were shattered he saw her still lying there in the same state he felt guilty again and felt a sudden urgency to take her in his arms but he was not able to take a step closer to her all he felt was guilt , guilt and only guilt,...
he brushed off the feeling and went near her made her sit up supporting her and keeping pillows on side he started to feed her ...
luckily she was in a state that she could drink it she drank few spoons and when he was about to feed her she coughed causing some of it to fall on her suit he wipped it off but it was very much so he decided to change her clothes by himself as his ammi was not home till now ...
he fed her the remaining soup after that he kept the bowl aside and went towards the wrdrobe and took out a simple white salwaar kameez that zoya adored very much he smiled looking at it and took it to her he slowly changed her clothes and made her lie down again on the bed ...
( ZOYA'S DRESS : IMAGINE WHOLE PLEASEE !!! 😳)
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