Shayaad kisi aur jannam mein...

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Posted: 12 years ago

Hey guys so this OS is basically for ARNI and is a POV of Arjun after he died.I know it's a real crap but i had to pen down my feeling after i saw some old videos of ARNI,i was really sad

Shayaad kisi aur jannam mein...

Arjun"s POV

Aaj ek aur saal bitgaye tumhe gaye hua or aaj bhi utna hi dard hota hai.Log kehete hai ki waqt ke saath bure se bura ghav bhar jata hai par mere ghav aaj bhi usi tarah hai jis tarah tab the jab tumne aakhri saans li.Roshni kyun chali gaye tum,kyun mere liye aapni jaan di,joh galati mein ne ki thi uske sazza toh tumne le liya par badle mein mujhe jo takleef mili woh kisi bhi chot se badi hai.

Roshni jab tum meri zindagi mein aaye toh meri zindagi khusiyon se bhar gayi thi,mere liye ek nayi subha thi lekin...hat subha ke baad ka andhera jab aaya toh tumhe mujhse chin legaya aur mein akela rehgaya.kitne khush the haam,tum mein aur hamri choti si duniya.Tumhe baache bohot pasand the na.Tumne socha tha meine bhi yeh sapna dekha tha ki humare aapne bacche honge jo mujhe BABA aur tumhe AAI kehke bulanyge.Ek perfect family.

Yeh sab sapne hi rehgaye aur mein akela rehgaya.Tumhari chik aaj bhi meri kannon mein ghujti hai tumhare aakhon ki woh dard woh takleef mujhe har roj marti hai.Tumhare jaane ke baad sab kuch andhera hogaya,mein zinda toh tha par sirf iseliye taki tumhare gunegar ko saza desaku aur phir mein bhi tumhare paas aajaounga,

Par aafsos bhagwan ko yeh bhi manjoor nahi.Aaj bhi woh mere saath nahi hai nahi tab aur nahi aaj,mera unhpe koi bharosa nahi hai.

Yaad hai mujhe woh din.Tum kitni kush thi par...woh sab totgaya.Mujhe laga tha ki aab hamari zindagi,hamra parivar pura horaha hai,nahi usne tumhe mardala aur hamare bacche ko bhi.Usse din jab mujhe laga ki hum 2 se 3 hone jarahe hai aachanak sirf mein rehgaye.Akela hum mein roshini,koi nahi hai mere paas,koi nahi.

meri halat yesi hai ki moht magu toh bhi nahi milti,but i promise tumhare guneghar ko saza mein jarur dilaounga.

Shayad kisi aur jaanam mein hum saath honge,shayad...

Mein jaanta hui usse din jo hua woh meri halati thi aur bhale hi mein sikander ko saza dilapaon par mujhe tum kabhi nahi milogi,mein wahi tha par kuch nahi kar paya aur meri sazza yehi hai ki zindagi bhar mein yek tute dil,adhoora pyaar aur akelpan ke saath rahu aur chaho bhitoh iss dard ko baat na paaoun kyunki

"Pyarr ka dard sirf wohi samajsakta hai jiska pyarr adhoora reh gaye ho"

TUMHARA

ARJUN

Edited by Christeee - 12 years ago