MG FF- PARINEETA THREAD 11 - Page 4

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His client finally called and he got engrossed in the video call. He kept on looking at their room's door again and again to check on geet. He saw her come out after a while and walked out towards the lawn. He felt relieved and continued with the call. It was only after 10 minutes when he heard her scream, "maan... maan..."

He panicked hearing her scream so loudly. His heart almost stopped beating. The client also looked startled with that sudden panic on the other side. It was an important call but he just disconnected it, threw away the Bluetooth device and ran out. He wished she was okay...he had never heard her speak louder and today her screams just sucked the life out of him. he looked around, wondering where she was when he heard her scream again, this time in distress and pain, "MAAN..."

He ran towards the voice and found her behind a tree. She was sitting on the grass with something in her hand. He stood behind her wondering if she was okay.

"geet...", he called out to her.

She slowly turned around and he was amazed to see her hazels overcast with tears...she looked so much in pain...so much restlessness. He panicked when she forwarded her blood smeared hands in front of him. he was so scared...was she alright? Did she get hurt?

He held her shoulder, "geet are you okay? Did you get hurt..."

He was amazed to see tears rolling down her eyes and her hands trembled.

"wo...maan...wo...", she was panicking, fumbling with her words, "wo...blood..wo.."

He cupped her face and made her still, "relax...relax...geet... shaant ho jao and tell me whats wrong.."

[relax..relax geet just relax and tell me whats wrong..]

She held one of his hands and pointed towards a little kitten lying lifelessly, smeared in blood. It looked only 1-2 months old(if you remember, its my 90 degree's one of the grandchildren😉😆 sry for showering my cat love on u guys😳) and had bite marks over its tummy. She saw it stir a bit and immediately picked the tiny life up in her hands, "issey doctor ke paas le chalo na maan... wo marr jayega..", she actually cried.

[take it to the doctor na maan...it will die]

Maan saw the flow of reactions on her face...probably the kitten was the reason behind it and he was in no position to deny it either. The kitten was probably bit by some stray dogs. It somehow managed to escape into their lawn, dodging away the dogs. It really needed help.

"geet... wrap it up in a towel... till then i will get the car."

"umm..", she nodded and immediately ran into their house and wrapped it in a clean towel. She saw maan in the car and ran to him. he helped her in settling in with the kitten and drove faster. Geet kept on checking the kitten every few seconds to see if it was still breathing. The wound really looked bad. She looked too tensed. Maan kept on checking on geet. She couldn't even wait for him to halt the car in front of the vet clinic. She literally jumped out of the still moving car and ran side, shouting for the doctor.

Maan parked his car and ran to geet. She had kept the kitten close to her heart, cocooned in her embrace. The vet came and checked on the wound and took the kitten from her.

She very carefully handed it over to the vet, caressing it as a baby, "you will be alright bacha..."

Maan held her sideways as the vet took it away for stitches. She just kept on looking at the doctor's chamber. She didn't know why but she just couldn't have sat still. Maan saw the changing expressions on her face. He was actually glad somewhere that she was reacting so much. he saw her pacing restlessly in the corridor. He held her hands and helped her clean her hands. She cleaned herself so meticulously. He moved away the strand of hair that fell on her eyes. He made her sit and brought her water. He sat beside her when he felt her clutching his sleeves. She was nervous...scared...uncertain. he placed his hand over hers and caressed it softly, "relax geet...it will be fine.."

She looked at him hopefully, "wo bach tho jayega na?"

[will it survive?]

He smiled seeing him as so innocently, "han baba..tum itni chinta mat karo...the doctors will make it okay"

[han baba don't think so much... the doctors will make it okay]

She wasn't convinced but she couldn't have done much. she just placed her head over his shoulder and closed her eyes. Maan was totally amazed to see this sudden change in her... a total 180 degree turnover. He was somewhere glad that this was so...but he was worried as well. She had for the first time hoped for something after a long time...if the kitten doesn't survive she will be broken totally once again and might go back to her shell.

They saw the doctor come out after an hour or so. She ran to him asking if the baby was okay. The doctor smiled, "relax ma'am... its okay now. If you hadn't brought it on time it might have died there due to excess bleeding. We have stitched its wound...it will be okay very soon.."

"umm doctor...can we take it home?"

"yes you can...but make sure it doesn't move around a lot and for the first few days just liquid food should be given...there are chances the wound might get septic because its too small...please be careful"

Maan came and held geet close, "umm doctor is it vaccinated?"

"no..just get it when you come for dressing and i will do that.. now its too weak.."

Geet ran to the small cot where the little life lay, dressed in bandages...breathing softly. It must be the effect of the tranquilizers it was given. She caressed its tiny head softly, feeling so relieved! In the meantime, maan paid all the bills and went to geet.

"shall we go home?"

She nodded and took the baby softly in her arms, like it were her own baby. Maan helped her out when they got back home. She carried it all the while holding it close to her heart. She looked around where to keep it. She got really restless when she found none.

"geet... keep it in that store room na.. anyways its empty. Maria (maid) had anyways cleaned it"

"no..", came her immediate reply. She looked at him angrily like how could he even think of doing that. she thought for a while and gave it him, "hold this for a while..."

He held the kitten while she ran inside their bedroom. Maan sighed and took a careful look at the baby. It looked like a small white fur ball with brown patches. it looked so cute and so vulnerable. He saw geet come out holding a small basket. She had put some soft clothes and small pillows that she had found in the cupboard. That made a very cute bed for him. she placed it on the couch and took the kitten in her arms. She placed it softly in that basket and sat beside it. He sighed and looked at the time. It was post 1:30pm. He called up a restaurant and ordered food for them. His call was done for...but he didn't mind if he lost the contract...she was more important right now. It was the last call of the day...he had actually made it the last one deliberately. He had scheduled al his works in the first two days so that he could be free for the next whole week and be with her. that is why he had been keeping too busy but anyways it was done. The boy delivered their packets and went off. He filled them in their plates and looked at geet. She was still sitting by the kitten, caressing it..as if the wound pained it...of course it did! He sighed..she was at least busy with something.

"geet... have your lunch please..." he called out, setting the plates on the table.

Geet was nowhere near moving, "hmm...thodi der baad..."

[hmmm a little later..]

He was again surprised to see her replying to him! he thanked the kitten in his heart for making geet react the way she was doing now. He waited for her to join him but she kept on repeating—a little later...

Finally he took the plate and sat beside her, "chalo you sit here quietly..and let me feed you.."

She didn't say anything and didn't even deny when he fed her. he smiled seeing her behave like a kid. It was more than anything else. He happily fed her and helped her clean up. He then had his food and went to change. He came back after a while and saw her slowly dozing off. She was still adamant on being with the kitten. He slowly lifted her up in his arms. She made herself comfortable over his shoulder, still in sleep but she could feel his movements. She wrapped her arms around his neck.

"geet...sleep for a while..."

"na...na..na...", she mumbled in her sleep which made him smile. She didn't want to go away from her kitten but she didn't want to let go off her sleep as well.

"sleep well...i will be with your kitten", he whispered in her ears. She moved her head, "na... na...nahi jaana..."

He smiled seeing her like this...a baby!!! He made her lie down on the bed and made her comfortable and walked out. She pulled the spread closer and dozed off. Maan went and sat beside the kitten. He checked on it...and found it breathing normally now. He sighed... geet will so happy when she gets to know it. He caressed it and sat for a while thinking what to do. He was reminded of something and got his laptop bag and took out her dairy. The more he reads it the more he gets curious to know if she had loved him... he had read the next few pages...she had written cute, sometimes funny poems or lines r quotes but she never mentioned anyone's name. That was what kept him going. He reached the page where he had left and read the date. He tried to gather when was it... may be around the time she was in her 3^rd year or 4^th year...

"My best moment in life will be—

When i need someone to tell my feelings but i can't..

i just hug him and he whispers in my ears, "I UNDERSTAND!" "

he smiled at her words... she had dreamed of so many things in life. She was tom boyish...she was totally crazy but this one moment made him realize she had her girlish side too which was always suppressed in front of others. The next few pages made him realize a new face of geet—with dreams and hopes that every girl cherishes secretly. He smiled a bit amused a bit surprised...but the next page seemed like a diary entry sort of thing. By this time he was sure that she was in love with someone but she never told him...he had his own suspicions but still he wanted to know from her who was it!

"...why do i feel so lonely today...i am happy for them..but it hurts! I am so glad that he is happy...then why can't i feel that happiness...i just can't run away from myself right!

Why why why

i love you so much

when it only makes me cry

and hurt deep with in so much

i m trying

i m trying hard ,not to love you

not to care the fact ,that you never care

not to live my life ,with a dream

of being you their for us

this feeling of being together

lives so quiet and deep in my heart

as they are always there or you

even before i knew

that's it ,it's so simple

i love you yes I love you..."

he didn't know why he felt the corners of his eyes burn! He hated the fact that she never told him she was in love...or he hated the fact that he wasn't the one...or the fact that the guy could never understand her! he was now even more curious to clear his suspicions. His heart was beating so fast...like he was scared..anxious..! at one moment he even thought to stop reading the dairy. What if it wasn't him... he had just simply accepted the fact that it was for him...what if it turned out to be Aryan or someone else? He somehow chided himself to turn over to the next page.

"...i m trying

trying hard ,not to wonder

where you are

what you are doing

but ...

but ,i can't stop myself

as i fell more in love with you

with every passing second of my life

and still

waiting for your time

waiting for your care

waiting for you to come back and

shout--you love me'

as i love you...

I can't hide from myself... I love you Maan!"

(Poem by 9n9i9s9h9u9)

At first he really couldn't gather anything. His attention went towards the ink smudges at some corners...may be because of her tears!! It was much later that he realized it was for him. HIM??!!!! his eyes widened with shock...it was him all though?? Every word she wrote..every word she meant..every dream of hers was all for him? he was just trying to make a blind guess that the diary was for him...but he never expected it to come true! She was in love...with him!! he went numb...she loved him! he dared to check the date which shocked him further! He could never ever forget that day—his engagement with anisha!

He looked at the words once again...those ink smudges...she had cried that night. he tried to connect his realizations with the previous entries she had made... everything just pointed at him! every single word...every poem...every line she wrote were all meant for him! he just didn't have it in him to go further!! It was him all this while! She had made the entry when she was around 20...she had been in love with him for this long! Those tears he had been holding back for such a long time made their way down his cheeks.

He had anisha...he never saw anything beyond friendship with geet. she was the only person whom he had ever opened up fully. He recalled the day of his engagement...geet stood with her friends, teasing him, jumping around with her friends... dancing and laughing! Who could have thought she would hide so much within her! he could still imagine that night in front of him—geet in a silvery white lehenga, her hair braided with small white jasmine flowers adoring it.

He closed the diary and rested his head back on the couch and closed his eyes...he could hear her laughter when he had asked her which car she needed!

"rehne de...tere standard ki nahi hain..."

[leave it its not of your standard...]

"arrey bata tho..i might help you..."

[arrey tell me..i might help you...]

"okay...i want a Lamborghini murceilago..."

He heard a faint chime of her anklet..which was fast approaching towards him. he slowly opened his eyes and saw her coming towards him. he immediately sat up and hid the diary in his bag. She looked so fresh. He didn't say anything, rather kept on looking at her. she went near the kitten and a smile adored her lips. He was seeing her smile after so many days...he had even forgotten her smile. She sat beside the basket and slowly lifted the kitten, wrapped in a soft white cloth, "tu theek hain na kittu...maan dekho he is awake..."

[are you okay kittu...maan see he is awake]

He just looked at her silently...it was always his in her life... he wanted to cry out so loud today but held back. He smiled back at her and then lost himself in his own thoughts... how she used to be with him all the time...her bossing over him...her befriending anisha just because he liked her... any other girl would have been jealous..but she considered anisha as her own sister. She spoke to the kitten cutely and caressed it softly. He had tears in his eyes hearing her speak after so many days. He recalled the day she had come back with him to km just because his daughters needed a mother. Dia and namra had accepted her long before he did. He fell in love with 'her'...her real self. He looked at her in a new light today!

"maan... zara issey pakdo naa... mujhe doodh lana hain...bhookh lagi hain usey", she made a baby face.

[maan...please hold him na.. I will get some milk for him...its hungry..]

He held kittu, as she had named him and looked at the little life in front of him. it looked weak and scared...of the new people..new place. It just curled its body and looked here and there with its dark eyes. He caressed its head gently and murmured, "thank you..."

The kitten felt at ease with maan's constant caress. It relaxed a bit and placed its head on his head on the other hand with which he held. She came back running with a small bowl and plonked herself beside him. she had a very calmed look today...like she was at ease...like she had found what she had been searching for all this while. She kissed its forehead and brought the bowl close to its mouth. He watched the kitten put its nose closer to it, trying to smell it and then slowly dipped its tongue and started sipping it slowly. He looked at geet's face which suddenly seemed to glow even more with the kitten! He looked at kittu... he smiled at its name! It was geet's name afterall.

After it was done, geet took it in her arms and started roaming around..speaking to it..caressing it. maan just kept on looking at her...the love she showered on that little creature...he wondered if she held so much love within her...then why doesn't she express it?

She smiled seeing her kittu so drowsy. As instructed by the vet, she had mixed medicine in the milk. She kissed it again, softly, "sleep baby..tujhe jaldi theek hona hain okay.."

[sleep baby...you have to alright quickly okay...]

Maan just kept on looking at her..he didn't know what to think...what to speak.. what to do! She had left him with no reason to even think anything, forget speaking anything. He was at such great loss of words. She gently placed it back in the basket when it was asleep and went to change.

Maan thought something and went to prepare dinner. She came back wearing her night suit when she found him mixing something. He was struggling to do it. she wondered what he was up to and went up to him. she was feeling very calm today..very happy that her kittu was fine...it was responding to her calls as well. She saw the dinner already prepared but he was still trying to make something.

"tum ye kya kar rahe ho?", she asked.

[what are you doing?]

Maan looked at her speak to him...like she had lowered her barrier today...like she wasn't angry or scared for anything. Everything was happening too fast. She waited for him to answer but when he didn't she went closer and took a look at the bowl he was holding.

'maan..what are you doing?", she asked confused, not able to understand what he had done.

He was lost looking at her...she looked so natural today...no faking emotions.. no hiding away...no running away from him..all thanks to her kittu. He smiled and took some of the barter he was mixing on his finger, "taste and tell me what it lacks..."

And he just shoved it into her mouth. Her tongue swiftly licked his finger, sending shivers though his entire body. He immediately jerked back, totally surprised at what he felt. He watched her expressions which turned from confusion to pale and the next moving she was by the sink, washing her mouth!!!

"chi... kitna bekar barter hain... cake mein sugar bhi chahiye hota hain...and you added excess cocoa powder...yuck...it tastes horrible.."

[chi...its such a horrible barter... cake also needs suger and you added excess cocoa powder..]

He smiled seeing her make faces. She snatched away the bowl and made necessary corrections, adding more condensed milk and sugar and butter. He just wanted to hold her close to his heart and keep her there forever and ever! He had missed her a lot!

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awsem update geet got kitto fionally kitto making geet her usual self maan reading diary and come to know about her love for him and her pain hope in her dialy she mentioned about geet anisha conversation also geet calmness making maan heart calm