DBI (love happens)#3~pt 26pg78~dt16/06~ - Page 48

What??? She was blank totally blank, blinking here eyes trying to digest his words, those bleaking feeling inside her making her freightiend , something clutched in her south and that fearful feeling started captivating her ownself, she was breathless, she was shocked, wait was she feeling anything except his love,

NO...

A hell big NO, she was dying, she was numb, and she stood up ,left the room without a word...

Than realization stuck her,

Maan, who is Maan??

The man who is her life , her love, her life line...

Leaving him and living her life without him??

It is IMPOSSIBLE, every single moment will be eternal without him, her each second gonna be a decade, how would she live?? Will she able to survive, will she able to being happy??

She could happily get married and fulfill their demand if circumstances won't be same, if she haven't met him, if she haven't fall in love with him..

NO she never fall, she flew with him, with his love, he developed unsaid feeling inside her which she was unaware of existence...

She was unaware of feelings he created, he Is, was and will be special in her life, he gave her something she was unaware of, he gave her happiness which she dreamt always...

She sank on the floor, her eyes stuck on that beautiful ring he made her wear, he was happy, really happy his eyes were bright due to happiness and her heart was light, how is it possible to give someone the same place which already brutually craved by another???

OH my...

Maan, where are u maan??

She murmured with tear brimming eyes, she wanted to run in his secure arms, she wanted him to cocoon her from all the damn freaking things...

For the first time in her life she was cursing her fate, she was cursing her destiny, she was cursing her heart...

NOOO

She hit his hand on the floor, it would be betrayal...

Betrayal to his love, betrayal to her happiness, that strange feeling she recognized now, IT WAS FEAR OF BEING APART, fear of never seeing her love again, fear of ruining her own life with his...

Life without him???

How will be life without him, without thinking about him, without reading his message, without imagining his broad wicked smile, how life can be ...

Her heart falling south inside , clump in her throat getting stronger and she felt chocked ...

And she felt something wet on her cheeks, she touched the wetness...

Ohh its her own tear, its pain of her heart, its fear of her life, she was helpless, she was hopeless, It wasn't the first time ever when she compromised with her happiness but she wasn't really strong to let her love disappear...

Nahiii... she sobbed,

Maan will be devastated; feeling of being betrayal won't let him calm...

Maan...

She whispered when she felt tug over her shoulder, and in a fraction of nano second her heart filled with Hope and anticipation, she smiled and looked up expecting her love to embrace her in his strong shield...

But her hopes once again left broken like her dreams when except maan she seen her mother, she was feeling disgusted of her own family, she was feeling ashamed of being a member where they are ready to sell their own daughter , ready to negotiate the damn deal with the value of her happiness, her own life..

Geet chali jaa puttar, chali jaa yaha see...

She was surprised, when her mother holded his face in her hand, kissed her forehead and begged her to run away...

She seen her strangely, what she is saying, she never ran off from situation, she faced it, she faced it bravely, well though situation was never clutched her heart like this, some part of her mind wanted to agree what her mother was saying, another part was brutally defeating , disapproving her own thoughts...

She was shocked, surprised, ragged and from inside devastated, ...

Her love life was really short, has it ended, does love ever die, the life which they planned together would it will tarnished, she would've given her life for his happiness but here she has to give her life for HER FAMILY'S HAPPINESS, where her own happiness was on stake.

Wedding has to take place as the decision was taken up by darji and what after marriage??

Will she ever be able to love the person whom she being married forcefully, will she every be able to surrender her self to that person, will she ever be able to retain and repair her broken heart.

She wanted to live her life with wanted to grow old with, wanted see their hair color changing, face gesture changing with lots of wrinkles appearing and she sulking over she looking ugly and he pampering her saying she looks as beautiful as a fresh flower, she would than elbowed him saying to behave in front of their children, she smiled with tear on her own imagination, she smiled with fact that she never being able to see him, she smiled over her destiny, she smiled over her fate, she smiled on her own bitter plan.

They want me to marry him?? I will get married, But yeh geet sirf maan ki hai, sirf aur sirf maan ki, aur agar maan ji nahi toh kisi ki bhi nahi