-truly magical- maaneet ff THREAD 15 - Page 72

 

 

She was filled with dreams  excitement, dream of Maan coming for her, excitement to tell him about their baby.. excitement to see the excitement in his eyes.

Mother was noticing a tinge of disappointment setting in. Geet never cried, since crying would effect the baby. She tried to remain happy as far as possible. First 2-3months she shopped on daily bases. Mother & her co-workers would suggest to buy for a month, but she used to laugh it out saying wat is the point, all u know I may not be here tomorrow. Sad...7yrs 6months 12days tomorrow hasn't come yet. She really took care of herself keeping herself fit, yoga, walking, healthy eating.. good sleep, even though she could not sleep. She used to talk to mk. Tell her about her daddy. All about her bachan. How they met, how she felt about her bachan then, their karvachaut, the ring daddy gave her..how he just slipped it in without saying anything. Their endless calls. Uff the watch.. baby began to respond.. interestingly kicking when she said daddy.. she really missed him actually they both missed him. Missed him more as she was getting emotional with her pregnancy, she wanted to share with him the happiness, it was for him.. it was his dream she lived.. she lived only for him. No one to hear the silent agony of her heart, longing for him and for his touch, feeling of lips, feeling his face, missing his kisses and warm embrace.

 

 

She sent a silent cry for him across the miles, she thought of his  face and all of his smiles.
She would wake up and reach for him in the lonely night cuddled up & hug her knees tight close to her & rock herself, try not to cry... wiping her tears... since that will hurt to sweety pie.. his little love in her. ' how could she hurt anything that was him.. she just couldn't.. she wished he could just hold her then... how he did so tight. She dreamed of his face and his beautiful eyes and how he made her melt with his gorgeous stare. She would just smile then.. making the life smile..within her..

 

 

she had lots of soft copy of his snaps in her inbox. She would spend wat ever time she got in the library showing baby the different pics of Maan on the desktop. She did manage to take a print out of few to secretly admire & roll on at night. She was very careful, she didn't know whether it was alright if they saw his photo. To her surprise it was a very silent aloof place very different from crowded cramped up delhi. Even the market was quiet a walk. No body seem to know Maan Singh Khurana there. She did flash around his snaps occasionally. She loved that no one knew him here, she could more have his photo in her room. 

 

 

8th Month of pregnancy. She was very careful through out the term. She took all her medicines in time. She was now only left with wat she earned. & saved over 2months. She had to be more careful on her spending now as she had exhausted her 1000 rupee bills. She began to stock up for week now. Mother couldn't bare to see how it was hurting her, the thought that Maan may not come for a week!!! then only mother realized that why she was buying only for a day... as it gave her feeling a false happiness that.. she was only here for a day more, just a day away from Maan,.. every day she lived like a day more.. but a thought of 7days was hurting her, drew the color away from her face. She tried to console her. But she was deeply hurt, don't know where all this was heading, mother could see her heart was slowly dying. Even though she wore a smile all the time.. mother knew there was something missing. She still looked hopeful Maan will come for her but the excitement was, the delight seemed fading. He stomach was fully grown now. She looked cute...really cute... like a doll, most beautiful moments of her life sadly she was dead within, she was forcing herself to be happy just for the little life of his within. Though her life was long lost.. in the silent cries that she let all the lonely night without him.

 

 

Car Honked really hard. Geet came out of her thoughts & walked into the school holding Mk's hand. She had managed the addmission procedures without much hassels. again thanxs to Mother Santora. She had already briefed the principal everything. The principal dealth the admission procedure personally 3 reasons.. one mother had requested & second she was DCP delhi ..3rd the most important ...mk was Maan Singh Khurana's duaghter.

 

Geet was really scared about the big school, the people, questions, she was worried other kids may question her something that mk may not be able to answer about her father. Baramulla was a small town, all were friendly & warm people, anything they asked about her father, she would say he was in Delhi, but now!!! they were in Delhi!!! & Maan Singh Khurana was a prominent name. All the richies rich would take a back seat if they knew who she was. But Geet was at ease somewhere knowing.. Maan was around!!..a subconscious support.. which she always had...now felt it even more.

 

his body stiffened with her touch.. her cold hand seeking all his warmth. Their heart seeking for the right rhythm..of their togetherness. She seemed so vulnerable. Maan couldn't believe she was ..  his hand reluctantly raised to comfort her. Stroking carefully her back. Her touch was electrifying.. magical exactly the way it always felt. She couldn't stop telling him how happy mk was... she probably said it million times already, actually it was her happiness...  her subconscious support was not subconscious..he was right there.. they broke out of the hug when they heard
devansh screaming - uncle.. meri bottle tho do
devansh took the bottled giving a smile to Geet & ran back to his class.
She stepped back.. he was not there for mk.. he was there to drop devansh & anjali.. he was still there where he was..far far away.. no where near them... no where part of there life.. she gave a disappointed look right into his eyes - u didn't come for us..
her voice was so painful.. like it spoke directly to his soul. he could just die of guilt very that moment. The floor below his feet froze. Her words her so hurting, she looked like he had again broken her heart nth time, million nth time.  Why did he feel so guilty.. why was she so hopeful that he should be there.. for them
she dipped her head sadly - u didn't come for mk.
She didn't say anything just walked away, he went behind her - Geet meri baat suno
she cleared her throat & looked back at him wearing her glasses back on, concealing all that he felt a little while ago in that hug - its ok I should have guessed u were here to drop them.
For all the times he was not by her side, for all the times, he just watched her cry, everything he put her through, hurts her so bad,  but now the pain seem fade away, as she knows, now she has to live with it every day.
Maan - Geet
she looked up to meet his gaze... straight back into his eyes through the glasses...she was blank, no emotions, no tears, no pain, no agony, no complain just an emotionless expression, he even tried to look through the glasses but .. she was shut... there was nothing that led wat she felt, that hurt him more, her shutting down like her heart was shut tight again.. with a click of a button was dangerously scaring. If only he could stop the heart from breaking, he wanted to close his ears tight...he just couldn't bare the silent noise of the pieces of the heart... why couldn't his eyes drop dead before they confrnt this sight of hers. He felt a sudden soft hand soothing his pain out just with a tight hug around his waist.. burring her cute little face in his stomach .. aap aayen...mk ...ko scho.....scho...scho.... ol..drop karne...
tears drops down ' he didn't want to lie to her... but couldn't dare to tell the truth either... he was still alive standing seeing Geet disappointed with him.. but he may not be able to take the same look on mk's face. He lifted her & kissed her but couldn't not look into those eyes & lie. He couldn't not put words together .. haan sweety aap ko drop karne aayen Geet kissing mk how was in maan's lap. ..knowing maan won't be able to lie
Geet - why did u come out of ur class
mk - oh ho... aabhi time hain... bell nahi..ring huwa
Geet - I don't want u coming out of the class like this
mk made a complaining face to Maan - da da.... mama... gu...ssa...gu...ssa...gu...ssa...gu...ssa
Maan - koi nahi gussa karen ga meri mk ko
Geet hit her foot on the floor & shook her head - rakho aapni mk ko aapne paas main jaa rahin hoon
she turned to leave & stood there crossing her hand.
Maan carried mk to her & whispered in her ears ..dehko mama gussa hogayen mujhse..
they both giggled & went near Geet
mk kept a soft peck on geets cheek - sorry mama
Maan blindly followed .. placing a soft peck - sorry mama