Originally posted by: MayaFruitbae
Reality and dream continues.
The subconscious acceptance of Jhanak and Anirudh as wife and husband. Jhanak's feeling of I changed the moment sindoor dan was done is the feeling most girls have. A feeling of apnapan and for her , Anirudh would have been the entire world as she has no one. The secure feeling of having someone in her life .
Anirudh's feeling of having right on a girl ,the most beautiful feeling a man can have . Having someone in life ,who will be your companion , with whom you can be yourself .Someone close to heart after his maa..Like they say wife can be friend , mom, even daughter . Jhanak fills Anirudh's life with all the relations he is missing.
The wake up to reality , for a second he didnt hit the reality ...The searching of Jhanak and seeing her sleeping pushed him into the real world .He didnt even hesitate to break her sleep. The excuse of you were sleeping near my leg so I had to wake you and a pull towards him.
Was it just that ,or is it the fear of losing her overpowering him....He was not at all hesitated in taking her hands and asking his need of hugging her , which would make him feel secure .Secure from his fear of losing her ,and the much needed warmth . Even when she rejected he went ahead to hug her , a hug of surrendering himself to the safety of her warmth. A beautiful hug , not a romantic one , a hug that gave him peace. Didnt move at all even when Jhanak didnt hug him back , he didnt leave her. Instead he tightened it more n more even while speaking to her . He is so emotionally weak at this point . The grabbing of hands again when she said not to talk about nakli shadi ..The hands caressing her hand and then falling on her lap .. telling her again and again I will die tonight !!!! And talking as if he is broken .
This hug of Anirudh was seeking a comfort as if he was never comforted by anyone . We have seen him angry , standing for himself , Jhanak and family members .Choton , Bodo maa , Appu di all love him and wishes good for him. But was that enough for Anirudh .Wasnt he deprived of affection in his life . He came across as a person who needed love desperately . Jhanak definitely made him feel special by her words and actions .Be it a pranam or a eye lock or even question Arshi and his family members . She made his presence felt.
Tanuja instead of complaining others should think why Anirudh is always following Jhanak . It is not because she is beautiful or trying her best to snatch him from them .Its because Tanuja is a failed mother ,she didnt give him the love all his life .
Holding Jhanak's hands again he emptied his heart by telling her everything ,so clearly with no haq ,fark nahi padta ,insaniyat ,Arshi , Rahul nothing in between them.
It was he an her and the moment .
His heart spoke for him ,mujhe acha nahi lag rahe. When you are with me ,I can do anything and I forget everything ,when you leave me darkness surrounds me , and I love you Jhanak looking into her eyes , I dont think I can live without you , shocking her and hugging her .The passionate Anirudh who hugged her and waited for her to hug him back .
Shades of hug from Anirudh today. Is this all to convience her to come to Kolkata ...Even if Anirudh thinks so , its much different . He spoke it all with his Jhanak who wont judge him .He could lighten his heart from all the questions he has been asking himself .
He didnt even expect her to return his love . If this is not love , what can it be , a convincing act to get his things done ? I so hope Anirudh doesnt pacify himself with such thoughts. He is in love and confessed it .
From ' tum mei zimmedari hoon' to ' main hoon tumhare saath ' to 'main jee nahi paunga tumhare bina ' Anirudh has come along way ....
Jhanak still has a difficult journey to confess her love . She is not a situation to accept it all. She might be confused by his words ,shocked and suprised ,but she is definitely happy and it was so well shown in her eyes ....when he hugged her after his confession. I am waiting for her to come out of her difficulties and place her love above all and anything .
Minton stories are always filler between Anirudh and Jhanak' s story...🤫
Arshi is getting black, grey , white and dont know what all shades , She spoke for herself for the first time .She is sometimes intelligent and next minute behaves like no sense....I didnt understand her assumption in controlling Anirudh after marriage .Did she forget all his savage so soon. She might be whitewashed by breaking her marriage as sacrifice ....🤷🏻♀️
Vinayak is the only sane person in celebrity world ...but what is the point when nobody values it , not even his daughter .
Beautiful!
I have watched the episode on loop. 😭🔥
Anirudh and his feelings……
The search for his comfort in Jhanak has always been in his subconscious state. It has been one heck of a ride for him from the time he brought Jhanak to his sanctuary. A place where he knew he had to deal with different wars every day. Being a warrior all this time has drained his energy. However, the last war was not only strenuous, but was equally excruciating to deal with. It was with someone who became the sole reason for his existence. His wife! He lost his power at the hands of Jhanak’s inevitable questions which became detrimental to his health. As he was being castigated for his actions, his guilt stormed in his thoughts, he knew the only person who could give him that peace of mind again was his Jhanak. He couldn’t hold back his fears and broke down and let out all of the other chaotic feelings which he kept it hidden made him vulnerable.
Jhanak came at the right moment and didn’t hesitate or pushed him away when he longed for the hug to find peace again. She knew she went over board with her accusations, maybe the way she let her frustration out so she let him be the child who would cling to find comfort until he satisfies. How could he avoided his feelings then? It had to come out as he grasped her for a hug! He found his missing piece in his life and he wants to keep himself glued to. Rahul was no longer a barrier he was afraid to lose Jhanak with. He found the green signal. He knew no one can be her protector so he took over his responsibilities again, but this time realizing his affection for her in a much profound way. His love! The dream sequence was all he wanted to express ever. It answered all of his troubling questions whether his care, concern and possessiveness was the end result of love.
It was a constant struggle for him to let her know he just wants her to sooth him whether or not she reciprocates any of his feelings back. He didn’t care.. he just wanted to hold her in his arms which he has been longing for. He isn’t letting go of her ever. The way Krushal and Hiba portrayed was so remarkable.
But there are more challenges lying ahead of him which he needs to face. It would be interesting to see how will he manage to procure a solution to his marriage with Jhanak and be able to give her the rights she deserves!
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I actually love this particular part, where she sort of pushed him against the table to be more intimate and the why he staring her lips to aim for a kiss! 
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