Part 32
d moment malini came out d closed d door behind...
she wiped her tears wid her index finger..
n...
...smirked... !!!!
FLASHBACK ENDS..
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suzeil's words brought her back from dat horrible past...
suzeil - plzz..share d whole truth..plz clear all misunderstanding...
sam cried in pain - i cnt share anything wid u..im helpless..i cnt unless geet want it...
saying so sam ran away from deir leaving a confused n worried suzeil behind...
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maan banged open d door of his room n threw himself on bed in anger n frustration...
he felt of himself as useless...worthless..good for nothing...
geet went through dis...geet went through..oughhh..d mere thought dragged out d hell out of him...
how could sum behave like dat to geet..to his best frnd geet...she was his responsibility...
n he couldn't take care of her...
d thought sum1 tried to touch her waked d monster inside maan...
he went near dressing table n forced it..breaking it down..throwing everything here n dere...
his anger..his pain..his frustrationless...his helplessness over took his senses...
n he landed breaking every singel thing into peices...
nothing was on d place...all d decorating things were laying on d flaor crashed into peices...
pillows were laying here ndere messing everything up...
he messed d whole room...
his eyes has turned bright red into d fire of his anger..dat had awakened inside him...
how could he let dat happen...
sum1 tried to ...oughhh...dat bast* brij tried to touch my geet...he layed his filthy eyes on my geet..n i was enjoying my life dere like a freaking jerk...
who is more guilty here..me or brij...
but i vil not leave him...watever geet say..i vil so not leave him...
maan heart beat had bcum faster n faster wid d burning senssation of taking revenge...
he frustratingly moved to d mirror of dressing table...n looked at his shamelss face in mirror...
he felt like killing himself on d spot...
wat hav gone through at dat moment..how many times she might hav called for my help...
how much she might hav cried..how much disgusting she might hav felt...
he looked at him wid d shear of anger...
he dnt deserve her frndship..he is no good frnd...
his geet tried to kill hesrelf n he didn't even know...
where do he exist in her life..he is nowhere in her life...
wat place he possess in her heart...do dere any place remained...
or i should ask myself..do dat heart exist anymore which used to love me..care for me...pamper me...
IM RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL DIS...
" only me..." screamed maan in pain n frustration n punched his bare hand on d mirror...
d mirro broke...d peices crashed into his skin..peircing like niddles inside...and d river of blood started to flow...
he felt nothing..his anger was still not decreasing..he hated himself for wat was going on his heart...
watever way..but d thought of sum1 trying to force geet..was not leaving him in peace...
blood was oozing out like hell...but his heart was bleeding even badly...
he hated hismef...he deserve dis...
he hated himself...he diserve dis...
he hated himself...he diserve dis...
n once again he tried to punch d mirror wid same injured hand..but his hand was forcefully stopped wid geet's hands...who looked at him wid so much anger..he never knew..she had...
he looked at her angrily..painfully..frustatingly.,...guiltly...
she looked at him..angrily..painfully..frustratingly...
n den...
geet roared in anger - just wat d hell u r doing...
maan looked at her frustartingly..his bright red fire speaking eyes had answer..he didn't want to word with...
geet shaked him for answer n shouted again - mene puchha..kya kar rahe ho tum...kaya samajhte ho tum apne aap ko...haan...superman...ke tum kanch (glass) ko punch karoge..aur tumhe chot nahi aayegi...tum kyu hamesha aisi harkate karte ho jisse dusro ko taklif pohochati hai...agar zimmedari le nahi sakte..to kam se dusro ki problems to mat badhao...
he looked at her painfully...his teary eyes looked at her wid plead for her single warm look...
her her eyes were spitting fire...
she pulled him away from mirror...n forcefully tried to make him sit on bed...
he didn't gave his way...
she shouted - maan..sit down right now...
maan - jao yahan se...mujhe akela chhod do...
geet - mene kaha betho...
maan - tujhe kya farak padta hai...??
geet held his collar angrily n looked at him intensely yet angrily - mujhe farak padta hai...samajhe tum...farak padta hai mujhe...
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her words gave back his life back to him..his eyes twinled wid tears of hope..making its place..sumwhere between d whirpool of anger...n pain...
but den she looked away..feeling confused...did she really say dat...
but y...
[ NOTE - dis song is from movie LAKSHYA ( hritik roshan n preety zinta)..d song is..* kitni baten *..plzz here dis song while reading d below update..u vil get dat feeling right...]
" kitni baate...yaad aati hai
taswire si...ban jati hai...
me kaise inhe bhulu...
...dil ko kya samajhau..."
he looked dep into her eyes...he could see d corncern in dat anger...tears into dat frustration...
n his selfish heart felt peace in it...he liked it...he felt peace like she care..she still care...
she still care for him..he is still her bestest frnd maan..he is...
dats y she is so worried for me...his heart felt dat satisfaction...
but den..do he seserve it...is he not being selfish...
d time has changed..deir relationship has changed...dey hav changed...
but den..his heart fought again dis..wat if everything is changed..deir heart havnt changed a bit...dey still care for each other...
she is angry bcoz..she had d right to be angry wid him...
he broke her promise..he wasn't dere for her wen she needed him...
he was remebered of d moment wen he was 11 yrs old and had fell from cycle..she had cried her heart out...
she hadn't left him for a single mintute till d doctor had assured dat he is absolutely fine...
how much she used to take care of him...how can he forget ..how can she forget..is it possible for dem...
helll NO...
" kitni baate...kehne ki hai
hotho par jo...sehami si hai
ek roz inhe sun lo...
...kyu aise gumsum ho..."
she looked at him startled at her own world which she had uttered in her fake anger...
she knew..it wasn't her anger...it was her pain to watch his hand bleeding...
her heart felt dead wen she his hand bleeding so furiously...
she had ran inside..but den she didn't want to show herself weak..den..den wat..she shouted at him..showing her anger..dat was only way to hide her corncern
she wanted to cry in front of him dat y he hurted himself...
she already hav suffered enough pain..den watching him pain..vill kill her completely...
she just wished...one day he wud be able to listen her unsaid words...unexpressed pain..unshade tears...her dyeing heart...
vil he be able to understand her...ever...
" kyu puri ho na payi dastan ... "
how much he had dreamed..dat wen dey vil be grown up..dey vil do hell fun...
dey had promised each other to be each others best frnds forevere...
n now..life has taken such a turn dat..everything is up-right...
" kaise aayi hai aisi dooriyan..."
how she wished...if he had not left...life had been so different..
but den...he had left...n den unending journey dooriyan started...
"MUSIC..."
black n white flashes of deir childhood moments...wen dey used to play wid each otehr...
deir school moments...
deir moments...wen geet used to sing n maan used to give music to it...
deir moments wen dey used to play in d rain..den getting scold by dadi maa..n finally choclate milkshake...
deir moments wen geet used to draw mehendi on her hands n maan used to spoil it...n den deir cute fights...
deir moments wen maan wud be ziddi wid him sleeping in his lap every night...n den get used to give up..n used to carrase his hairs till he get sleep..n den wid a small peck on his forehead..she used to leave...
all deir moments just flashed in deir eyes in black n whilte color...
" dono ke dilo me chhupa hai jo...ek anjana sa gum
kya ho payega wo kam...koi kya kahe...
he kept watching at her as she cleaned his wound wid cotton wid detol...
he winced so many times...n she making baby face...bowed on d injury..soothing it...
he so much wanted hear non-stop chatter of his geetu..like she used to do in childhood...
he used to roll his eyes n close his ears..but still she never used to stop...
n now..he had urged so many times to listen a single word of non sense from her lips..but she never said...
he now wonder..vil dis pain misnunderstanding..fight between dem..vil ever decrease...
he wonder...
" dono ne kabhi zindagi ke ek...mod pe thi jo payi
hai kaisi wo tanhayi...koi kya kahe..."
while bandaging his hand..she could feel his motionless eyes on her...n for sum reason she felt conscious...
she never he vil never conside rher more dan his best frnd..dan y still his looking at her effect her so much...
100 of times..she might hav decided dat she vil never let him efffect her..but den...
she didn't look into his eyes n continued wid her work...
dere was a time wen dey used to talk each other for hrs n hrs..even wen dey had no topic...
n now dey r sitting in front of each other nicely aftr almost 2 yrs..but dey had nothing to say...
just no topic to share...
no non sense to discuss...
hav dey changed dis much..but den..sumwhere its good dat dey hav changed...
wat kind of loveliness dey feel now..even wen dey r together...
like dere being together doesn't hav any existance now...like dey were never meant to be...
...???
" kitna viran hai sama..."
he felt lifeless..in her silnce in front of him..his chatter box is lost sumwhere...deir darkness between dem felt like worst punihsment ever...like deir were unknown to each other...
" sanson me jaise ghulta hai dhuva...
kaise aayi hai...aisi duriyann..."
she felt suffocated in dis silence..she felt suffocated once again being so near to him...
she hav now used of his distance..dat he again being part of her life..was not acceptable...
she felt like a smog of dis unwanted emotions was burning her inside body...
if he had to cum now..den y he left at d 1st place...y he created dis dooriyan...
" kitni baate...yaad aati hai
taswire si ...ban jati hai...
me kaise inhe bhulu..."
as her bandage was done...she just left from dere without saying a word..n he had no courage to stop her...
how much he wanted to just hugg her tight from back n not letting her go..but den can he do dis now...
n vil she pamper his anger like she used to do...y wud she do dat...he broke his promise...
he left her here n dat crap...oughhh..he dnt even want to think fo it...
he just kept watching her as she left...
" tum se aaj yun milke dil ko...yaad aaye lamhe kalke
ye ansun kyu hai jhalke...koi kya kahe..."
geet closed her as she entered her room in hurry n locked it from inside...
wat just happened to her..y her heart cried watching him in pain..u once again she let her heart beat for him ..just for him...
she remebered how much her life used to revlove around him..her day wud strt wid him n wud end wid his head on her lap...
she never needed of anybody wid him around...
she had tried to forget her past..but wid his re-entry in her life...all her past..dose monets also came back in her life..like dey r meant to stay dere forever...
a tear of old moments rolled our of her eyes...making its way over her cheek n den finally submitting into nothing...
he used to say her tears r made of pearls so she should never cry,..but den where was he..wen she cried her eyes out...she crie n cried n cried...till her tears ended...
her pearls ended...
can she ever be able to stop herself from loving him...
d thought stucked in her heart...but she had no answer...
" tum ne humko dekha jo aise to...ek ummed hai hai jaagi
fir tumse pyar paane ki...ab kya kahe..."
she left without saying a word..dat made him cry...
a tear of pain rolled out of his eyes...n fell on bandage..he looked at d bandage n smiled wid teary eyes...
she says she is changed...but he know..she havn't changed a bit..she still care for him...
she still cnt see him pain...
her expressions gave hima new hope..he vil be able to get his geetu back one day...one day he vil...
she vil be old geet..dat funny..talkative..loving...caring...chirpy...n his chatter box...
dose expressiosn of hers gave him a hope dat...she still thinks of him as her best frnd...
my geet still loves me...
he knew..its late...but still..he vil fight for her..he dnt care wat she think...
he vil never let dat brij stay in peace...he vil make sure dat brij vil cry for his death..h evil die every seconf..but still vil remain alive...
" aa gaye hum kahan se kaha..."
she locked at herself locked in her room...n den lokked at door n den she realized...dey r just a door apart...but d dooriyan between dem is like millions away...
where dey hav landed up...
" dekeh mudke ye dil ka karawa...
kaise aayi hai...aisi dooriyan..."
he closed his eyes in guilt as d tears made dere way out...while his heart arched for her love..her cute words..her complains..her chat...her all non sesnsible things...
he now wished..she wud hav never changed...he room felt lonely n inside his heart felt loneli...
only dooriyan was between dem...
just dooriyan...
" kitni baate...kehne ki hai
hotho par jo...sehami si hai...
ek roz inhe sun lo...kyu aise gumsum ho..."
she walked towrds window n closed it..she wanted to feel d darkness..so much of light made her conscious...
she so much wanted to say..but she had no words...
she so much wanted to hear..but no 1 to speak...
she so much wanted to laugh..but dere was no reason...
she so much wanted to cry...buu yet..dere was no reasons...
she longed for him..she confessed finally...she did...
she thought for a sec...he wud just cum banging d door..n grab her in his warma arms...how much she vil love it...but she knew..he vil not cum...
" kitni baate...yaad aati hai
taswire si...ban jati hai...
me kaise inhe bhulu...dil ko kya samajhau..."
he walked towrds d window n opened it..he felt her smell...like she is just around...
she alwz loved fresh air..he knew it...
he so much longed for his geet...
in london..he knew..he is too far away..but now..in same house...just a door apart...he felt even more far away from her...
he just wanted to run..bang her door n pull her tightly into his arms...wiping off her all worries...
n give her all d happiness...
but he knew..he cnt do dat..he hav no more right...
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he was lost in his chain of thoughts...wen a worried suzeil ran in...
suzeil panting - maan...
maan looked at her worried - suzeil..wats d matter...r u alright...
suzeil took big breath to calm herself ...
suzeil - maan...wo wo...(just den her eyes fell on maan's bandaged hand)...wat happened to ur hand...
maan - suzeil..ignore it..just a litle injury..tell me y r u so worried...
suzeil - wooh haan..woo geet...
dat alarmed man - geet..kya huva geet..is she alright...
asking so..he ran out not even waiting for ans...but den suzeils words made him stop at d door wid wide n painfull eyes...
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bcoz suzeil said - geet is packing...
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Edited by Angelic_mishty - 13 years ago
Mangal Lakshmi
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