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Part 29 - Pyaar ya dosti?
Radhika was in her room... She was thinking to her self what should she do... she badly feels to sing the song but at same time she feels a bit nervous too...
Just then Radhika got a call from Bharka...
Radhika:Haan Bharka bol
Bharka:Hello
Radhika:Haan Bharka bholo
Bharka:Acha suno... vo madam ne tujhe song diya kya
Radhika:Abhi tak nahi...
Bharka:Jab vo tumhe song degi, vo song mujhe bhi msg karna
Radhika:Acha thik hain
Bharka:Radhika...
Radhika:Haan
Bharka:How can u be so bold
Radhika;Lyt ... chalo, aur kuch baat hain
Bharka:Kuch nahi
Radhika: thik hain bye
Radhika suddenly remembered Dev's words to her not to say bye... she changing the words "See u Bharka"
Bharka:Bye
As Radhika kept phone... she looked at the phone to see a message from Dev as she opened "Hi madam, what are u doing?"
Radhika:Kuh nahi, bas soch rahi hoon
Dev:Hmm kya soch rahi ho
Radhika:Some one whom i lost long back
Dev:Kya hua mummy ka yaad aaya
Radhika remembered abhay,,,, she messaged "No, some one else"
Dev:Hmmm
Radhika:Aap kya kar rahe ho
Dev: Kisi ke baarein mein soch raha hoon
Radhika:Hmmm... by the way why u have that much beard ...
Dev: What
Radhika:Nope ur beard... its a bit ...
Dev: tell what u wish to say
Radhika:When I see ur beard it feels like u have a love failure, even my friend asked me the same u know
Dev:Hmm indeed I have
Radhika frowned "What"
Dev: I have three love failures...
Radhika: 3??
Dev:Haan...
Radhika:Hmmm
Dev:Kyun, kuch bura soch rahe ho kya
Radhika:Nahi...
Dev:Toh kya soch rahi ho'
Radhika:Kuch nahi... bas yahi soch rahi hun ki, kuch baaton mein hum donom kitna alag hain...
Dev:Kyun
Radhika: Mere liye pyaar sirf ek baar hi hota hain, aur vus aadmi ke liye zindagi bar intezaar karte rahete hain. Lekin aap toh ye bol rahe ki aapka 3 love break ups hain
Dev: Shayad jab mein tere age main ho... main bhi tere jaise ho, lekin ab main aisa hoon
Radhika: Hmmm by the way what with ur status
Dev: what happened
Radhika:U posted u will use ur wife...
Dev:Haan I will use my wife will play with her, will cheat her, will be angry on her, will love her and will make her my ever thing.
Radhika felt the shock of her life... she immediately opened her cupboard and found the diary of two years back and opened a page ...
"Mummy... I know u are angry on me , u would never think that I would love some one , but I loved him mummy... But he never loved me, and found me weird girl, who was more of a boy than a girl... what should I do mummy... i was brought up like that, i feel it weird to feel shy always and do those girlish... talks, whats wrong in that mummy..."
"Mummy, u know what today sunny asked me which type of guy would I like to have as my husband , but she never knows that I don't believe in marriage. How can i believe in it, after I saw what happened to u mummy... how can I/. U know what mummy... if ever I feel like marrying, I will, but for me the person whom I love and marry would be 'My best friend, my mentor , my teacher, my philosopher, and most of all he should become my mother mumma... And also he should use me, play with me, angry on me, love me. make me his every thing and let me use him, play with him, love him, angry on him and make him my every thing. Such psychos are very rare to find mumma... very rare..I hope i get one such psycho"
She was reading it again and again when her phone again made a sound... she looked at the message and it was Dev again "Kya hua. ghussa aaya kya"
Radhika;Nope
Dev:Toh...
Radhika: Kuch nahi, kuch kaam mein gaya tha
Dev:Okay
Radhika: hmmm aapke love stories ke baarein mein batao na
Dev: Hmmm abhi nahi, agli baar jab main milta hoon tumse tab batavunga
Radhika:Hmm...
Dev:Tujhe koi love story nahi hain kya
Radhika: Hain...
Dev:Toh tumne mujhe kabhi bataya kyun nahi
Radhika:It never came between us
Dev:Hmm koun hain wo ladka
Radhika:Abhay dyanchand
Dev: Hmmm , toh isliye tum mujhe vus din vuske baarein mein poocha tha
Radhika:Hmm
Dev: Toh, kab se chal raha tha...
Radhika:Vo mujh se pyaar nahi karte hain, vo mujh se nafrat karte hain... I only loved him
Dev:What... means he never loved u
Radhika:Nahi
Dev: Toh...
Radhika:Toh...
Dev:U still love him
Radhika:Yes, I always love him and will continue to love him forever
Dev: Hmm...
Radhika:Kya hua
Dev:Kuch nahi
Radhika: Mere liye pyaar sirf ek baar hota hain, jo zindagi bar rehta hain
Dev:Lekin mere liye pyaar ka matlab hain kushi... jiske saath hum kush ho vunse hum pyaar karte hain
Radhika:Ofcourse, I am also saying that, i love that person by whose glance i will be happy, his name it self makes me happy to the core... and i can find happiness in him
Dev: But u girls say as if u are doing some favor to us by loving us
Radhika:I will never say that sir... for me i love for my happiness... what i am doing as a favor to him by loving him, by loving him i am getting happiness... indeed he's favoring me
Dev:U are strange, not like other girls
Radhika:Why, am i like a demon to u
Dev:Nope, not like that, but i saw very few girls like u.. who speak out truth
Radhika:Whats wrong in speaking truth and being frank
Dev:Hmm...
Radhika: Any way need to go sir... see u
Dev:See u
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Radhika was on a boat with some guy, the guy was raining flowers on Radhika and Radhika was smiling all the way lying in his arms...
Suddenly some storm came and the boat sinked down... Radhika was flowing away with water, she was trying her level best to swim, but she wasn't able too.. The guy was coming towards Radhika... he was badly injured, Radhika got hold of him.. they both hugged and were drowning down...
"Kanha" Radhika woke up with a shock...
Sumitra who was sleeping beside Radhika "Kya hua Radhu"
Radhika was all sweating... she was very much feared...
Sumitra shaked Radhika "Radhu"
Radhika looked at Sumitra and ran to her room ...
Sumitra:Radhu...
Radhika closed the door and locked it and went to her laptop, she opened the picture of abhay and tried to close her eyes and remember the feature of the guy she saw in her dream, but she wasn't able to relate the features at all to abhay... Radhika looked at Kanha picture on the wall and said "Kanha, please abhay ko kuch mat hone de na"
Then Radhika heard the bangs on the door... she went and opened the door ... Sumitra came in all worried "Kya hua tujhe, raat ke bech mein, aise aaye ho"
Radhika:Wo... kuch nahi, kuch bura spna dekha tha...
Sumitra: Kya hua
Radhika;Kuch nahi... , i will come a bit later, u go and sleep
Sumitra:Are u sure..
Radhika nodded and sumitra went to her room to sleep
Radhika drank some water and went to the pooja room.. she sat there looking at Kanha "Kanha, kyun aise ho raha tha... jis aadmi se main itna pyaar karta hoon... vus aadmi ke bina koi aur mere sapna mein, ye kaise ho sakta hain kanha please mera help kariye... please..."
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Next day morning...
Radhika woke up and took her phone to see her mom's photo. but as she clicked it she saw a message from Dev
"Be ready, today afternnun I will meet u"
Radhika felt her self screwed up for starting her day with seeing some ones message instead of her mom's photo
Radhika silently packed her bag and left for college with out even eating th tiffin and in college every one was busy because it was the dday before freshers party and every one was busy in reharsals... Radhika went to the singing room... where Bharka and one other girl is waiting for Radhika... They started to practice the song, and it was a bit difficult because it was a song new to them... they never heard of it..
Bharka read the lines of the song...
O re kanha nainako naahi chain
Bhor takat hai rah tihari
Jage na sove re, Nainako naahi chain
Kanha nainako naahi chain, ho nainako naahi chain.
Jug jug se more tan man pe naam likha he tera
Jugwale ka jaane kahe nata tera mera
Tu mori ganga jamuna, tu hi mori trishna
Me Radhe, me Radhe tu Krishna
O re Kanha sun nainaki ber
Bhor takat hai rah tihari
Jage na sove re, Nainako naahi chain
Kanha nainako naahi chain, ho nainako naahi chain.
Bharka:Ye koi film ka gaana nahi hain yaar, hum kaise gaa sakthey isko
Radhika felt like she heard the song some where... Radhika:Acha Bharka, ye batao ki senior maa'm kab aayega
Bharka;She will come a while later...
Radhika was humming some tune when bharka listened it and asked her to sing it loud... Radhika hesitated a moment, but on the insistance of Bharka she sang it loud
"O re kanha...
nainako naahi chain..
Bhor takat hai .. rah tihari
Jage na sove re..., Nainako naa..hi chain..
Kanha nainako naahi chain, ho nainako naahi chain."
Bharka:Hey is it the real tune of the song...
Radhika;I don't know, but felt like heard it some where...
Bharka:menas u don't know prefectly is it the tune or not
Radhika:Nope, wait I will call for maa;m
She called her senior and she was on her way to hear...
Bharka:Phir ek baar gaao na
Radhika smiled and started to sing her self ... At the same time the senior came to the room and she stood at the door listening to Radhika...
Radhika stopepd as she saw senior and the senior came to her "Hey ur name?/"
Radhika:Maa'm Ra.. Radhika"
"Acha I'M Mohini ... Tujhe ye gaana kis ne sikhaya"
Radhika:Kisi ne sikhaya nahi, lekin maine kahi par suna tha... mujhe yaad nahi aaraha hain...
Mrinalini: U know what, actually main ne kal raat internet pe saara time check kiya ki, prayer song ke liye kis gaana laao... lekin mujhe koi acha gaana mila hi nahi, toh main ye gaana meri maa ki permission lekhar choose kiya tha
Radhika and bharka looked at one other thinking, whats so special to take permission of her mom
Mrinalini as if getting their thoughts " Nothing, actually ye meri massi ka gaana hain, vo humesha ye gaana gaati rehti thi, kanha ke liye.. actually vo mar chuki hain, is liye apni maa se permission lena pada tha"
Bharka:We are sorry maa'm.. but why are u so shocked when Radhika was singing it maa'm
Mrinalini:main apni massi ka voice recording laaya the iss gaana ka. suno...
saying that Mrinalini played the voice recording... which shokced Bharka too... because it was the same tune with same voice... if ever it was not have been the recording showing some old date, she would have thought that it was radhika whose voice was recorded, and Radhika was also shocked...
Bharka:radhika, how come u listen this song
Radhika: I don't know, but feel it very familiar...
Mrinalini:I have clinicals to go... so Radhika as u already know the song, take the song bluetooth to ur phone and teach it to bharka and others..
Radhika hesitated a moment, but finally agreeing she did that.
Mrinalini was about to leave when Radhika asked "Maam aapki maa ka naam"
Mrinalini turned back and said "Mrinalini Purohith"
Radhika felt the name very familiar but ignored it and she left...
Bharka;Radhika ... song feels very easy for me... I can learn it on my own..
Radhika smiled and left Bharka to practice the song... while she herself left to some other place to practice the song... Radhika was looking for place when she found the temple in the campus... and at this time the temple will be very free she smiled and went behind the temple where she sat freely reciting the lines and the song was easy for her to recite... as she read through the lines she thought to her self "Ye jo bhi ho... wahi gaaya tha jo mere man mein chal raha tha"
As Radhika listened to the song she can't wonder but getting mesmerized to her self and sing this along with the song... but she stopped her self in middle and continued to listen to song when she heard a flute peeping from in between Radhika self thought "Who was playing the flute"
In mean while...
Dev came to the music room...
Bharka;Hi sir
Dev:Song ka practice kaise chal raha hain
Bharka;gud..
Dev:Ye madam ji kaha hain
Bharka;pata nahi, song practice karne ke liye kahi gayi thi
Dev:Ye toh group song hain na... aap donom ko milkar practice karna chahiye
Bharka:Haan, par wo kahi par gayi... bas aate hi hongi
Dev:Acha tera practice ho gaya
Bharka:Haan
Dev: Okay toh gaao
Bharka:What?
Dev:Gaao
Bharka: No way...
Dev:If u fear infront of me, then how can u sing infront of all
Bharka: Hmmm
Dev:Gaao
Bharka adjusted her voice and started the song "O re kanha...
nainako naahi chain..
Dev:Ye kaha ka song hain
Bharka;Don't know...
dev:Looks like u are missing a note...
Bharka listened the song through earphones and said "Haan... but how do u know.. u are listenng it for first time"
Dev:Don't know... but feel like so...
Bharka: lo aagayi Radhika madam...
Radhika :Hi sir... Bharka khatam hua tera practice
Dev: Haan bahut achi tarah gaa rahi hain ye
Radhika:Gud gud... acha gaao ek baar dekhte hain
Bharka sang the song.. and all the way Radhika found some mistakes,,,
Bharka:Kaisa hain
Radhika:Tere notes kuch lines par flat ho raha hain yaar
Dev:U learnt music too
Radhika:Haan
Dev: Oh... toh gaao
Radhika looked at Dev as what was he upto... she shrugged to herself and sang the song... and Dev feel like playing the flute then and there it self... but he controlled his urge by a lot of toughness...
As Radhika completed her song Dev looked at Bharka who was looking at Radhika a bit seriously he thought to himself "Looks like Bhaka was angry on Radhika,,. chalo for now, i has to praise Bharka"
Dev:Radhika, par tum se jyaada acha Bharka gaayi thi
Radhika smiled and said "yes sir, bharka sang it well, but she had some notes wrong here and there, any way we will correct it.. when we both sing together" saying this Radhika looked at Bharka and left in some discussion with her and Dev feeling some thing different went out...
He was getting remembrance of Radhikas voice and her smile but then immediately her message was flashing in hsi brain
'Abhay dyanchand'
'Mere liye pyaar sirf ek baar hota hain, jo zindagi bar rehta hain'
Dev ran his hand through his hair and saw Mohini going in...
"Hey Mohini"
Mohini looked at Dev and smiled "Hi Bhaiyya"
"college mein tum meri junior ho, junior ban kar hi rehna"
Mohini:Hmmm bolo sir kya baat hain
Dev:Wo kya gaana diya tum in logon ko
Mohini:Kyun gaana acha nahi hain kya
Dev:Acha hain, lekin difficult hain
Mohini:Donom ache singers hain, aur aapne dekha Radhika kitni achi tarah gaa rahi thi wo gaana
Dev: Lekin, tum Bharka ko main singer banavoge
Mohini:No way.. Radhika ka awaaz, main song se bilkul milti hain
Dev:Phir bhi.. u take Bharka as main singer..
Mohini:Kyun
dev;Aur haan Radhika ka voice mike mein itni sun ni bhi nahi chahiye
Mohini:Kya hua
Dev:Do as I say... saying it he left... Mohini looked at the side he left and shrugging her shoulders left in,,
As she left in she can see them both singing.. though they both are singing in sync. its Radhika who was singing well and she was covering the small mistakes made by Bharka... Mrinalii was fearing what will be fate of song if Bharka does a mistake on stage... but sighing to herself she did what dev said, and she looked at Radhika to find if she has any dissapointment on fac,e but Radhika was normal..
Bharka: Hmm Radhika shayad, jo main gaa rahi hoon wahi correct ho
Radhika:Lekin see at the song rey...
Bharka;Any way all are saying its fine I am singing gud na
Radhika:Turly u are singing excellently, but make it more good by perfecting it
Bharka:Hmmm
Radhika smiled and saw Bharka practicing it... she saw the time and it was time for her to go to lunch.. she was abt to leave when mohini said she will accompany her.
Mohini: Tum music kitni years se sikh rahi ho
Radhika: abhi nahi sikh rahi hoon, lekin pehle 3 years sikha tha
Mohini:Okay...
Radhika:Madam, ek baat pooch sakthe ho
Mohini:Haan
Radhika:Aapki massi ka kuch photo hain aap ke paas
Mohini:Nahi, u know what my massi and chachu died at a time... and they both were the darlings in family.. so inorder to make my par daadi and parnaani forget them we removed all their pics from home..
Radhika:Oh... aap yaha delhi se hain
Mohini:Haan
Radhika smiled and she saw Mohini leaving seriously as she saw Dev standing there..
Radhika looked at Dev who was seriously looking at her...she smiled to him.
Dev: Kya baat kar rahi ho, vun se
Radhika:wahi ne humein song diya tha... so speakig to her about the song ..
Dev: Hmm ... so ur practice completed
Radhika: My practice was completed long back
Dev:But u aren't singing that nice na
Radhika: I don't wish to also..
Dev:What??
Radhika: Bharka wished to be the main singer... and she deserves it too... so I thought not to learn the song properly so that she can sing it ..
Dev:Come with me'
Radhika:Where
dev:Just come..
Radhika nodded and followed him... he took them into a empty room... Radhika looked at Dev wondering what he was upto.
Dev:Gaao
Radhika:Par...
Dev:Just sing
Radhika sang the song and as she sang it she felt she heard some flute playing... but she doesn't open her eyes thinking it to be her illusion
As she opened her eyes she saw Dev giving a normal look
Dev:Okay now go
Radhika:But why did u ask me to sing??
Dev:Go
Radhika nodded and left out... and here Dev looked to the flute he was hiding in his hand
Radhika at night messaged Dev ... "U doesn't look good in ur beard"
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Next day they all were busy in reharsals and some were being ragged by seniors... when Radhika was searching for Dev... she was feeling nervous..
Mohini:Bhaiyya... mujhe Radhika ko bhi mike dena padega.. kyun ki Radhika is covering up Bharka's mistakes
Dev:Hmmm but the main singer should be Bharka
Mohini: Okay..
saying that Mohini came near the stage and saw a nervous Bharka holding Radhikas hand tightly... "Every thing is fine right"
Radhika:yes maa'm
Mohini see Radhika's eyes searching for some one "Kis ko dhund rahe ho"
Radhika:No one...
Mohini:Now be ready, Radhika u will also have a mike.. but be care ful haan
Radhika nodded
Mohini:the performance starts with urs only... be ready
Radhika nodded as Mohini left...
Radhika looked at her phone to look at Dev's message but she didn't get any... sighing to her self she looked at Abhays pic in her mobile as she left up for stage..
Their names were called and Both Bharjka-Radhika along with one other girl came on to the stage... Radhika closed her eyes to remember kanha.. but its Dev image which flashed infront of her eyes.
Bharka looked at Radhika and asked if they can start and as Radhika nodded they started "Orey kanha..."
Radhika closed her eyes while singing and its Dev image which flashed all the way infront of her eyes and she sung the song more smiling seeing his face... but kept her voice low, as to highlight bharka's voice.
as the soing completed culturals commenced and Radhika was going through the corridor when she saw Dev coming with Professor Kapoor. Radhika smiled to Mr.Kapoor who praisedher for the song..
radhika:Main singer Bharka hain sir
Professor:U both sang well... keep it up
Radhika smiled and looked at Dev, he was in a tuck shirt, with a clean shave... she couldn't help but look at him, but manages to avert her eyes and go away...
Dev who in the mean while observed that Radhika was staring at him, he smiled to himself and taking leave from kapoor , went behind Radhika "Hey Radhika"
Radhika looked back and saw him standing there... She smiled and said "won't u watch the party"
Dev: Well, I already said u that I am no way interested in party... I came here just to listen the song..
Radhika smiled and said "Indeed Bharka sung it good... "
Dev:Hmmm... wo toh hain... kya keh rahi hain madam ji
Radhika:She's enjoying...
Dev:Aur tum...
Radhika:I am not interested in party, so leaving to home..
Dev: How
Radhika;By bus,... see u
Dev:Wait I am also coming...
Radhika:Lekin...
Dev:Chalo...
Radhika smiled and started to walk speaking to Dev... Radhika asked him "Aapko flute aata hain"
Dev:Nahi toh... kyun
Radhika:well fine...
Dev: Kyun pooch rahi ho
Radhika:Bas yuhi poochne ka mann kiya ... any way, why did u shave
Dev: U only said that it wasn't nice na... thats why shaved my self..
Radhika turning her head off thought to her self "Mujhe kya pata ki, mujh par itna asar padega"
Dev:Kuch bola tumne
Radhka:Nahi, par kal toh friday hain na
Dev:Haan...
Radhika:Aur aap kal hi shave kiya
Dev;Hmm
Radhika: How can u shave on friday? its not good na
Dev:Light maar yaar... i never see these days and all
Radhika: Chalo chod do... by the way, why did u tuck in...
Dev:Just to check out how I look like
Radhika:Hmm
Dev:Kaise lag raha hoon, ye to bolo
Radhika: Not bad
Dev:Ahaan...
Radhika: Haan...
Dev: hmm... so wats up
Radhika :Nothing
But Radhika's face went out black as she saw a guy going from here to there...
Dev:Kya hua
Radhika:He's my supersenior, I fear him.
Dev: 'well whose he'... but he dind't see any one there... 'any way if u have fear for any one in ur super senior, u can say to my bro..'
Radhika frowning "U had a bro"
Dev:Haaan Rohan, ur super senior
Radhika shrugged her shoulder and continue to move talking some thing other... and when they reached the bus stop and waiting for rain... it started to rain... Dev rushed under a tree but Radhika smiled and continued to play with rain standing there...
Dev:U will catch cold, come in
Radhika:Sir, even if we stand under that tree we will get soaked after a while, whats wrong in letting rain pour on us, when it is lovingly coming to us..
Dev smiled seeing her innocence thought to her self "Kitna normal hain ye ladki, never selfish for her self"
Radhika played for some more time and rushed under the tree...
Dev: so why u came here...
Radhika: Just like that... any way, ye bus kab aayega
she thought to her self checking the time... but just then bus came, but Dev didn't let her get into bus...
Radhika:Kya hua...
Dev: U won't go like this...
Radhika:Kya hua..
Dev angrily looked at her and handed over an apron from his bag...
Radhika:Acha toh aapka problem ye hain ki , I am soaked, okay wait a minute... saying that Radhika took a dry Bhurka from her bag and wore it on her...
Dev:Why did u have bhurka.,.
Radhika: Ye mere dost nazma ka hain actually, she kept it in my bag and left off...
Dev:So u got advantage of it like this...
Radhika smiled... Dev:Don't u feel shy of ur self to admit that, u are wet...
Radhika:Ofcourse I am soaked, whats wrong if I admit it
Dev:Hmmm... tujh me, Ladki ka characters kuch kam hi tha
Radhika:Ladki hoon, jis ko ladke ki tarah paaala gaya hain, credit to my mummy
Dev smiled...
Radhika:Acha chalo... koi auto pakadenge... mujhe aur der yaha aise nahi rukhna hain
Dev:Hmm...
Radhika was in her room... She was thinking to her self what should she do... she badly feels to sing the song but at same time she feels a bit nervous too...
Just then Radhika got a call from Bharka...
Radhika:Haan Bharka bol
Bharka:Hello
Radhika:Haan Bharka bholo
Bharka:Acha suno... vo madam ne tujhe song diya kya
Radhika:Abhi tak nahi...
Bharka:Jab vo tumhe song degi, vo song mujhe bhi msg karna
Radhika:Acha thik hain
Bharka:Radhika...
Radhika:Haan
Bharka:How can u be so bold
Radhika;Lyt ... chalo, aur kuch baat hain
Bharka:Kuch nahi
Radhika: thik hain bye
Radhika suddenly remembered Dev's words to her not to say bye... she changing the words "See u Bharka"
Bharka:Bye
As Radhika kept phone... she looked at the phone to see a message from Dev as she opened "Hi madam, what are u doing?"
Radhika:Kuh nahi, bas soch rahi hoon
Dev:Hmm kya soch rahi ho
Radhika:Some one whom i lost long back
Dev:Kya hua mummy ka yaad aaya
Radhika remembered abhay,,,, she messaged "No, some one else"
Dev:Hmmm
Radhika:Aap kya kar rahe ho
Dev: Kisi ke baarein mein soch raha hoon
Radhika:Hmmm... by the way why u have that much beard ...
Dev: What
Radhika:Nope ur beard... its a bit ...
Dev: tell what u wish to say
Radhika:When I see ur beard it feels like u have a love failure, even my friend asked me the same u know
Dev:Hmm indeed I have
Radhika frowned "What"
Dev: I have three love failures...
Radhika: 3??
Dev:Haan...
Radhika:Hmmm
Dev:Kyun, kuch bura soch rahe ho kya
Radhika:Nahi...
Dev:Toh kya soch rahi ho'
Radhika:Kuch nahi... bas yahi soch rahi hun ki, kuch baaton mein hum donom kitna alag hain...
Dev:Kyun
Radhika: Mere liye pyaar sirf ek baar hi hota hain, aur vus aadmi ke liye zindagi bar intezaar karte rahete hain. Lekin aap toh ye bol rahe ki aapka 3 love break ups hain
Dev: Shayad jab mein tere age main ho... main bhi tere jaise ho, lekin ab main aisa hoon
Radhika: Hmmm by the way what with ur status
Dev: what happened
Radhika:U posted u will use ur wife...
Dev:Haan I will use my wife will play with her, will cheat her, will be angry on her, will love her and will make her my ever thing.
Radhika felt the shock of her life... she immediately opened her cupboard and found the diary of two years back and opened a page ...
"Mummy... I know u are angry on me , u would never think that I would love some one , but I loved him mummy... But he never loved me, and found me weird girl, who was more of a boy than a girl... what should I do mummy... i was brought up like that, i feel it weird to feel shy always and do those girlish... talks, whats wrong in that mummy..."
"Mummy, u know what today sunny asked me which type of guy would I like to have as my husband , but she never knows that I don't believe in marriage. How can i believe in it, after I saw what happened to u mummy... how can I/. U know what mummy... if ever I feel like marrying, I will, but for me the person whom I love and marry would be 'My best friend, my mentor , my teacher, my philosopher, and most of all he should become my mother mumma... And also he should use me, play with me, angry on me, love me. make me his every thing and let me use him, play with him, love him, angry on him and make him my every thing. Such psychos are very rare to find mumma... very rare..I hope i get one such psycho"
She was reading it again and again when her phone again made a sound... she looked at the message and it was Dev again "Kya hua. ghussa aaya kya"
Radhika;Nope
Dev:Toh...
Radhika: Kuch nahi, kuch kaam mein gaya tha
Dev:Okay
Radhika: hmmm aapke love stories ke baarein mein batao na
Dev: Hmmm abhi nahi, agli baar jab main milta hoon tumse tab batavunga
Radhika:Hmm...
Dev:Tujhe koi love story nahi hain kya
Radhika: Hain...
Dev:Toh tumne mujhe kabhi bataya kyun nahi
Radhika:It never came between us
Dev:Hmm koun hain wo ladka
Radhika:Abhay dyanchand
Dev: Hmmm , toh isliye tum mujhe vus din vuske baarein mein poocha tha
Radhika:Hmm
Dev: Toh, kab se chal raha tha...
Radhika:Vo mujh se pyaar nahi karte hain, vo mujh se nafrat karte hain... I only loved him
Dev:What... means he never loved u
Radhika:Nahi
Dev: Toh...
Radhika:Toh...
Dev:U still love him
Radhika:Yes, I always love him and will continue to love him forever
Dev: Hmm...
Radhika:Kya hua
Dev:Kuch nahi
Radhika: Mere liye pyaar sirf ek baar hota hain, jo zindagi bar rehta hain
Dev:Lekin mere liye pyaar ka matlab hain kushi... jiske saath hum kush ho vunse hum pyaar karte hain
Radhika:Ofcourse, I am also saying that, i love that person by whose glance i will be happy, his name it self makes me happy to the core... and i can find happiness in him
Dev: But u girls say as if u are doing some favor to us by loving us
Radhika:I will never say that sir... for me i love for my happiness... what i am doing as a favor to him by loving him, by loving him i am getting happiness... indeed he's favoring me
Dev:U are strange, not like other girls
Radhika:Why, am i like a demon to u
Dev:Nope, not like that, but i saw very few girls like u.. who speak out truth
Radhika:Whats wrong in speaking truth and being frank
Dev:Hmm...
Radhika: Any way need to go sir... see u
Dev:See u
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Radhika was on a boat with some guy, the guy was raining flowers on Radhika and Radhika was smiling all the way lying in his arms...
Suddenly some storm came and the boat sinked down... Radhika was flowing away with water, she was trying her level best to swim, but she wasn't able too.. The guy was coming towards Radhika... he was badly injured, Radhika got hold of him.. they both hugged and were drowning down...
"Kanha" Radhika woke up with a shock...
Sumitra who was sleeping beside Radhika "Kya hua Radhu"
Radhika was all sweating... she was very much feared...
Sumitra shaked Radhika "Radhu"
Radhika looked at Sumitra and ran to her room ...
Sumitra:Radhu...
Radhika closed the door and locked it and went to her laptop, she opened the picture of abhay and tried to close her eyes and remember the feature of the guy she saw in her dream, but she wasn't able to relate the features at all to abhay... Radhika looked at Kanha picture on the wall and said "Kanha, please abhay ko kuch mat hone de na"
Then Radhika heard the bangs on the door... she went and opened the door ... Sumitra came in all worried "Kya hua tujhe, raat ke bech mein, aise aaye ho"
Radhika:Wo... kuch nahi, kuch bura spna dekha tha...
Sumitra: Kya hua
Radhika;Kuch nahi... , i will come a bit later, u go and sleep
Sumitra:Are u sure..
Radhika nodded and sumitra went to her room to sleep
Radhika drank some water and went to the pooja room.. she sat there looking at Kanha "Kanha, kyun aise ho raha tha... jis aadmi se main itna pyaar karta hoon... vus aadmi ke bina koi aur mere sapna mein, ye kaise ho sakta hain kanha please mera help kariye... please..."
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Next day morning...
Radhika woke up and took her phone to see her mom's photo. but as she clicked it she saw a message from Dev
"Be ready, today afternnun I will meet u"
Radhika felt her self screwed up for starting her day with seeing some ones message instead of her mom's photo
Radhika silently packed her bag and left for college with out even eating th tiffin and in college every one was busy because it was the dday before freshers party and every one was busy in reharsals... Radhika went to the singing room... where Bharka and one other girl is waiting for Radhika... They started to practice the song, and it was a bit difficult because it was a song new to them... they never heard of it..
Bharka read the lines of the song...
O re kanha nainako naahi chain
Bhor takat hai rah tihari
Jage na sove re, Nainako naahi chain
Kanha nainako naahi chain, ho nainako naahi chain.
Jug jug se more tan man pe naam likha he tera
Jugwale ka jaane kahe nata tera mera
Tu mori ganga jamuna, tu hi mori trishna
Me Radhe, me Radhe tu Krishna
O re Kanha sun nainaki ber
Bhor takat hai rah tihari
Jage na sove re, Nainako naahi chain
Kanha nainako naahi chain, ho nainako naahi chain.
Bharka:Ye koi film ka gaana nahi hain yaar, hum kaise gaa sakthey isko
Radhika felt like she heard the song some where... Radhika:Acha Bharka, ye batao ki senior maa'm kab aayega
Bharka;She will come a while later...
Radhika was humming some tune when bharka listened it and asked her to sing it loud... Radhika hesitated a moment, but on the insistance of Bharka she sang it loud
"O re kanha...
nainako naahi chain..
Bhor takat hai .. rah tihari
Jage na sove re..., Nainako naa..hi chain..
Kanha nainako naahi chain, ho nainako naahi chain."
Bharka:Hey is it the real tune of the song...
Radhika;I don't know, but felt like heard it some where...
Bharka:menas u don't know prefectly is it the tune or not
Radhika:Nope, wait I will call for maa;m
She called her senior and she was on her way to hear...
Bharka:Phir ek baar gaao na
Radhika smiled and started to sing her self ... At the same time the senior came to the room and she stood at the door listening to Radhika...
Radhika stopepd as she saw senior and the senior came to her "Hey ur name?/"
Radhika:Maa'm Ra.. Radhika"
"Acha I'M Mohini ... Tujhe ye gaana kis ne sikhaya"
Radhika:Kisi ne sikhaya nahi, lekin maine kahi par suna tha... mujhe yaad nahi aaraha hain...
Mrinalini: U know what, actually main ne kal raat internet pe saara time check kiya ki, prayer song ke liye kis gaana laao... lekin mujhe koi acha gaana mila hi nahi, toh main ye gaana meri maa ki permission lekhar choose kiya tha
Radhika and bharka looked at one other thinking, whats so special to take permission of her mom
Mrinalini as if getting their thoughts " Nothing, actually ye meri massi ka gaana hain, vo humesha ye gaana gaati rehti thi, kanha ke liye.. actually vo mar chuki hain, is liye apni maa se permission lena pada tha"
Bharka:We are sorry maa'm.. but why are u so shocked when Radhika was singing it maa'm
Mrinalini:main apni massi ka voice recording laaya the iss gaana ka. suno...
saying that Mrinalini played the voice recording... which shokced Bharka too... because it was the same tune with same voice... if ever it was not have been the recording showing some old date, she would have thought that it was radhika whose voice was recorded, and Radhika was also shocked...
Bharka:radhika, how come u listen this song
Radhika: I don't know, but feel it very familiar...
Mrinalini:I have clinicals to go... so Radhika as u already know the song, take the song bluetooth to ur phone and teach it to bharka and others..
Radhika hesitated a moment, but finally agreeing she did that.
Mrinalini was about to leave when Radhika asked "Maam aapki maa ka naam"
Mrinalini turned back and said "Mrinalini Purohith"
Radhika felt the name very familiar but ignored it and she left...
Bharka;Radhika ... song feels very easy for me... I can learn it on my own..
Radhika smiled and left Bharka to practice the song... while she herself left to some other place to practice the song... Radhika was looking for place when she found the temple in the campus... and at this time the temple will be very free she smiled and went behind the temple where she sat freely reciting the lines and the song was easy for her to recite... as she read through the lines she thought to her self "Ye jo bhi ho... wahi gaaya tha jo mere man mein chal raha tha"
As Radhika listened to the song she can't wonder but getting mesmerized to her self and sing this along with the song... but she stopped her self in middle and continued to listen to song when she heard a flute peeping from in between Radhika self thought "Who was playing the flute"
In mean while...
Dev came to the music room...
Bharka;Hi sir
Dev:Song ka practice kaise chal raha hain
Bharka;gud..
Dev:Ye madam ji kaha hain
Bharka;pata nahi, song practice karne ke liye kahi gayi thi
Dev:Ye toh group song hain na... aap donom ko milkar practice karna chahiye
Bharka:Haan, par wo kahi par gayi... bas aate hi hongi
Dev:Acha tera practice ho gaya
Bharka:Haan
Dev: Okay toh gaao
Bharka:What?
Dev:Gaao
Bharka: No way...
Dev:If u fear infront of me, then how can u sing infront of all
Bharka: Hmmm
Dev:Gaao
Bharka adjusted her voice and started the song "O re kanha...
nainako naahi chain..
Dev:Ye kaha ka song hain
Bharka;Don't know...
dev:Looks like u are missing a note...
Bharka listened the song through earphones and said "Haan... but how do u know.. u are listenng it for first time"
Dev:Don't know... but feel like so...
Bharka: lo aagayi Radhika madam...
Radhika :Hi sir... Bharka khatam hua tera practice
Dev: Haan bahut achi tarah gaa rahi hain ye
Radhika:Gud gud... acha gaao ek baar dekhte hain
Bharka sang the song.. and all the way Radhika found some mistakes,,,
Bharka:Kaisa hain
Radhika:Tere notes kuch lines par flat ho raha hain yaar
Dev:U learnt music too
Radhika:Haan
Dev: Oh... toh gaao
Radhika looked at Dev as what was he upto... she shrugged to herself and sang the song... and Dev feel like playing the flute then and there it self... but he controlled his urge by a lot of toughness...
As Radhika completed her song Dev looked at Bharka who was looking at Radhika a bit seriously he thought to himself "Looks like Bhaka was angry on Radhika,,. chalo for now, i has to praise Bharka"
Dev:Radhika, par tum se jyaada acha Bharka gaayi thi
Radhika smiled and said "yes sir, bharka sang it well, but she had some notes wrong here and there, any way we will correct it.. when we both sing together" saying this Radhika looked at Bharka and left in some discussion with her and Dev feeling some thing different went out...
He was getting remembrance of Radhikas voice and her smile but then immediately her message was flashing in hsi brain
'Abhay dyanchand'
'Mere liye pyaar sirf ek baar hota hain, jo zindagi bar rehta hain'
Dev ran his hand through his hair and saw Mohini going in...
"Hey Mohini"
Mohini looked at Dev and smiled "Hi Bhaiyya"
"college mein tum meri junior ho, junior ban kar hi rehna"
Mohini:Hmmm bolo sir kya baat hain
Dev:Wo kya gaana diya tum in logon ko
Mohini:Kyun gaana acha nahi hain kya
Dev:Acha hain, lekin difficult hain
Mohini:Donom ache singers hain, aur aapne dekha Radhika kitni achi tarah gaa rahi thi wo gaana
Dev: Lekin, tum Bharka ko main singer banavoge
Mohini:No way.. Radhika ka awaaz, main song se bilkul milti hain
Dev:Phir bhi.. u take Bharka as main singer..
Mohini:Kyun
dev;Aur haan Radhika ka voice mike mein itni sun ni bhi nahi chahiye
Mohini:Kya hua
Dev:Do as I say... saying it he left... Mohini looked at the side he left and shrugging her shoulders left in,,
As she left in she can see them both singing.. though they both are singing in sync. its Radhika who was singing well and she was covering the small mistakes made by Bharka... Mrinalii was fearing what will be fate of song if Bharka does a mistake on stage... but sighing to herself she did what dev said, and she looked at Radhika to find if she has any dissapointment on fac,e but Radhika was normal..
Bharka: Hmm Radhika shayad, jo main gaa rahi hoon wahi correct ho
Radhika:Lekin see at the song rey...
Bharka;Any way all are saying its fine I am singing gud na
Radhika:Turly u are singing excellently, but make it more good by perfecting it
Bharka:Hmmm
Radhika smiled and saw Bharka practicing it... she saw the time and it was time for her to go to lunch.. she was abt to leave when mohini said she will accompany her.
Mohini: Tum music kitni years se sikh rahi ho
Radhika: abhi nahi sikh rahi hoon, lekin pehle 3 years sikha tha
Mohini:Okay...
Radhika:Madam, ek baat pooch sakthe ho
Mohini:Haan
Radhika:Aapki massi ka kuch photo hain aap ke paas
Mohini:Nahi, u know what my massi and chachu died at a time... and they both were the darlings in family.. so inorder to make my par daadi and parnaani forget them we removed all their pics from home..
Radhika:Oh... aap yaha delhi se hain
Mohini:Haan
Radhika smiled and she saw Mohini leaving seriously as she saw Dev standing there..
Radhika looked at Dev who was seriously looking at her...she smiled to him.
Dev: Kya baat kar rahi ho, vun se
Radhika:wahi ne humein song diya tha... so speakig to her about the song ..
Dev: Hmm ... so ur practice completed
Radhika: My practice was completed long back
Dev:But u aren't singing that nice na
Radhika: I don't wish to also..
Dev:What??
Radhika: Bharka wished to be the main singer... and she deserves it too... so I thought not to learn the song properly so that she can sing it ..
Dev:Come with me'
Radhika:Where
dev:Just come..
Radhika nodded and followed him... he took them into a empty room... Radhika looked at Dev wondering what he was upto.
Dev:Gaao
Radhika:Par...
Dev:Just sing
Radhika sang the song and as she sang it she felt she heard some flute playing... but she doesn't open her eyes thinking it to be her illusion
As she opened her eyes she saw Dev giving a normal look
Dev:Okay now go
Radhika:But why did u ask me to sing??
Dev:Go
Radhika nodded and left out... and here Dev looked to the flute he was hiding in his hand
Radhika at night messaged Dev ... "U doesn't look good in ur beard"
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Next day they all were busy in reharsals and some were being ragged by seniors... when Radhika was searching for Dev... she was feeling nervous..
Mohini:Bhaiyya... mujhe Radhika ko bhi mike dena padega.. kyun ki Radhika is covering up Bharka's mistakes
Dev:Hmmm but the main singer should be Bharka
Mohini: Okay..
saying that Mohini came near the stage and saw a nervous Bharka holding Radhikas hand tightly... "Every thing is fine right"
Radhika:yes maa'm
Mohini see Radhika's eyes searching for some one "Kis ko dhund rahe ho"
Radhika:No one...
Mohini:Now be ready, Radhika u will also have a mike.. but be care ful haan
Radhika nodded
Mohini:the performance starts with urs only... be ready
Radhika nodded as Mohini left...
Radhika looked at her phone to look at Dev's message but she didn't get any... sighing to her self she looked at Abhays pic in her mobile as she left up for stage..
Their names were called and Both Bharjka-Radhika along with one other girl came on to the stage... Radhika closed her eyes to remember kanha.. but its Dev image which flashed infront of her eyes.
Bharka looked at Radhika and asked if they can start and as Radhika nodded they started "Orey kanha..."
Radhika closed her eyes while singing and its Dev image which flashed all the way infront of her eyes and she sung the song more smiling seeing his face... but kept her voice low, as to highlight bharka's voice.
as the soing completed culturals commenced and Radhika was going through the corridor when she saw Dev coming with Professor Kapoor. Radhika smiled to Mr.Kapoor who praisedher for the song..
radhika:Main singer Bharka hain sir
Professor:U both sang well... keep it up
Radhika smiled and looked at Dev, he was in a tuck shirt, with a clean shave... she couldn't help but look at him, but manages to avert her eyes and go away...
Dev who in the mean while observed that Radhika was staring at him, he smiled to himself and taking leave from kapoor , went behind Radhika "Hey Radhika"
Radhika looked back and saw him standing there... She smiled and said "won't u watch the party"
Dev: Well, I already said u that I am no way interested in party... I came here just to listen the song..
Radhika smiled and said "Indeed Bharka sung it good... "
Dev:Hmmm... wo toh hain... kya keh rahi hain madam ji
Radhika:She's enjoying...
Dev:Aur tum...
Radhika:I am not interested in party, so leaving to home..
Dev: How
Radhika;By bus,... see u
Dev:Wait I am also coming...
Radhika:Lekin...
Dev:Chalo...
Radhika smiled and started to walk speaking to Dev... Radhika asked him "Aapko flute aata hain"
Dev:Nahi toh... kyun
Radhika:well fine...
Dev: Kyun pooch rahi ho
Radhika:Bas yuhi poochne ka mann kiya ... any way, why did u shave
Dev: U only said that it wasn't nice na... thats why shaved my self..
Radhika turning her head off thought to her self "Mujhe kya pata ki, mujh par itna asar padega"
Dev:Kuch bola tumne
Radhka:Nahi, par kal toh friday hain na
Dev:Haan...
Radhika:Aur aap kal hi shave kiya
Dev;Hmm
Radhika: How can u shave on friday? its not good na
Dev:Light maar yaar... i never see these days and all
Radhika: Chalo chod do... by the way, why did u tuck in...
Dev:Just to check out how I look like
Radhika:Hmm
Dev:Kaise lag raha hoon, ye to bolo
Radhika: Not bad
Dev:Ahaan...
Radhika: Haan...
Dev: hmm... so wats up
Radhika :Nothing
But Radhika's face went out black as she saw a guy going from here to there...
Dev:Kya hua
Radhika:He's my supersenior, I fear him.
Dev: 'well whose he'... but he dind't see any one there... 'any way if u have fear for any one in ur super senior, u can say to my bro..'
Radhika frowning "U had a bro"
Dev:Haaan Rohan, ur super senior
Radhika shrugged her shoulder and continue to move talking some thing other... and when they reached the bus stop and waiting for rain... it started to rain... Dev rushed under a tree but Radhika smiled and continued to play with rain standing there...
Dev:U will catch cold, come in
Radhika:Sir, even if we stand under that tree we will get soaked after a while, whats wrong in letting rain pour on us, when it is lovingly coming to us..
Dev smiled seeing her innocence thought to her self "Kitna normal hain ye ladki, never selfish for her self"
Radhika played for some more time and rushed under the tree...
Dev: so why u came here...
Radhika: Just like that... any way, ye bus kab aayega
she thought to her self checking the time... but just then bus came, but Dev didn't let her get into bus...
Radhika:Kya hua...
Dev: U won't go like this...
Radhika:Kya hua..
Dev angrily looked at her and handed over an apron from his bag...
Radhika:Acha toh aapka problem ye hain ki , I am soaked, okay wait a minute... saying that Radhika took a dry Bhurka from her bag and wore it on her...
Dev:Why did u have bhurka.,.
Radhika: Ye mere dost nazma ka hain actually, she kept it in my bag and left off...
Dev:So u got advantage of it like this...
Radhika smiled... Dev:Don't u feel shy of ur self to admit that, u are wet...
Radhika:Ofcourse I am soaked, whats wrong if I admit it
Dev:Hmmm... tujh me, Ladki ka characters kuch kam hi tha
Radhika:Ladki hoon, jis ko ladke ki tarah paaala gaya hain, credit to my mummy
Dev smiled...
Radhika:Acha chalo... koi auto pakadenge... mujhe aur der yaha aise nahi rukhna hain
Dev:Hmm...
Cricket
O Humnava Tum Dena Saath Mera
Anupamaa
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