ArShi FF: DAAG LiNk to thread 2 pg 134 *3/5* - Page 58

As soon as arnav said that you have to live for the life which is growing inside you it made khushi freez she looked in his eyes and was not able to understand that what was happening to her…

She was just staring at arnav and arnav was also staring at her….

Arnav-khushi u r pregnant….

Khushi- no no no..

Arnav was shocked that her voice returned but he was happy also…

Arnav-khushi it's a truth

Khushi-why why?? It happened with me……

Arnav-khushi calm down… come

He made her sit on the couch and gave her a glass of water.

He then sits beside her and holds her hands and says

Arnav-khushi I cannot say you to keep this baby or abort this baby. Its your decision. Only I want to say that in all this the baby dosent had any fault…

Khushi-but why me? Arnav….

Arnav-khushi please what has happened it is done we cannot change it. But u have a future to live for a family to live for and a child if u want to ……

Khushi-but this baby will always make me remember all that memories……

Arnav-I know khushi but…

Khushi-but what….

I need time to accept this baby…… please..

Arnav-you have all the time khushi… think and take your decision wisely… c'mon lets go home we are getting late….

Khushi nodde her head…..

Arnav khushi left for home while driving arnav observed khushi she was looking out of the window in the entire journey………..

Mujhe yunhi karke khwaabon se judaa
Jaane kahan chup ke baitha hai khuda
Jaanu na main kab hua khud se gumshuda
Kaise jiyun rooh bhi mujhse hai judaa

{Separating me from my dreams just like that,
I don't know where God has hidden himself,
I don't know when I lost myself
How do I live, even my soul is away from me}

Khushi remembered how that beast cought her and ripped her not only clothes but her her soul also

She still even after 1 month from that incident she remembered each and every touch of him

She can never forget him.. the way he destroyed her.

Kyun meri raahein, mujhse pooche ghar kahan hai
Kyun mujhse aake, dastak pooche dar kahan hai
Raahein aisi jinki manzil hi nahin
Dhoondho mujhe ab main rehta hoon wahin
Dil hai kahin aur dhadkan hai kahin
Saansein hai magar kyun zinda main nahin

{Why do my paths ask me where my home is..
Why does knock ask me where the door is. Paths which have no destination,
Find me, now I live there only..
My heart is somewhere and heartbeat somewhere else,
(My) breaths are there but (don't know) why I'm not alive..}

Khushi thinks why is she living in this world…

Where respect for women's is not present.

Why she will live

For what?

For the destinations which don't have a path…

she toughts she will never be happy again…

Rait bani haathon se yun beh gayi
Takdeer meri bikhri har jagah

Kaise likhun phir se nayi daastan

Gham ki siyahi dikhti hai kahan

Aahein jo chuni hain meri thi raza

Rehta hoon kyun phir khud se hi khafa

Aisi bhi hui thi mujhse kya khata

Tune jo mujhe di jeenay ki saza

{It became sand and flowed from my hands,
such that my luck is spilled everywhere..
How do I write a new tale,
I can't see the ink of grief (to write with). The paths I chose was my will
Then why do I remain angry with myself..
What such mistake had I made that
you punished me to life..}

Arnav thoughts why this all this happened with his khushi

How silent she has gone…

Why he asks god…..

But still no answer… from past 1 month he is asking the same question but no answer….

Khushi thinks…

What I did…

What mistake I did that g u (god) gave me this punishment….

Banday tere maathe pe hain jo kheenchi
Bas chand lakeeron jitna hai jahaan
Aansu mere mujhko mita te rahe
Rab ka hukam na mit ta hai yahan

{O man, the World is as big,
as the lines on your forehead
My tears are erasing me,
The order of the God is not erased.}

Khushi thinks how small this world is…..

I cannot hide my self here…

Living this life is a curse for me..

But what Is the mistake of this live growing inside me..

This is god's wish…

God gave me a reason to live…

I will not abort this child..

But how can I accept it…..

Raahein aisi jinki manzil hi nahin

Dhoondho mujhe ab main rehta hoon wahin

Dil hai kahin aur dhadkan hai kahin

Saansien hai magar kyun zinda main nahin

Kyun main jaagoon, aur woh sapne bo raha hai

Kyun mera rab yun, aankhien khole so raha hai

Kyun main jaagoo.

{Why do I wake up
and He is sowing dreams
Why is my God sleeping like that with eyes open.}

Khushi thinks why do arnav saved me…

Why didn't god ;let her die…..

Why he sent arnav….

Why did she woke up….

Arnav and khushi reached RM khushi was soo engrossed in her

thoughts in the car that she didn't realized that they were not on

the route of her home.

Khushi turned her face towards arnav. And arnav understood what she is going to ask he told her..

Arnav-you will be living with me and my family in RM. Ur amma

and payal will also live here…

Khushi nodded and they both gpt down from car..

Arnav held khushi's hand and led her to the main door.

He rang the bell and arnav's mother opened the door

Arnav khushi rntered and arnav made khushi sit on the couch and

gave her juice to drink..

After juice khushi said that she is feeling tired so arnav led her to

her room and gave her the medicines..

And made her sleep…..

~~~in living room~~~

Everybody was sitting in the living room

Arnav said"I want to tell you all something"

Meera(arnav's mom)-what is it beta

Garima-tell arnav veta

Arnav-who mom and aunty khushi is pregnant.

Garima-what… hey devi maiyya.. why u did this to her…

Arnav-aunty please control urself khushi needs our support……… I have told her now its her decision to abort or keep the baby..

Meeera-we have to wait for her answer….

Aenav yes.. mom..

Lets see what she decides……

if this chapter was not upto the mark..

soo sorry.. but this chapter was important..

some of you were thinking why khushi's thoughts were soo confusing..

it was becouse her state of mind id like that..

she is broken,..