*The Destiny...* FF*,Complete** thanks*- Page 12

Originally posted by: masumasrilanka

lovely part,wow she have got such a caring n loving family.am getting gready for more.tc

are you greedy for more, i am greedy to give you more... so whose side more low with added weight..

Originally posted by: ekta-avinafan

di,sorry for late comment of previous post,i know it became now a days daily work.actually i read it and ur pm too but due to slow net,i was not able to respond.pls accept this sorry.
and update was sooo sooo good ,u said true u like radhika more so only u give her such sweet caring man in life na ,and in this care,sweetness we fall in love with him in return more.waise we love both,both of them a lot.
dev wished for firstly to see his radhika's face clearly and he got automatically when she turned in her sleep and then he only was dreaming of a day when his radhika will be in his arms and acc to him ,day was quite far but who knows how far.his radhika again in her sleep allowed him to take her in his embrace.so so so sweettt,he started dreaming in his sleep when he is standing in rain and her closeness increasing made him dream more.i would say to dev,dream more and more ,ur dreams don't get time to fullfill.

will comment later of 6th part after reading.thanks di.

you better catch up with me, or i fly away.. ye, just kidding yaar. i know i am updating little frequently, but i can't hold the next update anymore, so releasing ti soon hopefully you will be able to reach here.. after this no update till 12th. so it will be a nice time to take that break.. let see...

Originally posted by: -Shankar-

marvelous update.

I am running out of adjectives to describe it 😆

thanks for the pm

Ok here is th edeal, since you are running out of adj, i may soon run out of fuel too., soon..😆... but now i am fully loaded for another update, which can give me a superbly good time to take that break till 12th... so i hope by then you may be able to come back also... and just say "I LOVE IT"..

Oho,there is more treat coming,waitin...

Part-7

Dev was so anxious to come back home and to see her face. His eyes were on them all these time. The minute he heard aboutMohini and Rohan's bail, he was in shock. How come Dev Purohith missed that possibility. Did I trusted the law system blindly. Why didn't I kept an eye on them. How come my lawyer can go easy on such matters. The voice of his lawyer just echoed in his head..

'Sorry Dev sir, Rohan and Mohini got the bail, and they are out since yesterday'. His throat went dry, no words came out, His eyes just widened, he sat on that bar chair with a weaker mind. He was unable to think anything sharp at that moment. The day totally went wrong him.

……. I thought of showing Radhika that I can move on my life without her, I just wanted to show her that I can be happy without her. But ..but..is it was a try to believe myself that I can move on without her. It was my ego that blocked my vision, it was my own pride that forced to do all these rubbish thing. And what did I do today.. I failed to convince myself that I can live without her. It did hurt my heart more than I tried to hurt her. he placed that empty glass on the counter.

The bearer looked at him, as if asking whether he need another, instead meeting his eyes, he saw Dev Purohith with his bowed head, the bearer never seen him like that, whenever he saw Dev saab , he always held his head stright in pride, always spread around his radiating energy. He had that positive energy circled him all the time.. also never seen him coming to the bar counter for a sip. He stood in confusion with the bottle in his hand..

Suddenly Dev's brain echoed the lawyer's words. He came back to his normaly… He straightened his neck to bring his head up. He raised from the seat.. Radhika,' ,where is she?.. his leg fastened up.. The party was still going on.. Gopal Das came in front.. he remembered asking Gopal about Radhika... but no one seen her.. My God.. what did I do? Where did I go wrong.. then it was a rush out from there asking Gopal Das to handle everything back at farm house.

He drove his jeep with a hope in his eyes.. he was back into reality now. Each curve on the road gave him a hope that Radhika may be walking, or standing tired.. The madness in me melted as I saw the accident place at the curb. Involuntarily it drawn his attention and as a reflex he pressed hard on the break. People were talking many things. He didn't want to hear anything bad . He tried to believe it is not his Radhika.. his leg felt weak as he walked back to his jeep , he was unable to look at the blood stains on the uneven path, his hope slightly diminished hearing about the attack.. people were saying it was an attempt for robbery.

Radhika Mujhe maaf kardo.. all these happened only because of me.. finally when he reached the hospital, the bed was empty'.. then it was a run, to get her back..

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Sir , we are here.. driver called him again.. 'sir".. the voice brought him back to reality..

'um'.. he looked around, they are already at the mansion.. he stepped out, but as he walked in, he continued his thought..

He climbed those stairs quick…..

he saw his Radhika sitting in the balcony chair with closed eyes. He felt a relief seeing her so close.. a smile appeared unknowingly.. he went to freshen up without disturbing her.

Dev came back and stood in front of her chair.. tried to read her closed eyes.. only he could think was she is in with some serious thoughts'…. but then he saw her dried lines of tear path from both corners and as he looked down, he saw her hands resting loosely over her tummy.. he now understood her mind and thought " I need to get you out from this agony Radhika, for which I am also a reason "..

He kneeled down and slowly enveloped his hands over hers.. Radhika shook her head and opened her eyes in fear.. and saw Dev sitting in front of her..

He looked into her frightened eyes..

Dev: dar gayi.. Mei hum Radhika, Dev..

Radhika:: aap? Sorry I didn't see you coming in.

Dev: that's ok.. come let's have dinner..

Radhika stood on her feet..

Dev: so How was your trip with daadi..

Radhika looked at him with satisfaction saying everything went fine.. he knew everything about their trip.. he send people behind them, who kept updated him every now and then. But still he wished to hear from her..

Dev was attending a call from his lawyer.. he asked for detailed information on the case, he wanted to know where he went wrong, where did he went weak.. he was unable to keep in touch with them, as he was busy getting everything in action along with daaadi and Radhika's travel updates. .

Radhika went upstairs. She saw him on the phone. As he saw her coming in, he went to the wardrobe and took her night dress out and handed that to her with a smile, as he was still on his phone..

Radhika understood he is talking to someone seriously, but still he managed to give her the time of attention. She turned her head once to look at him and saw him checking onto some documents seriously.

She saw him still on the phone as she came out. She went to the balcony and stood there. The darkness did not block her vision. She could easily see the garden. The plants still awake and dancing with soft wind .. she crossed her hands across her chest as she felt the coldness of the night. She looked up and found the peeking stars.. she loved watching them.

She used to do that on her fields. She used to sneak out with her little sister, and went to the fields and lay on her back on the grass looking up high into the sky.. and used to draw patterns with connecting the twinkling stars.. sometimes on the house terrace, but she loved the field one better...'

'Is my sister still looking at those stars and drawing the patterns.. her sister's face crossed her mind.. she tightened her arms around her chest again as it gave the familiar coldness to her skin..

is it the same wind that used to brush my skin and fly away..

is it the same wind that used to fly my duppatta high.. when i walked through the muddy roads of Shivpur...

is it the same wind that used to bring the raindrops on my path..

is it the same wind that we used to run against.. Shouting at our highest throat...'

suddenly she wanted to embrace that wind as if she felt it coming from her land brushing her sister's fragrance and bringing them to her..

But then a pair of warm hands slide over her waist line and took her weight , she came back to reality and realized her back resting onto his strong body as he circled his arms around her tummy..

Dev: are you feeling cold.. she heard his voice so near to her ears.. she felt the tickling..

Radhika: nahi tho.. she forced her voice out..

Dev: but you look like..

Radhika didn't say anything.. they stood in that posture for sometime'

Slowly Radhika felt the wetness over her shoulder.. she jerked and turned to look at him.. but he held her strong, so that she won't see his pain. He cried silently all these time by bringing the angry face or the irritated face, or recently forced himself to smile in front of her...'

Radhika again tried to look at his face, but he didn't let her move within him..

Dev: don't try to look at my face now Radhika.. please.. he pleaded.

He didn't want her to see his inner voice.. his struggle..

Radhika stood like a statue for a minute, but then slowly enveloped his arms with hers. She held them tight to her body.. he felt her force on him.. that gave him the comfort that he needed for long time. He slowly closed his eyes to get the strength to speak out….

First time he struggled to find the words out. First time he struggled to get his voice out.. but he needs to.. he can't see her suffering silently.. this is not his Radhika.. this is not what he wanted.. he wanted her to be happy. He never saw her crying in front of him for her real struggles'... instead she cried for the misdoing at the office, that all were nothing in front of her actual personal incidents.. she was very strong to hold that in her and fought with her destiny and struggled her best to bring her little one to this world.. and now because of me, she lost that, unknowingly I am the reason for her silence. It hurt me more than anything.. I never did that intentionally, but the situations , and now you lost everything'... he wanted to say everything out, but nothing came out as words.. everything stuck back in his throat' ...first time he called out in his mind.. "oh Kanha..help me too ..'"

Time passed by, Radhika still holding onto his arms strongly, tried to comfort him.. she wanted to wipe those tears, but he is not letting her.. when he tried to do that for her, she let him…. But then why he is not letting me do it for him.. she felt sad.. but then she heard his feeble mumblings..

Dev: RAdhika, do you know why you are different from anyone else .?

.

She tried to look at him sideways.. but she failed again..

Dev: because you are stronger than me'

She again struggled to look at him..

Radhika: aap'.

Dev: shu'... let me talk,' please'

She stood in silence..

Dev: Ha Radhika, you are stronger than me. You faced your destiny with a hope, but I failed to keep that hope in you'..

Somehow those words gave her the full meaning of his tears.. he is thinking himself responsible for the loss.. she didn't say anything , but stood in that same state..

Dev: I don't know whether I can bring the trust back, .. and now in your silence you became mine'... I am sorry.. I never mean to hurt you.. if possible please forgive me',... I forced you to be mine because I wanted to see you by my side.. I can't live without you Radhika.. I cannot leave everything behind and embrace the destiny that you wished when you sit under that banyan tree.. because Daadi needs me…..

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He continued his voice in trance: ha, Dadi needs me Radhika.. her hope is only in me now. She took care of me when my parents and my grandpa died in that fatal accident. She should have shattered into pieces the moment she saw the lifeless body of her near ones. Instead she looked at me.. I never seen her crying for her loss, the tears failed to fill her eyes when i was standing in front of her... and I can still see the same hope in her eyes as she look at me. She held me strong under her shoulder as the fire from the cremation site was engulfing by the dark smoke'... she made me to look up at the clear sky beyond the dark cloud.. She held me strong within her hands and managed the business. I knew she needs me, I took over the company as I saw her struggling to compete in today's' business world. I didn't want her to look at her as a failure, for what she did for me, and just for me. so how can I leave her behind and embrace the destiny that you wished for..

….But now to live up to daadi's hope, I need you.. I don't know what is in your mind about me after all that happened, but still you are mine, and I can't live a second without you.. maybe I am so selfish.. Dev Purohith is selfish.. I don't care about the media, i don't care about the world around me, .. oh radhika, how i failed to convince you that, please Radhika, I love you so much and i need you to move on for the rest of days in my life.'

his tears rolled down her shoulder, wetting her inner heart.. she heard what all he said..

he said so much in his shivering voice.. she heard everything. She stood froze, controlling her heartbeat.. she realized his loosening grip..

Slowly she took the courage to see his unknown face. The real face of Mr. Dev Purohith., the angry young business tycoon..

She looked into his reddish big eyes. She raised her hands up and dried his cheeks, and forced herself to bring a smile on her face and said: so, this is the actual face of Mr. Dev Purohith..

he just looked at her tear filling eyes.. but then she didn't say anything.. all she could do was just circle her arms around his chest level and dig her face in his chest .. and then slowly tightened her grip'... tried to take all his pain in hers, tried to tell all those comforting words that stuck in her throat.. she wished she could speak like him, at least once, just for his comfort.. but she failed.. all she could do was just tighten her grip further and cry out in his embrace..

Her heart was beating closer to him.. it was pacing faster.. very fluttery, just like his...' he tightened his grip on her.. his arms just covered her completely',,... she went totally into him..

They didn't feel the tiny rain drops that was kissing over their body.. their tears got immersed in the magic of nature. They stood in each other's embrace under the coolness of heavy rain drops.. they didn't see the lightening up in the dark sky, they didn't see the loud thunder that tried to pierce their ears.. all she could hear was his heartbeat and he could hear was hers and now the beats got synchronized by the words of nature'.

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Thank you,

take care until we meet again here in this thread...on 12th Devika

Originally posted by: Devika.

you better catch up with me, or i fly away.. ye, just kidding yaar. i know i am updating little frequently, but i can't hold the next update anymore, so releasing ti soon hopefully you will be able to reach here.. after this no update till 12th. so it will be a nice time to take that break.. let see...

DI ,I SAID i read but not able to comment,then why we need a break
no no we we are all fresh sitting here in front of pc with full attention,we don't need a break ,ya if u want us to force to give then fine but take short break,don't u think its a long one.
ok i better comment soon owise u will give update again with my comment remaining behind.
here wish of rads get fullfilled ,oh i didn't like this one,i better liked dev's.i mean dev turned in his sleep loosing his grip on her.ohhh she reminds each thing with her past,mangalsutra sindoor ,ya she will take time but then she knew very well here dev is hers,she has no fear that wheather this will again ...no no i don't want to think,i was fearing but after reading relaxed.
will we get radev in one office ? or having different different company and both leading stepping on new stairs.loved dev how he is trying to make rads come out of that,by giving work.

and inbetween i loved that school bus comment di.really dadi is so cool even more than of cb1.
tahnks di.

di,no words are coming in my mind too and so my fingers
will just say,it became so much emotional today
hope now rads will try to come out of her silence soon.
thanks a lot di.

u r an amazining writer.i have no words to says how talented u r.as i reading it was like watching it live.omg u r rocker.thanxs for the pm.all the best for u festival.