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I AM SO SO SO SORRY GUYS!!!
please before Eid, things get pretty hectic 🤪
but this is the update! and as a bonus for you guys waiting, i will update exactly after ONE HOUR so this update doesnt have a precap 😃
LOVE YOU ALL!! 🤗 and thanks for being patient.. this update is the CHANGED version of this chapter, according to IF rules for writing FFs here.. i hope its not extreme?😳 😳
well, enjoy! 😃
Chapter 12
i was looking up at him, there was a distance between us.. he was leaning down so slowly, his eyes focused on mine "ask me to stop" he said softly, but i couldnt.. i was melting just looking at his eyes "tell me this is wrong.." he was leaning closer now "tell me we should wait"
"you should say that not me.. you're the man" i smiled
he giggled getting closer "so the consequences of what we are going to do falls on me only?"
"you were planning on blaming me too?" i raised an eyebrow
he laughed, didnt reply to me.. i felt his stomach on mine.. his chest, thats when i closed my eyes and sighed.. he's supposed to be heavy but his weight was comforting me, i slowly opened my eyes, his hair was on his face, his eyes still focused on mine.. his both arms around my waist, he leaned closer and i felt his breath on my neck.. he brushed his nose with my throat line and then kissed my chin softly, i shivered and waited for his lips to meet mine "tell me we should wait until after marriage" he was still trying to blame me, but i wouldnt allow him, i pushed myself up and let my lips kiss his softly, thats when he responded.. thats when our kiss got passionate, thats when he moved back "Geet" he said breathing heavily, but my eyes werent on him anymore, i pushed myself up and kissed him again "ok, thats it" he literally jumped off me and stood up straight "i think you should go back home" i slowly sat on the sofa "im calling ma to see where she is at" i folded my arms around my chest "ma.. ye where are you?" i was looking down when he shouted " LONDON!?" i giggled and he sighed "mom i told you, this is important" he was getting angry "fine.. when are you coming back?" he shook his head "unbelievable ma.. fine.. ok, no im not.. ok bye"
"she went to London?" i asked
"has a meeting there" he stretched his arm for me "call Amit, see how things are back home"
"ji" he had the mobile in front of me, but instead of holding the edge of the mobile, i let my finger touch the palm of his hand softly
"Ge.." he dropped the mobile and walked away from me
i giggled, its really cute to see him like this.. trying to control himself, maybe was a bit mean but still cute. i dialed Amit's number "hello"
"hey Amit"
"ah Geet, do not come back home"
"why?"
"your mother is planning on handcuffing you" i froze in my place "she wants to call the cops but im trying to calm her down"
"where is she?"
"sleeping"
i sighed "im with Maan"
"good, stay with him.. i dont know what she will do if you come back here"
"you want me to stay with Maan?" i asked in disbelief, wasnt he against Maan too?
"ye.. im sure you guys wont do anything.." he paused thinking "and you guys are already getting married anyway"
i grinned "you approve!"
"ye, i told you he is a good man, and today i got the good vibes from him"
"thanks Amit"
"you're welcome, now stay where you are.. is this Maan's number?"
"ye"
"ok, i will call you if anything new comes up"
"alright" we hang up and i smiled, Maan walked towards me keeping his distance "Amit says i better stay here than go home.. mom is freakin out"
Maan didnt like what i said "ok" he sounded annoyed
i hate to make him feel this way, if my presence is annoying him, i'd rather stay in a hotel or in the streets "you want me to call Ela?"
"YES!" he said excited "Ela, your best friend! she will take you in" he grinned sitting on the other sofa
i smiled and dialed her number, but her mobile was switched off.. which was weird. i dialed her house number and waited, it was ringing "hello"
"oh hey aunty"
"Geet! how are you beti?"
"im good, is Ela home?"
"no, she isnt.. didnt she tell you?"
my heart dropped "kya hua?"
"oh dont worry" she giggled "she traveled with her sister to Kolkata"
"Kolkata?!" Maan covered his face
"yes, i thought she told you"
"no, she hasnt been returning my calls"
"she's been acting strange so her sister wanted to cheer her up" i nodded "i will tell her you called"
"thanks aunty" i hang up and looked at Maan, still covered his face "im sorry" i mumbled
"no dont say that" he sighed heavily looking at me, then the elevator door opened "JORGE!" Maan never seemed excited to see someone like Jorge before, he walked towards him "thanks Jorge"
i got up and walked towards the table as Maan put the food "do you want anything else sir?"
"Geet?" Maan looked at me
"no"
"at all?"
i almost wanted to laugh, i know he wants me to ask Jorge to join us "at all" i said sitting down
"thanks Jorge" Maan sat when Jorge left
during breakfast Maan didnt stop talking, he got up and made me tea and made himself coffee and started talking again, he looked really nervous and not at ease. after we finished breakfast, i faked a yawn, i dont want him to really feel uncomfortable around me.. it made me feel uncomfortable too "i guess i'll sleep now"
"good" i giggled at how excited he sounded from my escape, he took me to the bedroom but didnt step inside "there are shirts of mine in the closet, use them if you want.. the bathroom is there" he pointed at a door inside the twice-bigger-than-my-room bedroom
i nodded and walked inside "i will see you later then"
"ye" he closed the door
i walked and opened the closet and exhaled in disbelief, there were suits.. suits.. and there, shirts, i grabbed a gray one and smelled it.. it smelled so nice, so like Maan, i took my clothes off and kept the underwear of course then put his shirt on, i giggled as i saw how big it was, it reached my knees only. i jumped like a kid on the bed and lied down, i was really tired but couldnt sleep.. i started thinking about what were about to do. how can he make me lose myself like that? i shouldve pushed him away.. but i didnt, i know that he wasnt going to make me regret this, i know that we will get married.. i bit my lip as now i know that i just wanted us to be that close, that intimately close.. i blushed thinking about what i want to do now.. but my thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door "ji" i said
Maan opened the door "im going back to work.." he wasnt looking at me "sleep well" he closed the door
i looked at the door.. no, i wanted to say no please stay.. i got off the bed and walked slowly, i opened the door and froze in my place, Maan was standing, leaning on a wall in front of the bedroom "Maan.."
"i wanted to leave but i couldnt walk to the elevator"
my heart started beating fast "i dont want you to leave"
he stood straight "say something"
i know he wants me to say something that tells him that i agree but i didnt know what to say "what should i say?"
"anything" he sounded defeated
i bit my lip "i want you" i whispered, right then.. he walked towards me, put his hands on my waist and lifted me up, kissed me powerfully on my lips and walked inside the bedroom.
few minutes later, Maan was lying on his right side, facing me.. i was lying on my left side.. he was smiling at me, i blushed and smiled shyly at him "that was beautiful"
"yeah it was" he whispered, grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him then locked me in his arms
i put my hand on his chest and remembered what happened, suddenly my eyes dropped tears, i sniffed and Maan looked down at me with a worried face "dont worry" i said wiping my tears
"whats wrong?"
"nothing.."
he smiled "Geet.. your left eyebrow is giving you away"
i giggled " its nothing.. you will laugh"
"no i wont" but i didnt say anything "tell me" he rubbed my shoulder
i didnt say anything for about a minute and he waited patiently for me to speak "when you held me.." i paused
"yes?"
"and i held you back" he didnt reply "and.. we" i paused "were close.."
"ye?"
i put my forehead on his chest trying to hide my red face "i felt complete" i whispered, he shivered holding me tight "i felt that we were one" i still was whispering hoping he wont hear me, but he leaned his head down to be able to hear me "not two bodies in one soul.. no" i paused "one body.. one soul" i felt his heart beating against my forehead
he was quiet it scared me, i moved back and looked to see his moisture eyes, i pushed myself up to be able to see his face "how can you.." he said looking at me "make me all sensitive?" a tear fell "i never experienced this with anyone else.." he looked at me "i dont want to at all.. my tears were never seen by anyone else.. but they easily fall in front of you"
i put my arms around him and hugged him tightly "im sorry"
"stop saying that" he rubbed my back then kissed my neck "being that close to you, made me feel complete too" he whispered
i smiled then moved back and looked at him, he was playing with my hair. I started thinking about the days that I spent looking at him from my window, 5 floors away. How far I looked at him, he made my heart skip many beats. Now this close, this intimate.. I only fear that my heart would stop beating. I giggled at myself, what am I thinking? He looked at me confused "what?"
"kuch nahi" I yawned
He kissed my forehead "you're tired.." he placed his hand on my cheek
"haan" now i can sleep
"lets sleep then" i was back in my place, just few inches beneath his head, resting my forehead on his chest, my hand on his waist.. his arms were around me, he kissed my head and whispered "i love you"
"i love you too"
please before Eid, things get pretty hectic 🤪
but this is the update! and as a bonus for you guys waiting, i will update exactly after ONE HOUR so this update doesnt have a precap 😃
LOVE YOU ALL!! 🤗 and thanks for being patient.. this update is the CHANGED version of this chapter, according to IF rules for writing FFs here.. i hope its not extreme?😳 😳
well, enjoy! 😃
Chapter 12
i was looking up at him, there was a distance between us.. he was leaning down so slowly, his eyes focused on mine "ask me to stop" he said softly, but i couldnt.. i was melting just looking at his eyes "tell me this is wrong.." he was leaning closer now "tell me we should wait"
"you should say that not me.. you're the man" i smiled
he giggled getting closer "so the consequences of what we are going to do falls on me only?"
"you were planning on blaming me too?" i raised an eyebrow
he laughed, didnt reply to me.. i felt his stomach on mine.. his chest, thats when i closed my eyes and sighed.. he's supposed to be heavy but his weight was comforting me, i slowly opened my eyes, his hair was on his face, his eyes still focused on mine.. his both arms around my waist, he leaned closer and i felt his breath on my neck.. he brushed his nose with my throat line and then kissed my chin softly, i shivered and waited for his lips to meet mine "tell me we should wait until after marriage" he was still trying to blame me, but i wouldnt allow him, i pushed myself up and let my lips kiss his softly, thats when he responded.. thats when our kiss got passionate, thats when he moved back "Geet" he said breathing heavily, but my eyes werent on him anymore, i pushed myself up and kissed him again "ok, thats it" he literally jumped off me and stood up straight "i think you should go back home" i slowly sat on the sofa "im calling ma to see where she is at" i folded my arms around my chest "ma.. ye where are you?" i was looking down when he shouted " LONDON!?" i giggled and he sighed "mom i told you, this is important" he was getting angry "fine.. when are you coming back?" he shook his head "unbelievable ma.. fine.. ok, no im not.. ok bye"
"she went to London?" i asked
"has a meeting there" he stretched his arm for me "call Amit, see how things are back home"
"ji" he had the mobile in front of me, but instead of holding the edge of the mobile, i let my finger touch the palm of his hand softly
"Ge.." he dropped the mobile and walked away from me
i giggled, its really cute to see him like this.. trying to control himself, maybe was a bit mean but still cute. i dialed Amit's number "hello"
"hey Amit"
"ah Geet, do not come back home"
"why?"
"your mother is planning on handcuffing you" i froze in my place "she wants to call the cops but im trying to calm her down"
"where is she?"
"sleeping"
i sighed "im with Maan"
"good, stay with him.. i dont know what she will do if you come back here"
"you want me to stay with Maan?" i asked in disbelief, wasnt he against Maan too?
"ye.. im sure you guys wont do anything.." he paused thinking "and you guys are already getting married anyway"
i grinned "you approve!"
"ye, i told you he is a good man, and today i got the good vibes from him"
"thanks Amit"
"you're welcome, now stay where you are.. is this Maan's number?"
"ye"
"ok, i will call you if anything new comes up"
"alright" we hang up and i smiled, Maan walked towards me keeping his distance "Amit says i better stay here than go home.. mom is freakin out"
Maan didnt like what i said "ok" he sounded annoyed
i hate to make him feel this way, if my presence is annoying him, i'd rather stay in a hotel or in the streets "you want me to call Ela?"
"YES!" he said excited "Ela, your best friend! she will take you in" he grinned sitting on the other sofa
i smiled and dialed her number, but her mobile was switched off.. which was weird. i dialed her house number and waited, it was ringing "hello"
"oh hey aunty"
"Geet! how are you beti?"
"im good, is Ela home?"
"no, she isnt.. didnt she tell you?"
my heart dropped "kya hua?"
"oh dont worry" she giggled "she traveled with her sister to Kolkata"
"Kolkata?!" Maan covered his face
"yes, i thought she told you"
"no, she hasnt been returning my calls"
"she's been acting strange so her sister wanted to cheer her up" i nodded "i will tell her you called"
"thanks aunty" i hang up and looked at Maan, still covered his face "im sorry" i mumbled
"no dont say that" he sighed heavily looking at me, then the elevator door opened "JORGE!" Maan never seemed excited to see someone like Jorge before, he walked towards him "thanks Jorge"
i got up and walked towards the table as Maan put the food "do you want anything else sir?"
"Geet?" Maan looked at me
"no"
"at all?"
i almost wanted to laugh, i know he wants me to ask Jorge to join us "at all" i said sitting down
"thanks Jorge" Maan sat when Jorge left
during breakfast Maan didnt stop talking, he got up and made me tea and made himself coffee and started talking again, he looked really nervous and not at ease. after we finished breakfast, i faked a yawn, i dont want him to really feel uncomfortable around me.. it made me feel uncomfortable too "i guess i'll sleep now"
"good" i giggled at how excited he sounded from my escape, he took me to the bedroom but didnt step inside "there are shirts of mine in the closet, use them if you want.. the bathroom is there" he pointed at a door inside the twice-bigger-than-my-room bedroom
i nodded and walked inside "i will see you later then"
"ye" he closed the door
i walked and opened the closet and exhaled in disbelief, there were suits.. suits.. and there, shirts, i grabbed a gray one and smelled it.. it smelled so nice, so like Maan, i took my clothes off and kept the underwear of course then put his shirt on, i giggled as i saw how big it was, it reached my knees only. i jumped like a kid on the bed and lied down, i was really tired but couldnt sleep.. i started thinking about what were about to do. how can he make me lose myself like that? i shouldve pushed him away.. but i didnt, i know that he wasnt going to make me regret this, i know that we will get married.. i bit my lip as now i know that i just wanted us to be that close, that intimately close.. i blushed thinking about what i want to do now.. but my thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door "ji" i said
Maan opened the door "im going back to work.." he wasnt looking at me "sleep well" he closed the door
i looked at the door.. no, i wanted to say no please stay.. i got off the bed and walked slowly, i opened the door and froze in my place, Maan was standing, leaning on a wall in front of the bedroom "Maan.."
"i wanted to leave but i couldnt walk to the elevator"
my heart started beating fast "i dont want you to leave"
he stood straight "say something"
i know he wants me to say something that tells him that i agree but i didnt know what to say "what should i say?"
"anything" he sounded defeated
i bit my lip "i want you" i whispered, right then.. he walked towards me, put his hands on my waist and lifted me up, kissed me powerfully on my lips and walked inside the bedroom.
few minutes later, Maan was lying on his right side, facing me.. i was lying on my left side.. he was smiling at me, i blushed and smiled shyly at him "that was beautiful"
"yeah it was" he whispered, grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him then locked me in his arms
i put my hand on his chest and remembered what happened, suddenly my eyes dropped tears, i sniffed and Maan looked down at me with a worried face "dont worry" i said wiping my tears
"whats wrong?"
"nothing.."
he smiled "Geet.. your left eyebrow is giving you away"
i giggled " its nothing.. you will laugh"
"no i wont" but i didnt say anything "tell me" he rubbed my shoulder
i didnt say anything for about a minute and he waited patiently for me to speak "when you held me.." i paused
"yes?"
"and i held you back" he didnt reply "and.. we" i paused "were close.."
"ye?"
i put my forehead on his chest trying to hide my red face "i felt complete" i whispered, he shivered holding me tight "i felt that we were one" i still was whispering hoping he wont hear me, but he leaned his head down to be able to hear me "not two bodies in one soul.. no" i paused "one body.. one soul" i felt his heart beating against my forehead
he was quiet it scared me, i moved back and looked to see his moisture eyes, i pushed myself up to be able to see his face "how can you.." he said looking at me "make me all sensitive?" a tear fell "i never experienced this with anyone else.." he looked at me "i dont want to at all.. my tears were never seen by anyone else.. but they easily fall in front of you"
i put my arms around him and hugged him tightly "im sorry"
"stop saying that" he rubbed my back then kissed my neck "being that close to you, made me feel complete too" he whispered
i smiled then moved back and looked at him, he was playing with my hair. I started thinking about the days that I spent looking at him from my window, 5 floors away. How far I looked at him, he made my heart skip many beats. Now this close, this intimate.. I only fear that my heart would stop beating. I giggled at myself, what am I thinking? He looked at me confused "what?"
"kuch nahi" I yawned
He kissed my forehead "you're tired.." he placed his hand on my cheek
"haan" now i can sleep
"lets sleep then" i was back in my place, just few inches beneath his head, resting my forehead on his chest, my hand on his waist.. his arms were around me, he kissed my head and whispered "i love you"
"i love you too"
Ishaani
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