EPISODE 22
NARRATIVE IS ABHYA
Ish and i entered the main gate ...mom dad was sitting on the sofa of the drawing room...
"aa gaye bacho...come..."dad said "aur kaisi rahi party?"
"achi thi dad" i replied
"kuch zaada hi maza aa gaya vahan ka tasty khana kha kar aur abhya ne bhi bahut maza kiya"she winked at me and i showed eyes to her...urrrggghhh...this ish...bakwas karna kahin nahi chodegi...idiot..
"chal ish tujhe ghar chod aata hoon" nanu came from his room
"nahi nanu...mai chali jaongi..."
"nno way itni raat ko bike se akele ...not possible"
"acha theek hai...chalo...car se hi chalo...but chalaongi mai ..."
"theek hai ...ishika ji...jaise aapkii marzi"nanu joined hands infront of ish..
"chal abhya..kal milte hai...byeee sweety"she hugged me and whispered in my ear "don't worry i won't tell anything about the dance...heheh"
"chup kar...ish..byee" nanu and ish started to move outside and i began towards my room thinking that dad would have changed his plans, but spoke from my back
"abhya beta...tumse kuch baat karni thi"
"haan dad bolo"
"hmmm...yahan nahi" he looked towards mom
"haan abhay study room mai chalte hai..." mom got up with dad "chalo abhya" she smiled to me
aisi bhi kya baat ho sakti hai jo study room mai mom dad ko mere se akele karni hai...maine to koi garbad bhi nahi ki hai...we reached the room and sat on the seats around the table...dad started to speak
"hmmm...abhya...ab mai tumhe jo sab bataonga ...shayd tum mujhe uske liye kabhi maaf na karo...kyuki mai hoon bhi nahi mafi ke layak..."
"dad aisa kyu bol rahe ho aap...aap se koi galti nahi ho sakti hai...mai maan hi nahi sakti..."
"abhay...ab zaada time mat lagao...abhya ko jaanne ka poora haq hai" mom spoke
"dekho abhya...tumhe aaj kal jo ajeeb symptoms ho rahe hai...jaise excess garmi lagna...aur tum auro ke mind bhi read kar pa rahi ho...uski vajah yeh hai ki..." he stopped...hmmm...finally dad ne dhoond liya..but how could he relate this to himself...
"abhay...come on tumhe himmat kar ke batana hi hoga..."
dad nodded "abhya...tumhe vampire minor effects ho rahe hai"
"VAMPIRE...are they real?? and if yes toh yeh kaise effects hote hai...dad...mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha hai"
"abhya maine aaj tak tumse ek bahut badi baat chupai hai...mai aaj se 20 saal pehle ek vampire tha...shayad tumhe yeh sunne mai fake lage but abhya vampires do exist...voh sirf kahaniyon mai nahi haqeeqat mai hote hai...mai tha...aur tumhare dadu dadi bhi..."
i became numb for a moment ...kya sach mai vampires hote hai...voh bhi kya dad bhi the...to fir
"to fir dad app insaan kaise bane.."
"tumhari mom ke meri life mai aane se...sab badal gaya...meri existence zindagi mai badaal gayi...humne milkar bahut mushkilo ka samna kiya...aur result yeh raha ki mujhe aur meri family ko insaani jeevan vapis mil gaya"
"that means mom aapne ek vampire se pyaar kiya...kyuki stories mai toh vampires.."dad interrupted me "haan not only in stories asliyat mai bhi vampires insaano ka khoon peete hai...though hum insaano ka nahi jaanvaro ka khoon peete the..aur shayad tumhe lag raha ho hum jungle mai rehte the...but hum insaano ke beech hi rehte the...bus unse thoda alag tareeke se...fir bhi pia ne mujhse pyaar kiya abhya...tabhi sab badla...poori duniya ka niyam badla...kyuki ek insaan aur ek darinde mai kabhi pyaar nahi hota..."
i was shocked badly...kyuki dad ne mujhe kabhi iss ke barre mai nahi bataya...taki mom dad ko yeh naa lage ki mai shock mai hoon i tried to act happy ...
"i am happy dad mom mai itne guts the ki voh ek vampire se pyaar kar sake..."
dad cut me again "nahi abhya...yeh vampire ki duniya itni bhi achi nahi hai jitni sunne mai lag rahi hai"
"matlab dad?"
"matlab yeh abhya...mai insann toh ban gaya but iss andheri zindagi ne mera sath nahi choda...shayd yeh meri saaza hai ek insaan se pyaar karne ki ...iss duniya ke niyam todne ki.." mom cut dad "nahi abhay please aisa mat bolo..."
dad began again "abhya...tum ek insaan nahi ho" WHAT!! I AM NOT HUMAN...my limb froze...how is that possible...dad shook my hand "abhya...!!"
"yeah dad i am fine aap aage batao ..."
"abhya meri vajah se tumhe yeh sab jhelna hoga ...tumhe 18 saal ki umar se minor vampire effects ho rahe hai as now you have reached 19 these effects will increase...par jab tum 22 ki ho joagi tab yeh sab khatam ho jaega...abhya yeh teen saal tumhe suffer karna padega..."
"dad...ismai aapki kya galti hai...please don't blame yourself...yeh meri buri kismat hai dad...mujhe sab sehna hoga...teen saal vampire ban kar rehna hoga..."
i was heart broken...mai insaan nahi thi...i wanted to cry badly...but agar mai roti toh mom dad nahi sambhal paate...voh iss haalat ki vajah aapne aap ko samajhte aur aapne aap ko kabhi maaf nahi kar paate...
dad looked shocked on my reply "abhya tum itna normal kaise behave kar sakti ho"
"dad i am mature enough mai ...shocks bardash kar sakti hoon...khaskar jab aap dono mere sath ho"
"maine bola tha na abhay..abhya bahut sincere hai ...voh humari baat samajhegi...i am proud of you abhya"
i smiled to mom..."thanks mom...trust me yeh sab theek ho jaega..."
"but abhya...yeh yahin nahi tikega...it will get worse ...jab tumhe insaano ka khoon apni aur khechega...aur agar tum usse piyogi to vo tumhari sehat ke liye acha nahi hoga...kaise sahogi yeh teen saal tum"
"mai sab handle kar loongi dad...bas aap promise karo ki aap dono mera sath kabhi nahi chodoge...mujhe support karoge..."
"kabhi nahi beta...mai hamesha tumhare sath hoon...bas mujhe maaf kardo...in sab ki vajah mai hoon"
"nahi please dad...ismai aapki koi galti nahi hai...please don't blame yourself...don't apologise...aur agar aisa hai i forgive you... bas dad ab mai sab sambhal loongi...mujhe kuch aur nahi hila paega...bhale hi mai insaan nahi hoon...but 22 ke baad toh mai poori insaan hongi na dad" i hugged him
"bilkul poori...humari tarah sabki tarah..." he waved his hand on my head
"bas dad aap mujhe time to time batate rehna ki mai aapne inn effects ko kaise handle karoo"
"i promise beta ..." i hugged mom this time
"i am proud of you abhya...tumhari sincerity ne abhay aur mere uppar se bhojh hata diya...hum dono darr rahe the ki agar tum nahi samjh payi toh tum aapne sath kuch kar na lo...hume chod ke na chali jao.."
"mom mai aisa sapne mai bhi nahi soch sakti...mai aapko disturbed nahi dekh sakhti hoon...yeh baat aap bhi jaante ho...mai kuch bhi kar sakti hoon aapke liye...aapni jaan bhi de sakti hoon"
"shh...aisa bolne ke bhi himmat mat karo abhya...kuch nahi hoega tumhe...teen saal mai tum bilkul theek ho jaogi..." mom kissed my forehead " i love you abhya...aur mai porri tarah tumhare sath hoon...tum chaho toh college chod sakti hoon"
"hmmm...college ...i will try not to...zaroorat padi toh bata doongi mom...mom ab mai jao...bahut thak gayi hoon"
i went outside room , but i could hear mom dad conversation
"pia mai kaise batao ki abhya ne kitna bada aehsaan kiya hai mujh par...mujhe maaf kar ke..."
"abbhay tumne usse vampires se dur rehne ke liye nahi kahan"
"pia dehradun mai koi vampire nahi hai..."
"fir theek hai"
i reached my room and ignored their conversation ...kya mujhe vampire se khatra hai...aisa kaise ho sakta hai ...mai toh khud ek vampire-human hoon...i wanted to cry badly...kyuki ab mai normal insaano mai count nahi hogi...shayd isse itna farak nahi padta but...mujhe aaj hi realise hua hai that i like ranbir...par ab yeh kaise mumkin hoga...mai ranbir se pyaar nahi kar sakti hoon...uski zindagi ko takleef mai kaise daloongi...usse khushal zindagi jeene ka haq hai...agar mai uski zindagi mai nahi aa sakti...but agar college jaogi to voh mere samne aayega...mai aapne aap ko usse baat karne se kaise rokongi...butusse baat kare bina bhi kaise reh paongi mai...agar usse pata chal gaya ki mai ek insaan nahi hoon kya voh iss baat ko samajh payega...kya mujhse tabh bhi voh dosti rakhna chahega...pyaar to dur ki baat hai...mujhe kuch toh sochna padega...jisse mai ranbir ki life ko kharab na kar du...yeh sochte hue mai so gayi...
and subah time se uth gayi...this thought was triggering me all night and also in morning that i am not purely human!!!...i somehow managed to get ready in purple jean and white top...i tied my temporarily straight hair without combing them...in short i was depressed because of me...and my new status ...i put a fake smile on my face while going down taki mom dad pareshan na ho jaye...i went to my car and started driving...i had reached mid way...there i saw a familiar person with black jeans and blue shirt...oh my god that was ranbir...what was he doing here...i stopped the car beside him...
"hey ranbir kya hua...tum yahan aise kyu khade ho"
"nothing...actually i got a bet with karan that will anybody will give me lift to the college"
what lift ...his family was crazy
"lift??...yeh kaisi bet hai..."
"i can't help with karan...he thinks anybody will give me a lift...but i don't think so"
he was crazy why would anybody refuse to give lift to such an attractive person like him
"then you lose...i am giving you the lift...come on sit..."
"no it's okay...i don't like losing"
"and i don't want to go to the college alone..." he stared me with shock...
"okayy fine...i lose because of you..." he sat on the front seat..
"so how was your night" oh no yeh kya sawaal pooch liya
"raat...hmmm...aaa...theek hi thi" then i remembered i should be away from him...i am not rght for him...
"sach bolo abhya...you know i cannot read you" his eyes were eager to know...
"no...please don't ask...it would be better if you and me stay away from each other...it's not healthy for you nor me"
"i was trying to say this from our first meeting...but tumhe samajh nahi aaya...now that...i " he stoped
"now what??"
"now that i enjoy being with you...you are saying me to stay away..." oh no that means he is having the same feelings as me..
"trust me...mai bhi aisa kuch nahi hone dena chahti"
he became silent
"but it's dangerous if i stay with you...you cannot understand me...it's difficult for me...very difficult " what was he saying now...i looked in his eyes ...they were in pain...i became sad looking them
"is it so frustrating...kissi ka mind read na karna" we reached the parking area
"no it's not just mind..."he stopped again...he was surely hiding something from me...
"well leave it...will see you in english...and don't tell karan that you dropped me..."
"i won't" he left me alone in the car...
kuch to alag tha ranbir mai...mujhe jaana hi hoga...it's not just me jiske sath sab ajeeb ho raha hai...ranbir bhi toh auro se alag tha...he read minds like me...he's also powerful...and thodi thodi toh mai bhi hoon as compared to normal human...i suddenly got a conclusion...oh no...kahin ranbir ek vampire toh nahi hai...oh freak kahin tabhi voh auro se alag rehta hai...but mai aise kaise bol sakti hoon kisi ke barre mai...mai bina dhoonde iss conclusion par nahi aa sakti...i need to search ...kya ranbir ek vampire hi hai ya kuch aur...??? ...
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Edited by temptations - 13 years ago
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