Chapter: 2
Nupur: dekh gunjan ami k bad mjhy tera yeah lecture
dobara nhi suna
Gunjan: per akhir kab tak… tu ny socha kya hai
Nupur: jo bhi socha hai acha hi socha hai… n please
mjhy is baray mein baat nhi kerni tu pls stop it… wasy bhi kafi dair hogaya hai… mein chalti hoon
Gunjan: thik hai ja… tera kuch nhi hosakta.. ab
khuda hi kuch keray tu keray hum tu nhi kersakty ….
Moving outside she was waiting for her car to
arrive near the parking area of the restaurant… she was lost sumwhere
..sumhwere deep in her thoughts when sum who was already shocked with her shock
her…
Mayank who just finished his meeting with client
was cuming out of the parking, when he saw the girl who has these days hovering
on his mind waiting there… for a min he thought he is hallucinating yet than
the expression on her was made him so restless…. He didn't liked it… they way
she was lost in her thought and was appearing so much in pain or sad… he wants to sumthing to change this …. Anything
to change it..
Mayank: hi ap yaha..
She came out of her thoughts to see a familiar
face…
Nupur: ji hum yaha…
Mayank: I mean ap kisi k wait ker rahi hai… agar ap
ko munasib lagy tu mein apko ghar tak chor doo
Nupur: is takleef k liya shukriya ..magr mein
driver k intezar ker rahi hoon… bus woh car lay ker ata hi hoga..
Mayank: are u sure.. was mjhy ko takleef nhi hogi…
Nupur: nhi shukriya…
Mayank: so
ap yaha kam k silsilay mein …
He knew its so rude to intrude in her personal
life… but sumhwre he wants to know that is she dating or sumthing like
that…. She frown a bit.. but than
relaxed if sumone else would have asked her such personal question she would
have blew away his head … but than he seems to start conversation
Nupur: nhi… aj dosto k sath get together thi
Mayank: wao yeah tu buhat acha hai..
Nupur: apko kahin jana nhi hai
Mayank: hm jana hai… apkay driver ajay ..phir hum
chalein jay ga…maaf kichiyay ga agar ap ko bora lagay per yeah jaga asi nhi hai
k ap jaha akeli ghari ko ker kisis k intezar kerain…
(its not a rite place to stand alone)
Nupur: apko itna sochy ki zaroorat nhi hai hum apna
kayal rekh sakty hain… apki is fikar k liyan shukriya…
He slaped himself in his mind.. yeah itna psoosive
hony ko kis ny kaha hai… tera kuch nhi ata… na ghoofftoga (baat) k dhang hai …
aur larki se baat kerny mein tu janab ap bulkily padal hain… ap sambhalao
Mayank: humara harghiz matlab apki space mein
madakilat (interfernce) kerna nhi tha..
I m sorry if… mein bus woh…
Nupur: its oky mayank …. Humain bus acha nhi laga
jab ko humain ek kamzor insane ki tarah dekhta hai
Mayank: humara harghiz asa koi irada nhi tha… bus
asay hi hum ny socha shayd apko humari maadat ki zarorat ho aur hum apk koi kam
ajay..i m really sorry for tht
She smiled at his expressions he was counting evry
word before speaking…. She knew he was just being nice but she doesn't like
anyone to be so much towards her… sympathize to her… but he she knew was now
really worried he made a mess
Nupur: thanku… aur yaha rekh ny k liyan bhi
shukriya … humari car agai… khuda hafiz..
Mayank: khuda hafiz…
Mayank sehaba a strong head girl k samny ap
protective horahy thy… wrong call u see…. He chuckled and putting on his glares he drove back to his office…
………….
Mayank: khala mein kyun jao… apko pata hai mjhy
pasand nhi hai
Shilpa: kyun k yeahi tarekaqa hai… aur ap k sath
asa hi kerna parhy ga….
Mayank: kahlo bacha lo please….
Shilpa: samjha lain ap is ko…
Ali( shilpa's hushband , mayank's uncle: ji tu mayank kya baat hai
Mayank: yeah shaidyaa itni boring hoti hai aur
khala ny aj mjhy lay ker hi jana hai
Ali: ap jantay hain ap ko woh kyun lay jarahi
hai…..
Mayank: khalo… yeah kya tareqa hoa
Ali: dkeho beta ghar basany k do tareeqay hain ..
ya tu ap apni pasand lay aay humaray samny… ya phir ass pass dekhain aur samjhy
k apko kaun pasand hai…. Hum jantein yeah tareeqa ajeeb hai.. per asa hi hota….
Kismet apko liyan uski ko juny ki ..jo apk liyan thk hai…
Aur yeah maat kahna tum ko abhi shadi nhi kerni
Mayank: mein ny asa kab kaha … I know its time… aur
shayd kahin mjhy bhi lagta hai k ek companion tu hona chaiy….
Ali: tu phir jao.. dekho
Mayank: kitna wahiyat hai mein larkyin sorry to say
per tarany shadi mein ja rah hoon.. ya khuda meray character ko yeah kya ho
Ali: lolz.. so tu hai… ab apko hi ghar ghar ja ker
larki nhi dekhni tu yeah tareka hai.. so zara kuch acha sa nikllo aur taiyar
hojao….
Mayank: kya khalo ap mazay lay rahy hoo…
…………
This is the most pathetic thing he has evr done… he
laughed out loud on himself… chalo bhi yeah bhi kertay hain… he doesn't know
when he knew this is the way but why he doesn't want to do it suddenly… he has
gone to sum girls house to see them yet now he isn't feeling like doing this…
suddenly why this all is seems to be in appropriate..
Sumwhere he knows the answer and he also know one thing
that if he once tell this to his khala .. she will be happily asking the her family.. yet he himself is a bit
confused about all this…. Just in two meets he is ready to take it … is he
alright or suffering from sum serious mental problem….
But right now in this crowd he is feeling
suffocated.. he lossed his tie abit and he knows it will not help.. its better
he find a corner and try to ignore all the crowd
Looking around he can see his kahla enjoying the
gossip gang.. but wht stoped his eyes was the fact NM was also there… he smiled
abit.. does it means she is also here… and tht made his smile wider.. hee forget evrythig, the suffocation the
crowd. his uncomfortable
He moved his eyes rapidly all around to locate
where he is.. come on god u should help me come on… but to his luck he cant see
her any where… dam it..
He frown and moved a bit in between .. and thought
of settle down sumhwere with this frown and a hating expression
Nupur: itni karab expressions k sath ksis ki shadi
mein any k tu do matlab hosakty hain….
He know this vice … he certainly know this voice…if
he would have been a flirt and indecent person he would have shouted yes…and
would have said thts what has made this evening pleasurable yet he controlling his expressions turn
around
Nupur: janab ap logo k rasta rukhy gharay hain
Mayank: hm.. aur woh do matlab kya hosaktay hain ap
k kayal se….
Nupur: oh asi shakal bana ny k…
Mayank: ji janab .. he cross his arms around his
chest..
Nupur: ya tu apko k yeah soch ker afsoos horaha hai
k yeah larki tu hath se gai… ya phir . yeah k haay mera number kab aay ga…
He laughed out loud
Mayank: he shocked his head…. Per darhasal(
actually) is shakal k wajha yeah hai k mein kafi bore horaha tha…
He showed with his hand to settle down as they were
really standing in way of others..
Nupur: hmm wasy shadiyan aksar boring hoti hai agar
ksis ko close ki na hoo tu
Mayank: agreed…. Aur khala k abhi chalein k koi
irada bhi nhi hai
Nupur: janab abhi tu nikah bhi nhi hoa… kasay jay
gay…
Mayank: tu ap larki walo ki taraf se hai ya larkay
walo ki
Nupur: larkay walo ki taraf se… aur ap
Mayank: mjhy bulkily nhi pata k hum yaha kis ki
taraf se hain…. Aur adhy se zayda logo jin se khala mjh milwa rai hai .. un ko
mein janta tak nhi…
Nupur: kyun matlab ap apny relative ko nhi janty
Mayank: hmm.. kind of.. mein abroad tha kafi arsay
se… parahi complete hoi aur thora experience agay tu yaha waps aker apna kam
start kerdiya … islyan mien zayda tar log ko itna khas nhi janta..
Nupur: jab hi… ap logo se kafi ghafil""( not know)
nazar atay hain….
Mayank: agar ap sach pochy tu mein social
gatherings mein comfortable nhi hoon… mjh logo se ghabrhat hoti hai
He doesn't know why he is sharing this with her..
he doesn't know why this so sudden he wants her to know… it was so irrelevant
but he wants tht she must be knowing this part
Nupur: ji.. wasy am se baat hai aksar larko ko hoti
hai
Mayank: nhi yeah am se baat nhi hai… its kinda a
disorder.. social fear disorder ..wasy
tu woh sab ab nhi raha .. magar thora sa uncomfortable abhi bhi hoon… mjhy
ajeeb lagta hai..
Nupur: autism
Mayank: no not exactly but ya bit..
Nupur: she smiled.. wasy apko dekh ker nhi lagta
asa kuch bhi hai…. Shayd ap is tarha zayda soch rahy hain
Mayank: shayd …
he said looking evry where than her…he sumwhere
always feel terrible discussing it .. it gives him a sense of the upcoming
rejection and he knew frm her it will hurt him abit more tht usual…
Nupur: logo ko jab tak humari kisi kami k baray
mein pata nhi chalta jab tak hum un per is baat ki inkshaaf( got to know) nhi
kertay… un ko ilham (dream) thori hoga… yeah sirf humain pata hota hai… aur
kyun k hum us baray mein har waqt sochty hain islyn humain lagta hai sab ko
pata chal jay ga… aur un hum baata hi daytay hain…. Chahy un ko pata chaly ya
un k us baat se koi faraq bhi paray
Though his intense gaze was making her
uncomfortable… yet she ignore it taking in as he might be hearing her
keenly..but true was he didn't expected her to say like this… this was sumthing
he has never heard after declaring wht he lacks… it was as if she was saying
wht it doesn't matter… nothing like how sad or im so sorry for u… yet it was
really … u donot lack anything its just
in ur mind
Mayank: kafi sulhji hoi insaan hai ap…
Nupur: yeah baat ap please meri mom se zaroor kah
dayna… unhony lagta hai I m a mess
Mayank: koi barai baat nhi hai ..humain dekh kera
humary barao ko asa hi lagta hai…
NM: nupur beta..
Nupur: excuse me…
Mayank: ya sure please….
The wedding ended and he was just not able to make
his sense at calm any how.. the girls his khala want him to meet he did but he
cant even remember there face, any traits was far from the count …
They were moving back to home, and his uncle was
driving the car.. he was noticing he was quite more than he always remain,
mayank he knew is a person of few words and specially when he cums from a
social gathering he always can see the fight of himself to fight wht he lacks….
But today he was lost to.. and that so with a beautiful expression on his face…
he dosent seems to be restless
Shilpa: kuch sun rahy ho tum… kisi ek larki ko bhi
sahi se dekha hai tum ny…
Ali: shilpa kay hoaga ya hai
Shilpa: aray is se pochy is ko kya hoa hai… mayank
tum ko koi larki pasand aai k nhi.. seedha seedha jawab do…
Mayank: nupur…
Shilpa: kya….
Kya kaha tum ny
Mayank: kya kaha mein ny…
He came out of his thoughts and slapped himself in
head.. wht u did mayank…
Ali: he smiled.. shilpa us ny tumharay sawal k
jawab diya hai.. ab apna kam kero….
Shilpa: tum us nupur k baat ker rahy ho jis k ghar
hum gay thy …
Mayank: khala woh..
Ali: oye seedha seedha bool… itna maat soch.. its
oky yaar….
Mayank: he smiled haan usi ki baat kera hoon jin k
ghar hum rida anty k sath gay thy….
Shilpa: kya baat hai bhi…. Us ki tu ghar lana hi
paray ga..us ny tu kamal kerdiya mayank kholam khola bool raha hai wah…
Mayank: khalaaa….
Shilpa: ap tu bachy ap gay…. Mjhy moqa mila hai
tumahri tang khichny k….
….
Edited by drfizaahmed - 11 years ago
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