4.
Udayveer's pov-
I came back to my room and saw her sleeping cozily on the bed. Looking at her sleeping figure, I recalled her words 'don't try to force yourself on me!' These words were like bullets to my heart. How can she even think that I would stoop so low? How can she even think that I would rape her?
I made my way towards the bed and shifted her softly on her side. As my hand touched her waist, I felt an electric spark. I hurriedly moved her to her side and laid down on my own. I wanted to sleep, but I guess I won't be getting any sleep after, all.
I don't know how I am going to make her realize, that this was destiny. She has changed. She isn't my same old best friend, with whom I used to play and could share almost anything. But then, I too have changed. I have finally learnt to build a hard shell around my heart.
I had once loved Manyata from the bottom of my heart. And when she went 'missing', I had a hard time to pick up the pieces of my heart. I won't let that happen again. I won't fall in love with her, not again.
I can't believe that she is my Manyata. I have waited desperately for 16 years, for her… I can't believe it! I may have had my own share of women, but they were all mere distractions to me. I wanted to mend my heart.
I wanted to find happiness. But deep down, I knew that I was lost. How would it feel when your best friend is snatched away from you at a tender age of 5? How would it feel when you blame yourself for it?
Well, I have lived that. I have lived, wishing that I could save Manyata. I have blamed myself for not being there for her. I still remember how I reacted when I came to know about her kidnapping. I was devastated. I blamed myself for not being her protector, as a 'betrothed' should.
I had asked innumerous questions like, 'Where is she? Why won't she meet me? Is she upset with me?' etc. I had my own queries, my own logic and my own reasons. Last time, there were feelings involved. This time, there won't be any.
Last time, I couldn't protect her. But now, I would. Even though the love is missing, I won't let anyone touch my Manyata without my consent. I won't let anyone harm her. I would save her. I would always keep an eye on her. I would give everything she wants. Just, I won't risk falling in love with her again.
I lay down on my bed. I turned to her side to see a soft lock of hair, falling on her forehead. I softly pushed that lock back. I suddenly felt an urge and I kissed on her forehead. She is angelic when she sleeps and most importantly, she is mine to hold.
As soon as I realized what I had unknowingly done, I immediately turned my back towards her. No way am I going to fall in love with her. Not again. Been there, done that and have repented. Now I am not going to risk my heart again.
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That's it for today :) Hope you liked this one. *eager to know*
My Uday is like this... hard outside... while softest inside *recalls a coconut* *yummy*
And this is the reason, why he won't fall in love with her...!! *shakes head vigorously* Hope, you now know the reason for the title of this FF. *smiles*
As for the romantic scenes, Now, there are going to a sweet Manveer moments, like in this one ie. Uday's kiss... or romantic ones like earlier chapter's almost-kiss... in almost every chapter. *tempts*
In the next part, Manayata behaves like a civilized person *hard to believe* and Unnati takes her brother's side *Unlike the devil Unnati in DEK*
What happens next? *thinks* To know more... Stay tuned. *goes away to dry her nail-paint*
And yeah *returns with her semi-dry nail-paint* I would be updating.. every once in a while... but positively, atleast one time in a week... *college assignments sucks*
Waiting desperately for your encouraging reviews *puppy face* Please do leave some *innocent eyes*
- love, Mahak
Edited by ...Mahak... - 13 years ago
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