Originally posted by: Manoshono
So beautiful Maya!
Indeed a separation anxiety has been kicking in his heart for the last couple of days. It’s his instinct which making him feel already lonely, restless and that is why he wanted to take her out, treat her with respect, make her feel special so that before she leaves, she’ll at least remember the good times and not what she went through in the house. She could cherish these moments with him forever. And most importantly, he could spend time with her so that his sukooon can be sustained and these little moments can be carved permanently in his heart. In a hope to calm his distress, He wanted to relish eating his favorite food made by her. He made her put a ring on his finger. It feels like he is purposely looking for opportunities to give her the rights to make her feel he can belong to her only even if it’s only for little while.
He has been holding her back with all the fears for the last few months only to realize that he has to now finally let her go….. it’s not easy, it’s probably tearing him apart. He worked hard to keep her with him, to keep her secured because he literally breathes for her. I can’t imagine how will he able to live without her when all he thinks is of her 24/7.
His voice even broke when he said “don’t leave, stay with for a while until my shirt dries” the pain and desperation in his voice was so explicit.
He will now realize a major missing piece in his life which will be gone and incomplete him forever. Until he finds her again and wholeheartedly accepts the fate of this new found love he has been carrying all this time. He won’t remain in peace! 🥲🥺
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