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Episode 126 :
Rajkumaars & Asli Duniya
"asli duniya mein
sapno ke rajkumaar kahan hote hai?"
"Where can you find
a prince in the real world?" I loved the title BD.⭐️
The episode opened with a cute moment between two sisters talking
about Rajkumaars and happy endings. This scene reminded me of many such
happy and bewitching moments that I shared with my friends discussing our
rajkumars before marriage! My sis is however not in the least like Payal. She
would have surely reported me to my mom! Ofcourse she has changed now.😆 Payal sure bought out
the spark and smile on Khushi's face with the mere mention of the two words,
but it didn't take long before Khushi slipped the bridal dupatta off her
head and questioned, Rajkumaars in asli duniya? Paya seemed surprised by her
sister's question,
"Why? don't you think they're true anymore?" she asked
Khushi
What payal didn't know was that her little sisters mind had
wandered to a man that may have killed any beliefs in such fairy
tales for her on Diwali night and forced her into the asli duniya (real
world) where "sirf dil tut te hai" (there is only heartache). I really felt bad for Khushi here.
Every girl dreams of getting married to her rajkumar, prince charming, knight
in shining armour but Arnav dashed her hopes to pieces that Diwali night and so
bloody heartlessly.😭
"How did we think such stories were true as a child,
Jiji?" she asks as a soft breeze returns her thoughts to the moment he
grabbed her shoulders vigorously, in his eyes all of his pain and despair.
She tells Payal that Rajkumars here are "gussel(angry)" people
and they yell at everyone all the time ...but really is the
gussa the only thing she got from that interaction with him? or did she
see the rajkumar in those eyes that ached from learning that she is engaged to
someone else? much later she deems him to be shaitaan and rajkumar
all in one, or was it from this moment or even before this? He has
been no less than shaitaan(rakshas) since the day she met him but then
she did experience the Rajkumar who came to her rescue countless times.
... and at times handled her with such care and tenderness as if she was
his queen. Above all of these moments though, there is an unexplained pull that
linked her to him and before she knew it, she gave him haq (rights) that
she would never give anyone. A gradual sense of belonging to him and him to
her. Even after suffering a broken heart, she sits here and calls him
"Rajkumar ," speaking volumes, angry or whatever, can she
think of anyone else as her rajkumar? No, she can't BD! When
we are drooling over him day in and day out how can she not!😆
Across town, like a true Rajkumar, he continues to suffer in agony
over the news that the woman he loves is engaged to someone else. In
more agony than I've ever seen any other rajkumaars in fairytales. Other
rajkumaars would have a plan of action to bring his lady love back, but this
one can't even do that...as much he terribly wants to.
While giving Arnav his mediicine, Anjali brings up something
that's been bugging her. Khushi's lack of interest when her engagement is
mentioned and the discomfort when she talked her fiance. "there was
different type of uneasiness in her eyes." she says, alerting her brother
instantly, he keenly listens "I even tried to ask
her...Chotey, did you notice anything?"
He had heard every word Anjali said and applied it to his broken
heart, and with the most emotional piece of music that fits his state of heart
perfectly, in the backdrop, he starts to pour his hear out as if in a trans.Hey I went back to
episode to hear the music! Misty eyed.
"bechain hai, kush naheen to shaadi kyu kar rahi hai? aisa
faisla liya hi kyu jisse baad mein pastana pade? Khush nahin hai toh sagaai kyu
ki? kis ne kaha tha haan kehne ke liye? kisi ne zabarzadti ki thi kya? Jisse
pyaar nahin karti, jiske saat rahe nahi saki, uske saath puri zindagi kaise
bitay gi? aur mei-"
"If she's bechain, not happy then why is she getting married?
why make a decision that she'll regret later, if she's not happy they why
did she get engaged? who told her to say yes? did some force her? She doesn't
love him, she can't live with him, how will she spend all of her life with him?
and me-"
Anjali seems to have picked up beacahaini in his voice as well,
she looked scared almost , she had to stop him. I have a feeling if Anjali
hadn't interrupted, he would've went on for a while...and boy would i like to
know what was coming after "aur mein"(and me).Awww! Me too! Anyway, the man is in
loads of pain, he's numb from it. Lets hug him, BD!😉 All the questions he
asked in resentment but his love, care, jealousy are all sipping
through his mellow, husky aloof voice. He's right about the zabarzasti
(forceful) part. His last question is a bit funny isn't it? about how she
would spend her lifetime with a man she doesn't love...Mr.Harward forgets that
the same a pplies to him...his focus is her only here, perhaps what he's
trying to say is only he can make her happy, noone else...or how dare anyone
even try??Very well said, meri sauten.👏 How well you understand Him (and Me😃
"Tum aisi baatien kyu kar rahe ho (Chotey why are you talking
like this)?" Anjali asks worried
A slight movement in his eyes indicating he's not out of his trans
but walks further away so he doesn't get caught by his sister but she walks beside
him and places her supportive hand "chotey kya hua tum-" (Chotey,
what happened?)
"Di, i'm fine" he quickly answers, briefly
closing his eyes knowing otherwise..."just leave me alone for some
time" he asks and she leaves. His own words haunt him
"jisse pyaar nahi karti, jiske saath rehe nahi sakti uske saath puri
zindagi kaise bitaye gi"( She doesn't love him, she can't live with him,
how will she spend all of her life with him? " the idea of her spending
her life with someone else is causing a storm inside of him and this storm
finds its way to her.
She stands outside of her home, and his words
about everyone else being happy with the news of her wedding "lekin
tum?" (But you?)...he may have meant
it maliciously but here she knows he's right and the very fact that he
noticed... deep down she knows, but so many pieces to this puzzle of Arnav
Singh Raizada. In the midst of her thoughts, a rude interruption
from her so called "fiance" who continues his lies, as
that's the only way he got as far as he did. He uses Buaji's name again, this
time to put a bracelet on her. Khushi wanted to badly to object to
the "haq" that allowed Shyaam to grab her hand to get the bracelet
on her, but Buaji had told her that he has rights of her life now, so she
quietly leaves the hand with him while looking away, as if the rest of her
completely separated from that hand. He can smile and laugh evily about
getting away with so much but he would never have Khushi's affection, in
fact he had even lost the friendly affection she uses to have for him.👏
He tries to manipulate her into thinking that all of this is just
as hard and ajeeb for him but smack in the middle to his bull shit a bolt of
lightning and all she hears is Arnav . The wind blows hard as their
thoughts find each other. Under the stars, through the wind they share their
anguish. The bustling leaves fly with the gushing winds, leaves in around
Khushi as his voice fills the open skies👏
"Tumhari sagaai ho gayee, kaise? tumne mujhe batan zaruri
nahi samjha? what, KISI KO PATA KYU NAHI HAI KI-!" then how he tries to
answer her question"Mujhe faraq padta hai dammit Kyu ki"
...she hears the hurt in his voice, and IMO she completes his
sentence after "kyu ki"
After circling
her, the leaves make their way to the RM by the poolside, where he
stands like statue but everything shaken up inside with two small sentences
"aap yeh angooti nahi pehna sakte, yeh hamaari sagaai ki
angoothi hai...aap kya kehe rahe hai, hamme kuchh samajh nahi aa raha"
He swallows hard at these words completely lost in them much to
the disappointment of La who is trying to plan their honeymoon. After
taking a look at his face she realized that he hadn't heard a word she said...
she leaves, but IMO with a few thoughts of her own as to why he is withdrawn
more than usual.. Poor La! You are right. She knew
something was amiss😕
Somehow they both managed to get through the night, however
no escape from each other the next morning. After HP lets her in, she froze as
did Arnav while passing by. They look at each other like a couple
who broke up, distance maintained but a slew of
feelings/emotions/moments shared between them, and lastly the hurt of losing
each other in both of their eyes. Awww why
are they doing this to each other and us?
As soon as Khushi breaks her gaze and looks down, his dimaag goes
to work. Keenly studying her face to look for the
"bechaini"...uneasiness his sister spoke of that day. Sure enough it
was there , all of it, in her eyes shifting left to right, he studied and
studied till she walked past him and uff how he shifted his entire body to
follow her face...he seems to have come to a satisfactory conclusion...she is
"nakhsuh"...unhappy and from what Anjali
said it has to do with her engagement.
His satisfaction is short-lived though "did your
fiance gift it to you too?"
He had to stop and turn to look after hearing La's question. How
could he not? a soft nod from Khushi confirms his fear...the green eyed monster
consumes him. La only makes is worse with another remark about how this man has
tied her to him with a ring on the left hand and a bracelet on the right hand.
Arnav leaves, needless to say hurt and jealous but he wastes no time taking it all
out in his arrogant ways when it fall off of her hand later.
"Apne mangetar se kehe dena ki agli baar tumhei
itna sasta gift na de" (Tell your fiance not to gift you such cheap
gift in the future)
He proceeds to leave after letting off a bit of that jealousy/anger.
Khushi seems to have enough now, she answers back "hamme saste ya
mehenge se koi faraq nahi padta" (Cheap or expensive doesn't make a
difference to me)
"faraq padna chahiye, kyu ki sasti cheezien jaldi tut jaati
hai" ( It should make a difference because cheap things break easily) then
he turns around with full intentions of more
insults "Make sure that guy you've trapped thinking he is rich
doesn't turn out cheap like this bracelet"
Love how unknowingly he is right about cheap fianc and how
Khushi ends up breaking off the engagement because of him. She know what he's trying to do and she is
deeply hurt again by his gold digger accusations. She decides to
face him and give him answers that she knows will get to him.
"you don't need to worry about my fianc's bank balance
Mr.Raizada, because he is very rich in the things that are important to
me"...her addressing him so formally, that's gotta sting him.
"itna yakeen hai toh nakhushi kyu lag rahi ho?" (If
you're so sure then why do you look so unhappy) he stops her
"Hamaari baat
chodiye Mr.Raizada, kyu ki hamaari khushi kabhi aap samajh nahi
payange, par aapka bank balnce to bahut accha hai, toh phir aap itne
pareshaan kyu lagte hai? Yeh sawaal aapko hamse nahi apne aapse karna chahiye
ki aap itne nakhush kyu hai" She got to him alright, his blood
is boiling...then she goes pale and her eyes almost robotic as
she lies the same lie as him to La the day before.
"aur rahi hamaari
baat, ham aapko bata dein ki ham bahut khushi hai."
"As far as i'm
concerned, I'm very happy"
Both know the other is fully aware of the reason for
their "nakhushi" (unhappiness), but how cleverly the CVs have masked
it behind these words that almost reveal their true feelings...ALMOST.
His insults had backfired and the sight of her picking up that bracelet,
he gets even more worked up and somewhere this becomes about winning...about
getting her to admit her unhappiness I wish Arnav had given the bracelet
he bought for Khushi on theoir marriage day!😭
"Listen -" he tries to get her back but is
interrupted by Naniji , but he's angry and like every other time,
ration goes out the window, in addition, he just doesn't know how to dear with
these feelings...overreacting and extreme steps seem the best options. Yes, that's our
man. And that's why he pulls us like a magnet! He hangs up the
phone Anjali was on telling a guest of the engagement in a month.
"This engagement will happen tomorrow, not next month"
His announcement leaves everyone shocked but his eyes scan
for only Khushi's reaction, and it was to his satisfaction.
"ASR, you're not kidding are you?"
"DO i ever?"...hehe, such an ASR thing to say :))
Anjali also protests, "there are so many preparations to
do" but he is in his mode with a fixed focus and there was no changing his
mind "What preparations DI? we need two rings, you and La get
them!"...If I was La(I wish you were 😆LOL), i would be
very worried about these red flags going up. He had snapped at everyone
for making wedding plans Diwali night, before leaving to drop Khushi
home...Suddenly he wants to get engaged right away. ASR can care less
about other rituals but not wanting to be involved in purchasing the
rings and talking as if its not big deal...yah I would be worried. Without any
regard for the repercussions, he has truly used his relationship with La...
then again, i suppose all he sees is Khushi and is only looking to effect
her at any cost. nothing else matters. Even nani's attempt to make him
understand doesn't work
"Since I made the decision for marriage then what difference
does the dates make?" he cleverly turns the tables on everyone " when
i wasn't ready, then everyone had a problem and now that i am ready, everyone
still has a problem!...has going against my wishes become a fashion in this
house?"
They beg "just think it over one more time" but he gives
an ultimatum "this engagement will happen tomorrow or never."
So much said in the last few seconds when he walked towards Khushi
and looks to her.
Fuming with pain, in asli duniya, the Rajkumar declares war
on his Rajkumari before storming off. No, this rajkumaar certainly has no
plan of action to bring her back but he does have plans to break her before he
does. Soon a flat out question from him to her about farq leaves no
mysteries as what he wants...or at this point what he NEEDS : a confession to
her feelings about him. No beating around the bushes for Arnav
Singh Raizada but if she functioned like he wanted her to...this tale would be
boring as any other... Yep! And ASR wouldn't have fallen for
KKG if she was boring!😆
DROOL CORNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how keenly he listens to what Anjali has to
say about Khush🤗i I wanna hug him!
BD, I was this😭 and this😆 while going through your analysis! Thats the mark of a fantastic writer to make you laugh and cry at the same time. I wanted to say a lot more. But you said it all.
Edited by wiwy - 10 years ago
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