SwaRon FF : Kahi Ankahi [JDM S2] Chap 11 : 111 - 25/10/2013 [Updated] - Page 18

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He closed the cupboard while reading Dear, Son on the top right left of envelope and walked towards the laptop table in the corner of the room. He settled down and took the letter out of the envelope, before unfolding and started reading it he rubbed his thumb quite a few times on the folded paper and smelled it. Swayam sighed almost quietly and unfolded the letter and started reading it,

Dear, Swayam, my son,

I know you are upset that I gone. You need to know one thing above all, that your father loved you, you were the only thing he had to love in his entire love and after death, he still have only you to love.

Beta, I hope my lawyer have given this letter to you and the person reading it right now is you only. I know it must be very confusing that why I am writing anything in the letter when I could talk to you when I was alive, right? But I couldn't see the reactions or I might elaborate the hurt and sadness in your eyes. I just couldn't see you hating me for hiding so much from you, for keeping you in dark. Don't hate me but you have to know that it was for your good only.

Swayam, your mother is not dead. Sorry, to tell you now. She isn't, she wasn't ever, instead she was my lover, my only love you crushed my heart into million pieces and who wanted to crush you too and I couldn't let that happen. Your mother never loved me; she got married to me just for the sake on my entire property and the huge luxurious Shekhawat name she do own after hers. After almost 2 years of our marriage, she got pregnant with you whom she desperately wanted to kill inside her only. I just couldn't let my child get snatched away from me! She never loved me; I started realizing that after few months of our marriage. She tried to kill you by doing random tricks, and then I had to show that I know all. I told her that if she hurts my child inside her that she will lose it all, money, the name after her, everything. It was the only way to keep you alive and I did that.

Then you born on 13^th of August, and I felt so relieved. All the time she was pregnant wasn't the most beautiful time was us. It was indeed the most scary and punished time, she always was scary to leave the things she wanted and I was cursing myself that I was having a sweet child this woman. I wanted you to live and stay with me because I couldn't live alone, I wanted someone who is mine, who will be close to me and will make me happy and I was that selfish that I made you live inside that woman.

Things didn't change must, because one day she kidnapped you, you own mother kidnapped you. She loved someone else, the man he loved was involve in this. I tried everything and police found you but the guy your mother loved got killed with the fateful guns of police. She retrieved behind the bars for 15 years and I knew you, my son is saved for the next 15 years. I loved you every day, but you was alone and our family wasn't complete, then I adopted your sister and my dearest daughter Kriya. I know you got to know that she adopted few years back because after all you were just a small kid when I took her home. She was an angel and still is. She brightened both of our lives with her laughter and after that your laughter looked beautiful and so real that I was proud of my decision to adopt a daughter, real reason the adopt her was only to satisfy the friendly bond you will be needing in few years at home but soon after taking her home, I realized that how much I love her also, just like you. She needs to knows that she is adopted and she will come to know, sooner or later but she will and I want you to be there next to her holding her hand and telling her that how much I loved her and how much important she was for me.

The story isn't ended with your mother or that selfish woman gone to jail, no she is back and I am certainly sure the person who is following me from few months, sending me strange e-mails and threats is only her or may be of the hired person of hers. But she is back and now I don't have time, I can't protect you and Kriya anymore and I am cure that she knows that I have adopted a daughter after her. One day, back few months I got a typed letter in my office cabin, sent my certainly a strange person without no name and no address. It says that I want it all, I want the revenge of what I had to lose because you and your son and this time your daughter will also pay for it. It was sent by her! Your mother, she wants the money now for the sake of revenge of her lover, she wanted to destroy you and Kriya! I am old, son, I never told you back 8 months back when I was in London I got to know that I have cancer in my blood and it wasn't good. I had feel few things which told me that I am not fine before I got to know about my cancer but never I my wildest dream have I thought that I do die because of a cancer, but I did.

I couldn't tell you that simply because I didn't wanted you to cry for me all the time I am alive or thing of the bad days when I won't be there. Son, you might have never told me but yours eyes have always did, that I am your best friend and the only friend you have. I hope you can forgive me after all the things and lies I said to you till now.

I am a devil to know that you have already forgive me but I am not sure that if I will be in peace here without knowing that you are happy and same what safe or there is someone to look after you and make you smile on small things. Kriya is safe and happy, I know. I have my all wishes for her and you but you are not going to live all alone like your father did because I know the feeling of losing someone whom you love and afterwards living a lonely life without a partner beside you. I couldn't make my last wish in front of you when I was about to die on my bed but now I am making it and If you ever loved for my single second then you won't deny to it. My last wish for you is that you marry Sharon.

Marry her, live with her, make her happy and be happy. Take care of that fragile girl, she deserve every single drop of love in this world just like you. I have seen a shade of love in her eyes for you but I am sure she will never express it. I want you to marry her and spend a beautiful and normal life with her which I couldn't have and which every person spend like, have kids and you will know what it feels like.

You have to fight this world and your mother now without me but she will be always your side to give shadow to your existence. You have to be strong but lots of ups and downs are on your way, you may feel broken and shattered but then she will be with you to make you smile. You make feel that no one is there but she will be. You will pass them all when there will be a soul, partner and a friend besides you to hold your hand and guide you the right path and also walk on that path with you without caring of cons.

I am hoping in here that my son will fulfill my last wish.

Your father loves you,

Dad.

Swayam wiped and lone tear jiggling to fall down out of his eyes and smiled lightly. He folded the letter and put id inside the envelope again. He walked back to the cupboard and put the letter safely inside there again and left his study. He walked towards the hall and found Deepy still making drawings on white sheet but this time with watching her cartoon shows and eating a large pack of ice-cream which made him smile instantly when he found her lips and nose slightly covered in chocolate ice cream.

"Look, a mess your face seems," He said sitting next to her after taking out few tissue papers out of the box and wiped her pouting lips and button like nose with it. She grimaced at that and offered him the ice cream box, which she quickly took and Deepy ran to the kitchen to get another pair of spoon for him. He smiled and mouthed thank you before settling himself comfortably on the pink colored Minnie mouse couch which was bought for Deepy on her wish and started eating ice cream. He was never a ice cream lover but after Deepy came into his house half of his fridge was stuffed with different flavors of ice cream which Sharon completely disliked but he advices Sarah to buy lots of them for Deepy and after that he started eating I as well, though he still don't like but of course he wasn't Deepy nor he was a kid.

Swayam told Deepy that he is going into bedroom and wanted to talk to Sharon for few minutes so she just keep sitting here and wait which she quietly obeyed. Swayam step inside the room and found Sharon sitting on the side of bed which her back facing his and her face was facing the glass door of the room's little balcony. Swayam walked silently but Sharon immediately turned and smiled at him. He smiled back lightly with a little nod and sat on the bed's other side. Sharon made herself comfortable enough by spreading her legs on the bed and folded the letter in her hand but before she could keep the letter in the side drawer under her files Swayam said, "You asked to read the letter dad left for me and I gave it to you to read, not I ask you that I want to read yours." Swayam said and Sharon turned toward him with her eye brow raised, "You really want to?", Swayam looked at himself and said, "Well, I am not trying to hide or stiff my smile or laughter then means I am serious, aren't I?" He asked and chuckled at her confused reaction. "There isn't anything different from yours in it, certainly the point of view has a difference as I am girl and you re boy but besides that everything is same except that he didn't wrote your mother's part in it but you if you really want to read then here you go," She said putting the letter in front of him.

Swayam read the letter and it was indeed the same except few things about him was written which made his remember few beautiful and caring words or sentences his father said to him when he was a kid. Letter which was given to Sharon showed the weak and innocent part of him to her. His father took promise to Sharon the same he wished from me.

The day certainly wasn't exciting or interesting today but not boring as well when Deepy convinced Sharon cook for the small family on forces for dinner. She sure was a word, t a n t r u m!'