argh!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it teen baar likh chuki hun har baar kuch gadbad ho raha hai...phir bhi chaloi have decided to give an update
ARSHA..<3
they sat in silence for 10 mins...finally he spoke up...
"shaks mai abhi aaya"he said getting up..
"kaha jaa rahe ho???"she asked slowly
"woh charls abhi tak nahi aayi na so use dhooond ne"he said and rushed before she could speak...
unknowingly a tear escaped her eyes...she looked at it...agar wo donon kareeb hai toh mujhe kyun problem ho rahi hai??? kahin mai kunwar se pyaar????? shaks agar ab tu karti bhi hai toh bhi use nahi paa sakti...wo pehle tumhara tha...par tune use reject kardiya aur ab wo kisi aur ka hai...its all ur fault shakti...she cried silently...
there kunwar came out of the restaurant and searching 4r charlie when she almost banged into him running and asked...
"kya hua??? bata diya??? itni jaldi????? usne kya bola??? haan na??? i knew it???? yes yes yes...!!!!!!!"she was gng on talking ...so kunwar shouted...
"charls calm down..."he said ...she looked at him and demanded to answer ...he said slowly ...
"mujhe bohut tension ho rahi thi batane mei ...so bahar aagaya..."he said ...
charls looked here and there and acted as if hitting her head to a pillor...
"bhagwan mai kya karoon...amar ...u idiot...abhi bata use ...mai tumhe bas 30 mins de rahi hun...kyun ki mujhe bohut bhook lagi hai ...and haa mujhse aur nahi hota...i cnt help u more...tumhare fans kya kam gaali dete hai ki mai shaks ki bhi sunu??? i cnt amar...got that...ab aisa ghoorna band kar aur andar jao..."she pushed him in and went into her car to get some rest...
he slowly entered the cabin and soon found her crying...gosh!!!! how he wished he could lift her in his arms and protect her from everything... 4rm the whole universe...but he controlled himself and went upto her and stood behind her...she felt him...and turned back...as soon as she saw him she hugged him by waist and cried...
"ab realised kiya???" he asked looking away/...
then she realised neither he hugged her and as she saw up his eyes met hers...this was not him...4r sure not him...chahe kitna bhi gussa ho...he never ever looked away or backed off frm comforting her by hugging back...he just wouldnt talk...but here its totally different...he spoke but his hands were to him and his head to side...he placed her hand on his cheek and turned his face towards her...but to her dissapointment his gaze never met hers nor her face...he was just looking straight at the wall...she felt a hard stab on her heart...
"sorry kunwar"
"its amar ...mujhe koi kunwar bulaye mujhe pasand nahi...i hate that name and jo bhi mujhe uss naam se bulate hai i hate them too..."
he said and freed himself ...sat and odered food for them ...soon charlie entered and now she got that after months kunwar was being himself...he always hid his pain frm all...but today his heart took the charge which was boiling and dying in the pain...she didnt speak anything /..they had a silent lunch...in b/w charlie slipped a chit into shaks hand..it read...
" stay at my house 4r some tym i need to talk to u...personal...and now dnt be sad ...have ur lunch..."
shaks gave a small smile...after finishing...in parking lot kunwar excused himself that he has a work and left ...shaks was very sad...
"acha hua wo chala gaya ...shaks i need to talk to u...get in"
charlie said and shaks sat in the car...charls pulled off and after total 5 mins charls broke the silence...
"shaks i know that ur feeling bad 4r him...and its too late that u realised ur feelings...and agar tumhe abhi bhi realise nahi hua toh let me tell u that u love him dammit!!!!!!!"
shakti looked at her"how do u know that i ..."shakti was cut...
"oh c'mon shaks ...dnt be a kid...jo care tum ek dusre keliye karte ho ...jis tarah se ek doosre ko defend karte ho and all stuff its obvious...and FYI lemme tell ye baat sab jaante the pehle dinse ...tum donon ke alava...n finally jab tum NY jaa rahi thi tab amar ne realise kiya but u rejected...shaks u know wo ye teen mahine kaise bitaya...some tyms he even tried in front of me...u know him very well shaks... tumse acha koun jaansakta hai ki agar uska dil tutega toh uska kya haal hoga..."
shaks thought abt it...and that thought killed her...she cried. hard...
"arey arey shaks control yaar ...plzz ab tum bhi rona shuru mat hojana...and i swear wo sirf mera dost hai and sab natak tha tumhe realise karwane keliye...pata hai usne tumhareliye aaj ek dinner date bhi plan kiya...ek mahinon se mere dimaag khaye jaa raha hai...and sab ki tayyar kar raha tha ..."
"par ab toh wo mujhse naaraaz haina??"shaks asked innocently...
charls smiled at her innocence.."koi baat nahi mai use manaungi...tum bas sharp 7: 00 ko tayyar rehna..."
shaks face lit up ...charls dropped her home and left...
shakti entered jumping and full excited on realisation of her new love...on seeing her her mother asked...
"shakti kya hua beta itna khush???"
"MOM IM IN LOVE"she said twirling round...
mukti ,neeti,kriti ,and her mom all stood up frm the couch shocked...
mom: kab??
neeti: kaise???
kriti: kahan??
mukti:kis se???
shaks blushed a bit and said his name...her mom went silent..
s: mom u like him na...plzz accept...
her mom smiled after smtym ...
mom: ofcourse i like him...after all mera fav jo hai wo...par usne mujhe ye kyun nahi bataya????
shaks face fell down...her mom asked what happened and shaks narrated everything...
mom: kya??? usne tumhe 3 months pehle propose ki aur tune apni feelings aaj realise kiya...sahi kehta hai wo..tum ho hi confused atma...aur gussa kyun na ho???? huh...!!!!!!
her mom went into kitchen leaving shaks open mouthed...
s: mom aap mujhe chod ke uski side le rahe ho???
mom: mai usiki side loongi...she replied 4rm inside...shaks face fell...
"hum bhi"kriti and neeti said and left to their rooms...
"toh ab kya karogi??"mukti asked...
"wo actually usne aaj mere liye dinner date plan kiya...tayyar hoke wahan jaane ke baad use manana hai..."
"woah!!!!!!! dinner date and all...not bad amar...chal all d best...ab thodi der so jaa..."mukti said and left...
shaks went to her room ...she was happy ...finally she fell in love ...but with whom???/ hell,... with him!!!!!!!!!!!she jumped on her bed and was on super excited more...she started selecting her dress...literally by 5 her clothes in the cupboard were on the floor...mukti entered ...
"shaks!!!!!!!!!!!!!"she called gaping at the room...shakti looked at her coming away frm her wardrobe with two dresses each in each hand and gave a stupid smile...
mukti bet her head...she same and selected a dress...but shaks rejected it...it was a party wear ...and she would really look pretty...but she rejected it and took another dress...
"shaks ur really different...no wonder kunwar tumhare liye kaise gir gaya..."muks said smiling as shakti blushed...
"ab jyaada blush mat kar ...tayyar hoja...7:00 sharp..."
"haan..."shaks said excitedly and closed the door...
she called charlie ...
charls didnt see ths id...
"hello koun???"before shaks could speake she froze...she heard his voice...
k: mai jaa rahahun charls...
c: amar meri baat suno...tum aise kaise kar sakte ho ...wo tumse pyaar karti hai...
k: aur use wo ab samaj mei aaya??
c: c'mon amar u know her ...phir bhi.???? dekho maine kehdiya tayyar rehne keliye...sharp 7:00 ko...tumne hi date plan kiya tha na...
k: wat??/ tune batadiya??? but y????
c: kyun ki wo tumse pyaar karti hai...
k: toh mai???? mai kya karta tha???
c: karta tha????
k: kk fine karta hun...par ...
c: par kya amar aakhir problem kya hai???
k: problem??? tumhe pata nahi???? u really dnt know charls??? tumhe pata nahi yaar ki mai kaise ji raha hun...pata hai...ki maine kaise kaati ye 3 mahine??? pata hai tumhe ki meri drafts mei kitne aise msgs hai jo maine use bheja nahi???? pata hai tumhe kitne gifts mere room mei uskeliye hai jo mai use bhej nahi paaya??? pata hai tumhe ki har din mai use kitna yaad karta hun???har din nahi...har pal kitna yaad karta hun??? pata hai tumhe ki maine in teen mahinon mei use kitna miss kiya???pata hai tumhe mai use kitna pyaar karta hun???? kya wo mujhe bilkul nahin samajhti???? kya use kabhi mere pyaar ki ehsaas nahi hua????
he broke into sobs...
c: amar i know tumhe kaisa laga hai...but give her a chance...mujhe tumhe samjhane ki zaroorat nahi hai amar...apne emotion se bahar aake socho...u know her very well...mujhe kehne ki zaroorat nahi hai/...dekho amar...agar tum sach mei use pyaar karte ho toh give her a chance...
he was quite 4r sometime...
k: use toh mai infinite chances de sakta hun...
c: toh ab gussa kyun ho usse????
k: she didnt understand me...
he said and dashed out...
c: arey jaa rahe ho ya nahi batake jao...
she shouted...
k: obviously haan...
he too replied...shaks was sad but happy that he agreed ...and she cut the call...charls forgot abt the call and went into her room...
it was 7: 00 ...she was waiting at her gate...but he didnt turn up...
7:00,7:10,...8:00 he didnt come...she felt bad...she was abt to turn back when a car stopped before her...and he got down...she was too happy and was abt to hug him when he opened the door of passanger seat and looked away...she sat in quitly...he too tokk his place and drove...she was just looking at him when his gaze was fixed on the road...she looked at him...he looked hawt!!!!!! asusual she thought...
sorry guys mujhe aur kuch nahi mila AJS keliye...isise adjust karlo...
for the first tym shaks drooled over someone/...she was just lost in him ...she slowly caressed his cheek ...kunwar 4rm outside looked uneffected but soon he took a sharp cut to escape 4rm a car ...and this said what he was gng through...with that jerk shaks came to senses and looke away blushing...they reached a beautiful lonely place...
she loved the place and was enjoying when he spoke...
"shakti aao dinner karo"...
abhi tak mujhe nahi dekha??? she felt very bad ...but sat ..he served food for her and himself...he started eating never looking at her...tears rolled down her eyes...
"kunwar im really sorry ...i know maine tumhe bohut hurt kiya...plzz maaf kardo"she said sitting beside him...
he looked at the water when tears rolled down his eyes...
"mai tumhare liya poori zindagi wait karsakta hun shaks par buri baat ye hai ki mai tumhe theek se pyaar hi nahi karpaya ki tum realise bhi nahi karpayi"he said slowly looking at the water...
wat??? ab saara blame khud pe?????
"nahi kunwar tum sahi the mai hi galat hun...i dnt deserve ur love...i dnt deserve u..."she said and ran away to the couch...fell on it and cried hard...he was concerned...he couldnt see her crying... and that second he lost his anger/...
arey bas aaj keliye itna hia...*phew*
pms thode der ke baad...😳
Edited by deetha - 13 years ago
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