Let’s take the episode at face value. Murtasim did not handle the aftermath well. Instead of sticking around and comforting her, he let his guilt consume him and took off. This was the time to reassure her. Now she’s probably having even more trust issues and is feeling guilty and upset with herself for giving in.
I still don’t understand NM maza ayaga statement. Maybe she thought we would all believe it was MR but when we find out it’s consensual, we’ll be relieved and enjoy that 🤔
I really wish we saw a conversation between Meerab and Murtasim. Didn’t Hira say that there was a reason that Murtasim didn’t have much of a reaction when he heard her say that Meerab is starting to have feelings for him? We didn’t get that yet. Unless, Murtasim believes she doesn’t have feelings for him and that’s why he is feeling so guilty. I think they are overcompensating to fix the damage that has been done by putting it all on Meerab. It would make more sense that Murtasim brought up the contract saying that he could have done whatever he wanted any time but it was consent and not a piece of paper stopping him. This would lead to Meerab wanting to be in control of the situation and initiating without confession and Murtasim giving in while knowing that he probably shouldn’t. Am a too hopeful to wish for more clarity?