PART- 26
She didn't turn back again to maan …if she turn back she could have seen the pain in his eyes….at least she is throwing her pain through tears….but maan he is become so much helpless…he can not throw his pain by hurting him self or pouring tears……
"ruko geet" suddenly he said….
Geet stood there it self not turning back….
"I agreed to marry Sameera….what you will do for me…what is your pay back for this….."
"pay back….what pay back…."she confused…
"I agreed to marry sameera….what you will do….."
"nothing is there to do… I decided about my life before…."
He stopped her mid….."I am not asking you about your future plan with yash….what about you said those words to me…your words still banging in my ears….the pain still not healed…tell me geet what you do…."his voice cold and same time it is sharp like a pin pointed needle…still he is longing to those words what she said…..now she is understood what he is up to…..
She rubbed her tears horridly and turn back to face maan…..he is too near his warm breath is fanning on her face…his eyes were crimson red with anger…his jaws tightened …she can see his nerves were swollen on his neck…..his face like stone statue….geet didn't dare to see his eyes….her heart throbbed fastly…..she turn to leave….he blocked her way…..
"its not so easy to escape from here geet….this is maan singh khurana ka area….what you said ,you should pay for that…."
Again he stood in old story…..geet straitened her self…"ok tell me Mr.Maan singh khurana….what you expect from me to pay back…."
His eyes stared her once…from head to toe….she is shivering slightly… he saw her once like filling her in his heart…..her yellow sarry….her closed neck blouse…her sleeves were covered her till wrist…..still she looks gorgeous in this morning….she looks like a fresh yellow rose….but her behavior his piercing his hearts like a prickles. "so you left me to take decisions on you…."
She didn't speak a word…her heart is beating in heavy speed…she is sure maan can hear her heart beat when he is standing so close…..don't know what he will ask……a smile slipped from his lips…."ok geet…until I prove my self I can't live peacefully… you should with me until you realize what I am….lets finish the deal …I am marrying sameera same time you are working with me at KC…."
"no need….."she whispered…he didn't let her to speak….
"I need it geet…how easily you described me I am a womanizer…I just lust you…I am back of your body…..i want to prove it ….that what you meant to me……"
Geet tears dried…now maan folding his arms on his chest….."yes geet even I want one chance to prove it….you are nothing to me…you are staying here bcoz of yash….yash given your responsibility to me….i can't let you to work with Singhania groups of companies…tell me can you agree my offer….."
"why I should agree maan….when I hate to see your face….when I hate to be in your house….when I hate to be surrounding to you how can I agree…..let me go….."she said in frustration….her pain is turning to anger. Here she is trying to shut her heart….but what is happening…why this maan not leaving me…. First thing she is angry on yash…why he left me under his responsibility….i can take care of my self. Now I am fearing that I loose my control on myself…how long I can hold my self…how long I can hurt him….why even bhabaji is not helping me…..
"no way geet…..you have to bare this….you should understand that all my feelings were dead towards you….before leaving with yash you should regret what you said to me….i will vanish all your imaginations…..its my promise to you…"
You need not prove it man…I know you are a gentle man….you are no were wrong I am wrong in every where…my fate written wrong ….how could you maan…you are a gem….but her feelings didn't turn to words.
Simply she looked at maan face….after a while she left the place…maan smirked him self…
At dining table….geet brought dadima to breakfast with the help of wheel chair….maan surprised to see his dadima at dinning table…after dev death she didn't come from her room….today she is here bcoz of geet….unknowingly he thanked her…geet turned other side…..
"well maan…geet said good news to me…is it sure that you are engaging with sameera….i am so happy hear to this news….but I am angry you didn't said me first"…she made a puppy face…
Spoon fell down from sameera hand….she saw maan in dis belief…is it true …or my ears are really in good condition….when I am his bride I don't know the news how come geet knows about this….is it she is so much close to maan……maan eyes rolled…morning he said it …agreed…. but the way news is spreading some where he didn't like it .
Sameera surprised…this is really shocking news….but she is in cloud9 …she is waiting for this opportunity from long time…she thought she will never gain her place in his heart but how come a sudden change…but as a bride I should know about my engagement. She turn and saw maan…he is staring at geet…geet is trying not to look at him….what is there between them …..
Dadima is super exited….she is become ten years younger then her age. She is already started talking continuously. "maan today you know I am so happy , after a long time I am finding happiness in KM. thanks a lot maan…..but I am angry with you why can't you tell me before….now only two days remain how can I arrange everything maan….within a short period really don't know what to do…"
"theeke dadima we can post phone it…" now he is trying to escape.
"mey hoona dadima…apko madat karnekeliye…."geet whispered immediately avoiding maan gaze… maan challenged morning to avoid her…something he told like a stupid…like a fool….before he regret what he told things are going very fast…what he didn't expected……….actually what is her intension…."pls don't postpone it…."she added….maan jaws were tightened….his fist hold the chair edge hard….
"ha geet…you are there with me…that's enough….no second thought maan ….you should engage with sameera after two days…."
Blood rushed his face….how dare she…she is taking decisions on MSK…"dadima….from today geet joining KC…I need her help…"
Dadi stopped him in mid…"no way maan….two days just two days she will be with me….then you take her…."maan sat on chair holding coffee cup in hand….how to convince her…again he went out side….sameera just watching this family drama…still she is not believing what is happening.
Geet made a excuse and went out side…..maan standing middle of the garden…his face showing that how much he is angry…his eyes were turned red…"maan sir…."he didn't turn…..he is becoming insane…don't know what he will do if he lost his temper…
Again geet voice disturbed him…."maan sir…did you notice dadima….she started to speak normal…she is not blabbering like before…she is recovering bcoz of you… sorry bcoz of your marriage news. I hope you will never disappoint her…" she went inside….yes she hit him in right place…keeping dadima in front some how she shut his mouth…..now he can not neglect dadima….dadima is everything to him how can he go against his sweet dadima….how can he hurt her. He decided to compromise him self…
Geet came inside….sameera just watching everything…something is fishy…she went out side….
Geet taken dadima to room….dadima already started to dream about marriage. "dadima….i am here to organize everything…you don't worry dadima….ill take care…now you take rest…"dadima agreed and obeyed her words.
After some time when she came out maan and sameera coming entered the mention….sameera is blushing like a new bride. Her cheeks turned dark pink….. Even maan seems very happy…..
Geet moved to kitchen….really don't know how time is moved…..geet spent her time with decorating mansion and other works….dadima handover all the responsibilities on geet…even maan behavior changed towards sameera…now any time sameera sticked to maan….even maan loving her company…geet try to maintain distance between them….she try to be alone as usual…but everything is not went smooth as she expected…the real problem started when sameera called her to shopping at evening.
"geet can we go for shopping….you can choose my dresses and jewelries for my engagement…."when sameera requested she couldn't say no. moreover she want to prove that she is not bothering what is happening. She has to strong in front of maan.
In car sameera sat with maan and geet at behind. She can hear their conversion from back seat…yes now even maan seems very happy with sameera…that's what I need from him…finally he is moving with sameera…..her hand without her knowledge hold her mangal suthra…only this will be remain till my life end….don't know why….her mind is reacting differently….all these days she need maan to move in his life…now when he moved her heart is not accepting….her tummy started to growl strangely…she felt like her heart coming to mouth….she hold her neck with her long fingers…try to avoid the strange feeling…no it can not…some thing is burning inside…..some feelings are eating her like anything…she is failing to control her feelings….she want to cry…she want to scream…..no…nothing can be done …..her mind is aching….same time car stopped in front of huge boutique….
Maan get down and taken sameera to boutique. Some where they forget one human bee came with them for shopping….when his hand travelled shamelessly around sameera waist pulling her close geet just gulped her saliva. Her eyes widened when sameera lean on maan shoulder…till today morning maan back of me…I found something difference feeling on me but now how can a man change so soon…..yes this will be his nature….they both lost their world just they forget geet presence with them. Small jealousy bubble boiled in geet mind….same time a tear dripped from her eyes. What ever sameera is his first love…that reality no one can change it….
Suddenly sameera came in sense. She turned back to geet "sorry geet..i forgot you…pls come" she hold her hand went to counter….with heavy heart geet moved with sameera…maan busy selecting dresses to sameera…..again they both lost selecting their jewelries and dresses completely ignoring geet.
It's a really heart piercing situation. Agreed she made this gap with her and maan relation. For out looking she is looking so hard but at inner her heart is crying like a orphan…its strongly denying to leav him ….the reality will never change that she is his wife…..that she loved him more then her life…tried to hide herself with him…seeking some small space in his heart….today when maan near to her she couldn't accept him only bcoz of her fate…..is it easy to live after all this…how can I live without maan….my sole already mingled with him….how can I separate my self from him….god pls help me…..looking their happiness her eyes filled but tear didn't came out ….her pain is not exploding…its becoming solid in her mind like hidden volcano…..
Geet turned other side…..she saw a red sarrie at display…….mey be this will be a wedding sarrie…… …..she remember her wedding… she ready for marriage like a bride…but it was incomplete…dev dead before marriage….then again with maan marriage taken place without her knowledge.…. even she had a sweet dream like other girls…. she is south Indian .she don't know much rituals about here….but she had idea of rituals of here ….once upon a time she had a thousands of dream about her marriage….she want to ready like perfect bride with mehandhi, jewelries, sarries….she want to marry her maan like a perfect bride and with all the rituals… ….but in reality…nothing is happen…….why my fate made me so difficult to live…..maan really I can't live without you….her heart cribbed silently.
Suddenly darkness covered full boutique….due to sudden power cut geet panicked…its not mean she scare to darkness but now she is in unknown place…some unknown fear made her week….her thinking way made her week…for a movement she become numb…she is become blank…she is about to move….some thing hit her leg….."oh god…"the pain just engulfed her….same time she hit hard chest….more then her self , her heart recognized the person…her fingers hold his shirt….her pain started to overflow at one go….his fragrance, his proximity made her knees jelly …her tears made his shirt wet….this is her place …this is her right place to seek some Pease…..his hand immediately pulled her close…and started to caressed rub her back…consoling her….his warm breath fanned on her shoulder…his lips slightly blushed her neck….she felt so peace…so protect…her mind wished many things like a stupid….she felt so secure even in the darkness…..she wished till her last breath want to be in his arms…she wished the whole world has to stop….don't know what all her mind craved by this time ….finally she is in right place….with her tears a small smile crept from her lips…… her hand pulled him more close and she buried her self fully with his frame….
"don't worry……"maan whispered in her ear pulling her more close…not letting even air to enter between them…..she felt his lips on her earlobe ……its giving ticklish sensation to her…..without her knowledge her lips touched his hard chest which is already bare with top two buttons ….her simple touch giving him heavenly feel……she tightened her grip as much possible fearing that this beautiful movement can be vanished by her so called fate.
"may hoon na sam don't worry ……"he whispered crossing his arms more securely around her whole body……geet eyes widened hearing his words…..her grip loosen from his shirt…. he thought I am sameera in this darkness….as usual her happiness somewhere vanished in air . why ….why….all ways I try to seek some happiness….knowing about my destiny …..god written only pain in my fate….why again and again I am trying to catch a beautiful rainbow…which is not possible….which I am not deserve….what a fool I am knowing his love towards Sameera……..
Pre cap: same
…….will geet take part in engagement?
Friends,
Sorry friends I know you all are waiting for me….still I need some excuses from your end…..finally I decide to stop punarjanmam and continue banegi mere dulhan….but after BMD I definitely continue punarjanmam. Pls bare with me….
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