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PART 12
Before they can make any further discussion , one of the servant knocked at there door
"sir that baby is having high fever sir , I think we need to call a doctor" , said the maid , alarming both rahul and armaan
and they rushed towards krish room
They went inside the room and saw the poor baby in a miserable state ,
or like this
Armaan went inside the room , towards him and sat near the bed , where he was lying on , he watched armaan
armaan tried to keep his hand on his forehead, to sooth him a bit , but the moment he touched his forehead with his hand , krish immediately jerked it away , it was kind of that he didn't even want armaan , to even touch him , this hurt armaan even more
But then again , he tried again may be his poor luck can work for once , it was true is was craving , craving for his son love , and he tried to hold hi again , but again he went away from him , and when arman kept his hand in his shoulder , krish immediately jerked it away , this was the way that poor little soul showed his hatred for him , and amaan understood that well ,
It pained him , pained him a lot , "beta aap mujhe baat kyon nahi karte , main aapka dad hu , main aapse bahut pyaar karta hu" armaan speak , tried his luck again , now it looked like that only some miracle will happen , if he will be able to hear the word 'papa' from his sons mouth , as all his hopes were getting vanished slowly slowly with krish unfriendly and rude behavior
"aap gandee hoo , gandee ho" , said krish very slowly , moreover it was just a whisper as the poor baby , even don't have a strength to say that now he was exhausted with regular crying and now even more lost of energy due to his fever
Armaan got up from there ,and went towards the gate , he felt completely shattered and defeated right now , and then he saw rahul there standing on the door
"rahul ye aisa kyon kar rahha hai mere saath , main isse itana pyaar karta hu , per ye mujhse nafrat kar rahha hai rahul , main kya karru rahul , main kya karuu mujhe sirf meraa beta chahiyye rahul uska pyaar chahiyee , mujhe aur kuch nahi chahiye rahul , main kya karru rahul" said a crying and completely shattered armaan
Rahul senses that now all the determination and rudeness inside armaan had broken he was shattered and was crying his heart out now ,
"main kya karru rahul , main kya karuu , aisa kya kar diyya maine jo mujhe itane nafrat ka saamna karma padd rahha hai , maine to vo hi kiyya na jo mujhe karma chahiyye tha , ye mera beta hai rahul , aur mujhe purra haqq hai uske saath rehne kaa , to kyon mujhe galat samjhaa ja rahha hai rahul , kyon , kya mujhe mere bete ke saath rehne kaa adikaar bhi nahi hai , haa , kya mujhe khush hoone ka bhi adhikaar bhi nahi hai" , said a shattered armaan and rahul was standing there , just listening to him , he knew this was required , there is a lot of pain filled inside armaan and it needed to be taken out soo he let him speak
"kyon rahul main hi kyon , pehle mom , phir maya and ab meraa beta , meraa apna beta , kyon koi mujhse pyaar nahi karta rahul , kya main itana burra hu ?" asked armaan this question was less from rahul then from the god
"mom ne kabhi mujhe pyaar nahi kiyaa , inke liyye hameesha se paisa hi sab kuch tha , it was only money that mattered her , only money , I knew that , you knew rahul , why I was born , cause it was my grandfather will, that all his property will get transferred to his first grandson ,and that was the reason why mom gave birth to me , she brought me in this world , and the day she got dadaji's property , I was forgotten rahul , I was absolutely forgotten , I always loved her a lot rahul , I loved her a lot , I always used to pray to god that my mom should loves me , take care of mee , pamper me just like other children mom used to do , but it was never like that , she was soo busy with her society parties and clubs and business , that she never had time for me , it was only dad that use to love me rahul , only my dad , but as he was having many responsibilities of his business , he was not able to give me much time , my while childhood went like that rahul craving for my parents love ,specially mom's , and then the day came ,when I saw her" , armaan paused there for a while while rahul was confused , who was this "her" , he is talking about , but he remained quite and let him speak
"yes I saw her , and I don't knew what happened to me , I forgot everything else forgot about my sadness , and my craving and everything in this world , I used to get soo lost in just watching her silently , like it was just what was required for me , but alas , good thinks to come to end soon for me I think , I went away from there , away from her , and was never even able to talk to her , never ever got the courage or chance to go in front of her , I was scared that might be she will also ignore me and hate me like everyone else , then I moved on in my life , but she was always a very sweet remembrance of my life , and it always maid me calm and happy" said armaan remembering his time in the college when he used to see riddhima secretly , but never went in front of her , as he was scared , scared of the fact that she will also be like his mom and will not be with him , she will also hurt him , soo he went out of there , without even meeting her while rahul , who here had no idea of whom armaan is talking about ,was just listening to him quietly
"then come one more ray of hope in my life , after finishing my studies , when I get in business with dad , that were few happiest day of my life , when dad use to gelp me with business and this way he use to spend lot of time with me , I was soo happy at that time" , said armaan with a small smile on his face
"I got my dad love , but I always wanted my mom love as well , and then one day mom came to me with a proposal , a proposal , that I marry her friend daughter , I was not happy with that rahul , but then I agreed , just thinking that may be this will make mom happy , and she will get close to me , and will love me if I fulfill her wish ,but it was again of no use , mom was really happy with my marriage with maya , but that happiness was al just in monetary terms , I got married to maya , for my mom happiness and hoping that this may get me close to my mom , but nothing like that happened" , said armaan
"when I got married to maya I again hoped that may be this was what was destined for me , and maya would be my soulmate and she will fill the empty gap that craving for love in my life" , armaan said in a with sarcastic way
"but how wrong was I again because maya was just another Naina Mallik , she was just concerned about one think and that was her career and money , just like my mom , I once again laughed over my fate , and then forget about all that and just busied myself in my work , office and business , but dad sensed all that , my sadness , my loneliness , he knew that very well , that it was due to mom and then that maya was just a copy of my mom , soo he understand well what I was going through , may be he also went on with the same phase in his life , but he knew that once I came in his life , his life changed , it changed for good ,and soo he maid that will , the will that will give all his property to my son , my heir , I never wanted money rahul , never , all I always wanted was someone , just someone , whom I can say my own , as mine , just like dad had me , I also wanted to have that one aim to live in my life as well rahul , had I demanded for something really big ?" , asked armaan again one question to god
"I never wanted to have my baby this way , with this surrogating like this , all I wanted was my child , I was ready to move in a relationship with maya as well , but she never wanted that rahul ,she was the one who don't want to loose her career for this , soo was that my fault , was that my fault that she never wanted to be in any kind of relationship with me , was that my fault that I gave her the space she wanted in our marriage , was that my fault that I let her live the life the way she wanted , tell me rahul , was that my fault that she had affairs with that bloody models in her group , but at that time also when I left her , gave her divorced , I was blamed for that , only I" said arman again with tears
", why I trusted riddhima , she was my friend , on seeing her here I thought that she was different , different from ladies like naina mallik and maya but again she also turned out to be a traitor , a liar she also broke my trust just like others then what had I done wrong again rahul , to get that punishment from last 2 years , knowing that I have a child but still can't be with him , can't get close to him , can't see him growing in front of my eyes , can't see him laughing for first time , speaking for first time , can't be with him when he took his first step , why was I punished like this rahul that I was not even allowed to get my own son growing in front of me , ha rahul tell me what is my fault , what have I done to get this punishment , here I m dying to hear the word "dad" , from my son mouth , but the only think I can hear from him is that I m bad , and that he hate me , why rahul" ,said armaan finally broking down completely
And then it was rahul time to came there he to was very teary after hearing all that from armaan
"nahi armaan , tum galat nahi hoo armaan , you r not wrong at all , its just that you r in an influence of someone , I agreed you never did anything wrong to deserve all that punishments you had in your life nothing" said rahul trying to console this broken armaan
While here we see doctor arrival , and he went to krish to do his checkups , while armaan and rahul were standing outside , after examining krish as he came out
"its just fever , I think the baby went through lot of exertion and that's why he caused this fever due to weakness, its just that you need to take proper care of him , otherwise this fever can increase more , do give him this medicines soon" , said the doctor handling the prescription of medicines to armaan while armaan was not there , he was soo lots in himself , soo rahul took that prescription
"thank you doctor , we will take care" , said rahul , while seeing off the doctor
While doctor came out , riddhima saw him there , and she got confused to se a doctor at this time coming out of the house , she was soo scared for krish wellness
"doctor , why did you went in " , asked riddhima to that doctor , while silently praying to god that krish should be fine
"oh actually that little baby is having high fever , and so I went to check over him inside" , said the doctor normally ,
thinking that maybe riddhima was a member of the house only , as she was standing there on the gate of the house [remember rahul had maid her sit in garden on a bench]
That was all , the moment riddhima heard that krish is having fever ,it was all for her , she didn't wait for another second , and rushed inside the house , but as guards were also there , they tried to stop him , and soo they to went behind her
As reaching the main gate of the living room , guards again came in front of her , and blocked her way to went in ,
"hatoo , mujhe andar jaana hai , mujhe mere bet eke paas jaan hai" , said riddhima , all these screaming were even heard by armaan and rahul ,
"ye kya hoo rahha hai yahaa" said armaan while coming towards there with rahul and seeing riddhima standing there
"tum yahaa kyon aaye ho ab , chali jaao yahaa se" , said armaan while looking towards riddhima
"nahi armaan main yahaa se nahi jaaonge, mere bete ko mere ko jaroorat hai main usse chodkar kahhe nahi jaaongee" said riddhima from there as guards were still not allowing her in
"vo meraa beta hai , mera beta ,chale jao yahaa se riddhima , chale jaao" , said arman while turning back and moving inside , while riddhima said as he was leaving
"main maante hu ki vo tumhaara beta hai armaan , per main bhi uski maa hu , main usse kabhi apne se door nahi hoone dunge , main nahi jaaonge yahaa se" , said riddhima
As this time riddhima voice was really high , after her voice , we can hear a loud cry of a baby , as he sensed that his mother is very near to her , and he was trying to call her to him , with his loud cries which stated again
While rahul , who was watching all this came back to armaan
"armaan ye tum kya kar rahhe ho, dekhoo , krish aur riddhima ko alag nahi kar sakte , ye sahhe nahi hai armaan" , said rahul
"kyon rahul , kyon sahhe nahi hai ye , jab vo mujhe mere bete se door kar sakte hai , to main bhi kar sakta hu" , sais an angry armaan
Now rahul understood, that armaan needed to be explained all this calmly
"armaan you need to understand this as well , vo krish bachaa hai armaan , he is just a one and a half year old kid , vo ye sab nahi samajhtaa , he had lived his whole life till now , with his mother and now all of a sudden you bring him here and says him to say you dad and live with you , it can't be possible , armaan you can't expect this little boy to forget his mother , with whom he had lived one and a half years , in just one and half hour , you think yourself armaan can he , please armaan I think we need to call her in" , said rahul , hoping that armaan understand what he is saying
"per rahul , main apne bete ko apne paas rakhna chahata hu, main usse door nahi reh sakta , vo phir se usse mujhse door kar dege" , said a broken armaan
"aisa nahi hooga armaan , hum aisa nahi hoone dengee , main usse baat karungaa , vo krish ko lekar kahhe nahi jaayengee , per abhi humme usse bulaana hooga , tum jaante ho krish usse milne ko tadap rahha hai aur vo na kuch khaa rahaa hai , aise uski tabiyat aur kharaab ho jayengee , to better yahhe hai ki hum riddhima ko krish ke paas jaane de" , said rahul
While armaan didn't said a word but he was not even objecting this , soo rahul went to call riddhima
"riddhima , vo krish wahaa us room mein hai , go to him , he needs you right now" , said rahul to riddhima , who looked towards armaan who was quitly standing there in corner and not objecting this ,
"per riddhima , jaane se pehle hamaare ek condition hai" said rahul , looking from riddhima to armaan , "tum krish ko kahhe nahi lekar jaaonge , vo armaan ka bhi beta ha , vo yahee rahengaa isse ghar mein , if you agree to this condition , then only you can meet him" , said rahul
While riddhima who didn't care about anything other than the fact that his son was having fever and he is crying for her just nodded to whatever rahul said , and rushed inside krish's room
INSIDE KRISH ROOM
"mummaa mumm mummmaa" , were the only words coming out of him
AND HE WAS LIKE THIS
we can see , a very tired , annoyed , crying and unwell baby , but still he was jumping from the bed , he was not having the energy to even sit on the bed ,still he was trying his best , as now only he saw his mother there
riddhima at once rushed to him , and without wasting anytime took him into a tight , and more and more tighter hug , tears flowing out of her eyes like anything , it was like someone got his breath back , holding him tight , securing him in his tight embrace she just closed her eyes for a moment , and wished the moment to just stop here like this only
after parting a bit from him , as the boy was not even leaving her , his hold over riddhima was even more tight then riddhima's
she then showered him with kisses , many kisses , to calm him down , to make him quite ,as his sobbing were getting higher and higher now , and again took him in a hug , soo that the baby can calm down a bit
"mumma gande" slowly mummerred the baby as he had very less energy left now "mumma?..ky.o.n ??..nahi ??aayee itane del shheee" , tried krish saying between his sobs , showing his anger towards her for leaving him like this
"sorry beta mumma gande hai naa , mumma ka baby kitne der se roo rahha tha , per mumma nahi aaye" , said riddhima between her tears "mumma bahut gandee hai naa" , said riddhima , "sorry beta , ab mumma aa gayye na , ab kahhe nahi jaayengee" ,said riddhima between her tears
"promishee", asked krish again in his sobs
"haa mere shoona , pakka waala promise" , said riddhima while cupping his face with her hands clearing all the tears from there and then kissing him on his forehead , once then twice , and now she was worried , as his forehead was burning hot , burning hot with fever she carefully maid him lay in her lap only , as he was still not leaving her ,and then looked around for help , as to what to do now
While krish layed in her lap , and buried his face in her stomach and hoding her tight from there , he was now really calmed , he was not crying anymore , it was just that he was very scared , soo his hold was as tight as it can be
While riddhima was getting really worried now , with his fever , she looks here and there for some help , when he found rahul on the door ,
"rahul sir , krish ka bukhaar to kaafi tez hai" said riddhima really tensed and still crying
"haa I knew , ye iski medicines hai" , said rahul while handling him the medicines
"aur kuch chahiyee ho to ye saare servants hai yahaa you can ask them" , said rahul again
"hmm , can you arrange some cold water and few cloth strips" said riddhima "magar krish ne to kuch khaaya bhi nahi , main ye medicines kasie du isse", said riddhima
"ha vo kuch khaa hi nahi rahha tha to" , said rahul with a guilt , yes a guilt as this baby was in such miserable condition due to there acts , and without getting into any further conversation , he went to the servants and said them to get some food and milk for krish and the cold water and cloth strips as well
Now riddhima maid him eat the food and then milk along with the medicines , and the baby was obeying to everything very quietly , but in all this he was still in her lap , and not ready to get out of there , holding her one hand ,and not even leaving it once till now, as riddhima maid him eat
The night , that dreadful night someway went on
Here we see , a quite , and silently crying armaan , in one corner , as he was there , he was standing there at the door with rahul , when they witness that mother son union and then that exchange of emotions , true emotions , he can se that selfless love in that bonding ,and somewhere inside him , he was guilty , guilty for that , but he was not ready to accept it till now
"am I soo wrong in all this" , asked armaan to himself ,
this was one question that was building in his heart , yes now , for the first time from the time he came to knew the truth , he was thinking from his heart and not from his brain,
Maybe this time armaan thinking from his heart , give him the correct way
OK THAT'S ALL FOR NOW
I KNEW THIS WAS LIKE THE BOREST PART EVER WRITTEN , PER KYA KARUU , MUJHE KUCH SAMAJH HI NAHI AA RAHHA THA , REGARDING WHAT TO WRITE
And moreover sab log armaan ko hate kar rahhe hai , to maine armaan ka part likha hai , about his feelings , hope ab aap log usse hate na karre , armaan is not bad , he just feared that the baby which he got after soo long , he don't want to loose him again
AND ONE MORE THINK ,
You all knew from last five parts , we r reading the story of just this one day , lol's , kitna lambaa day tha naa , and still you guys didn't got annoyed hehe
To the point is , it was just one day, armaan came to knew that his son is with riddhima , his mom brain washing ,and then his act , and then rahul coming , explaining him , and all
i think one day mein itane saare activities ho rahhe the , that's why they all were not having soo much of senses left to think everything just give them some time guys , armaan is sensible enough , he will surely think with his senses , once he get a bit time to do that
HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND HIM WELL NOW
AND DON'T WORRY , NO MORE BORING AND SAD SAD PARTS WILL BE THERE ANYMORE , NEXT ART YOU WILL HAVE A NEW DAY AND A NEW LIFE FOR ALL , AB FOR GOOD OR BAD , THAT WE NEED TO FIND OUT
WILL WAIT FOR YOUR REPLIES
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SIMI
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