Aaslok FF : Beintiha.....part 15 updated page 139( depth of love) - Page 30

Part 12

Shlok pulled her waist and cupped her face to kiss. When Aastha shouted on his face furiously

"Don't even think about it" she pushed him back with her hands. She stared him with all her anger

"What do you want? Mr. Shlok Agnihotri" she fumed on him when again he took step towards her

"Only you" he answered politely

"So this is your way to get me?" Aastha asked firm and took her step behind so that she could avoid the closeness from Shlok

" but you know one thing, if you were not be so possessive and mad for me than may be I will reciprocate your feeling but after seeing your madness towards me, it is impossible now so get out from here and don't come back ever... get losttt..." She shouted in full volume.

After listened her words suddenly Shlok realized what he done in his fear of losing Aastha so he tried to handle the situation

" ok calm down... I will go from here but before that you have to listen to me." He picked her in his arm so that she could not run away from him. He said in hurry.

"I don't want to listen your rubbish things. Please for god sake leave me" Aastha muttered

"Relax I will leave you but not now because I know you will not listen my words after that" He said snobbishly

"Tell what you want and get lost from my sight" at last Aastha accepted her defeat against him

"So if I leave you than promise you will listen to me" Shlok wanted to confirm again. Aastha nodded her head in yes mode but she was irritated due to him and her face clearly told about that. Shlok could feel that so he did not want to waste that precious moment. He wanted to tell everything about his feeling, fear and loses. Somehow, he had felt that after hearing all the things, Aastha would understand his point of view and position. His believe became stronger when he heard that if he will not act as if this then Aastha may be gave him positive response. Therefore, he did not want to leave any hurdle in that case. He wanted to convince Aastha properly so that she will agree to be with his side. He started to tell

"You are right Aastha I became very possessive for you. I became mad for you but it is only because that I do not want to lose you. I feel that you are my soul and I cannot live without my soul." He said and looked Aastha. She was listening him but not seemed very impress. He again started to say

" if you think how can I change overnight and declare my love for you suddenly than you are absolutely right in your place, but truly Aastha this is not sudden change, I recognized my feeling of love for you shortly after when you came in life but I resisted those feeling because I didn't want to presume that I could love you. I could love any girl. I am person who were deceived by his parents and others. When I was just 6 years old, my mother left me due to my father. She said that she faded up with his over bearing attitude for her. She didn't even think about me for a second and gone away forever. You know I hated her for being unfair with me. My father controlled my life very much and somewhere I hate him. He thought he gave me all things but he gave me only segregation and viciousness so I decided that I would be happy with that all my life. I thought relation only gives pain and wounds but I was so wrong. After seeing you, I felt happy first time in my life. It was very real. However, I did not want to make you my weakness so I ignored all these things and removed you from my life very badly. I thought I will forget you easily but you know after you gone, I felt more pain and my heart shattered in pieces which pricked me deepen and the last full month I realized your place in my life and I realized my mistakes so I was coming to you and declared my love to you" Shlok said emotionally and looked Aastha with teary eyes. Aastha could feel the fear of lose in his eyes easily. She became little soften to him. She searched words and after some moments passed, she said without looking to him

"I had full sympathy with you because I can easily feel your situation; you didn't want to lose me but what you done for this? Do you have any idea? You hate your father for his impulsive behavior but you did it with me. You hate your mother because she leaved you but you forgot that she left due to your father obsession and you applied it on me. Don't you feel that you are not different form your father. You hate him but you have him in you so I cannot love you. Sorry but I cannot give you my heart."

Aastha showed him a mirror and gave him a reality check.

" you are right Aastha I forgot what I do but I didn't had any bad intention behind it. I was just scared that I might be loose you but from now I will not give you any trouble so don't be scared from me" Shlok said in defeated way

" Shlok you should go now" Aastha said him coldly

" ok I will go and never again hurt you but please I request you that please accept the job in my office, I beg you Aastha" Shlok begged her

" Shlok don't make me compel, I will think about it" Aastha said him wisely

"So may I hope that you will come?" he asked impatience.

"Look Aastha sorry for everything, sorry for last night. Sorry for insanity of mine but it is very true that I love you very much and I cannot live without you. I am very straightforward person and I do not want to hide my feeling from you. If you do not feel for me right, now than take your time but please come to office. If you come to work then I will consider that you forgive me" Shlok told her politely and go from her door.

Aastha looked him as he gone.

...

Shlok came to his car and opened the door. He looked open door of Aastha's home and thought in his mind

"I know Aastha you will be mine. I couldn't tell you the real reason behind my anxiousness but I will win you slowly"

He thought about pervious days when Swati came in his dreams again and again. She mocked him for his love to her sister. She continuously teased him. She challenged him that he could not win her sister love so that he became insane. He did not want to lose against Swati so he done all the things for Aastha love. However, yes he forgot that his hate possession and now he understood his mistake and he decided to change his way slightly so that he can easily win Aastha heart. He had smirk on his face for his action plan.

He definitely assured that Aastha would come to work.

...

Aastha sit on her room window and thought about Shlok. She was sure, that was not the reason behind Shlok strange behavior, which he told her. She felt that he hidden something because that was very small reason for her that he hated her parents due to broken family. However, it did not matter to her so why shlok thought much about it.

"I have to find the true reason so for this I have to go Shlok office," she thought in her mind