part 19
********************Bleeding Heart*******************
Did you ever went through from the feeling of heart broken? how does it feel when your heart break into zillions of pieces or your beloved left you in this lonely world to suffer alone? This pain can only known by the person who went through all this pain.
Virat was the one person who was going through this pain but what about manvi? didn't she go through all this or we can say that she was still going through from the same pain from long time..was it easy for her to bear the load of her dark past or horrible truth which was she hiding in her heart from long time. she was the only person who was known about her dark truth but as her past revealed infront of her husband, her family then how can we think that it is easy for her to live her life normally as she used to live. It is normal for any gal who went through the most disgusting thing like rape can't able to live life in a normal way.. the hesitations, the shame which is called a gal's ornament can't let a girl live easily. then how it was easy for manvi whom soul had been ripped apart by that monster. was that easy for her to live in this world and face the cruelty of world. she always woke up with a scream every morning after dreaming the dreadful incident of her life. she went through so much that she didn't even hesitate to end her life. then where she was wrong? was it her fault that she left her loved ones behind coz she didn't want people blame her loved ones or gossips behind their back.? was it her fault that she wanted to stay her loved ones secure?
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one week later at ganguly house
tani was walking in the living area too and fro restlessly and was trying to dial anurag's number but he wasn't picking up her phone. one week passed by but still there was no news of manvi. they even gave the news of missing manvi to newspapers and news channales also but still there was no clue of manvi. detective agenecies were also got tired with continous search of manvi but they also couldn't able to find manvi anywhere. virat was searching for manvi in the town like a mad wolf but he was laso not able to find her. tani's parents were also not able to eat or sleep properly after they heard manvi's missing news coz they consider manvi as their own daughter and never differentiate between tani and manvi.
"hello anu why weren't you picking up your damn phon. i was trying from long time" tani bursted upon anurag as soon as he received her call
"tani relax i was in important meeting and my phone was on silent" he explain and tani sighed deeply
"ok leave it, tell me did you find any clue about manvi? where is she?" her voice got heavy when she mentioned about manvi and tears threatened to fall from her eyes. anurag could easily feel that she was on the verge of cry. he sighed and spoke
"no we didn't get any clue but i hope that we will find her soon. you don't worry and take care of yourself and maa baba ok" he said in calm voice although he knew that it wouldn't work coz tani and her parents love manvi so much that they wouldn't care about theirself
"hmmm i'll but plz find her soon. i am getting worried for her and she is too weak to take care of herself" while saying that a lone tear made it's way down her cheek
"we are trying tani, you just take care of yourself and maa baba ok"
"ok" was her reply "bye"
"bye" said anurag and bboth hung up lost in their world. it was becoming difficult for them to find manvi as days were passing but they had still a little bit hope that may be they would able to find any clue about manvi. anurag's chain of thought broken when he heard virat's loud from outside of his cabin so he immediately got up and walked out of the cabin
"what nonsense is this can't you see and walk properly" virat yelled over the peon who dropped whole coffee mug on his shirt and now he was shivering in fear after hearing him roaring at him angerily
"so..so..so..sorry sir" the peon said in shivering voice trembling in fear and this added the fuel to his anger more.
"what sorry haan, i am warning you this is your last mistake and if you repeat it again you would be fire understood" virat said pointed his finger at the peon and he just nodded his head not able to look at his bloodshoot red eyes. every member of CBI was looking at him with wide eyes b'coz he never behave like this before then what happened him suddenly. anurag came forward for the rescue of poor peon and dragged virat with him inside his cabin
"virat what happend to you:" he asked getting worried with his behaviour. although it was not first time that virat yelled at any employ but he never saw him this much angry
"what happened to me" virat shot back not find it necessary to reply him. anurag closed his eyes in frustration and opened his eyes again
"that's what i am asking to you virat? what had happened to you and why are you taking your anger and frustration on others" anurag asked in a little bit loud voice and virat looked down not able to answering his question. he himself was confused with his behaviour in these days. he ran his fingers in his already messed hairs and closed his eyes. anurag sighed after seeing him not responding of his question and he placed his palm on virat's shoulder
"don't worry virat we will find her soon. my heart is saying that we are very near to her and soon she will be with us" he tried to make him understand and put some sense into him. virat laughed sarcasticaly hearing his statement
"how, how would we find manvi. we didn't able to find a single clue about her whereabouts from last nine days and you are saying that we will find her soon" he chuckled to himself "plz anurag if you are saying this as a sympathy or consolation then plz i don't need anything from it" saying that he walked out with a expressionless face
"virat listened to me" but it was late he had already walked out from the CBI and zoomed out in his jeep. anurag released a deep breath and closed his eyes "where are you manvi. plz come back soon. virat is dying without you" saying this he also walked out from his cabin
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so much have been changed in just few days. the future which was virat expecting with manvi after getting her in his life again had ruined. she came in his life like a air and vanished like a cloud. was it the end or something more is coming on their way. where was manvi and in whicch condition she was virat had no idea and he was just praying to god that wherever she is keep her safe. darkness spread in his life but he still feel her near him wheather it is darkness or brightness and he feel her everywhere like a freash air.
saas mere hai tu har pal shab ke andhere mein
paas mere hai tu hardam ujle sawere mein
it was night time and virat was again driving aimlessly on the roads of mumbai in search of manvi. it had been become his daily routine to search her every night. he didn't even get any sleep neither he has eaten in these days properly. he just wanted to get her and ask her why did she do this with him. when he accepted her whole heartedly after knowing that what happened with her. don't know when while driving he reached on the same cliff where the bomb incident had taken place few days back and where manvi confessed him that how much she love him. that was the most memorable of his life and he was feeling the most luckiest guy on this earth b'ocz on that he had hold his priced posession in his arms, the love of his life which was he longing to hold from long time
Dil se dhadkan bhula dena aasan nahi hai
Ab toh adat si hai mujhko aise jeene mein
Juda hoke bhi tu mujhme kahin baki hai
palko pe ban ke ansu tu chali ati hai
juda hoke bhi
he stood on the edge of cliff and breath in the freash air reminding her image in his mind.
"where are you manvi. please come back to me, plz don't punish me so hard. main nahi ji paunga tumhare bina plz come back to me. your virat is lonely without you. he needs you, he is craving for you to hold in his arms. plz come back to me manvi plz" he knelt down on the ground and covered his face in his palms not bearing the separation. he had been tired now and just want her near him. now it's enough of pain and separation, destiny had already played with their emotions so much now not anymore.
"vir..vir..virat" virat shot his eyes open after hearing the painful voice. he could recognize this voice. yes it was her voice his manvi's voice. he looked arround smiling but to his utter dismiss their was no one. she wasn't anywhere to seen. he got panicked b'coz he just heard her voice which was reflecting so much pain and now he was sure that she is in some kind of danger. he need to find her as soon as possible
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In the mid of dark forest there was an underground room which was pitch dark and there was no source of light. there was a gal laying on the cold floor shiverng with cold and fear. her hands and legs were tied with a rope and eyes were red swollen due to cry. she was prisoned here from last 8 days
"vir..virat" she sobbed with close eyes breathing heavily. i know you guys guessed that who is she haina😳 she was none other than manvi who had been kidnapped and was prisoned in some monsters clutch. she was too weak that she was having difficulty to open her eyes. she was pale and her lips and throat were dried as didn't ate or drink something.. she has no energy left to fight more and she could give up at any moment.
suddenly the door of the room got opened and she got scared. she opened her eyes with huge difficulty and saw three monsters infront of her whose faces covered with black mask. she trembled in fear and crawled back to save herself. but it was no use coz there was a wall behind her and those monsters were approaching toward her taking slow steps anddd...
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